The boss gave me two pounds of loneliness. I want to see how much loneliness I have eaten to end up in such a mess.
---"Quotations of Zhang Xiaoxian"
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Kim Taeyeon's panting like a wild animal filled the whole room. In the silent living room, it was as if the sound of the knife stirring in the flesh could be heard, making the hair of those who heard it tingle and the spines of those who heard it tingle.
Sweat dripped from Kim Taeyeon's chin like broken beads. The sweat dripping from his forehead almost blurred his eyes. His whole arm was so painful that it was almost numb. His handsome facial features were twisted together and veins popped out.
Suddenly, Kim Taeyeon felt the tip of the knife touch the hard metal. Her eyes widened suddenly and she screamed fiercely. She pushed hard and a bullet flew out of the flesh. Suddenly Kim Taeyeon collapsed on the sofa like a deflated rubber ball.
He fell to the ground, and the dagger in his hand fell to the ground. The arm with bloody wounds was twitching and shaking, and he had no strength to move.
Kim Taeyeon slowly turned her head to face Wang Jianchun's bloodless lips and moved: "Next... I'll trouble you."
After letting go of Sika, Wang Jianchun strode over and squatted down, skillfully cleaning the blood around the wound, applying hemostatic medicine and bandaging it.
Kim Taeyeon leaned her head on the sofa and stared at the ceiling. Her breathing gradually became steady. He was too tired to think about anything.
Wang Jianchun looked at Kim Taeyeon who fell asleep from exhaustion on the sofa after struggling for so long and said to Sika: "I will carry him to the living room in a while. You can wipe off his sweat and change into clean pajamas."
"good."
Wang Jianchun returned to the room and lay on the bed. After the torment just now, he was not sleepy at all. He asked Sika to help Kim Taeyeon scrub her body and didn't know what was going on. Kim Taeyeon will probably visit Zhang Xiaoxian tomorrow.
Did Zhang Xiaoxian find out? Who was the person who shot Kim Taeyeon when she was attacked? Who was the person behind the scenes? Is it related to the collapse of the building?
Too many questions troubled Wang Jianchun. He turned over irritably and just as the door opened, Sika came in with tears in her eyes.
"What's wrong with you?" Wang Jianchun sat up from the bed in shock.
Sika quickly ran over and threw herself into Wang Jianchun's arms. Wang Jianchun hugged him tightly and patted his back to comfort him: "What's wrong? What happened?"
Sika buried her face deeply into Wang Jianchun's chest, shook her head and said with a choked voice, "I'm just sad."
"Why are things sad? Kim Taeyeon?" Wang Jianchun asked softly.
"Yeah." Sika took a breath and admitted, then continued: "Even though he hasn't said anything, the feelings for Zhang Xiaoxian revealed from him make me ashamed."
"Why are you talking about this suddenly?" Wang Jianchun straightened Sika's body and asked him to look into his eyes.
She knew that maybe Kim Taeyeon's incident had shocked him a lot, but Wang Jianchun didn't want to hear anything from Sika's mouth that he had any doubts about his feelings. Although he didn't have any doubts about his feelings before getting together with Sika.
I don’t really know whether I like her or not, but I know that I like to tease Sika very much, and I like to see her expression when she wants to cry but pretends to be strong after being bullied.
"If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes today, it would be hard for me to believe that this kind of thing that happened to Kim Taeyeon still exists in the world. In fact, I have always known that my personality is very weak, so after seeing Kim Taeyeon today, I feel about myself
When it comes to fear, I don’t know if today’s Kim Taeyeon was replaced by me, would I be able to keep everything rotten in my stomach like her, not wanting to be known by my lover for fear of worrying him. I’m not as strong as her..." Xi
Ka said, holding his head in pain and curling up together.
The tears in the corners of her gloomy face looked really painful. After she said these words, Wang Jianchun didn't reply for a long time, and Sika couldn't help sobbing, thinking that she had really brought him trouble.
A gentle kiss fell on her forehead. Sika's tears immediately stopped and she raised her head to look at Wang Jianchun who smiled at her in confusion.
Wang Jianchun's hand was inserted into Sika's hair gently. Seeing how he rubbed his cheek against his soft palm, he said softly: "You don't have to care about these things at all. Think about it, you and Taeyeon are not the same person."
How about people from the same world? You have been exposed to different things from the beginning, so how can you be the same as him? Everyone has a different way of expressing love. Kim Taeyeon has Kim Taeyeon's way, and you also have yours.
If you have to learn the same way as Kim Taeyeon, then you are not Sika."
"Also, do you really think it's okay to hide things from me?"
Not understanding what Wang Jianchun meant, Sika blinked.
Seeing his cute look, Wang Jianchun smiled, hugged Sika gently into his arms and sighed: "I like the way you are now. I like that you can cry and let me know when you are wronged, so that I can know that you are here.
What are you unhappy about, what are you upset about? If you are like Mo Ran and carry everything on your own, then I will have to be like Zhang Xiaoxian and wonder about what happened to you all day long. Are you willing to make me uneasy? "
"I don't want to, I don't want to." Sika moved and hugged Wang Jianchun. Only now did she know that Wang Jianchun liked her the way she was.
like?
"That Wang Jianchun..."
"What's wrong?"
"You said you like me the way I am...do you mean you like me? Ah...if not, just pretend I didn't say it." Sika blushed and pretended to want to know clearly.
Zuo doesn't care.
