When our jeep drove to the guesthouse it was already ten o'clock, and we had enough food and drink, and we were talking happily... This is not only because we had a good conversation with Commander Zhang, but more importantly,
, I have always been holding my breath when I fight on the battlefield.
This anger is not because of the enemy... If it is angry with the enemy, it is okay, it will be vented with bullets on the battlefield. But it is precisely because it is angry with one's own people and superiors... so there is no place to send it.
After saying this tonight, I felt relieved all over. And to say that it was a military commander, it felt like I was making a plea for my comrades who died in vain.
Not long after, I stopped in front of the guesthouse door. After more than ten meters, I saw the two floors where the soldiers lived were brightly lit and lively... This was long before I expected it, first of all, because it was in the cat's ear piercing.
The biological clock has not been adjusted. Secondly, we people who have come from the battlefield cherish this wonderful time, and no one wants to waste the time we should enjoy on sleeping.
With a 70% drunkenness, I said to Zhang Fan: "It's still early, let's go for a walk!"
"Yes!" Zhang Fan nodded, turned a corner and naturally held my hand and leaned on my shoulder.
Perhaps because he felt the smell of alcohol on me, Zhang Fan said in a angrily tone: "I told you not to drink so much wine, but I just don't listen!"
Upon hearing this, I couldn't help laughing: "You have not become my wife yet, so you start to care about me!"
"Who wants to be your wife!" Zhang Fan pinched me angrily, but the expression on her face completely exposed her inner thoughts.
"By the way!" Zhang Fan asked after walking for a while, "What I said to my dad today... How could you think of those?"
"What? Do you think I am just a big and silly soldier, right?" I asked.
"Then you didn't say it before, how did I know?"
"You haven't asked before!" I smiled and said, "And I'm afraid I'm useless to tell you this... You can't understand!"
"You..." Zhang Fan couldn't help but feel angry.
Looking at her rolling eyes, I couldn't help but make me laugh... To be honest, I was discussing life and death with a group of men all day long on the battlefield. It felt really monotonous. It felt like there was a woman joking around me now.
Very good.
"To be honest!" Zhang Fan said seriously after a while: "My father has never drunk so much wine like tonight. He is busy all day long! And
When talking to you, he often thinks...I think that's because what you say is useful to him!"
I was thinking in my heart... Of course it is useful. The things I said are not my own, but will indeed happen in a few years... For example, the military academy will soon enter reform, and the name will also be derived from
The original "infantry school" was changed to "army academy". This is not just a simple change to a name, but rather shows the superiors' determination to reform the military academy from some aspects.
"Hey...will you say it?" Zhang Fan shook my hand like a little girl begging for candy.
"What did you say?" I couldn't help but wonder.
"How could you know these?" Zhang Fan said: "For example, the reform of military academy and the improvement of military source education... My dad couldn't even imagine these!"
"I'm a high school student!" I was just making a fool of myself. Unexpectedly, the careful Zhang Fan was still serious about this matter.
"Then I'm also a high school student, why don't I know?"
"How come you are the same as me?" I quickly found the right excuse: "I fight on the front line all day long, and face life and death all the time. Under this pressure, I will naturally think about it.
More, think further, so what's strange about this? Besides... we hide in the tunnel all day long and are bored. If we have any questions, we will find some topics to talk about. If we talk too much, we will naturally know!
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"Um!" Zhang Fan nodded.
"What do you want to know about this?" I asked.
"Nothing!" Zhang Fan said: "I don't know if it's my illusion... I always feel that you don't belong to this world!"
I was shocked when I heard this. I knew that Zhang Fan was meticulous and had been in contact with me for a long time. After knowing more, I felt something advanced on me.
"Is my thoughts very strange?" Zhang Fan smiled and said, "The more I understand you, the more I feel that you are like a mystery... Your mentality and personality seem to be something that this era should have.
And you shouldn't be as simple as a high school student... are you... you didn't tell me anything else!"
"It's true!" I said: "I'm still a junior high school student..."
"Hate!" Zhang Fan slapped me a few times: "I'm serious!"
"If I had really come from another era, would you like me?" I said.
"Why not?" Zhang Fan asked back.
