"I know that he wants to take you away from me, but she is doing it for your own good. I believe that her feelings for you are sincere, and it is not easy to know each other in life, let alone the relationship you have had for so many years.
.Wouldn’t it be a pity if you just gave up?" Shangguan Yun looked at me and asked with a smile on his lips.
When Shangguan Yun said this, I became even more confused and asked: "No, what I don't understand is that she wants to take me away from you, why can you still speak nice words to her? You don't hate her."
?"
"She can't take it away, and if she makes trouble like this, won't our relationship become stronger? If she really takes you away from me, I will be rude to her, but she can't take it away
She left, and when she made such a fuss, I know that I am so important in your heart, more important than him. And I also believe that she regretted doing such a thing this time. So I
I don’t blame her, and I also want to advise you, I hope you don’t argue with her and forgive her. She is also very sad, and she does it unintentionally. Think about it, how does she usually treat you? You should compare
I understand her feelings for you better." Shangguan Yun still looked at me with a faint smile on his lips and said.
I looked at Shangguan Yun with confused eyes and said, "Do you mean to tell me not to blame her?"
Shangguan Yun nodded with a smile and said, "Well, don't you think it's a pity? Just because of this thing, you lost a friend who has been with her for so many years and had such a good relationship. You don't have many friends, so I think she is pretty good."
"Don't you think this is serious? She lied to me. She doesn't like me being with you. If she had thought about me, she wouldn't have hurt me like this. You don't know, I have
How painful it is." As soon as I think about her having the heart to lie to me, my heart starts to feel uncomfortable.
As I spoke, my voice began to choke. I paused and continued: "She should know how much I care about you. She knows better than you how much I love you. But she still does that."
When I got to this point, I stopped. Shangguan Yun looked at me with distressed eyes, patted my back and said, "Okay, don't be sad anymore. I now know that I am so important in your heart."
.Don’t be sad anymore. Go to sleep.”
After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, he turned off the light, hugged me, and kept kissing my cheek, very tenderly...
But I couldn't sleep anymore and told myself not to think about it anymore, but it always came to my mind.
I want to sway but I can't.
After a long time, I whispered: "Yun, are you asleep?"
"No, you haven't slept yet, how could I sleep? What's wrong, can't you sleep?" Shangguan Yun said softly.
I nodded and said, "Well, I can't sleep, I'm so confused."
"Okay, don't think too much. Go to bed first. Let's talk about anything tomorrow. Listen to me. It's very tiring to hate someone, you know? So, I never hate anyone." Shangguan Yun
Her voice is still gentle.
"Then what if I do something to make you angry in the future? Will you hate me?" I have been with Guanyun for so long, and I have never heard of her hating anyone.
"You make me angry every day. If I hated you, I would have been tortured to death by hatred." Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
"No, what I mean is, if one day I do something that you can't forgive, or something very serious, will you hate me?" I continued.
"What will you do that I can't forgive? In fact, as long as you don't do anything sorry for me, I won't be very angry. I will always pamper you and love you." Shangguan Yun hugged me tightly.
Said tightly.
"Then what if I do something sorry for you one day? Will you hate me?" I continued to ask. In fact, sometimes, I find that I am really stubborn. Sometimes, I want to know something.
You must ask clearly about the things you want to do, even if these things may be impossible to happen. You must ask clearly before you feel comfortable.
"Huh? Will you do anything sorry for me?" Shangguan Yun's tone changed after hearing this.
"I mean what if, what if." I explained, fearing that Shangguan Yun would misunderstand.
But Shangguan Yun actually said: "No, there are no assumptions. I don't allow it. There are no ifs. I don't allow you to do anything sorry for me. You have to remember it carefully. If you really do anything sorry for me one day,
, I will not forgive you, and I will also hate you. Do you know that I will always hate you?"
"Didn't you say that hating someone would be tiring, so you wouldn't hate it?" I continued to ask.
