That night, after Shangguan Yun kissed me, he broke into my life and disrupted my originally peaceful life.
I am very confused now, whether it is my brain or my heart, everything is completely messed up.
I need time to figure it out. What I need is time. So now I can only choose to escape, escape from everything, stay away from everything.
When I was about to go to bed at night, Liu Xi ran to my room and said to me: "Sister, Haohua called me. Do you want to get back to him?"
Did he call again? What did he mean? My thoughts were disrupted again. I held the phone tightly and didn't know what to do.
Finally, he threw the phone to Liu Xi and said: "Forget it, he called me before dinner. If he calls again, you can figure it out yourself. Just don't come to me anyway."
"Does that mean I have to make all the calls myself?" Liu Xi asked, holding the phone.
"Yes, yes, get out quickly, get out, I'm going to bed, you can do whatever you want." I got a little annoyed and yelled at Liu Xi.
After driving away Liu Xi, my ears became a lot quieter and became surprisingly quiet...
At first glance, the night is still so bright, but there are only a few pitiful stars flickering in the night sky.
It seems that the entire night sky is so lonely and helpless, just like me now, just as lonely and helpless.
I originally thought that I would no longer be bothered by emotional matters, but I was wrong. My feelings have always been around me, and I have never let them go. I have been struggling with them...
Shangguan Yun, Haohua, Li Feng...
My feelings are getting more and more complicated and confusing. I am so confused that I have lost control. I cannot control my feelings. I am out of control again. I am afraid and I am hesitant...
In the past two days, I have been staying at home, not going anywhere, surfing the Internet, watching TV...
The only thing that accompanies me is TV dramas. I found many Korean dramas on the Internet to watch, and I burst into tears...