Why am I always so paranoid about love, like a blind man who cannot take detours?
————"Quotations of Zhang Xiaoxian"
"The meal is ready. Come and have some." Zhang Xiaoxian pulled down Jin Taeyeon's hand, and Zhang Xiaoxian brought the spoon with the porridge to Jin Taeyeon's lips. The temperature was just right.
Not sure if it was because his voice was so gentle that she was charmed by it, so Kim Taeyeon subconsciously opened her mouth, took the porridge in her mouth, chewed it and swallowed it.
Zhang Xiaoxian seems to have changed. He is no longer as aggressive as before. He has learned to take a step back in front of Kim Taeyeon to give him enough space to breathe. However, he has planned carefully and shrewdly to prevent Kim Taeyeon from treating him as nothing. Kim Taeyeon is right
I feel confused and annoyed.
"How's it going?" He wanted to pretend to be calm in front of Kim Taeyeon, but his eager questioning exposed Zhang Xiaoxian's nervousness.
"It's cooked." Kim Taeyeon gave a bland two-word evaluation.
She shouldn't be living peacefully with Zhang Xiaoxian like she is now. She should hate him and not want to see him. She must prevent him from intruding into her safe area again, but when Kim Taeyeon came to her senses, Zhang Xiaoxian had already come to his side and was very close.
Where, even the ugly words of rejection are not complete enough.
"Huh? Cough cough cough."
Because her mind was wandering and she wasn't paying attention, Kim Taeyeon sucked the rice grains into her throat and choked her. She coughed violently and her face turned red from holding it in. While hurriedly looking for a tissue, she accidentally touched the bowl that Zhang Xiaoxian was holding. The rice spilled out and splashed on two people's faces.
On the body.
"Taeyeon, is it okay?" Zhang Xiaoxian quickly put the bowl aside and patted Kim Taeyeon's back.
Kim Taeyeon couldn't even speak. She just shook her head, her hands were sticky and disgusting.
"Go wash up."
"No need to be mean, I'm going to take a shower directly. I don't want to eat." As Kim Taeyeon got out of bed, she was suddenly pulled hard by Zhang Xiaoxian.
"What are you doing?" Kim Taeyeon asked irritably.
With a lump in his throat, Zhang Xiaoxian said, "Can I wash it for you?" How could he be willing to miss this rare opportunity?
Kim Taeyeon's facial muscles stiffened as she smiled, wishing she could bite her white teeth into pieces: "Don't push yourself too far."
"I don't have any strange thoughts, I just want to help you. What if you slip in the bathroom?"
"Did I say you have strange thoughts? I haven't fallen down in the past two years without you." After saying this coldly, Kim Taeyeon shook off Zhang Xiaoxian's hand and walked towards the bathroom. But how could Zhang Xiaoxian be obedient?
Staying still, he hurriedly followed.
"Tsk." Kim Taeyeon smacked her lips impatiently when she heard the footsteps behind her. She said she was leaving some space for herself, so why did she have to press forward step by step? She didn't want to get too close to Zhang Xiaoxian, because if she wasn't careful, she would
Fall into the trap he weaves tenderly.
"I'll help you put in the water." Zhang Xiaoxian was so attentive, but when he saw that Kim Taeyeon just frowned and didn't refuse, he happily went to put in the hot water. He still hasn't changed, and there's nothing he can do about the persistence. Even if he refuses verbally,
If he takes another step forward, Kim Taeyeon will accept it impatiently and silently.
The hot water flowed into the bathtub, and the hot steam quickly filled the entire bathroom. It was as if it was deep in the mist, and the air became humid and filled with water vapor. After the hot water was almost filled, Zhang Xiaoxian began to pour in cold water.
While feeling the water temperature with his hand, the only sounds in the spacious space were the running water and Zhang Xiaoxian teasing the water temperature.
"Okay." Zhang Xiaoxian turned off the faucet and stood up.
Opposite him, Kim Taeyeon folded her arms and leaned against the wall. She couldn't see clearly because of the mist, and the blurred outline of his expression was so mysterious that Zhang Xiaoxian couldn't help but get closer, wanting to see it clearly and touch it thoroughly.
Only then could he be sure that all this was true, because he had imagined that Kim Taeyeon was still by his side too many times before.
This is not a dream. Smooth skin, soft hair. There is body temperature and heartbeat.
"Have you touched enough?"
The cold and biting voice echoed over the bathroom, and Zhang Xiaoxian retracted his hand as if he was awakened from a dream. For a moment, his mind was blank and he followed his subconscious and touched Kim Taeyeon. Although the water vapor blurred his vision, the two of them could not see each other at this time.
The close distance allowed Zhang Xiaoxian to see Kim Taeyeon's face that was trying to avoid but pretending to be calm and slightly angry. Suddenly, Zhang Xiaoxian's heart felt as anxious as a cat's paw and could not be restrained.
Being so close, Kim Taeyeon felt like she couldn't breathe enough and pushed him away, as if she wanted to tell Zhang Xiaoxian that he didn't care about his existence at all. Kim Taeyeon quickly unbuttoned her clothes and threw them on the ground.
. With her back to Zhang Xiaoxian and Kim Taeyeon, even if she couldn't see him, she could still clearly feel the sharp and fiery gaze coming from behind, trying to make a hole in his body.
Taking a deep breath, Kim Taeyeon slowly walked towards the bathtub. You see, she didn't care at all. She was very calm and would not be distracted by Zhang Xiaoxian's gaze. Kim Taeyeon thought this in her heart, even a little complacent. Completely
Ignore him and you can do well and perfectly.
Kim Taeyeon didn't even notice that she had reached the bathtub. She was about to move forward, but her knees hit the edge and she leaned forward. Her heart tightened suddenly and she exclaimed, thinking that she would fall into the water. Zhang Xiaoxian took a step forward.
He stepped forward and grabbed his arm.
Her hair was hanging down and messy in front of her forehead. Her heart was still pounding. Kim Taeyeon was breathing heavily. Why was she always embarrassed in front of Zhang Xiaoxian two years in a row? She either fell or almost fell. She didn't want to show her useless side, but today
God seemed to be against him.
Zhang Xiaoxian lowered his eyes, and Kim Taeyeon's arms were trembling.
"The water is getting cold."
Warmth wrapped around her whole body, Kim Taeyeon sat quietly in the water and no longer drew her sword or crossbows. Not wanting to see Kim Taeyeon's dejected appearance, Zhang Xiaoxian squatted down, grabbed her hand and whispered with a smile: "It's like the other way around."
Jin Taeyeon remained silent, not even raising her eyelids, but Zhang Xiaoxian knew that she was listening, so he continued: "Do you remember when we first got along? It was the first time I brought you back to my house. If I want to show off to you, I'll use the boss's words.
I order you to give me a bath and brush my back.
"Taeyeon, are you still complaining about me? The wedding two years ago was just an act, and I never thought about betraying you. Didn't you feel my love when we were together?" Zhang Xiaoxian said painfully.
asked.
Kim Taeyeon in front of her was like a cold stone, and the gentle atmosphere just now disappeared. Zhang Xiaoxian's recollection of old events brought Kim Taeyeon back to the scene at that time.
Suddenly, Kim Taeyeon stretched out her wet hands from the water, grabbed Zhang Xiaoxian's tie, and pulled him into the bathtub with force. The weight of the two people caused the water in the bathtub to overflow, and the water surface was turbulent.
"Is marrying someone else an act? Who are you acting for? How can you easily sum up such an important thing like marriage with the word acting? Do you think it's just a child playing house and drinking? After playing, do you go back to your own house to find your mother?