"Because... maybe one day I will return to my own era!" The reason why I dare to say this is because I know very well that some things... often only by saying them directly will relieve the other party's suspicion.
"Do you know?" Zhang Fan let go of my hand, jumped to the front of me, and then turned around and said, "Sometimes I feel... you were given to me by God, if you really belong to another one
A world, then I will cherish every day!”
I was moved and hugged her in my arms... No one has ever loved me so unreservedly, and no one treated me as heaven and idolized like Zhang Fan... This made me worship her
I feel so relieved that I can't feel the threat from Chen Jiahao and others to me now.
Once again, I think it’s good to live in this world. If I will return to the modern world one day in the future, I think I will miss everything here.
Soon my subordinates became unhonest again... But on Zhang Fan, I dare not be as arrogant as I am to Chen Yiyi, and I can't tell what it feels like. Maybe it's because of different personalities, or maybe I know that Zhang Fan and Chen Yiyi have grown up since childhood
The environment is different. In short, I am a little cautious about Zhang Fan... for fear that it would make her angry if it crosses the line or is too abrupt.
Later I realized... I actually had another reason for my caution with Zhang Fan, that is, I am her idol of admiration.
You must know that being able to become a woman so completely and an idol of a woman like Zhang Fan... It took a coincidence and it was not that easy. I don’t want her image to collapse in her heart!
Fortunately, I still have some experience in this regard... I know that girls who have a defense line should not be impatient, as it will only make the other party feel awkward and unacceptable.
So I first stroked Zhang Fan's back, full of love as if I was trying to sleep with a child... When I felt her relax, I kissed her cheek further, and then moved to her naturally
Lips...
So without much effort, Zhang Fan's psychological defense line quickly collapsed in front of me. With Zhang Fan's panting in his arms, my hands boldly wandered all over her body, with firm peaks, plump
The arms and the penalty area that makes people think endlessly... I clearly felt Zhang Fan's trembling body, whether it was because of excitement or fear, his slightly opened lips and occasionally interrupted breathing made me know her
I am also enjoying and even looking forward to this moment.
But unfortunately... all this can only be separated from clothes. At this time, I hated the armed strap around her waist. It made me have to unbutton her chest when I wanted to go further...
Maybe it was because of the interruption of my movements, or this big move made Zhang Fan return to some sanity... She quickly grabbed my hand and stopped me, and then shook her head slightly in my arms.
So I realized that I had encountered another line of defense, and this line of defense would never be able to break through tonight.
"Will you... blame me?" Zhang Fan said carefully.
"Of course not!" I said.
To be honest, I can really understand Zhang Fan.
Women in this era have a different idea from those of us modern people. They generally have a thought... Only when they get married can they have skin kinship, otherwise they will be regarded as "unfair" and even the man will have it.
This idea: This woman gave me her body so easily, does that mean she is more casual, and will she treat other men like this after getting married...
So Zhang Fan did this not only because of feudal ideas or fear of gossiping, but also because he wanted to maintain his image in my heart and did not want me to think she was a casual woman.
"Yeah!" Zhang Fan looked up at me, sure there was no discomfort on my face, and then he breathed a sigh of relief.
Looking at Zhang Fan's actions, I felt a little strange... The things between men and women are originally something that I want to do, but why does Zhang Fan feel sorry for me?
Looking at my face full of doubts, Zhang Fan blushed and said, "I told you not to laugh at me..."
"Well! Tell me..." I was even more puzzled by Zhang Fan's words.
"Actually..." Zhang Fan said hesitantly: "When you were on the battlefield... I regretted it...worry about you...so...but now..."
OK! Although Zhang Fan’s words were meaningless, they were all related words, I still understood what she meant.
In love, this girl is worried that I will not be able to come back on the battlefield, so she regrets that she did not have any skin relationship with me on the battlefield... Now she sees me back, and she doesn't seem to know when to come back on the battlefield, so she feels in her heart
Restraint and contradictions have emerged again.
Upon hearing this, I couldn't help laughing and hugged her in my arms.
Why does this little girl always think about others? She never thought about... If she did this and I couldn't come back on the battlefield, what would she do? (To be continued...)