Shui Lian knelt on the ground, and the fire was raging, which made her head and face feel hot, but her legs were numb. She only knelt for a while, but she could no longer walk upright. [26nbsp;]
She didn't look up and couldn't see his expression; he just breathed rapidly, nor could she see her drooping eyelids.
It is obviously a short distance, but my heart is already at the end of the world. No matter how much tenderness, how much tolerance, how much hug, how strong the lingering and memories are, I can’t even think about bringing this distance closer.
Finally, Shui Lian felt her legs were very weak, and her wrists holding the imperial edict were also very sore. She stood up in a daze, staggered, and almost fell to the ground. However, he did not reach out to support her, and he also lost the support. The strength was just watching her hand over the imperial edict, her tone was so polite and alienated, just like a real concubine facing the emperor, with a careful atonement, pleasing, respectful and humble voice: "Your Majesty, I dare not worship you I am not worthy of receiving such a heavy reward, so I will return it to Your Majesty!!!”
An imperial edict is as heavy as a tremendous amount.
She let it go, feeling relaxed, and even a smile appeared on her face: In this life, she owed him a lot of love, his, the queen mother's... If it weren't for these two people, she would always be a humble concubine. When she gave birth to a woman, she was betrothed as someone's concubine, and she turned her eyes open and closed her eyes all her life. It was him who turned her from the humblest girl to the noblest woman. She had no way to repay this love. Everything is natural, but now I understand that it is not natural, but a deep debt and guilt, so I would rather pay it back to him.
During the whole process, he had not spoken. His mind and heart had become a mud at this time. He had no background in his relatives when he was young. When he didn't know the truth, he was in a dilemma between the empress dowager and the courtiers, fighting left and right. It is even more difficult to make a decision; it is even more inaccessible than the choices before a grand battle; it is even more absurd than everything he has experienced...
She returns the imperial edict.
Return the life-saving prescription she gave to her - she had no son, she could not have children, she felt insecure and protection, so he gave her the right to bind the little emperor in the future!
However, she actually gave him this right, not caring or cherishing it, as if this thing was just an insignificant, just an insignificant one. It was thrown away and it was not worthy of any reservation.