"..." I didn't speak because I didn't know what to say.
I haven't changed, I really haven't.
"If you say that I have changed, I can also say that you have changed too, because you used to believe me, but now you don't believe me." When I said this, my nose suddenly became sour.
The voice was also a little choked.
However, I did not cry, although in front of him, I could cry unscrupulously.
But, it can't be done now...
At this time, I must be strong and not use tears to win his sympathy for me.
Shangguan Yun stopped talking when I said that. He didn't say anything. Suddenly, the room fell into silence.
The quiet air made me feel suffocated.
Never, neither of us have been like this, never...
We have come so far, the two of us have come so far, and something like this has actually happened.
To me, this was completely unexpected and even more incredible.
In this way, I have been frozen. I don't know what to do, how to face this matter, let alone how to face Shangguan Yun like this.
I know that when I did this, he was sad and uncomfortable. If it were me, I might be like this, and I might be even more sad than him.
But, he doesn’t believe me?
Do you really not believe me?
After a long time, Shangguan Yun spoke slowly again: "It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that what you did made me very sad."
"You actually learned to hide things from me and lie to me... This makes me very sad." After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, he lay down on the bed and went to sleep.
Watching him lying on the bed, without turning off the light or asking me to sleep with him, I was still frozen there, at a loss.
After a long time, I went out and went to another room to sleep.
I really hoped that Shangguan Yun would chase me out when I came out, but Shangguan Yun didn't seem to do so.
My heart completely cooled down.
I didn't turn on the light, so I lay in another room in the dark, using the faint moonlight outside. This room felt a little strange to me.
It seemed that even the air had become unfamiliar.
I was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep. I forgot to pick up my phone, and I didn’t know what time it was. I kept staring at the dark ceiling with my big eyes, but I couldn’t see anything!
This feeling made me a little scared.
I don't know how much time passed, but Shangguan Yun's voice sounded outside the door: "Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan..."
As soon as the voice fell, there was a knock on the door. Unfortunately, I locked the door.
When listening to his voice, my tears couldn't stop falling.
It was as if the grievances in my heart came out all at once.
"Xuanxuan... open the door, open the door..." Shangguan Yun's voice seemed angry.
It made me feel heartbroken. I didn't open the door or make a sound. I just pulled the quilt and covered myself, including my head.
"Xuanxuan, open the door. Did you hear me tell you to open the door? What do you want? It's you who did something wrong now..." Shangguan Yun's voice seemed to be getting more and more angry.
I couldn't see his expression, but listening to his tone, I could guess that he must be very angry at this time.