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Chapter 93
The greatness of being a soldier is not that you are not afraid.
In fact, I don’t think anyone will not be afraid when facing this battlefield, so I can understand what the old fish head said. However, the real greatness of being a soldier is... although they will be afraid, they still have to go,
Just like the soldiers under my command... how many of them are not afraid? How many of them can face death calmly? Some of them even cried. But they can fight off the enemy and fight with the enemy on the battlefield.
Fighting with bayonets is the ace unit that can defeat the enemy.
While I lay on the bed and let Xiaofan change the dressing on my back, I recalled the tragic battle on Highland 239.
As for the wound on my back... The weather in Vietnam is very humid and hot. With this pack of bandages... the wound on my back will inevitably become inflamed and pus will flow, so every time I change the dressing, Xiaofan has to spend a lot of money on my back.
Clean for a long time.
"Did you know that the dean took out a total of five pieces of shrapnel and seven gravels from your back?" Xiaofan said while cleaning my wounds seriously: "And the dean is not sure whether there are still shrapnel inside.
Discover!"
"It's not a big problem, right?" I said, "I think I'm too thin. There are a few pieces of shrapnel in it and it makes it heavy!"
In fact, I know... I have no problem walking or bending down. The only place that hurts is the wound, which means it has been cleaned very well.
"You're still joking!" Zhang Fan scolded: "You don't know how scary it was when you first came here, your whole back was a bloody mess!"
Not to mention... I really didn't know that I was injured at first. This may be hard to believe. If you are injured like this, wouldn't it hurt? But there are many such examples on the battlefield. The old man said...
… He didn’t know that one of his soldiers had been interrupted. It wasn’t until the battle was over that someone reminded him: “Your hand…” The soldier turned around and fainted with a “yeah” sound.
.
Maybe I was in the same situation. I didn’t even have any memory of where or when I was injured. At that time, I only knew how to kill, fight, and run... I didn’t dare to stop, otherwise
He will die!
"That's right!" Zhang Fan asked hesitantly: "You kept calling Chen Yiyi when you had a fever...she..."
"Hmm!" I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment: "Am I calling her name?"
"Um!"
"She is a squad leader under me." I said, "I don't know what's going on now!"
"The soldier under your command?" Zhang Fan asked a little strangely: "Is it a woman? Don't female soldiers in our army not go to the front line?"
"It's a woman!" I said, "But she grew up in Vietnam. Because she is familiar with the terrain of Vietnam, so..."
Zhang Fan said "Oh" and stopped asking any more questions.
In fact, I can feel Zhang Fan's loss. If this was the case before... I just need to tell a lie casually, for example, emphasize that my relationship with Chen Yiyi is just an ordinary comrade-in-arms. Women at this time always like to listen to lies, even if
These aren't clever lies, but I don't want to do them now.
"That's right!" In order to break the awkward atmosphere, I asked: "My gun... do you know where it is?"
On the battlefield, I have become accustomed to never leaving my hand with a gun. Now that I have not touched a gun for a few days, I feel a little uneasy.
"It's being kept in the warehouse at the security company!" Xiaofan laughed when the topic came up: "Did you know? When I was operating on you... no one dared to touch your gun!"
"Oh, why is this?" I couldn't help but feel a little strange.
"You will fight to the death whoever touches your gun!" Xiaofan explained: "You may not know that the gun was loaded with bullets at that time... As soon as someone touches the gun, you will kill and kill... The guard company
Everyone was frightened by you, but in the end, the dean had a way to give you anesthesia and then took the gun away!"
"No way!" To be honest, I didn't expect that I would do such a scary thing in a daze, but it seemed normal. I remember that when I was in a daze, I seemed to dream that I was still on the battlefield several times.
When fighting with the enemy, in a state of high mental tension and not knowing where you are, it seems not surprising that something like this would happen.
"Okay!" At this time, Xiaofan had already put a new bandage on me. She put on my clothes and said: "I'll rest for a few more days and don't move around. I'll be able to leave the hospital after the wound has scarred."
!”
Originally, at this time, it was time for Xiaofan to pack her things and take care of the other wounded, but she seemed to be hesitant to say something, and seemed to hesitate whether to say it or not.