"I don't care about other people. People I don't care about, no matter what they do, I will not hate them. However, you are the person I care about the most. If you do something sorry for me, I will
I hate you so much. Do you know that?" Shangguan Yun said with some excitement.
I think what he said makes sense. However, he said that if I really did something sorry for him, he would hate me. It should be because he loves me and hates me.
Where there is love, there is hate. If there is no love, where can there be hate?
For example, regarding the matter between Huiqing and me, if I didn't care about her and didn't value my relationship with her, then I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable and it wouldn't matter.
After listening to Shangguan Yun's words, I hugged Shangguan Yun's neck emotionally and said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything sorry to you. I swear, I will never do anything sorry to you. If one day I really
I did it, either because of misunderstanding or because I had difficulties and had no choice but to believe me, okay?" In the dark, I looked at Shangguan Yun with affectionate eyes and said.
Shangguan Yun held me tightly in his arms and said, "No matter whether you have difficulties or not, or whether you have no choice but to do so, I won't allow it, you know?"
I nodded happily in Shangguan Yun's arms.
"Go to sleep." Shangguan Yun said this again.
Now, I really fell asleep peacefully in Shangguan Yun's arms.
If Shangguan Yun hadn't been by my side to comfort me tonight, I think my mind would still be in chaos and I would have been unable to sleep all night.
Lying in Shangguan Yun's arms, I slept peacefully and peacefully...
When I woke up, I found that the area next to my bed was empty. I couldn't touch anyone in Shangguanyun, let alone my body temperature.
Without Shangguan Yun's breath, Shangguan Yun's unique smell.
I woke up immediately, sat up and took a look, Shangguan Yun was gone, so I ran to the bathroom and took a look, but there was no sign of Shangguan Yun. Shangguan Yun's clothes and shoes were gone.
A question came to my mind that Shangguan Yun had gone out.
But where will Shangguan Yun go? There are no friends or familiar people here, and he usually won’t leave me alone. Let alone here. Doesn’t he know that he is not by my side?
Will you feel uneasy?
So, I called Shangguan Yun, but no one answered...
It's strange. Shangguan Yun rarely doesn't answer my calls. How come no one answers...
In the past, when I slept with Guanyun, I could see Shangguan Yun when I woke up. Why is Shangguan Yun not here today?
I looked at the time and saw that it wasn't very late. It was only around ten o'clock. I went to bed so late last night. Where did Shangguan Yun go so early?
Just when I was about to think about it, the phone rang and Shangguan Yun came.
I quickly picked up the phone, knowing that Shangguan Yun would not be so irresponsible.
"Hey, Shangguan Yun, why are you leaving? Where have you been?" I said anxiously.
"Why are you so nervous? Are you afraid that I will run away secretly and don't want you?" Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
From Shangguan Yun's tone, I knew nothing was wrong, so I joked: "I'm not afraid that you won't want me, but I'm afraid that you'll leave and let me pay for the house. I don't have any money."
"Oh, it turns out that in your heart, I am this kind of person. You are not worried that I don't want you, but that I will make you pay for the house." Shangguan Yun also said with a smile.
"Of course, if my boyfriend is gone and my money is gone, wouldn't I be at a huge loss? Besides, if my boyfriend is gone, I can still find him, but if my money is gone, I'm gone and I can't make any money. Now I can't
I haven’t started making money yet.” I continued while lying on the bed.
"That's what you think. When I go back, you'll be the one to look good. See how I deal with you and make you more and more arrogant." Shangguan Yun said with a smile again.
"Where can I find it? By the way, where have you been and when will you come back?" I then got to the point and asked.
"I'll be back, I'll be there soon." After Shangguan Yun said this, someone pushed the door in and it was none other than Shangguan Yun.
As soon as Shangguan Yun came back, I jumped out of bed, ran to his side, held his hand and said, "Where have you been?"
"I'll buy you breakfast." Shangguan Yun waved the things in his hand in front of my eyes twice and said.
