When I heard her crying from behind, I no longer felt heartache, but I still sighed.
I didn't expect that such a beautiful girl would do such a thing. I never believed that she was doing it for love. So, I think that everything she is experiencing now is caused by her own fault, karma. This kind of karma in my heart
Retribution has nothing to do with Buddhism, it just means that what happened in the beginning will lead to the current result.
However, I felt pity for her. She was so young and beautiful, why would she want to embark on such a road? I couldn't understand, so I could only sigh. This kind of sigh is puzzlement and regret.
I had a rest today and went straight back to the dormitory after my shift. Maybe it was because of the night shift, maybe it was because of Yu Min's incident, but I felt physically and mentally exhausted.
The weather after the rain is no longer that stuffy. Even in the dormitory, I can feel the freshness of the air. I lie down on the bed and close my eyes to relax. I feel lazy and don’t want to do anything. I changed my clothes this week.
The clothes were still in the basin, and many pairs of socks had not been washed. They smelled like rotten eggs under my bed. I smelled it and felt uncomfortable, but I still didn't want to get up to wash them. I just lay there lazily.
On the bed.[
However, my thoughts kept wandering, and everything in my mind was Yu Min's pretty and lovely face. Her smile, her anger, her worries and screams all appeared in my mind one by one.
"Hey!" I let out a long sigh.
I know that I have been completely disappointed with Yu Min and with so-called love.
The phone is ringing, and I don’t want to answer it. Today is my rest time, and I don’t want to pay attention even if it’s a call from the department. I continue to close my eyes and let my body continue to curl up lazily on the bed. The ringing of the phone stops, and the dormitory again
fell into a state of silence.
My heart also began to feel calm. I really wanted to sleep.
However, the damn cell phone rang again, and it pulled me back from the doorway of sleep. I was extremely angry: I just didn’t answer, what’s wrong?!
I continued to lie lazily, with the harsh ringtone of my cell phone in my ears. It screamed over and over again, tirelessly, without stopping for several minutes. It was obvious that the person on the phone was screaming over and over again.
Redial again and again.
Is there something urgent? I suddenly thought. I stood up quickly, picked up the phone and started to answer it.
"Why don't you answer the phone? Aren't you on rest today?" Zhao Menglei's voice came from the phone.
She knew that I worked the night shift last night, so she called me so persistently. I understood in my heart. "I'm sleeping. I just fell asleep. I admitted several patients last night and almost didn't rest." I said, my voice was lazy.
.My answer was not only an explanation, but also a reproach to her - I was sleeping, why did I keep talking on the phone like this?
"Oh. I'm sorry." She said, "Sleep in your own dormitory?"
"Yes." I said, but I was murmuring in my heart: If I'm not in my own dormitory, am I still in someone else's dormitory?
"Then you can rest. I'll call you at noon." She said and hung up the phone immediately.
I started to feel upset: It seemed that this matter was not going to end as easily as I thought.
The knock on the door woke me up from my sleep. I was very surprised because no one had ever knocked on my door. Suddenly I remembered something. I heard from a nurse in the department that thieves nowadays often knock on my door during the day.
The purpose of opening the doors of some households is to detect whether there is anyone in the house. If someone comes out, the thief will use the excuse that he is collecting rags, but once he finds no one, he will immediately break into the house.
I suddenly felt nervous. But I was not very scared because this was a hospital dormitory and it was still daytime.
"Dong dong!" There was still a knock on the door from outside.
I went to the door and put my ear against the door.
"Dong dong!" The knock on the door sounded again.[
I opened the door suddenly and was stunned, "Why are you here?"
It was Zhao Menglei who appeared at the door. I looked at her blankly, a little confused by her appearance.
"Let me in? What? There are other women in there?" she said to me angrily.
I suddenly woke up and hurriedly asked her to come into the house, "How did you find this place?"
"Isn't that easy? Just go to the logistics office of your hospital and ask." She said with a smile, while looking around at my apartment.
I couldn't help but feel ashamed, "I'm sorry, my place is too dirty."
"Two beds? Are you sharing?" she asked.
"That person got married and moved out." I hurried back and quickly ran to the bed to clean up the messy things.
"Your place is really dirty. Oops! What does it smell like? It's so smelly!" She suddenly covered her nose with her hands and said.
I was very embarrassed, "I've been too busy lately and haven't had time to do laundry. My socks also stink."
