That night, the whole night was lingering, but loneliness was causing trouble.
----"Taeyeon's Diary"
This memory cannot be erased so easily.
But it reappeared again and again as if to tell Zhang Xiaoxian that it really existed.
Zhang Xiaoxian held his head on the bed and curled up with his body like a dying person, panting with difficulty. His eyes looking into the corner between his arms burst out with ferocious light like wild beasts in the darkness, and his heart-rending roar pierced the night.
How can she make up for the tranquility of Kim Taeyeon who pretends to be strong? What can she use to fill up her injured body riddled with holes and her crying heart? On the eve of separation, how many times did Zhang Xiaoxian want to yell and say to Kim Taeyeon: "I love
You, I love you no matter what!"
Zhang Xiaoxian suddenly looked at the phone on the table. The harsh sound penetrated her diaphragm uncontrollably. Zhang Xiaoxian got out of bed and walked over to get it in two or three steps.
Then, the harsh sound stopped suddenly. She put the phone to her ear and her eyes widened with excitement, but her shining eyes seemed to be about to hunt for prey with a bloodthirsty lust. Zhang Xiaoxian put down the phone.
The phone suddenly rushed out of this lonely and suffocating house.
In the deserted streets late at night, only a few lighted lampposts emit a faint golden halo. The breeze stirs the leaves, casting a steady and terrifying shadow of teeth and claws on the ground. The filthy air, the dirty red streets, the dark and damp
In the corner of the corridor, several tall men were beating up several other men. They were yelling in a language that was difficult for others to understand, and begging miserably for mercy. Behind the group of men who were beating others, there were two shadows, and one of them stared intently.
Looking at the scene happening now, another person stood leaning against the wall and exhaled smoke from his mouth, slowly rising, making the already not bright moon even more blurry. Fights happen every day in the red neighborhood where dragons and snakes are mixed, and it is not just gangsters competing for women.
It's just gangsters trying to grab territory. Even if someone passes by, they just leave in a hurry and don't want to get into trouble.
Wang Jianchun called and found several men in the photos. At that time, except for the man with his back to the camera, Kim Taeyeon, several people standing next to her had their faces photographed. It was easy to find them, and then extract them from their mouths.
Who is the person with his back to the camera? When they came out of the store drunkenly after coming here to find women today, Wang Jianchun led someone to tie them into a dirty aisle and beat them until Zhang Xiaoxian came over and did not stop.
Hearing the sound of fists hitting the body and bones cracking and blood splattering on the wall, Zhang Xiaoxian looked up at the huge black hole in the sky with a cigarette in his mouth and narrowed his eyes slightly. The flowing wind carried the disgusting smell of blood.
Smell. The walls of this street are stained with the blood of unknown strangers. The walls that have been stained black may become brightly colored because they taste the taste of blood again today, but no matter how bright the colors are, they will fade over time.
Become black because this is the color of sin.
"Stop it." Zhang Xiaoxian's deep voice echoed over the long street, cold and bone-chilling. The sparks from the cigarette butt flashed fiercely before Zhang Xiaoxian threw it to the ground and raised his feet to crush it out with all his strength.
The subordinates obeyed the order and stopped and lined up neatly on both sides of the wall to make way for Zhang Xiaoxian. Wang Jianchun looked at Zhang Xiaoxian with a terrifying expression and sneered as he walked into several men huddled on the ground. He reached out and grabbed the other man's collar and pulled him up.
He held his hands and begged Zhang Xiaoxian for mercy: "I don't know what mistake we made, please forgive us, brother."
"Hahaha...wow..."
The foreigner looked in horror at Zhang Xiaoxian, who kept sneering. His whole body trembled with laughter, and the sounds made people's hair stand on end. The veins in her hands that were holding on to her neighbor bulged out, and she looked fiercely at the foreign man.
They looked at each other with horrified eyes and then answered in fluent English with every pronunciation like a sharp edge: "Originally we didn't know each other, but you touched my most cherished treasure. Unforgivable, unforgivable... Let you
Death is really too easy for you... It’s hard to understand the hatred in my heart."
Suddenly, Zhang Xiaoxian cruelly threw her to the ground, stood up, put his foot on the most vulnerable part of the man, gritted his teeth and crushed it hard: "What's the use of keeping dirty things? They will only harm people." Hearing the other person's voice, it seemed as if he wanted to scratch it.
The screams like the night sky made Zhang Xiaoxian's face distorted with excitement, like a ruthless tyrant. Seeing Zhang Xiaoxian like this, Wang Jianchun couldn't help but feel chills running down his spine. Hearing the screams of his companions, several of her friends huddled together in fear and trembled.
I don’t know what I did to offend this man who was as terrifying as the God of Death. I prayed desperately in my heart. But in front of this man who spread his anger wantonly, even God would not extend a mercy hand to them.
"It's of no use keeping it anyway, so why not cut it off?"
She pulled back her feet and looked at the man, Zhang Xiaoxian, who was rolling on the ground with his lower body covered and wailing. There was no expression on her face. She lowered her head like a mourner and her eyes were blocked by the hair in front of her eyes. Those who heard her couldn't help but gasp.