Today, Wang Jianchun didn't want to make him cry and simply admitted: "Yes, I like you. I always like you."
Wang Jianchun's confession made Sika stunned for more than ten seconds. Then she stuttered excitedly and said eagerly: "I...I also like...like you."
Wang Jianchun burst into laughter. He was so amused by her cute appearance of trying so hard that he burst into tears and rubbed Sika's hair, out of breath: "Idiot, I knew it a long time ago."
Zhang Xiaoxian woke up in the morning before Kim Taeyeon came and tried to sit up from the bed and get off the ground. The injured area still hurt, but it was no longer unbearable. He wanted to get better quickly and watched Kim Taeyeon do it for him.
Zhang Xiaoxian felt heartbroken for her body that was getting thinner due to her busy schedule.
The door to the ward opened. When Zhang Xiaoxian turned around to look, he was startled by the ugly face of Kim Taeyeon who appeared at the door. It almost gave him the feeling of having died once and making him extremely weak.
Before Zhang Xiaoxian could ask Kim Taeyeon, she spoke anxiously: "Why did you get out of bed?" She then walked forward.
"I want to ask you what's going on. Why do you look so ugly? Are you sick?" Zhang Xiaoxian grabbed Kim Taeyeon and asked.
"I'm fine, I'm just too tired. I'll be fine after a rest." Kim Taeyeon replied and wanted to help Zhang Xiaoxian to the bed.
Unexpectedly, Zhang Xiaoxian immediately refused and withdrew his hand. Kim Taeyeon was stunned: "What's wrong?"
Zhang Xiaoxian looked at Kim Taeyeon seriously, his sharp gaze seemed to reveal a hole in her body.
"What...what happened?"
Zhang Xiaoxian gave a wry smile, but Kim Taeyeon didn't dare to look into his eyes, and his gaze shifted. So Zhang Xiaoxian already knew that things were not as simple as what Kim Taeyeon said verbally, and something must have happened to her.
"I want to be discharged from the hospital." Zhang Xiaoxian said calmly.
Kim Taeyeon looked at Zhang Xiaoxian without any surprise and decisively decided for him: "No."
"How can you be discharged from the hospital like this? You have just been able to get out of bed, what can you do at this time?" Kim Taeyeon yelled angrily. If Zhang Xiaoxian is discharged from the hospital, then the things he tried so hard to conceal and did not want him to be irritated will be exposed, and he
What's the point of doing all this?
"What if I don't leave the hospital? Do you think I can bear to see you looking like you are dying every day? Do you think... think I won't feel bad for you?" Zhang Xiaoxian roared in a voice that was even angrier than Kim Taeyeon. In his emotions
When he couldn't control it, he even pointed his finger at Kim Taeyeon.
"I'm fine. Anyway, you don't need to be discharged from the hospital. I can handle the matter well. Kim Taeyeon's tone was exasperated."
Zhang Xiaoxian's expression was painful: "Jin Taeyeon, what are you hiding from me?"
Listening to Zhang Xiaoxian's painful voice, Jin Taeyeon's heart ached. She knew it was because of herself that Zhang Xiaoxian was in such pain. But there was nothing he could do. Zhang Xiaoxian was so seriously injured that he no longer wanted him to worry about it. She always thought that she could
Doing things well can solve Zhang Xiaoxian's difficulties. He just wanted to help Zhang Xiaoxian, but in the end he couldn't do it. Jin Taeyeon approached Zhang Xiaoxian and gently snuggled into his chest, taking a deep breath. This warm embrace belonged to him.
, From now on, he wants Zhang Xiaoxian's heart to beat only for himself.
"Zhang Xiaoxian, I love you. So trust me, okay? Don't leave the hospital and rest in peace, don't let me worry about the good horse? You can't bear to make me sad, right?"
Kim Taeyeon asked in a very soft voice. It was almost as if she was trying to trick Zhang Xiaoxian into shaking her determination to be discharged from the hospital.
How could Zhang Xiaoxian not understand the meaning of Kim Taeyeon's words, so he looked at Kim Taeyeon's lowered eyes and face in pain.
For the first time, Zhang Xiaoxian didn't respond to Kim Taeyeon's hug. He felt like a fool and was completely tricked by Kim Taeyeon. He didn't tell himself anything when something happened. Anyway, it was because he wanted to hide it, so when he knew what he wanted most
When he wants something, he compromises and fulfills his wish. Zhang Xiaoxian really wants to question Kim Taeyeon: "I love you, is that what you really mean?"
I really want to cut open Kim Taeyeon's chest and see what is going on in her mind. When will it be no longer necessary to guess what she is thinking? Even if she knows that it may not be true, Zhang Xiaoxian is still happy like a fool just for that moment.
Am I that easy to play with in your heart? You dismissed me by saying I love you casually. Zhang Xiaoxian almost asked, but when he thought that asking like this might hurt Kim Taeyeon, he held back and did not ask further questions.
The early morning quarrel ended awkwardly in the silence of the two people. Both Zhang Xiaoxian and Kim Taeyeon had the same feeling, that is, even if they were standing so close to each other now, even if Jin Taeyeon was nestled on his chest, her cheek was closest to Zhang Xiaoxian's heart.
place. But the gap in the middle is getting bigger and bigger. I really want to make up for it, I really want to remedy it, but both of them are helpless. Most of them have no choice but to move forward and retreat. They can only watch helplessly, making them seem to be careful.