I know that everyone thinks that I am not worthy of Shangguan Yun, and that I will not be together with Guanyun for a long time, but Shangguan Yun has been with me for such a long time.
They are jealous of me in their hearts, wishing that I had been dumped by Shangguan Yun. If I had dumped me earlier, they would have been happier.
If you seize this opportunity now, you must watch a good joke.
"Shangguanyun..." I gently pulled Shangguanyun.
I know he is very angry now.
I was very afraid that Shangguan Yun would embarrass me in public and forcefully throw away my hand.
I know he is very angry now.
I was very afraid that Shangguan Yun would embarrass me in public and forcefully throw away my hand.
But unexpectedly, Shangguan Yun didn't do this. He just hugged me and left.
When he walked out of the playground, Shangguan Yun had no intention of letting go.
Although Shangguan Yun walked with me in his arms like this, it was very ostentatious, but I didn't dare to hum.
At this time, I had to beg not to be seen by the teacher. If the teacher saw me, I would be miserable.
Fortunately, God bless me, I didn’t meet any teachers, school leaders or anything like that along the way.
Just like that, we were already at the school gate, unknowingly, and I had no idea where to go, so I just kept following Shangguan Yun.
Along the way, I was just worried that the teacher would see me. I didn't pay attention to where I was going, and kept following Shangguan Yun.
Unexpectedly, Shangguan Yun brought me to the school gate.
And I was really frightened.
When I left the school gate, I asked: "Shangguanyun, where are you taking me?"
Shangguan Yun didn't say anything, but continued to walk with his arms around my waist.
And when I saw Shangguan Yun's expression, I didn't dare to say anything and continued to follow Shangguan Yun.
But after walking for a while, Shangguan Yun's expression remained the same.
So I asked cautiously: "Shangguanyun, where are you taking me?"
"Just follow me and stop talking nonsense. I'm in a bad mood now. Don't force me to lose my temper. You should know that my temper is not good to begin with." Shangguan Yun said coldly.
I knew he had a bad temper, so I didn't dare to snort, but it seemed that this matter was none of my business.
Why are you doing this to me?
After listening to Shangguan Yun's words, I felt a little chilled. I really felt a little chilled...
"Shangguanyun, the lights will be turned off later, where are you taking me?" I asked again cautiously.
"You can just follow me, why don't I take you there and sell you?" Shangguan Yun said, seeming a little impatient.
So, I followed Shangguan Yun and said nothing.
When Shangguan Yun saw the car, he stopped it and asked me to get in...
The car did not drive in the direction of his home, but drove to a bar.
Standing at the door of the bar, the flickering lights were a bit dazzling, making me unable to open my eyes...
After Shangguan Yun paid the fare, he took my hand and said, "Let's go in. Didn't you always want me to take you here?"
Shangguan Yun grabbed my hand that he had squeezed tightly just now, and now he grabbed it hard again. The pain made me frown, but I still didn't make a sound. I endured the pain and followed Shangguan Yun.
I know it's better for me not to mess with Shangguan Yun now. Shangguan Yun seems to have become a fragile cabbage recently.
You can't say a serious word, let alone talk back to him.
After entering, there was a feast of entertainment, men and women...
They seemed to be having a lot of fun and having a lot of fun...
If I had come here in normal times, maybe I would be very excited, but now, I don't know what will happen next, and I am a little worried. I simply can't imagine what will happen then.
Shangguan Yun seemed to be in a bad mood.
After entering, Shangguan Yun pulled me to a seat, ordered a lot of wine, and started drinking melancholy.
He kept drinking and drinking, and I sat next to him and kept watching Shangguan Yun drink.
In fact, when I think about it, I feel quite aggrieved. Obviously, what the squad leader confessed to me has nothing to do with me, but why does Shangguan Yun seem to vent his anger on me?
At this time, I was also a little angry. I watched Shangguan Yun drink the wine bit by bit, and after finishing it, he shouted again...
It was as if I was completely transparent sitting opposite him.
