[This chapter is the highlight of this volume. The so-called love is nothing more than this. It is also the most thoughtful chapter written by Ye Yu. Can you feel it? 】
Ever since Xiaohe was forced to send the message through various means, there was only one person left in Liu Xiaoshan. It didn't mean that there was only one person in this house, but that there was no one who could have a heart-to-heart relationship with her.
One person looked at the lotus in the yard, one listened to the frogs croaking in front of the eaves, one sniffed the winter plums and autumn osmanthus, and one walked on the pebbled path.
For practitioners, most people can endure loneliness. In this lonely loneliness, Liu Xiaoshan has been watching alone for twenty-five years. She originally wanted to continue watching, but suddenly she heard the news that she was about to leave the cabinet.
The news was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky to her, shattering the beautiful world she imagined into pieces.
After struggling, hesitating, and hesitating, there was a long silence, both for his father Liu Yisheng and his mother Fan Ruoxi.[
This is all she can do, like a canary in a cage. Although she also practices hard and wants to rely on her own strength to break through the barriers and return to the person she loves, this power is too great.
Already.
The tide-listening pavilion where the woman was sitting faced only a small pond and a small piece of hibiscus. The sound of the tide could not be heard, but there were quite a few frog sounds. In recent days, except for the sound of frogs in the small pond and the sounds behind the yard,
The summer insects chirped loudly, and there was no sound outside the courtyard. She knew that there was a sound-isolating array there, and this was the punishment for her resistance.
The senior sister she had a good relationship with turned out to be her guardian. She once tried to have a relationship with Miao Kong'er, but the other party's cold attitude prevented her from getting close, let alone getting close. She gently rubbed a smooth mirror-like Ruyi in her hand.
Placed on a white jade round table, he fell into deep thought. It has been three months since Xiao He left, and it was less than twenty days before she left the cabinet. If he still can't come, then where should he go?
Seeing a gust of summer wind blowing the lotus flowers like waves in front of him, Liu Xiaoshan suddenly remembered a ditty often heard in Jinsha streets and opened his mouth to sing.
"
Summer wind, green willows and warm night,
The frogs are crowing and the sky is clear and the moon is full.
Listen to the tide wholeheartedly,
It is also said to be used for lovesickness.
Naihe, Naihe,
People and red apricots are both silent.p.
"
Thinking too much will make you tired, worrying too much will make you sleep.
Liu Xiaoshan dragged his tired body back to the small room. The room was elegantly decorated. Although it was not big, it was particularly fresh. The woman sat beside the bed and took out a slightly shiny bronze mirror that she was rubbing. In the faint light, the copper mirror
The mirror reflected a perfect face with seams in the sky. The eyebrows were like distant daisy, and the eyes were like morning stars, but there was a trace of lingering sadness between the eyebrows, which added to the woman's background. It was really wonderful.
Liu Xiaoshan's thoughts were wandering, and he couldn't help but feel his ears turn red when he thought of Chen Yunsheng entering the room in front of him. When he took off his mask, the woman's heart was no longer on guard.
It's a pity, it's deplorable.
Thinking of the abominable thing about Taoist Tianhen hitting the mandarin ducks with a stick, Liu Xiaoshan couldn't help but raise his eyebrows in anger, but the face in the bronze mirror had a different charm. It was really both happy and angry, with all kinds of charms.
Listening carefully, the sounds around her were a bit chaotic, there was an inexplicable sound of water, and there was even the sound of the night wind blowing the big willow tree at the door. Aren't these all isolated by the magic circle? She didn't expect anyone to be kind enough to leave the pavilion.
Before dismantling that magic circle.
Hallucination?[
Liu Xiaoshan gently suppressed her thoughts. This kind of hallucination occurred more than once. What's more, she once saw her lover appear in front of her. In the end, it turned out to be nothing more than a dream. When she woke up, she only had a pool of clear tears.
She suddenly opened her mouth, a breeze blew in, and a man with sharp eyebrows and a short beard appeared in the room. It was just like the scene in the dream, but this time the man who appeared was a bit strange, and it was not the man she had been thinking about all day long. That blurry figure.
He appeared so suddenly that Liu Xiaoshan couldn't help but be startled, and naturally picked up the skillfully refined Qiu Shui Sword in her hand. Since this sword was refined by her as her destiny, it has been repeatedly polished by the royal weapon master. It was completely reborn and had very little power. Liu Xiaoshan did not activate the Qiu Shui Sword, but the sword was too sharp and would emit sword energy within one foot without using it.
The man suddenly saw Liu Xiaoshan's appearance, and his body trembled. He was unable to dodge the sharp edge of the Qiushui Sword, and let the cold and wet sword energy ripple across his forehead. The body-protecting spirit was natural. Activate to block the sword energy from yourself.
Looking at this man who was both familiar and unfamiliar, and who should never appear in her room, Liu Xiaoshan was speechless. She couldn't figure out whether this situation was real or an illusion. After a while, she calmed down. He asked coldly: "Who are you?"
This sentence was like a sword with a sharp edge, gently piercing the man's defensive spirit and stabbing his left chest, causing the red heart to shake slightly. A tear slipped from the man's cheek and dripped on his face. On the ground, it is embedded in the petal-shaped bricks.
"who I am?"
Chen Yunsheng repeated it, his heart was surging and he couldn't help himself. Meeting old friends in a foreign country can arouse strong friendship among people, let alone his sweetheart who has been with him for more than ten years. When the white shadow in his heart finally became real How can a drop of muddy tears resolve this moment?