"Isn't there one in the hotel? Why go out and buy it?" I complained.
Originally I wanted to say that I would rather skip breakfast than wake up with you by my side.
"What are you doing? Are you not used to not seeing me when you wake up in the morning?" Shangguan Yun said as he put breakfast on the table.
"Yeah, I'm not used to it. I'm used to seeing you lying next to me when I wake up in the morning." I leaned on Shangguan Yun's arms and scratched Shangguan Yun's chest with my fingers.
"Then you move out, how about we live together?" Shangguan Yun said ambiguously.
"No, my mother won't agree. Besides, the school won't agree either. If we move out, we need the consent of our parents. You don't know that," I said.
In fact, I am also very excited and want to move out and live with Guanyun. But the conditions do not allow it, but I should be able to wait until I go to college. So in order to study hard now in the future, I must be admitted to college, and then
We can live together.
"Can't you just move out secretly and don't let your mother know?" Shangguan Yun said.
"But how can I move without my parents' consent? The school will definitely notify my parents," I said.
"You can live in school in name only, and we can go back to my house after class in the evening for self-study. In this case, your family won't know." Shangguan Yun moved his eyes and said.
Shangguan Yun pays 6
In fact, Shangguan Yun's opinion was quite good, but I was a little scared and a little moved in my heart. I almost agreed to him, but I still held it back and said: "No, I still don't want it, in case I am discovered."
It's over. My mother will definitely not let us be together, and my mother will not let me fall in love now. This will cause some unnecessary trouble. We should wait for another two years until we go to college.
Now, we can live together. I heard that many college students rent houses outside and the teachers don’t care much about them. Moreover, their parents are far away and they don’t know. As the saying goes, the mountains are high and the emperor is far away. I want to take care of them.
I can’t control it anymore.”
"We are only in the first half of the second year of high school, and there are still two years to go. I can't wait any longer. Wife, do you know? I really want to hold you to sleep every day. In this way, I will sleep very soundly. Otherwise, I
I think about you every night, so much that I can’t sleep." Shangguan Yun looked at me and said affectionately.
"Then if you think about me so much that you can't sleep, just open your eyes and think about it until you can't stand it anymore, then go to sleep. If you feel tired, go to bed." I said with a smile.
"What about you? Do you miss me?" Shangguan Yun ignored what I said to him and asked me.
"I don't miss you. Besides, I'm not as stupid as you. If I miss you, I will call you or send you a message. I won't be alone with my silly thoughts." I said naughtily.
said.
Shangguan Yun's serious and affectionate face turned into laughter and he said: "You are so heartless. Every time I call you or send you a message, you don't give it to me."
I called, but didn’t send it to me, just occasionally, so you don’t even want me.”
"That's it. You called me. Do I have to hang up and call you back? Besides, aren't you richer? It's reasonable for you to pay for the phone bill. Besides, the boyfriend pays the girlfriend
It's only natural to make a phone call." I continued to say mischievously.
I heard Shangguan Yun say with a smile: "Honey, I just like to see you looking so naughty. Look how beautiful and charming you are when you smile. It was your smile that fascinated me in the first place." Shangguan said with a smile.
Those burning eyes looked at me and said.
"Actually, many people say that I look prettier when I smile." I said confidently.
I found that after being with Guanyun for a long time, I became narcissistic.
"Of course, who is my wife? Of course she is the most beautiful." Shangguan Yun was even more disgusting than me.
"Two people are disgusting here so early in the morning. I'm going to vomit." I pushed Shangguan Yun away and prepared to go to the bathroom to wash my face.
"Nausea, want to vomit? Are there any other symptoms? Could it be that I am pregnant?" Shangguan Yun asked nervously.
"Don't say anything? I'm still a girl. How could I get pregnant? I've never had sex with you. I'm not that powerful. I can get pregnant by myself." I won't be fooled by Shangguan Yun.
.
"Then do you feel nauseous and want to vomit? I see that you have been saying that you feel nauseous these days. What if you don't have it?" Shangguan Yun said seriously.