Since he doesn't talk, I won't take the initiative to talk to him.
See what he wants, see what he wants.
Time passed slowly, and I saw that his face was a little red, and he seemed a little drunk.
Shangguan Yun then put down his drink and without saying a word, took my hand and walked to the dance floor.
I have no objection, just let him go as he pleases.
Now that he is drunk, he will definitely not listen to anything I say.
When we got to the dance floor, Shangguan Yun put his hand on my waist, swayed his body, and started dancing crazily...
But I didn't know how to do it, so I had to stand stupidly, like a fool.
Shangguan Yun shook his head vigorously, closing his eyes. The chandelier above flickered on Shangguan Yun's hair, and his face...
Shangguan Yun, on the other hand, was shaking his hair and body so crazily, as if he was enjoying it, and he seemed to be in pain.
He couldn't describe the feeling, and perhaps only he himself knew the enjoyment or pain.
Slowly, Shangguan Yun, maybe tired from dancing, hugged her into his arms and slowly swayed his body. His movements were no longer as crazy as before.
In Shangguan Yun's arms, he could clearly hear his heartbeat, which was beating very quickly.
Moreover, Shangguan Yun's body was a little sticky and sweaty...
"Xuanxuan, I love you, please don't leave me, okay?" Then, I heard Shangguan Yun's murmuring voice.
Originally, I was still angry in my heart, but as soon as I heard Shangguan Yun's words, I immediately relaxed and my original anger disappeared.
The hand that was originally hanging tightly hugged Shangguan Yun's waist and said: "Shangguanyun, how could I leave you? Why do you have so no trust and no sense of security in me? I said, I will not leave.
I won't leave you. Don't worry, okay?" I said to him very gently.
"Xuanxuan, I love you, I really love you. I know that although you are a very ordinary girl, there are many boys who like you. I believe in your charm. I am so afraid that one day you will be...
Take it away. In the past, I was always worried that Haohua would always be more important in your heart than me. I finally stopped worrying. But here comes another Zhongan. I know he is very good. It’s just that they are all very good.
I'm worried, it's not that I don't have confidence, but there are people in this world, and there is a sky. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that someone better than me will appear, and then I will no longer be so important to you. I'm afraid that you will choose
A better man has left me, and I'm really scared." Shangguan Yun said while lying on my shoulder.
A little confused, a little drunk...
I felt a little sad after hearing this. Shangguan Yun is so good, why do I still worry about this?
Sometimes, I really don't understand what is going on in his heart, and I haven't treated him badly, been indifferent to him, and I haven't gotten close to a boy. Why is he so uneasy?
"Shangguanyun, don't worry, I won't leave you. In this life, I will never marry unless you. And in my heart, you will always be the best and the most outstanding, no matter how outstanding the person is standing in front of me.
When he says he loves me, he is just an ordinary person in my heart. Only you can enter my heart, only you." After saying that, I took Shangguan Yun's hand and pressed it tightly against my chest.
Continue: "Shangguanyun, do you feel it? Do you feel it?"
But Shangguan Yun didn't respond. Maybe Shangguan Yun was talking to himself, maybe he was so drunk now that he didn't even know what I said.
Maybe he knows now, but when he wakes up tomorrow, he won't know.
"Xuanxuan...Xuanxuan...I know that Zhongan is very good, good at studying, good in all aspects, and very well-behaved. I am nothing, I am not good at studying, accomplish nothing, and I am a hooligan. But
For you, I will work hard to be the ideal person you want. Although I usually don’t read well, for you, during class, I have been very serious about pursuing things that I didn’t understand before.
I listened carefully. I study hard because of you, and I want to get good grades for you. So, I believe that after I take the exam, I will definitely be in the top ten." Shangguan Yun still said to himself
Said to himself.
I was now sure that he was talking to himself, because he didn't follow my words at all.
Maybe he wasn't listening to me at all.
Although I know that he is not listening to what I am saying now, I still say: "Shangguanyun, I understand, I know you are doing it for my own good, don't worry, I will not leave you, really
I won't leave you."
