I can understand this. A person who has never experienced a war, or even a woman who grew up under the protection of her parents, suddenly experienced the most cruel side of the battlefield. Blood, cruelty, death...all of this
Everything is difficult to accept, and it can even be said... the psychological burden on women on the battlefield is much greater than that on us men.
There is no need to explain the reason. For the Yue Japanese, no matter how shameless they are, they will do it.
Therefore, I know very well what Zhang Fan said just now: "I thought I would definitely die this time!"... At that time, I could see from her eyes that what she was worried about, what she was afraid of was not just
Just lost his life.
Having had battlefield experience, I know very well what it feels like to suddenly realize that you are safe after experiencing such great psychological pressure. Therefore, it is not surprising that she is so tired that she fell asleep beside me now.
I wanted to wake her up because I thought I should inform Captain Xu and the others, at least I wouldn't let them still look around outside.
But think about it, Captain Xu and the others shouldn't be that stupid, right? My location is not far from them. How can they not hear me firing? Plus, they also have military dogs, so I'm afraid they won't be able to find them.
us?
So I gave up the idea of waking up Zhang Fan.
At this time, I unconsciously made a comparison between Zhang Fan and Chen Yiyi.
This idea is a bit evil...but I thought to myself, who would know? Anyway, idleness is idle, why not be so tired with a head on your shoulders?
This Chen Yiyi...she is like a ball of fire. I can feel her enthusiasm, fearlessness and wild passion. She can always arouse my boundless desires. However...to be honest, she is... on the battlefield.
This puts a lot of pressure on me because her military qualities are quite good, even surpassing mine in some aspects... So we have a sympathy for each other on the battlefield, and there is even a kind of competition between us unconsciously.
And what about Zhang Fan next to her? She is like a pool of water, chaotic, natural, and clear... When you are with her, you will feel an indescribable peace in your heart, not to mention having that kind of desire, which often appears.
This kind of thought makes me feel guilty, and this feeling of guilt is not just because of Chen Yiyi. As for the battlefield, of course she can't compare with Chen Yiyi, but... this makes me feel less stressed, because I can
I felt the admiration for me in her heart, especially after this battle... This gave me a sense of satisfaction and a strong feeling of protecting the weak. This is with Chen Yiyi
Unobtainable.
If it were in modern times, if I could choose, then I would choose Zhang Fan as my wife and Chen Yiyi as my lover...
Damn it! What am I thinking about?
While I was thinking wildly, the barking of several military dogs attracted my attention, and I knew that it was Captain Xu and the others who were looking for me.
"Xiaofan, Xiaofan..." I had to wake up Zhang Fan at this time, because I didn't want Captain Xu to wonder what she and I had been doing here for so long?
It doesn't matter to me, but I know that these are very important to women in this era.
"Hmm!" Zhang Fan woke up in a daze and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Company Commander Xu and the others are here!" I said.
"Oh!" Zhang Fan finally woke up. As if she had done something wrong, she stood up in a panic, so embarrassed that she didn't know where to put her hands and feet.
I understand why she is embarrassed, just like what I just thought: It has been a while since we have dealt with these Vietnamese Japanese, so why are we two orphans staying here during this period? Although we have nothing
Do it, but others don’t believe it!
I stood up easily, patted the dirt on my butt, picked up a handful of AK47 from the ground and stuffed it into Zhang Fan's hand, saying, "We are cleaning the battlefield, do you understand?"
"Oh, I understand!" Zhang Fan nodded and relaxed.
Seeing this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: This honest man can't even tell a lie!
Soon the barking of the military dogs came from far away. When I was far away, I shouted to the approaching crowd: "Captain Xu, it's us! I am Yang Xuefeng, Zhang Fan has been rescued!"
"Oh! Really?" I heard Captain Xu from the other end shouting in surprise, joy and disbelief: "Did you really rescue Zhang Fan? Is she okay?"
"Captain Xu, I'm fine!" Zhang Fan responded.
"Great!" Captain Xu may have been overly excited, so he cursed over there: "Yang Xuefeng, you are so powerful... none of our companies can stand up to you alone!"
Zhang Fan burst out laughing after hearing the puff. She glanced at me intentionally or unintentionally, and her face showed some pride unconsciously.
"How did you do this?" When Captain Xu came closer and saw Zhang Fan, who was safe and sound, and then looked at the four corpses of Vietnamese soldiers on the ground, he looked at me with some unimaginability and said, "You... you did all this alone.
of?"
