In fact, there is no need to explain at all, there is nothing to explain at all, Shangguan Yun has been hanging out with Tingting for a while.
So why did he say those words to me that day on the school playground?
Shameless, really shameless.
A person can be shameless, but how can he be so shameless? How can, how can...
"Xuanxuan, I..." Shangguan Yun quickly picked up the clothes next to him, put them on quickly, jumped out of bed, ran to my side, then closed the bedroom door again, pulled me to sit on the sofa and said:
"Xuanxuan, I, I..."
"Tell me, tell me, I want to hear your explanation." I still held on to the slightest hope of hearing what Shangguan Yun had to explain.
However, when I wanted to give him one last chance, Shangguan Yun fell silent and didn't say a word.
"Tell me, tell me, what is this for? Tell me quickly." I yelled at Shangguan Yun with all my strength.
"Xuanxuan, it's my fault that I'm sorry for you. I once promised you that I wouldn't do anything to make you sorry, but I failed. Xuanxuan, please hit me or scold me." Shangguan Yunyi
After he finished speaking to me with a guilty look on his face, he took my hand and threw it towards his face.
However, I pulled my hand back hard...
"Is it useful to hit you? Is it useful to scold you? If I hit you and scold you, my heart won't hurt. If I hit you and scold you, won't the sad and painful scene I just saw disappear?" I said sadly.
looked at him and said.
My voice has become hoarse and weak...
I don’t understand why Shangguan Yun did this to me.
"Shangguanyun, why are you doing this to me? If you don't love me anymore, just dump me. Other women can handle it, and so can I. If you don't have feelings for me anymore, just let me go.
"After I finished speaking, I looked at him with sad eyes and said.
"I..." Shangguan Yun said nothing.
What else could he say now?
What else can be said?
It turns out that the original happiness that night was just a false image given to me by Shangguan Yun.
False happiness...
Hahaha……
It turns out that I am so pathetic, so pathetic...
Such false happiness, I took it for real, and it was still so deeply engraved in my heart.
It turns out that everything is fake, even happiness is fake.
"Xuanxuan..." Shangguan Yun called me, holding my hand tightly.
I slowly withdrew my hand, stood up, turned around and left.
What am I still struggling with now? What am I still struggling with now? What am I still trying to save now?
Give up, it's time to let go, let go, it's time to end.
Slowly stood up, slowly took those heavy steps, and slowly walked towards the door.
Shangguan Yun did not call me, and I had no desire for him to stop me. Regardless of whether he called me or not, I would not stop.
Let's go, let's go, what's the point of staying?
You have to have some backbone as a person. You can't be so humble anymore. You really can't be so humble anymore.
When I walked to the door, I suddenly stopped my heavy steps again.