"Xuanxuan, I really can't leave you. Sometimes I wonder, if one day I don't have you, what kind of life will I live? Can I still live? You have become indispensable in my life.
I can't be without you, I really can't be without you." Shangguan Yun said still lying on my shoulder.
"Don't worry, I won't leave you, I won't leave you..." This is all I can do now to comfort Shangguan Yun.
But Shangguan Yun still kept saying: "I can't live without you, I can't live without you..."
After reciting this sentence, he recited: "Xuanxuan, don't leave me, don't leave me, don't, don't..."
After I finished reciting, I continued to recite: "Xuanxuan, I really love you very much, please don't leave me..."
Just these three sentences, I kept repeating them over and over again...
Later, I helped Shangguan Yun off the dance floor. I knew that Shangguan Yun had no intention of dancing at all.
After helping him down, Shangguan Yun followed me obediently.
Then I said to Shangguan Yun: "Shangguanyun, let's go back, okay?"
But Shangguan Yun was like a child, waving his hands and saying: "I don't want it, I don't want it, I want to drink, Xuanxuan, you drink with me, I don't want to go back. I'm scared, I'm so scared..."
When Shangguan Yun said that he was afraid, although I didn't understand what he was afraid of, my heart ached for him.
Feeling distressed, she touched his face and asked gently: "Shangguanyun, what are you afraid of? What are you afraid of?"
Shangguan Yun hugged me tightly and said, "I'm afraid of you leaving me. I'm afraid of the desolate feeling of returning home alone. My father doesn't want me, and my mother doesn't want me either. I'm a nobody."
The child I want, Xuanxuan, I only have you now, only you, don’t leave me, I don’t want to go home, if I go home, I will be alone again.”
What Shangguan Yun said made me feel so distressed, really distressed, that kind of pain, the kind of pain that pierced my bones.
The pain is so painful that I can't breathe, it makes me suffocate...
"Shangguanyun, what kind of one-person family is your family? You have never mentioned your family to me. Why do you say that your parents don't want you? Why do you say this? What is your life like?
Life?" As I talked, tears fell down.
I really feel sorry for him, although I don’t know what the real reason is, and I don’t know why Shangguan Yun said his parents don’t want him anymore.
But the words he said, the desolation he felt when he returned home, and how he said he was an unwanted child, made my heart feel very, very tight.
No wonder Shangguan Yun is so afraid that I will leave him recently.
He may also be afraid that one day I will no longer want me and leave him.
I can also understand why Shangguan Yun insists on my first time. I believe he thinks that as long as he takes away my first time, he will feel at ease.
To him, I belong to him completely.
She is his woman, his wife.
I can understand what he is thinking. He must think that as long as I give it to him for the first time, he will feel at ease, and I will follow him wholeheartedly and never leave him.
Therefore, he has always been eyeing my first time.
"Shangguanyun, let's go back, okay?" I still looked at Shangguanyun distressedly and said.
Shangguan Yun didn't say anything, he just kept holding me tightly in his arms and wouldn't let go, as if I would run away if he let go.
I saw that Shangguan Yun didn't speak, so I helped him go to check out, and after I finished paying, I helped him out again.
After I got outside, a gust of cold wind blew through my neck.
It seems that this cold wind is very biting and biting, especially cold. When it blows over my face, it seems like a small knife, gently cutting through my skin, which is a little painful and a little cold...
"Honey, are you cold?" Shangguan Yun probably felt a little cold too. After pushing me away, he stood a little shaky. Then he took off his coat and put it on me gently.
I was very touched, really touched. Shangguan Yun was so drunk that he almost didn’t recognize his parents, but he actually took off my coat for fear that I would be cold.
With Shangguan Yun covering my body, a warmth soon penetrated into my body.
Blood, heart, bones...
They were all very warm, and I immediately felt that my whole body was filled with warmth...