"Company commander!" Xiao Wang next to him interjected: "This is nothing, you didn't see what happened in the grain drying field... The Yue Japanese died one by one under the gun of Comrade Yang Xuefeng. They were only a few steps away from Xiaofan.
Far away, but didn’t even touch Xiaofan’s clothes!”
"Alas!" Captain Xu said to me with a look of shame on his face: "Comrade Yang Xuefeng... I really made you laugh this time. We have so many people in the security company, but we still call it a security company... and someone else has to save us! Really?"
Fucking shame…”
"Company Commander Xu, it's not interesting for you to say that!" I said, "We are all comrades..."
At this point, I couldn't help but pause. In modern times, the word "gay" refers to homosexuality, so it feels a bit awkward to say it now.
"We are all our own people!" I said: "We all live and die together to fight against the Japanese. If it weren't for you... I wouldn't be able to change the world with just one finger. Besides, you are also following the path of the Japanese, right? If you really want to fight,
There’s no way it would be like this!”
"Alas!" Captain Xu sighed and his expression softened slightly.
In fact, Captain Xu and I both know that things on this battlefield...are always based on results, and there are no other excuses. For example...if the Vietnamese Japanese successfully carry out a massacre tonight,
If all the people in the field hospital died, can we still say that they were "following the enemy's will"? Can we still tell the enemy that we should fight face to face again?
This matter will definitely be a stain for Company Commander Xu. If Company Commander Xu is really pursued, he will inevitably be punished and demoted. Fortunately, the result of this battle is not only that our side did not suffer much losses and casualties, but the Vietnamese army had almost all the troops.
It was destroyed, so maybe not only was there no punishment this time, but it was actually meritorious.
It's just that this skill... Captain Xu would also feel uncomfortable if he suffered. Sometimes he would feel better if he was punished, so I completely understand his current mood and his behavior in front of me.
On the way back, Captain Xu patted me on the shoulder and said, "I won't say much else. I owe you a favor, and our guards owe you a favor. When will it be needed?"
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When we returned to the field hospital, we saw another busy scene.
Cleaning up the corpses, treating the wounded, and counting the heads... Zhang Fan immediately joined in treating the wounded as soon as he came back. Only then did I remember Old Yutou, so I went to the morgue with Captain Xu.
This morgue is a temporary shed built by the guard company. It is said to be a room but actually has only one roof. Its main function is to put a morgue here first when there are frequent wars and if there are too many martyrs who have died of serious injuries and there is no rush to bury them.
Let it go. But no one expected that the corpse placed here at this moment was not due to serious injuries, but because of the war with the Vietnamese Japanese.
There were about twenty corpses, divided into two rows and laid flat on stretchers. They were all covered with white cloth. As soon as you walked in and looked at this scene, you felt a bit creepy. From this, you can also see that there were people on the grain drying field with Yue.
The fighting between the armies was so fierce.
But this doesn't seem surprising. The soldiers only had the pistols thrown by the leader, but the Vietnamese army had AK47s and even machine guns. It would be a large area to sweep at a glance, so it was considered good that only a dozen or so were sacrificed.
It didn't take much effort for me to find Old Yutou's body because the leader and Huang Duanzi were already standing next to the body.
"Xiao Feng!" Huang Duanzi saw me and showed a bitter smile: "Come and say goodbye to Old Yutou!"
Looking at the lifeless body of Old Yutou, I stepped forward and said three heavy words: "I'm sorry!"
"I can't blame you!" Huang Duanzi said from the side: "You are not three-headed and six-armed. How can you care about so many things?"
I didn't reply, because only I knew what these three words meant. Although I didn't feel that I had done anything wrong, but...this was indeed a choice I made. Maybe I have no power to decide other people's lives at all!
At this time, Xiao Wang also came up, and several people gathered around the old Yutou's body and bowed their heads in silence.
Then, Xiao Wang took out a bag of soil from his pocket and scattered it evenly on the old fish head's body in front of our puzzled eyes.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Be buried in peace!" Xiao Wang replied: "This is the habit of our Miao people. I specially brought a bag of soil from my hometown to keep for myself. Now I am giving my best. Old Yutou... Have a good journey.
!”
“Have a nice trip!”
“Have a nice trip!”
…
A few of us, as if saying goodbye to our relatives, each took some soil from the bag and sprinkled it on the old fish head.