"I just ask you, is it really impossible for us?" Shangguan Yun said this again.
"What do you think? What do you think it means for the two of us to talk about this now? Is it still meaningful?" I said indifferently.
The wind blew across my cheeks, but my heart hurt so much.
In such a cold weather, Shangguan Yun's embrace no longer protects me from the wind and rain...
"I'm asking you, do we still have feelings?" Shangguan Yun became angry, expressionless, and shouted at me very loudly.
Don't think that just because he has a loud voice, he can be mean to me. I'm not someone to be bullied, so I shouted at him at the top of my voice: "Yes, we have no feelings anymore. There is nothing but hatred."
I fell in love, you know? No more." After I finished speaking, I had another violent cough, which made me weak and my heart ached...
But Shangguan Yun just looked at me coldly. In the past, he always looked at me with distressed eyes, but now he doesn't.
Shangguan Yun pointed at me and said, "Okay, Xuanxuan, this is what you said. Don't regret it then." After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, he turned around and left.
Those who finally left, really left.
Squatting on the ground weakly, coughing violently until my heart ached, tears welling up like water...
The wind can no longer dry my tears.
Looking at Shangguan Yun's slowly leaving back, my heart seemed to be hollowed out little by little. It hurts so much, it really hurts...
A man squatted on the ground and cried for who knows how long before he wiped away his tears and walked home.
I really can't afford to leave anymore...
When I saw the car, I got into the car...
However, when I got home, I actually saw Shangguan Yun again.
Shangguan Yun, this stubborn guy, does he really want to push me to death?
Why do I see him everywhere I go? Now that I'm home, I can actually see him too.
"Xuanxuan, you are back. Why are you back so early today? Why do you look so uncomfortable? Your eyes are still red. What, are you crying?" My mother asked with concern after seeing me.
"I'm not feeling well, so the teacher asked me to come back early, cough, cough, cough..." After finishing speaking, I coughed violently a few more times.
"Are you okay? Why is your cough getting worse and worse? Mom will take you to the hospital after you eat." My mother looked at me distressedly and said.
"Auntie, I'm fine anyway, why don't you just let me take Xuanxuan there." At this time, Shangguan Yun looked at my mother with a smile and said.
This Shangguan Yun is too shameless, really too shameless.
"Mom, I'm fine. I can go alone without bothering him. If that doesn't work, I'll call Hao." I said calmly.
I really don’t know what Shangguan Yun is thinking in his heart. It’s really getting harder and harder to guess what he’s thinking.
"No, Ahao should be in class now. It's better to let Shangguan Yun take you there." Mom said with a smile.
Mom really likes the new and hates the old...
Finally, I said helplessly: "I'm going back to my room first." After that, I left.