Seeing that Shangguan Yun could not stand firmly, I supported Shangguan Yun with my heart and said, "Shangguanyun, can we go home?"
At this time, I no longer care whose home that house belongs to.
"Wife, how about you stay with me? When I get home, there is no one at home. I will turn on all the lights in the house, but it will be clear and clear. Wife, if you are by my side,
, Even in the dark, I will feel very warm, would you like to go to my house and accompany me?" Shangguan Yun stood a little unsteadily, but looked at me affectionately and said.
I nodded with tears in my eyes and said, "Well..."
After Shangguan Yun looked at me and nodded, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and his frowning eyebrows relaxed.
He hugged my waist and said happily: "Honey, let's go."
I smiled and said nothing because I was afraid that if I spoke, my tears would fall.
I don’t want Shangguan Yun to see me cry again.
Everyone knows that Shangguan Yun is very beautiful and popular in school, but who knows the sadness in Shangguan Yun's heart.
Even I, who have been with him for so long, don't understand how much pain he feels in his heart.
When he returned to Shangguan Yun's home, Shangguan Yun paid as usual...
When he arrived at the door of his house, Shangguan Yun opened the door again...
When I stepped into his house, I suddenly felt a cold air from Shangguan Yun's house pressing into my body.
Now I finally understand why Shangguan Yun always wants me to go to his house to accompany him.
I think that when he returns to this empty home alone, he will feel as if he has entered an ice cellar and it will be cold everywhere.
After Shangguan Yun turned on the light, he staggered to the sofa and lay down. Then he looked at me, waved to me and said, "Honey, come here quickly, come here, why don't I."
I know Shangguan Yun will definitely feel uncomfortable. It's strange that he doesn't feel uncomfortable after drinking so much wine.
I hurriedly ran to Shangguan Yun and said to him: "Shangguanyun, what's wrong with you? How about you take a shower in the bathroom first?"
But Shangguan Yun ignored me. He held my head and looked at me with his affectionate and then sad eyes and said: "Wife, I love you!"
After saying that, he kissed my lips...
Sometimes domineeringly, sometimes gently, he used his lips and tongue to suck and lick my lips hard...
A pair of hands wandered around my body very irregularly, and slowly penetrated into my clothes...
I was kissed by Shangguan Yun, and his mouth was filled with the smell of wine and cigarettes. Even so, I still felt that I liked the taste.
Although every man who drinks and smokes will have the smell of cigarette and alcohol in his mouth, I still think the taste of Shangguan Yun is the most unique.
After a long time, Shangguan Yun let me go, and the two of us lay on the floor...
Shangguan Yun turned around and looked at me affectionately and said, "Wife, don't worry, I won't do anything to you, I will respect you. Just let me hug you." After saying that, he hugged me into his arms.
In his arms, he held me very tightly.
"Shangguanyun, you are so kind. I will never leave you. You are not allowed to leave me either, okay?" Likewise, I said to him very affectionately.
Shangguan Yun nodded and said to me in a hoarse voice: "Fool, how could I be willing to leave you?"
"I can't bear to leave you either. Don't worry about me leaving you in the future, okay? I feel sorry for you when you act like that. I really feel sorry for you." I raised my head and looked at Shangguan Yun with distressed eyes and said.
Shangguan Yun nodded and said, "Well..." After saying that, he gently stroked my face with his big hand.
"Honey, are you crying again? Look at your eyes so red, don't cry anymore." After saying that, he kissed the corners of my eyes.
He used his lips and tongue to gently kiss and lick the corners of my mouth...
I feel my eyes feel cold, very comfortable...
When the two of us took a shower and lay quietly on the bed, Shangguan Yun's wine seemed not to have sobered up yet.
I was still a little confused when I spoke, and my whole body felt very hot...
"Shangguanyun, are you feeling uncomfortable? Your whole body is very hot." I said worriedly.
Shangguan Yun closed his eyes, held me tightly in his arms and said, "Is it difficult for me? I feel as if my whole body is being burned."
