I was lying on the bed and continued to think about something that I couldn't understand, but I didn't know when I fell asleep.
The next day, I had to pack my things and go back to school. Suddenly I was looking forward to it, but I was also a little scared. I was afraid of seeing Shangguan Yun and that he would take revenge on me. After all, I didn't know what kind of person he was.
But there is nothing I can do. Even though I am a student, I still have to go to school. The most I can do is get a severe beating. I cannot hide away for the rest of my life.
I bit the bullet and went to school, but I didn't meet Shangguan Yun. I was secretly happy in my heart, but I also seemed a little disappointed, and I always felt like something was missing.
When I was sitting in the classroom, I would always poke my little head over to take a look at Shangguan Yun's classroom door when I went to the toilet, but I didn't see Shangguan Yun's shadow. I always felt a little empty in my heart, and I was not used to it.
Not seeing Shangguan Yun and not being bothered by him should be what I want. Why do I always feel so trapped in my heart that I feel like I am lying, and I am unspeakably bored? I really don’t understand myself more and more.
I looked down at my phone, but I didn't receive any text messages or calls from him. Actually, thinking about it, there was no need to think about him. People like him were like this, and maybe they were tired of me. In fact, it was normal.
"Aji, why didn't you see Shangguan Yun today?" At this time, Lili mentioned Shangguan Yun when chatting with Aji, and I immediately listened attentively, hoping to get something about him from their mouths.
"Ayun seems to be sick." Aji wrote lightly.
It turned out that he was sick, maybe last night. The wind was strong last night, and he stood under my building for most of the night. It would be strange not to be sick, and he drank so much wine.
Whatever they said next, I had no intention of listening.
After the whole evening self-study, I looked like I was in a daze.
When I went to bed at night, I was looking forward to the phone ringing, hoping that Shangguan Yun would call me and pester me to chat with him, but I waited and kept staring at the phone, but the phone was still quiet.
He lay motionless and didn't know when he fell asleep.