"Time and time again, I feel hateful to see myself like this.┏26nbsp;┓"
Ye Yuxi shed tears of regret as she spoke...
"Although I hate myself for being like this, I can't control it. Just like those bad people who do all the bad things and sometimes want to stop, but their nature is hard to change. I am such a ruthless and cold-blooded person. In this life,
...I'm afraid I really can't fall in love with anyone else.
"Even if it's you, my brother... I just want to use it. The little affection I have for you... is probably because of blood ties. But before, I felt that my love and love were very weak. It was not at all
It won’t be able to contain my a**.”
In the past, Ye Yuxi had never realized that she was so hateful.
It was Bai Rui...and Nangong Yan who made her deeply awaken.
"And flame."
Ye Yuxi suddenly looked at Nangong Yan seriously and met his black gem-like eyes.
Her dark eyes were sparkling, and if you look closely, there were some tears and mist inside them.
She took a deep breath and said:
"It's not that I don't know your feelings for me. Sometimes I don't convince myself that since I have a man who loves me so much, I should cherish it and take this opportunity to learn how to love...
"However, I found that no matter how hard I tried, I always had too many distracting thoughts and I couldn't love someone purely.
"No matter like Nalan Yedie, who gave up everything for a man.
"There are too many inseparable feelings and burdens in my heart. There is only a little space left for my feelings, and this little bit can even be ignored, or even replaced by other things at any time.
"A woman like me... is ruthless and not worthy of your love."
This was the first time for Ye Yuxi to say these words to Nangong Yan so solemnly, and she also rejected his confession and show of love just now.
Nangong Yan only felt that there was endless anger in his heart.
He clenched his fist tightly, stared at Ye Yuxi's beautiful but cold little face, and said: "Someone once described me like this, saying that I am like frost that cannot be melted for thousands of years. No woman can enter my heart.
Be the most important person to me.
"But one day, I never thought that there would be such a woman who would occupy my entire love world and could no longer tolerate anyone else.
"So...Ye Yuxi, no matter how heartless, cruel or ruthless you are to me, I will never let you go."
He is serious. Now that he has identified her, he will never leave her in this life...
"You don't know how to love...I will help you and let you learn to love. And...if you want to use me in the future, just use me. I will never be angry again. I already know that this is the price of loving you."
"………………"
Nangong Yan's remark made Ye Yuxi feel a strange feeling in her heart, and her tears kept flowing out.
She wanted to say something, but suddenly she felt a lump in her throat.
I can't eat this meal anymore...
At the same time, Bai Rui already had a sense of crisis in his heart. When he decided to abandon all moral shackles and be with Ye Yuxi, he discovered that Nangong Yan was such a powerful enemy.
How is he going to compete with him in Ye Yuxi?
Is it just a little bit special, a little bit of blood love?
…………
afternoon.
Ye Yuxi, Bai Rui, and Nangong Yan studied the source of stars together.
Since the source of the star is kept by Nangong Yan, they can just study it directly in Lanyuan. There is no need to go to the main villa to disturb Nangong Lu...
Bai Rui held the Source of Stars in his hand and looked at it for a long time...