Sometimes, I feel that Shangguan Yun is like an emperor. It's really like that. If the emperor favors a concubine, that concubine will definitely be in danger, and everyone will be eyeing her.
Everyone wants to kill her. If Yitan falls out of favor, then the end will be very miserable.
Just like me, everyone is looking at me now, watching when I am kicked away by Shangguan Yun, and then they will mock me, laugh at me, attack me, and bully me.
Just like the night Tingting came to me and wanted to take off my clothes.
If I had not hooked up with Guanyun, I believe that Tingting would not be targeting me and causing trouble for me.
Once I hooked up with Shangguan Yun, Tingting started to make trouble for me from the beginning. Until now, she has never stopped.
Even if Tingting gives up, there will be more Tingtings coming up, and the waves behind the Yangtze River will push the waves ahead.
Can I not be afraid? Actually, what I want is very simple. I just want to be with Guanyun. I don't want to bully others. I just want to be myself.
As long as I am happy, that's enough.
But why are those people unwilling to let me go? I really don’t understand, I don’t understand.
"Xuanxuan, isn't it me? Don't be afraid, okay? I will protect you." Shangguan Yun said affectionately.
Logically speaking, I should have been very moved when he said this, but I was not.
On the contrary, I found it a bit funny, really funny.
He said he wanted to protect me, but how?
In fact, he doesn't know that no one else can hurt me, but he himself is the one who hurts me the most.
"What's wrong? Don't you believe me? Why are you laughing?" Shangguan Yun saw that I didn't answer, but smiled instead.
"Then who do you think hurt me this time, and who made me so afraid of me?" I asked without answering.
Shangguan Yun had no reaction after hearing what I said. He was speechless and didn't say anything.
"Shangguanyun, forget it. Stop telling me about this, okay? I'm so tired, can you let me have a rest?" I pleaded.
"Let's go to bed." Shangguan Yun pulled me up and said.
However, I had no intention of getting up. When Shangguan Yun got up, I sat on the ground.
Without Shangguan Yun sitting next to me, I felt that the ground suddenly became cold.
"What's wrong?" Shangguan Yun saw that I wasn't moving and picked me up directly.
After I stood up, I had no intention of leaving.
Shangguan Yun asked again: "What's wrong?"
"I have no money." I said calmly.
After Shangguan Yun heard this, he laughed lightly, then sighed and said, "I don't need your money. Let's go."
"I don't want to at night. I'm very tired and I want to sleep." I said calmly.
"Okay, let's go to bed that night." Shangguan Yun answered simply.
However, I still have no intention of leaving.
Shangguan Yun still asked patiently: "Is there anything else you mean?"
"I want you to carry me, but I can't walk." I said with a faint smile.
Shangguan Yun smiled, laughed from the bottom of his heart, then squatted in front of me and said, "Come up quickly."