After Tang Tang quietly changed his clothes from the room and came out, the two of them unconsciously held their hands together as they walked out the door.
Feeling the warmth from his big palm, he led him downstairs and looked at Fan Nan's back. When he was about to leave the residential area, Tang Tang reluctantly took out his hand, and then stood side by side.
I went with Fan Nan.
The street lights in the community at night emit a soft and moderate light. If you don't look carefully, you won't be able to find out who the other person is. The people walking on the street at this time are all lovers, some are in their decades old, and some are middle school students.
There are also things like Fan Nan and Tang Tang...
Fan Nan knew that Tang Tang had something to say, so he walked around for a while, then returned to the garden of the residential complex, found a leisure chair and sat down to wait for her to speak.
At this time, Tang Tang's hand was pulled into Fan Nan's hand again, and after thinking for a while, he said: "Anan, have you ever thought about it in the future?"
Fan Nan didn't expect that the other party would say such a thing, and he was stunned.
Then his mind became confused. Yes, because of this problem, his mind became confused. In the future? In the future? Why did he live after he woke up? Why did he live before?
Because of this question, those scenes flashed through his mind quickly, and those bloody, cruel, and murderous scene fragments impacted his brain nerves.
"Ah!" He began to show a painful expression, then let go of Tang Tang's hand and pulled it down holding his head.
"Anan, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me," Tang Tang didn't expect him to act like this suddenly. This expression was not fake, it came from the pain in his heart.
"Are you sick? I'll take you to the hospital." Tang Tang knew that Fan Nan woke up from the hospital before. It was because of a car accident that his brain was hit and caused amnesia. There might be congestion in it. (Tang Tang thought so because
This is how it is shown on TV. In fact, he has never been hit. But the pain in his head is real. Once he organizes those fragments of memories, his head will hurt.)
...Half a minute later, "I'm 6060 I'm fine, I'm fine!" Fan Nan took a deep breath, stood up, and then lay in Tang Tang's arms, then opened his mouth wide and gasped, no longer trying to force memories.
"Damn guy, don't scare me, okay?" Tang Tang was so anxious that he hugged Fan Nan tightly in his arms, trying to share some of his pain, without realizing that his two bags were squeezing his.
head.
"Huh! Haha, are you feeling distressed?" Fan Nan turned his head and looked up at Tang Tang.
This position became 'man on bottom, woman on top'.
"What do you think, are you really okay?" Tang Tang caressed his head with concern.
"Well, it smells good!" Fan Nan replied, putting his head between her bags and taking a greedy breath.
"Ah, you perverted guy!" Tang Tang realized that she had been wearing less, and the pair of bags were exposed when he touched them, and his nose was right on them, making her face full of embarrassment.
Hong wanted to hold Fan Nan's head.
But Fan Nan's hands were tightly wrapped around her waist at this time, so tight in his arms that she could not move.
"Anan, there's someone here, get up!" Tang Tang's chest was itching due to Fan Nan's heavy breathing, and he begged for mercy in a low voice.
Fan Nan took advantage of her, so he stuck his head out, released one of his hands around her waist, quickly put his hand around her neck, and bit her mouth domineeringly.
Tangtang struggled for a moment and then became intoxicated.
…
"Okay, there are many people walking in the garden. It would be bad if you were seen. Who doesn't know you now?" Tang Tang beat Fan Nan's chest, and the current posture finally reversed. Tang Tang leaned in Fan Nan's arms, letting
Fan Nan is condescending.
"Then let's find a place where no one is around?"
"No, Anan, you are getting better and better at acting. You just pretended to be in such pain to deceive others!" Tang Tang was a little angry, thinking that Fan Nan shouldn't deceive herself in that way.
"Fool, I really had a headache just now. How could I lie to you to worry? Because your worried look moved me, I couldn't help but bully you." Fan Nan hooked Tang Tang's chin and smiled evilly.
Then he added: "I can answer your question now."
"What's the problem?" Tang Tang was so troubled by him that he forgot his original question.
"What do I live for? The me before! It seems that I live for today." After a pause, Fan Nan said again: "What I live for now is for tomorrow. Because of you, I want to live for tomorrow."
Although Fan Nan has not organized enough memory fragments, those scenes alone can let him know that he used to live for that day.
In the past, I lived one day at a time. What else was there in life at that time except blood and killing? Maybe after one day, I wouldn’t be able to see the sun tomorrow.
And now, women, children, Xiaonan, let him understand that he lives for tomorrow, and when he comes out of the game tomorrow morning, he can see them become a habit, a life, a rhythm, and the whole family is full of
A vibrant and happy life, so I live for this.
Tang Tang understood what Fan Nan meant. He wanted to live for himself, and his future plans were for himself. For himself, and for them.
"Anan, if I want to occupy you, is that okay?" Tang Tang finally revealed her true identity. If Fan Nan was willing to only love her, she would give him everything without hesitation.
Live a happy life with him.
"I knew these problems would come sooner or later," Fan Nan smiled bitterly in his heart, and then thought of Xu Tianxin's tears, Duan Yao looked forward to it.
"Tang Tang, let's go home!" Fan Nan let go of Tang Tang and prepared to go home.
"Anan, why, don't you like me?" Tang Tang had been holding back for a long time. He didn't have a chance to talk alone at home all day, so he couldn't let it go and dragged Fan Nan to get up.
"I like it!" Fan Nan did not deny it and replied with a smile.
"Love?" Tang Tang opened his eyes wide.
"Tang Tang, shall we go back?" Fan Nan was still forcing a smile.
But Tang Tang was about to cry: "I want you to say it!"
"You can feel some things with your heart. Can't you feel it several times?" Fan Nan sighed and lowered his head.
"Then why? Because of Sister Tianxin? Who else, Duan Yao, can I feel what happened between them and you?" Tang Tang planned to tell everything in his heart.
"I know that I have been a little selfish recently and have been too carefree. I'm sorry, but I won't touch you again in the future." Fan Nan sighed heavily and said with determination.
He understood what Tang Tang meant. She wanted to commit herself to her and get his whole-hearted love. Love was meant to be exclusive. If it were him, he would not allow his woman to have another man, so he decided to
The one who lets go has to let go, because he can't satisfy Tang Tang's domination, and he can only blame himself. Tang Tang is a normal woman's request.
He let go of Tangtang's hand and walked home alone.