She looked at me and let out a long sigh, "Feng Xiao, it seems that you really need a woman to take care of you."
I was silent for a moment because her words made me overwhelmed again.
But she was looking at me and smiling, "You are a doctor, and you don't care about cleanliness at all. Where is your laundry place? I will help you wash these things. And your mosquito net. Look at your
The mosquito net is as dark as smoke. I really admire you."
As she said that, she went under the bed and picked up the smelly socks, and then walked towards the washbasin. I hurriedly said: "It's at the very back of this floor."
"Where's the soap? Where's the washing powder?" she asked.
"It seems we've run out." I said sheepishly.
"I'll buy it right away. Really, what kind of life are you living like this?" she scolded, and then went out.
I suddenly felt a warm feeling in my heart. Her blaming and nagging just now made me suddenly feel like a warm family.
Then I put the clothes and socks to be washed in a basin and took them to the laundry area. They were too dirty, especially the socks, and I didn't want her to wash them for me for the first time.
"I'll wash it for you. Look at how clumsy you are." She came back after a while, and she pulled me away from the washing chute.
I had no choice but to step aside and watch her start washing my clothes. I saw her arms as white as snow kept shaking in front of my eyes.
"You go back and continue to sleep. I will finish washing it for you soon. Really, look at your clothes, they are all sour and smelly." She turned around and said to me.[
I shook my head with a wry smile, then turned around and returned to my dormitory.
It would be great if she was not married. What a good wife she is. Lying on the bed, I couldn't help but sigh.
It didn't take long for her to finish washing the clothes.
"Come on, let's go eat." She said.
"Let me treat you." I felt that she washed my clothes and I should express her gratitude.
"Let's go to your cafeteria to eat, okay?"
"How can that be done? The food in the cafeteria is very poor."
"Let's go to your cafeteria to eat. I want to taste the food in your cafeteria and also experience your normal life."
"Okay. It's up to you."
"It's all of my own free will." She looked at me and said in a low voice.
I was startled, and of course I understood the other meaning of her words, and I suddenly became a little panicked, "Let's go. The food is still hot if we go there now, and if we go later, it will be almost sold out."
To be honest, the big pot dishes in the hospital are really unpalatable. However, the canteens for doctors and patients are separate, and the conditions here are much better than those in the patients' canteen.
After picking up a few dishes and buying half a catty of rice in total, Zhao Menglei and I sat down across from each other at a dining table.
"I haven't eaten food in the canteen for many years. It tastes pretty good." She took a few bites and then praised it.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "If you come here to eat every day, you will definitely get bored."
"That's true," she said, "but if I were you, I would definitely buy a set of cooking utensils and cook by myself when I have time."
"How troublesome is that?" I said, "I'd rather not eat it."
"You men are too lazy," she said.
"Is your man lazy too?" I asked. I heard my own voice being cold.
She was silent for a moment.
"Zhao Menglei, let's not hang out. You are already married, so this is inappropriate. I feel like I am a bad person because I am destroying your family." I said. I have been holding back this sentence for two days.
Today, when I saw her, I really wanted to say it, but I couldn't bear it and didn't dare. Now, I feel that I have to say it. I am afraid that my courage will never be able to muster up like a punctured balloon.
I didn't dare to look at her when I was talking, and kept my head down while eating. I didn't dare to look at her, I was afraid of looking at her eyes, and her mouth. I was afraid of the disdain and ridicule in her eyes, and the sudden change in her lips.
Say the word "no".
However, I didn't hear her say that. I only heard her sigh, "Feng Xiao, are you tired of me? Do you think you should abandon me once you get me? It doesn't matter, you men are all like this. I understand.
.”
I felt that she had stood up and looked up hurriedly. I saw that she had indeed stood up, with tears falling drop by drop.
"Meng Lei. No." I stood up in a hurry, "I told you that you are married and I don't want to destroy your family."
I spoke in a low voice because this was in the cafeteria and I didn't want others to hear our conversation.
"Hey! Junior brother, have you finished eating? Who is this? So beautiful?" Suddenly, I heard a voice ringing in my ears. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, because the person who spoke was Su Hua. Why did this person happen to be at this time?
Appear?
"This is my classmate." I had no choice but to introduce her.
Su Hua was looking at the table, "You haven't finished eating yet? Junior brother, are you bullying your classmate?"
"Senior sister, we still have something to do. Let's go first." I hurriedly picked up Zhao Menglei and ran away.