"Ah, that's because I have a bad stomach." After Shangguan Yun said this, I felt a little unsure. I felt uncomfortable that Shangguan Yun would secretly give me...
No, Shangguan Yun probably isn't that kind of person.
"Have a bad stomach? Aren't you having a good appetite recently? And you eat three meals a day as usual. I even buy you snacks in the evening. How could it be bad?" Shangguan Yun continued to say seriously.
After being told this by Shangguan Yun, I felt unsure. Is it the reason why I often sleep with Guanyun? So...
"Then, why am I pregnant? Is it you? Is it you who did it in the middle of the night while I was sleeping... and then I got pregnant? And sometimes you often say that you didn't sleep all night or something, you
Did you say that?" I said nervously and excitedly.
"Am I that kind of person? And if I really kill you, won't you feel pain? Will you feel nothing? Will there be no blood on the bed?" Shangguan Yun said.
After what Shangguan Yun said, it made sense, but when I thought about it, it was wrong, so I added: "But, I heard that some people don't have a hymen, so there will be no blood, and when I was young, when I was playful,
Maybe it won’t fall off either. Maybe I’m that kind of person?”
"You feel pain too? You can't even feel it? You're so stupid. I won't do that." Shangguan Yun looked at me teasingly and said.
"Then, why did you say I was pregnant?" Since Shangguan Yun had never done anything to me, how could I be pregnant?
Shangguan Yun became more and more confused.
"What do you think?" Shangguan Yun said pretending to be mysterious.
"Is it because we sleep together every day? Then, sometimes, when we hug each other, your sperm accidentally comes to me, so I got pregnant?" I was a little uncomfortable.
Nianxi said with a trembling voice.
"Haha, haha... Wife, you are so cute, so cute..." Shangguan Yun said with a smile, holding his stomach.
"You dead man, you must have lied to me, right? You must have lied to me." I grabbed Shangguan Yun and said.
But Shangguan Yun seemed to be laughing very hard, and continued to squat on the ground and said with a smile: "You are so cute, I can't help but laugh."
Seeing that I was being teased by Shangguan Yun, I ignored him and just washed my face. If he wanted to laugh, just let him laugh.
After washing his face, Shangguan Yun finally smiled. When he pulled me to sit at the table to eat breakfast, I asked, "Have you eaten yet?"
"Well, I brought it to you after I had eaten something delicious. If it's not delicious, I'll go to another restaurant to eat. I won't bring it back to you until I have something delicious. You see, I'm treating you well." Shangguan
Yun looked at me with half-closed eyes and said.
"Well, I know you are the best to me. I love you the most. Hehe..." I looked at Shangguan Yun and said with a smile.
I found that since I got together with Guanyun, I have become very cheeky and can speak these words very freely. I don’t feel that I am unable to speak out or feel shy at all.
When I first got together with Guanyun, I always felt awkward saying these words.
So I came to the conclusion that it was all Shangguan Yun who led me to be so shameless.
"Why are you staring at me like this? Is there something on my face? And your eyes are so evil, as if you want to eat me up." Shangguan Yun waved his hand in front of my eyes and said.
"I really want to eat you into my belly. You taught me that I have become so shameless now." I continued eating breakfast and said.
Now when it came to Shangguan Yun, he looked at me confused and said, "Me? What does it have to do with me? And are you shameless? Who said you are shameless? I'll teach him a lesson."
"I said, do you want to teach me a lesson?" I said with a smile. Shangguan Yun is so cute.
"I'm dizzy, tell me, why are you so shameless?" Shangguan Yun said helplessly.
I was eating my breakfast and said, "I always talk about how much I love you and how much I like you. Isn't that shameless?"
Shangguan Yun laughed loudly after hearing this and said: "So, is it shameless to say these words? It took a lot of effort for me to get you to say these words. I will definitely teach you some lessons in the future." Shangguan Yun
Said evilly.