Liu Xiaoshan seemed to realize that there was something wrong with her question. She stood up, her body with perfect curves trembling slightly. Because she stood up in a hurry, the jade hairpin that originally tied her hair fell down along the three thousand green silk, and a soft and beautiful hair was like Scattered down like a waterfall, like the cardamom woman who has just grown up, but if you look at it again and again, how can her beautiful face and fairy-like temperament be comparable to that of a green and green child?
"This dream is too real and makes me sad."
Liu Xiaoshan spoke softly, but did not take a step forward. She was worried that her rash actions would cause her to wake up from her dream. She was satisfied to be able to quietly look at the real person in front of her.
"Xiaoshan, this is not a dream. I'm here, twenty-five years too late." Chen Yun said vividly.
Liu Xiaoshan gently covered his mouth, and slowly stretched out his other hand to brush Chen Yunsheng's chin, which was covered with short beards. There were two tears in his eyes like autumn water.
"What changed you? I, forgive me, I didn't recognize it just now." She sobbed, like rain hitting banana trees.
Chen Yunsheng caressed the woman's spring-like fingers and murmured: "The love of the years, I have grown old, but you have not changed."
"I heard that a sky fire burned down Taibai Peak, so I wanted to look for you that day, but unfortunately my master stopped me. I hope you can survive the disaster, and I can't give up until I see the bones. That's why Supported by faith, even if the days are like years, I can endure loneliness. I spend all my time on practice, hoping that one day I will achieve great success and go to the blackened Taibai Peak to look for you. Even if I can't find you, I still want to see you. Look where Hanzhuju, where I have lived for more than ten years, is today."
Liu Xiaoshan stared at Chen Yunsheng's starry eyes. The tears in her eyes were like broken beads, dripping down from her pearly and smooth cheeks. She continued: "What have you experienced in these years? It's a pity that those things have happened.
I have never walked through these years with you."
Chen Yunsheng touched his heart and said: "You are here and you have never left. Whether it is the wildfire at Taibai Peak, the white waves on Wangyou Island, the Hongxiu Rebellion on the coast of the East China Sea, or the miserable wind and rain in Tianshui City,
There is always a world reserved for you in my heart, as it was before, it is now, and it will be so in the future."
The woman sobbed softly, her body trembling slightly, like a willow swinging in the wind. She choked and said: "This time it must be true. You have never said such touching love words in dreams."
When Chen Yunsheng heard Liu Xiaoshan's childish words, he felt sad in his heart. He felt deeply guilty for his wandering and hesitation. He squeezed out a smile, and his eyebrows were vaguely like that of the young man in green shirt and short sword. Liu Xiaoshan
Unable to hold back any longer, she wanted to give him a hug even in a dream.
…
Chen Yunsheng sat beside the bed, and Liu Xiaoshan leaned against his shoulder. Although her eyes were slightly swollen from crying, she could not hide her touching face. In so many years, the woman has never shown such a beautiful expression like today.
Yan Xiaoxiao has never been as happy as today.[
The moonlight outside hit the lattice, leaving a pool of bright white light on the ground. Liu Xiaoshan pointed to the moonlight covering the frost and snow on the ground, and said softly: "In the past twenty years, the moon in Jinsha has never looked like this one day.
It’s so bright today.”
Chen Yunsheng's calm mood after his great joy was like the empty mountains after rain, fresh and indifferent. He smiled and said: "I heard that the people of Jinsha call you the bright moon of Jinsha. If you are happy today, the moon will naturally shine."
Liu Xiaoshan smiled gracefully and said: "How come I haven't heard of this statement before? It must be the lustful talk of those scumbags who cannot be taken seriously."
Chen Yunsheng stroked the woman's catkin and said: "The person who said this has become my little apprentice. When you see him in the future, you can ask him face to face."
Liu Xiaoshan smiled and said: "You haven't grown much in ability over the years, but you have gained a lot of apprentices. What happened to Han Feng, who had extremely poor qualifications back then?"
Liu Xiaoshan had a point in saying this. After more than twenty years of hard training, the woman's cultivation had already reached the late stage of Jindan. She seemed to be a step ahead of Jiang Xueqin and Ye Sihan, the leaders of Tianqiong Sect.
Chen Yunsheng said with a bitter look on his face: "I won't talk about cultivation, but Han Feng is not as bad as you said. He is very good at refining medicine and making poisons. Now he is in charge of the Tianqiong Sect Medicine and Stone Division. Since I left
Counting on this occasion, Tianqiong Sect already has fifteen disciples who are responsible for refining medicine."
"My father will send me out of the palace in ten days, what are your plans?" Liu Xiaoshan remembered that there was a sharp sword hanging above his head, so he asked anxiously.
Chen Yunsheng thought for a while, then raised his head and looked into Liu Xiaoshan's eyes, as if he had made a major decision, "I'm going to propose marriage to your father."
When Liu Xiaoshan heard these words, she almost fainted. She patted Chen Yunsheng on the forehead and said: "My silly brother, what's the point of you going to propose marriage now? Jun Xiyan, on the other hand, has already done this for him.
It’s been decided and everyone knows it, even if I want to agree to it, you can’t do it. So I’ll just escape from the palace with you tonight. I’ve done this more than once, I’m good at it.”
Seeing the woman swearing like a child, Chen Yunsheng couldn't help but smile. It seemed that Liu Xiaoshan really hadn't changed, both in appearance and in his heart.