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The illusion of happiness 3

Tingting should be very happy now, but what about my heart?

Some families are happy and some are sad, and the feng shui changes. Now is the time for the times to change.

It’s already Thursday. I told myself that as long as I have another day, I will be able to get through it. As long as I have another day, I won’t have to see Shangguan Yun anymore, no more...

Things have reached this point, and I understand that our relationship seems to be over and gone, and it seems that our relationship has come to an end.

No matter how humble I am, no matter how hard I try to keep it, it is useless.

Feelings depend on two people to manage. I am really powerless alone, and I have the will but not the strength.

There is no way, there is really no way. Such a hobby is heavy and so tired. He doesn't pay attention to it at all. What's the use of me holding on to this relationship alone?

However, I couldn't be so cool, and waved my hand and said goodbye...

When get out of class ended Thursday night, I walked out of the classroom with my heavy body powerlessly.

He didn't raise his head, and he walked with his head down slightly like he did a few days ago.

It seems that I have done something embarrassing and can't raise my head anymore.

The person who seemed to have done something embarrassing and couldn't raise his head was Shangguan Yun, not me.

However, I didn't dare to walk with my head raised and my chest raised. I was really bored and unscrupulous.

"Xuanxuan..." I heard Shangguan Yun's dreamy voice again.

Such a dreamy voice seemed to linger in my ears and never dissipate.

"Huh?" I instinctively looked up at Shangguan Yun.

My heart started to feel sour again, very sour...

"Let's go to the playground for a walk." Shangguan Yun looked at me lightly with sad eyes.

His eyes when he looked at me were no longer so radiant, his eyes when he looked at me were no longer pampered and affectionate, and he had no more heartache and tenderness.

Looking at his eyes, my heart was thrust hard again, it hurts so much.

Now, just a look or a simple tone of Shangguan Yun can deeply touch my heart.

"Yes." I still answered faintly.

At the same time, I bit my lower lip very hard, but I didn't know the pain.

I tried hard to bite my lower lip to prevent my sadness from appearing on my face. It was so anxious and uncomfortable...

In this way, Shangguan Yun walked in front, and I walked behind him like a young wife who was so angry, and it was still far from him.

I really don’t understand why we have become like this now. I really don’t understand, I can’t figure it out, I really can’t figure it out.

I followed Shangguan Yun silently, and Shangguan Yun didn't say anything. If it were the past, Shangguan Yun would have caught me next to him, but he didn't do this.

Looking at Shangguan Yun's lonely back, my heart hurts so much.

My heart was already numb and I thought that if my heart was already numb, it would not hurt anymore, but it would still hurt.

It seems that the road from this teaching building to the playground is already far, it is really far, and the distance has been much longer.


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