"What? We still need to teach. What else is there to teach?" I looked at Shangguan Yun in confusion and asked.
"Sexual knowledge." Shangguan Yun looked at me ambiguously and whispered in my ear.
When I heard Shangguan Yun say the word "sex", I felt my face immediately turn red. I pushed him away and said, "You are so disgusting. Don't talk about it. Don't tell me this." After that, I buried my head and continued.
eat.
"What's so embarrassing about this? You'll want to know when we have sex, but you don't want to have sex with me now anyway. So I'll tell you later." Shangguan Yun disapproved.
said.
"Did you often tell these things to your girlfriends before?" I looked at him with contempt and said.
"If you don't tell me, I will never tell them. Didn't I tell you? After I had sex with them, I lay down and fell asleep." Shangguan Yun turned on the TV and sat on the bed and said.
"I don't believe it." I said quietly.
I don’t know what kind of ears Shangguan Yun has. I spoke so quietly that Shangguan Yun could hear me and said, “What? What did you say?”
"It's nothing." I said pretending to be stupid.
Unexpectedly, Shangguan Yun also became stubborn after being with me, and continued to ask: "What did you say? You can't deceive me. I have fiery eyes."
It seemed that it was impossible not to tell him, so I said, "I said you are getting smarter and smarter."
"Really? You didn't lie to me?" Shangguan Yun looked at me suspiciously and said.
I glanced at Shangguan Yun with contempt and said, "You are so smart, how can I deceive you?" After that, I continued to eat my breakfast. If I didn't eat it, it would be cold.
If it gets cold, you will have diarrhea if you eat it.
"You are quite sensible." Shangguan Yun continued to sit on the bed and watch TV.
After eating, I walked up to Shangguan Yun and said, "Let's go back."
"Go back? Didn't you say you wanted to come over to play? We haven't played yet. Didn't we agree to go back tomorrow?" Shangguan Yun frowned and asked me in confusion.
"What are you doing now? I'm not in the mood, and I won't come to Lishui again in the future. Sigh... It used to be a very interesting city, but now I'm disappointed with it. I'm afraid I won't come back in the future.
When I come here in the future, I will be moved by the scene.
"Don't be like this, but I want to play. How about we go and play alone?" Shangguan Yun said, pulling me to sit next to him.
"It's not fun, Shangguan Yun. I don't want to stay here. If I stay here, I will think of what they did to me, and I feel uncomfortable. Let's go back, okay?" I know that as long as I say this, Shangguan Yun will definitely
I will go back according to my wishes.
Because I know Shangguan Yun will not bear to let me feel uncomfortable.
"Do you really want to go back?" Shangguan Yun looked at me and said.
"Yeah." I nodded firmly.
"Don't you regret it? Do you know what it means if you leave like this?" Shangguan Yun looked at me seriously and said.
When Shangguan Yun asked if I regretted anything, I hesitated a little. Could I really give up my relationship with them so freely?
Can the relationship of so many years really be abandoned like this?
"What? Are you reluctant to let go?" Shangguan Yun continued to ask.
Why is this happening? They obviously hurt me, but I still can't let them go.
"Shangguanyun, I'm so annoyed, tell me, what should I do, what should I do." I leaned into his arms and said.
"Are you really willing to listen to me?" Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
I still nodded and said, "Well, as long as you can help me think of a good way, I will listen to you."
Now that I have no idea of my own, what should I do if I don't listen to him?
"That's what you said." Shangguan Yun smiled again and said.
I don’t know what Shangguan Yun is thinking, but I have no idea what he is doing to me again and again.
"Well. I said it, I listen to you, I believe you, so I listen to you." I said.
I deliberately added, I believe what you say.
"Well, just trust me. Then let's leave now. I'll take you to a place." Shangguan Yun said mysteriously.
I really don’t know what tricks Shangguan Yun is up to again.
"Where to go?" I was pulled by Shangguan Yun and asked in confusion.