The half-drunk Leng Anyen opened the bedroom door for the first time. Suddenly, a cold and uninhabited atmosphere hit his face, choking him as if his heart was stuffed with thick cotton.
If he hadn't been drunk, he wouldn't have had the courage to step in here. He was afraid that her breath would make him unable to restrain his desire to find her.
In the past half month, he had been busy traveling and drinking just to stop thinking about her, but tonight he still lost control.
But after opening the door, he regretted it. The empty house, the empty bed, and his heart were also empty.
His pair of black eyes looked at the big bed, as if he could still see her lying on it in the past, but now what he saw was just a phantom. She was no longer in this house, and she was no longer on the big bed.
Some were just unbearably cold.
Leng Anyen's body, already unstable due to drunkenness, leaned against the door panel, and the image of her leaving appeared in front of his eyes. In fact, he knew where she lived, but he did not have the courage to look for her again.
After standing for a long time, Leng Anyen slowly walked towards the big bed. It was so flat, as if no one had ever lived in it. He lay down on it and stretched his hand to the side, but what he touched was not her. There was only one pillow, but even if
In this way, Leng Anyen still held the pillow in his arms, hugging her tightly, as if he was holding the woman he once was.
It was so quiet in the empty house that he could even hear the beating of his heart. He hated this silence, but he couldn't drive it away. He could only let the silence engulf his heart and make him hurt all over.
Outside the window, light rain was beating on the edge of the window, cooling the glass and chilling people's hearts.
Duanmumu huddled under the quilt but couldn't fall asleep. It seemed to be cold. No matter how thick the quilt was, the cold could not be dissipated. In the past, she was not so afraid of the cold, but this year it was strange.
She curled up again, curling up into a ball like a shrimp, as if she would be warmer this way. She had been away from Leng Anyen for half a month, and she was surprised that he had not disturbed her once. While she felt relieved, in fact
There is still an indescribable sense of loss in my heart.
He turned around and forgot about her, but she didn't know how long it would take for her to forget about him.
After leaving Leng Anyen, she also left Leng's family. Now she is living on the couch in Guan Xiaoyou's shop. Guan Xiaoyou works at a racecourse and in order to make a living, he also opened this family planning supplies store. Anyway, Duanmumu
I have nothing to do, so I came here to help.
It was okay during the day, she was so busy that she had almost no time to think, but at night, she realized that the long night was so difficult to bear, just like tonight, listening to the sound of rain, but even if she crushed the bed board, she still couldn't bear it.
Unable to fall asleep, she finally sat up angrily.
With a beep, her hand touched the phone, and she took it over. She was going to play a game, maybe she would fall asleep in a while, but for some reason, her finger couldn't help but touch the gallery button, and his photo suddenly appeared.
.
The finger holding the phone seemed to be frozen, and she could no longer press the return button. Her eyes were fixed on that person, and suddenly, the photo seemed to come alive, and it smiled at her...
That smile, those brows and eyes were like a knife cutting her nerves, causing her pain. But the more it hurt, the more she wanted to look at him. She couldn't help but touch his face with her fingers, and finally she burst into tears unknowingly.
Leng Anyen, how can I forget you? How can I stop thinking of you like this?
Leng Anyen, I really regret provoking you. If you give me another chance, I will definitely choose not to meet you.
She recited it silently in her heart, but every time she recited it, the knot in her heart grew bigger, and finally she choked and couldn't breathe.
She threw the phone down and stopped looking at it. If she continued looking at it like this, she would go crazy.
Duanmumu got up from the bed, not caring about the cold. She stood in front of the window, just hoping that the coldness could drive away the discomfort in her heart.
The lights of the city became clearer after being washed by the rain, and the flashing neon lights in the rain and mist were like a picture scroll drawn by a master. However, in Duanmu Mu's eyes, such beautiful scenery highlighted her loneliness even more.
She shook her head and tried her best to deny this feeling, but she didn't know that the more she tried to deny it, the stronger the feeling became. In the end, the discomfort was like a big hand that strangled her breathing, making her almost breathless, so she pushed her hand and opened the window.
, the moistness of the rain hit her nose with a chill. Just as she was about to take a deep breath, a black car parked across the street jumped into her sight.
Her heart suddenly lost its rhythm and started beating wildly.
Is it him? Could it be him?
The hand that was holding on to the edge of the window was shaking so much that her heart was beating so hard that it was almost unbearable. She was so excited and panicked that she felt a little confused for a moment.
It's an illusion, it must be.
Duanmumu closed her eyes, opened them slowly after a while, and looked across the street again. The car was still there. Although she couldn't see the license plate clearly or the people inside, she had a feeling that it was
He, and he must be in the car.
At this moment, the person in the car was also staring at her window, motionless, as if this gaze allowed him to see her eyes.
He just lay on their former big bed for a while, but he couldn't bear the feeling of being gnawed by thousands of insects. He finally drove here, just looking at her like this, but not daring to approach her.