After hearing what Shangguan Yun said, I quickly reached out and touched Shangguan Yun's forehead. It was a little hot, so I worriedly said, "Shangguanyun, your forehead is very hot. Do you have a fever?"
Shangguan Yun just held me tightly in his arms, humming and saying nothing.
So I remembered that when I poured him a glass and started to drink, he nervously hugged me tighter and said, "Honey, where are you going? Are you going home?"
After listening to Shangguan Yun's words, I smiled helplessly and said, "I'll go wherever I go now. How will I explain to my mother when I get home? I'm just afraid of you, so I'll get you a glass of water."
"Wife, you said that you will stay with me tonight and will not leave. You can keep your word." Shangguan Yun still had no intention of letting me go.
"Okay, okay, I won't leave you. Just let me go and I'll get you a glass of water, okay?" I could only coax Shangguan Yun like a child.
Actually, I don’t remember whether I told Guanyun that I would stay with him if I didn’t leave him at night.
However, no matter what he says now, it's good that it's right, lest an unhappy person goes drunk and go crazy.
"I don't want to drink, I just want you to stay by my side. Go to sleep. I'm very sleepy." Shangguan Yun's confused voice came over again.
"But, I'm thirsty and I want to drink water." I said.
As soon as I said what I said, Shangguan Yun immediately got up, then staggered out of bed and said, "I'll pour it for you."
I quickly grabbed Shangguan Yun and said, "Shangguanyun, come back here. I can go by myself. I want to take care of you, and I want to give you water to drink."
After Shangguan Yun heard this, he went back to bed, hugged me and said, "Honey, you are so kind..."
"I am also very nice to you. You have always been nice to me. I also want to be nice to you and take good care of you. So, let me take care of you tonight, okay?"
"I said happily.
"Well, okay." Shangguan Yun nodded and lay down. I covered Shangguan Yun with the quilt, looked at him and said, "Then how do you think you are doing now?"
"I feel so uncomfortable. My whole body feels like it's on fire. I feel so uncomfortable." Shangguan Yun looked at me pitifully and said.
"Yes, your body is very hot. You must have a fever, and you drink so much." I looked at Shangguan Yun distressedly and said.
But the corners of Shangguan Yun's mouth raised slightly and he said, "I have a very good constitution, so how can I get a fever so easily? I just drank too much. I know it myself."
Shangguan Yun looked like he was drunk at all.
However, Shangguan Yun is indeed different from others. Sometimes when he is drunk, he will feel better if he blows the air, and then his mind is quite clear, but he will feel dizzy. Moreover, he said that his head is very heavy.
If you are very drunk, you will be like other people, going crazy and talking incoherently.
When Shangguan Yun was in the bar just now, he was talking incoherently. Later, when he came out of the bar, he took off his coat and put it on me. When he was sitting in the car, he asked, "Why did you open the big window and let the cold wind blow for so long?"
It's strange that I don't have a cold or a fever. My body and forehead are so hot, so I must have a fever.
"You lie down first, and I'll go outside and get you a glass of water." After saying that, I went out.
But the power in the water dispenser was not on, so I turned on the power and let it heat up. Shangguan Yun had a fever, so it would be better to boil some hot water for him to drink.
I suddenly remembered that I bought a thermometer last time, but I don’t know where Shangguan Yun put it.
So I ran back, lying on the bedside and said to Shangguan Yun: "Shangguanyun, didn't we buy a thermometer last time? Do you remember where to put it?"
"I don't remember. I only know that it was left in the room and not taken out, and it was you who put it there. How could I know." Shangguan Yun seemed to be very uncomfortable and said to me without even opening his eyes.
"Oh, are you feeling uncomfortable while I look for you?" I asked, gently stroking his face.
Shangguan Yun didn't speak, so I knew he must be feeling very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he didn't even want to talk.
I leaned over, kissed Shangguan Yun's lips gently and said, "I know you feel uncomfortable. Just wait a moment. When the water is boiled, you will feel better after drinking a glass of water. Why is your mouth so tight?"