Her shy and embarrassed look only made me feel uncomfortable... In fact, I know what she wants to say, or what kind of words she wants to say. If it were before, I would definitely be happy, but now I would rather
Don't let her say it.
However, things went against expectations. Xiaofan finally plucked up the courage and said: "Well... if you are bored, there is a movie showing in the sunbathing field at night. It is "Heroes and Sons". If you want to go... I will help you then...
…”
This is a very common thing. The nurse helps the injured to watch a movie, right?
However, she said it so hesitantly, and... I have a back injury, and walking is not difficult for me at all, so I don't need help at all... So Xiaofan's attitude can be seen by anyone who is not stupid.
Got it.
At this time, I couldn't help but be stunned. The reason is that although I have experience in picking up girls, I have never done such a thing as rejecting a woman. So I don't know how to answer now. And I also know that in this era...
To be able to say such words like Xiaofan, there is no doubt that I have gone through countless struggles and struggles in my heart. If I don't answer well... it will most likely make Xiaofan unbearable.
After thinking about it, I pretended to be confused and replied: "Heroes, I have watched it many times, and I am also a little dizzy. I don't know if I can sit for that long. So, if I want to
I’ll call you after I read it, okay?”
"Yeah!" Xiaofan nodded heavily.
Looking at the excited expression on Xiaofan's face, I realized that I seemed to have said the last sentence wrong... My original intention was not to let her down too much, but unexpectedly it gave her hope.
It's just that I can't change my words right away, so I have to give up. At worst, I won't go to the movies tonight.
By the way... I have never seen the Heroic Sons and Daughters. I even made an appointment with some old fish heads to watch it together.
This movie is often shown on TV in our modern times, and the old man always likes to watch it over and over again. Although he can't see anything, he will sit up straight in front of the TV every time, and then "stare" attentively at the TV...
…I always feel very bored at this time and would rather hide in my room by myself and use the computer.
So now I really want to see what the movies of this era are like when they are released. Firstly, I want to miss the old man, and secondly, I want to watch the old man’s favorite movies... I regret not being able to accompany him in the modern era.
The old man watched it together last time.
Just to keep distance from Xiaofan... let's forget it.
After Xiaofan packed up his things and left, I lay on the bed and started thinking: In fact, Xiaofan is also a good girl, and it is a blessing to marry her. Besides, the female soldiers in our army all have good backgrounds.
, although I don’t know what Xiaofan’s family background is, but it’s not a bad idea to take care of her. It’s my blessing to be able to take a fancy to me...but I don’t have the blessing to bear it.
Firstly, I already have Chen Yiyi in my heart, and secondly, and more importantly... Only someone like me, who has been on the battlefield for a day or two, can understand that only someone like Chen Yiyi, who is also on the battlefield, can understand. If Xiaofan... said no.
They would definitely use their connections at home to move me to the rear.
If this was in the past, it would have been undesirable. Even if I didn't even use Xiaofan to hint like this, I would have stuck to it like a fly. But now... I ask myself that there is no way to leave Chen Yiyi who has shared the joys and sorrows with me, nor can I
There is no way to leave behind my comrades who have lived and died with me. Although, I can't even name some of them.
I think the reason why Xiaofan is fond of me, or why she admires heroes so much, is because she comes from a military family...
Some people may ask, how do I know that Xiaofan comes from a military family?
Alas! You don’t need to think about it to know this! If Xiaofan wasn’t born into a military family, how could a girl like her be a soldier? So not only was she born into a military family, she was also from a well-established military family. As for her background,
,I do not know then.
All I know is that people who come from a military family, like me... will be more or less influenced by my father's generation, so it's not surprising that someone like Xiaofan would have a good impression of me, a "hero". Although I
I don't think of myself as a hero.
So be it!
I said to myself in my heart: Continue to keep distance from Xiaofan. In a few days... I will return to the army, and Xiaofan will continue to stay in this field hospital... In an era of inconvenient information, it can be said that we will never communicate with each other until death.
In the future, Xiaofan will gradually forget about me. After all, she only has a good impression of me. Besides... a large part of this good impression is due to the aura of "hero", and
It's not because you like me as a person.
When I thought of this, I felt relieved and no longer stressed.
But what I didn't expect was that the reality was far from as simple as I imagined...