The man who was trembling like an ant shouted loudly, "No, no!" He even stood up and rushed towards the crossing without fear of death, trying to escape this hell-like place and this man who was as terrifying as the god of death.
They were stopped by Zhang Xiaoxian's men. They struggled and shouted, which made Zhang Xiaoxian feel noisy. He plucked his ears and handed the dagger to his men.
"Ah..." The roaring voice was so distorted and trembling that you could even hear the sound of crying.
"Zhang Xiaoxian..." Wang Jianchun couldn't help but stop this man who was so overwhelmed by hatred that he no longer looked like him. Zhang Xiaoxian could not be called a kind person before, but he was not so cruel. Wang Jianchun didn't want to see him like this now.
.
The blood was as disgusting as it was spurting out, and the sound of wailing echoed through the sky.
"Zhang Xiaoxian, stop..."
"Do you want me to let these people go?" At Wang Jianchun who stopped her, Zhang Xiaoxian threw her away, turned her head and roared with eyes wide open. The angry look almost made Wang Jianchun, who was trying to stop her, hate her as well, which he had suppressed for many days.
The pain finally got out of control.
"Calm down. I told you to help you, but I can't stand anyone hurting you, and I can't stand anyone hurting the person you like. But Zhang Xiaoxian, I can't stand you even more. You have become
She is not herself at all." Wang Jianchun felt sorry for Zhang Xiaoxian who indirectly tortured her in this way. Zhang Xiaoxian would not feel better if he was cruel to others. If she said that Zhang Xiaoxian would be better off by torturing these people, she would never say anything, but what Zhang Xiaoxian is torturing now is
herself.
"I can't go back. I tell myself again and again that I want to pretend that nothing happened. I can deceive myself, but I can't deceive my heart. The painful feeling is clearly there. Wang Jianchun, can you see?
But you can't feel my pain, so you still can't understand what it feels like. It's like someone holding a knife and cutting it on my heart." Zhang Xiaoxian pressed his hand hard on his chest, as if
Only by doing this can we suppress the heart that screams with pain as long as it is still beating with pain. Zhang Xiaoxian's shining eyes stung Wang Jianchun's eyes, and he almost thought he saw Zhang Xiaoxian's tears.
The sparks of hatred discouraged Wang Jianchun who tried to stop him. Zhang Xiaoxian built an insurmountable wall in front of him. He sealed himself up alone and did not allow others to step into the area where he was injured.
"Give 'this thing' to Youli as a wedding gift." Zhang Xiaoxian glanced at the unconscious man with disgust and couldn't wait to leave here as if he wanted to get rid of something dirty.
In the dark night, Zhang Xiaoxian drove all the way. The pain was like a wild horse that was unbridled and uncontrollable by his reason and body. Every breath he took made him cry. The wind that came in through the wide open window blew his hair wildly, blowing the car away.
Driving all the way to the beach, Zhang Xiaoxian sat on the roof of the car and looked at the sea that was in line with the sky. The salty sea breeze blew away the smell of blood all over his body, and the waves rolling onto the beach were just like Zhang Xiaoxian's current mood. He smiled inaudibly.
The sound immediately disappeared in the waves, and Zhang Xiaoxian suddenly burst into laughter.
"...Kim Taeyeon..." Zhang Xiaoxian shouted.
Slowly, his expression became darker and darker, and it was difficult to maintain the forced smile on his face. What was frozen in the corner of his mouth was the last bitter smile. What's the use? Zhang Xiaoxian asked himself gently. He didn't understand why he asked this.
Meaning, she didn't want to say anything or think about anything. She was driven by anger and entangled by the thorns of longing. She had never been so confused so far, and she no longer knew what she was doing.
Yuli, who is preparing to be a bride, doesn't even want to go to the company. She spends all day shopping at home enjoying the pre-wedding pleasure. Even the servants can feel her happiness. But they will also discuss it in private. From the moment Miss Yuli announced the marriage news
None of them had seen what the future male host looked like before and after, and she had never been to Yuli's home. Even if the lovers who are about to get married do not live together, they will stay together for a long time to increase the sweetness.
The smell? This is something that makes the servants feel strange. However, the man who can capture the heart of their eldest lady must be very good, so everyone is still looking forward to meeting the future male master.
Today, Yuli slept until noon before getting up and lazily going downstairs, wearing a loose nightgown and showing off her snow-white chest.
"Make me a cup of coffee."
"Yes, miss."
"Miss, I have a gift for you." A servant walked up to Yuli holding a box in both hands.
Yuli took the coffee handed to her by another servant and took a sip to finally feel a little energetic. She glanced at the box and saw that the packaging looked very delicate.
"Who gave it to me?" She fiddled with her long, slightly curly hair and wondered if she should have her hair done today.
"I don't know. I left it at the door when I opened the door this morning. The card says it's a gift for you." The servant answered truthfully.
Could it be that a friend knew that she was getting married and sent her a gift to surprise her? Yuli added that Kim Taeyeon Wang was given to her by Zhang Xiaoxian. Even if it is one in a thousand that Kim Taeyeon Wang is there, it would be fine.
Thinking this way, Yuli happily opened the red satin rope on the box with a hint of luck in her heart.
