975. Women Are Not Ruthless and Their Status Is Unstable 23
She lowered her head, and after a while, she said calmly: "I'm going. []"
He stared at her.
For a long time, she suddenly couldn't breathe. She felt that her chest was very, very blocked, like a heavy stone plate pressing down, without any space.
Perhaps it was because she no longer wore the queen's court attire on this day, and did not have those excessive jewelry and rouge and gouache to cover up her haggardness. Her face was extremely pale and her eyelashes drooped.
Since the cancellation of the New Moon pilgrimage, there have been more and more rumors in the palace. Of course, these words cannot reach her ears, and they dare not.
She stayed in Shangshan Palace and truly rested.
But my heart never calmed down for a moment.
Don't dare - the tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and a person without long-term worries will have immediate worries.
It felt like a long time passed, so long that she could hardly bear it, before she heard her own voice, stiff and slow: "Your Majesty, you should be very clear about what I have done..."
She would never become a great conspirator with a straight face - they would soon surrender in front of him.
Admit your crime honestly.
"Shui Lian, I'm sorry!"
She raised her head and looked at him in surprise.
Why say sorry?
Did he do something wrong?
Isn't it my fault?
There was a trace of discomfort on his face, just like the expression in his heart at this moment: "Shui Lian, do you live anxiously every day? Maybe I make you feel unsafe?"
The feeling of depression became more obvious, and her voice became deeper and deeper: "Your Majesty... I am actually not... I... It's all my fault... It's all my fault... Your Majesty, in fact, I have
I am no longer the same person I used to be..."
I couldn't speak anymore because I was so panicked.
Yes, she is no longer the same woman as before.
Innocence and kindness are gone forever.
He reached out and gently held her hand, letting out a long sigh in his heart.
Like a puppet, he said she no longer had to wear court clothes, so she changed into casual clothes. He said she no longer had to worship on the New Year's Day, so she canceled it. He didn't ask or refute, but who knows
What is she thinking in her heart?
"Shui Lian, other concubines, beauties, you don't have to worry about them."
She said calmly: "I knew that I couldn't hide this from you."