It was that feeling that made him feel heart-wrenching and uncomfortable.
Leng Anyen didn't know how many cigarettes he smoked and how much concentration he used to hold himself back from rushing into her hut or breaking in the door, then picked her up and took her away. Li Leng pushed An.
The two people stood silently looking at each other through the air for an unknown amount of time, until Duanmumu sneezed coldly. The people in the car seemed to have seen it, and his hand suddenly held the car door, almost getting off.
The car was over, but I finally held back.
Does it mean that if he doesn't leave all night, she will stand all night?
He didn't know, but he was afraid that she would be cold, and he didn't want her to stand stupidly like this again. Leng Anyen smoked the last cigarette in his hand, then threw the cigarette butt out of the window, and took one last look at the person standing in front of the window.
, and then drove away.
Duanmumu kept watching the car go away until it could no longer be seen, then she slowly closed the window, but she was really cold and had a fever.
Wasn't she unable to sleep before? After recovering from such an illness, she actually slept all day and all night. Not only was her brain so dizzy, but her throat was so dry that it felt more like it was on fire...
"Water..." She murmured, but there was no response for a long time. Then she remembered that she was alone, how could anyone pour her water, how could anyone care about her?
But it was really uncomfortable, and she really wanted to drink a glass of water. Duanmumu tried her best to open her eyes, only to find that the surroundings were pitch black. She got up and tried to turn on the light, but the bones in her body felt like they had been torn apart, and the pain was so severe that she could no longer put them back together.
Together.
She touched the light switch and turned it back and forth several times, but the surroundings were still dark. She leaned against the wall and smiled bitterly. When people are unlucky, their teeth will get clogged when they drink cold water. It seems that this statement is not false at all. She, a little
The light in the nest seems to be broken.
Duanmumu wanted to get her cell phone to light it up, but it had not been charged all day and night and had been turned off long ago. Looking at the darkness where she couldn't see her fingers, Duanmumu had to fumble to the kitchen to pour water. I wonder if she had burned the kettle too much.
As soon as I lifted it up, it suddenly slipped down again and fell to the ground with a thud.
A wave of heat poured onto her feet, which seemed to be accompanied by the pain of the skin being cut. She couldn't see the situation clearly and instinctively wanted to avoid it, but she stumbled and bumped into something, making a ding-dong sound.
Just at this moment, there was a banging sound outside the door, accompanied by a man's anxious call...
She was stunned and couldn't believe her ears. She must have been burned, right?
How could he come?
Wouldn't he rather park across the street than see her?
Duanmumu was holding on to something to keep herself from falling. At this moment, she didn't know what to do.
She obviously wanted to see him, but when she heard his voice, she was so scared that she even just wanted to hide herself with the magic of invisibility.
"Open the door, Duanmumu, open the door for me!" Leng Anyen roared like a lion, knocking on the door with such force that she was really worried that the thin door panel would be smashed by him.
She had been standing there, like a petrified sculpture, and even the pain on her feet, which she didn't know whether it was a burn or a cut, was eroding her. She seemed to be unable to feel it.
I don't know how long it took, but the sound outside the door suddenly disappeared. Just when Duanmumu was about to breathe a sigh of relief, thinking that he had left, he heard the sound of the door being pried again...
How could he pry open her door? What's more, this house doesn't belong to her.
Duanmumu felt extremely annoyed. She tried her best to support her body and move to the door, "Leng Anyen, stop it!"
Her low roar made the sound of the door pry disappear. After a moment, his furious voice came through the door panel, "I thought you were dead inside?"
Death? He actually longed for her to die. He was such a vicious man.
Duanmumu smiled coldly, "I haven't given birth to your child yet, how can I die?"
The man outside the door tightened his fists. If possible, he really wanted to smash the door with one punch.
After he left the day before yesterday, he actually just walked around the city and finally came again, but she was no longer in front of the window. He also came last night, but there were no lights in her house. He thought she had gone out.
Did you know this is the case today?
He came over and knocked on the door worriedly, but she ignored him. Leng Anyen was really anxious and angry, but now hearing the dryness and turbidity in her voice, he had to suppress his anger and said, "Open the door!"
"I won't do it," Duanmumu leaned against the door and replied to him, "I'm not feeling well today and can't let you sow, so you'd better find another time!" She always remembered what he said that night.
When he said the word "sow", she felt like a machine giving birth to children.
Damn it!
Leng Anyen cursed, she actually thought of him so dirty, did she think he was just a beast exercising on the bed?
"What if I insist tonight?" His cold voice reached her ears through the door panel.
Duanmumu closed his eyes and his body fell weakly, "Then let's see if you have the ability to come in!"
She moved her body towards the door panel and pressed hard against it.
"Don't think I don't dare!" After Leng Anyen said that, Duanmumu heard a few bangs behind her, and with a force of gravity, the door behind her was pushed open along with her body -
