I don’t know when Shangguan Yun came out. When Shangguan Yun came out, he gently touched my cheek with his hand, then looked at me and said, “Honey, it’s my fault, it’s me who made you suffer.”
After hearing Shangguan Yun's words, I don't know why, but my heart felt so sour, so sour, so suddenly, tears just fell out.
It seems that those hurtful words Shangguan Yun said to me have long been forgotten.
"Honey, have you dreamed of something terrible? Why are you crying even when you sleep? Aren't you afraid? I'm not here with you. I'm not afraid." Shangguan Yun sat next to me and held my body in his arms.
Shangguan Yun's body exudes a refreshing fragrance after bathing, and he has a very good smell. This smell always makes me feel safe and secure.
"Shangguanyun..." I opened my eyes and looked at Shangguanyun and said.
When Shangguan Yun saw me opening my eyes, he was surprised and said, "Are you not awake?"
I nodded and said, "Yeah."
"Okay, don't cry. It's okay. From now on, I will accompany you for treatment every day. If it's not a good hospital, we will go to a better hospital. We will go to Wenzhou, Shanghai, and Beijing. There is always a place where we can look good.
Well, if China doesn't like it, we will go abroad to the United States." Shangguan Yun said comfortingly.
After listening to Shangguan Yun's words, I couldn't help but laugh and said, "It's not a serious disease. How can it be that China doesn't treat it well?"
"Then you said so, so you shouldn't be sad. Don't worry, okay? I'll feel bad if you look like this." Shangguan Yun still looked at me gently and said.
"But, the doctor said it was very serious, and I have often heard that gynecological diseases are very troublesome and come back again and again." Even though he said this, I was still scared.
Besides, there are only so many incurable diseases in the world. When you get sick, you will always be afraid, worried, and panicked.
Getting sick is such a troublesome thing, and I still have this bird disease.
I'm just a high school student. If others don't know about this disease, what will they think is wrong with me?
"What's the trouble? Doctors always exaggerate the disease and exaggerate it." Shangguan Yun continued to comfort me patiently.
"But the doctor has also said that if it doesn't go well, it will affect fertility in the future." I said worriedly.
Although I know that it is useless to talk to Guanyun, it is more comfortable to keep it in my heart than to say it out loud.
"No matter whether you can have children in the future, I will marry you, don't worry." Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
"Why are you always so rude?" I was amused by Shangguan Yun's words.
"I am not serious anymore. I am telling the truth. No matter what happens to you, whether you can help me give birth to a child or not, I will marry you. I am serious. Didn't you say it? This life is very important.
Am I not going to get married? I have no choice but to marry you in this life. If you don’t marry me, then I will have to be a bachelor." Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
"That's your business, it's none of my business." I said shyly.