So, I held his hand tightly again, looked at Shangguan Yun expectantly with crystal clear tears in my eyes, and asked: "Shangguanyun, tell me, you still love me in your heart, right? Shangguan Yun
, you tell me, the person you love in your heart is me. Do you have difficulties, right? Shangguan Yun, tell me, if something happens, can we face it together and solve it together? Shangguan Yun,
I beg you, don’t do this to me, don’t, I can’t bear it, I really can’t bear it, Shangguan Yun, don’t do this to me, okay?”
I begged Shangguan Yun once again, as humble as I begged Shangguan Yun.
I hope he doesn't want it, doesn't want it...
I looked at Shangguan Yun expectantly, waiting for the answer he gave me, waiting...
Similarly, I am also afraid of Shangguan Yun's answer. Love or not is just a matter of thought.
In fact, love is nothing at all, love is just an ordinary belief.
If what comes out of Shangguan Yun's mouth is no love, then what will happen to me?
Can't answer, really can't answer...
After a long time, Shangguan Yun did not answer.
And I have been looking at Shangguan Yun with expectant eyes. Slowly, slowly, my eyes have changed, becoming empty, desperate, and dim.
"It's very late. Let's talk about it later. Go to sleep first." After a long silence, Shangguan Yun said to me calmly.
He has always been like this during this period. When asked these questions, he always avoids or changes the topic.
"Oh..." I actually didn't have the courage to ask any more. I really didn't have the courage to ask any more.
I'm scared, really scared.
"When did you come?" Shangguan Yun asked again after a long time.
Because, we became silent again, and the atmosphere was so awkward.
"I came last night." I said calmly.
It's not emotional at all, it's very light, really bland.
I couldn't even imagine it to myself. I didn't expect that my conversation with Guanyun could be so bland...
"You came yesterday? Are you waiting for me?" Shangguan Yun asked in the same calm tone.
I bit my lower lip, nodded slightly and said, "Yeah!"
"You waited until now last night?" Shangguan Yun looked at me in shock and said.
I don’t know why Shangguan Yun is so frightened. Is it weird that I’m waiting for him?
When I couldn't find him, I had no choice but to wait. I had no choice but to wait like this. Is it weird?
"What's wrong? Don't you believe it? I miss you and worry about you, but I don't know where to find you, so I have to choose to wait for you at home. Isn't this strange? Is it weird if I do this?
Does it surprise you so much? If it were you, if I lost contact with you for a week, with no news at all, would you look for me? If you couldn't find me, would you go to our place and wait?
Me? Will it?" It seems that I am looking for the answer again.
In fact, I understand that Shangguan Yun's answer from the bottom of his heart is definitely yes.
But now I don't know how he will answer.
Maybe you should choose to remain silent and not answer.
"Can you?" Sure enough, Shangguan Yun became silent again.