The first time I saw a woman’s body was when I was a freshman in high school, at the home of a male classmate of mine.
I am good friends with Ouyang Tong in my class. His surname is Ou, not the compound surname Ouyang. Maybe his father has an inexplicable preference for compound surnames. Maybe he accidentally named him like this, which made many people think that
He is from the Ouyang family.
It was a Sunday and I went to Ouyang Tong's house to play with him. As soon as I entered his house, I suddenly felt an atmosphere of sadness. This atmosphere was so thick in his house that when he opened the door
In an instant, I felt it coming towards my face. His face was solemn, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes.
"What's wrong?" I was surprised.
"My grandma passed away." He answered me in a low voice.[
At that moment, my heart suddenly became heavy. I knew his grandmother, a very graceful old lady with white hair and rosy skin like a baby. Every time she saw me, she was kind and kind.
, makes people feel very warm.
Ouyang Tong's words shocked me because I never thought that a person's life could disappear in an instant like his grandma's.
"I'm going to see her." I said and ran towards his house. I knew his grandma's room.
"Don't go!" I heard Ouyang Tong calling me, but I suddenly petrified at the door of his grandma's room. Because I was stunned by the scene in front of me——
I saw Ouyang Tong's grandmother lying naked on the bed, and Ouyang Tong's mother was wiping her body with a towel!
I only saw it once, because Ouyang Tong ran over and pulled me away. However, that glance was deeply imprinted in my mind. It was snow-white, and there was that surprising touch of black.
The first time I saw the black part of a woman's body, I was shocked and inexplicable - it turns out that women and men are the same!
I can swear that I didn't have any lustful thoughts at that time. Really. All I had was shock and surprise. It turns out that women are like that.
However, I did not expect that I would choose medicine as a major. To be precise, my subsequent major was not chosen by myself, but was arranged by my uncle, because he was a doctor and the director of the County People’s Hospital. In this regard,
I hated him for many years because his own son went to the School of Engineering. The reason my uncle asked me to apply for medical school was because someone needed to inherit his medical books and notes.
My parents were ordinary employees of the county government, so of course they had to listen to my uncle. As a result, the rest of my life was arranged by them.
Before I graduated from college, I decided to take the postgraduate examination. This time, my uncle arranged the major for me because one of his classmates was a master's tutor in the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology at the Affiliated Hospital of Jiangnan Medical University.
"There may be some problems with your grades in the postgraduate entrance examination. Only my classmate specially recruits you to have a chance." At that time, my uncle said to me.
I agreed. This was a reluctant choice.
In fact, I no longer hated my uncle when I was in my third year of college, because I felt the joy of medicine and the nobility of the medical profession. As a medical student, saving lives and healing the wounded has of course become my lofty ideal.
At that time, I was very pure. Later, I no longer elevated my profession to such a high level in my heart, because I gradually realized that the profession of doctor, like other professions, is just a means of making a living.
At that time, it was very difficult to get admitted to graduate school, but I was specially admitted because of that kind of relationship. Of course, my test scores were not very bad, just two points behind in foreign language. Later, too
Because of this relationship, I was able to stay in the affiliated hospital and became an official obstetrician and gynecologist.
The scene I saw in Ouyang Tong's house that day stayed with me throughout high school. Whenever I saw the female classmates in the class and the female teachers at the school, that scene would always come to mind.
Black, I found that women are more mysterious to me. At that time, I often thought like this: Maybe if I hadn’t seen that scene at that time, I might not have often imagined the mystery of women, because of the touch of Ouyang Tong’s grandmother
Black has been deeply immersed in the depths of my memory. Without the experience of that day, women in my eyes are just women, just the concept of women without their specific body image.
I know in my heart that it was Ouyang Tong's black touch that awakened my sexual consciousness.
Zhao Menglei is the most beautiful female student in our class. Her beauty is completely natural, because she is very simple. She always wears a pair of brown pants and a light green jacket, which she rarely changes once a week. As for her
I don't remember the other clothes. I only have her brown and light green in my mind, because I think she looks best when she wears this set of clothes. Her beauty mainly comes from her fair skin, and light green.
The green color brings out her beauty even more.[
My eyes often stay on her, whether in class or on the way home from school. She walks very slowly, but Ouyang Tong, who always likes to walk with me, is an impatient person. Whenever school is over, he always walks very slowly.
Quickly move his legs forward.
"Don't walk so fast, okay? My uncle said that walking fast is bad for your health." Since I discovered Zhao Menglei's beauty, I have changed my habit of walking quickly with Ouyang Tong, and I have found a good reason to persuade
he.
Ouyang Tong was unable to change his habits, so we no longer walked together.
From then on, I began the beautiful but painful days of secretly falling in love with Zhao Menglei. Every time after school, I would slowly follow her, and she would move her body gracefully in front of me, leaving a kind of beauty and sweetness in my heart.
deep.
I also gradually learned the time when she went to school, so I always started from home at that time and followed her.
In this way, I followed her for two full years. But the love for her deep in my heart was deeply buried in my heart. What made me very strange was that while I was following her, there was never anything in my mind.
That hint of black never appeared. Later I understood how pure I was at that time.
Love, this legendary thing has given me such wonderful memories.
However, after graduating from high school, she completely disappeared from my sight, because she was admitted to a college in Beijing, while I entered Jiangnan Medical College. Even during the winter and summer vacations, I never saw her again.
I just learned from my classmates that her parents were transferred away from our small county the year we graduated from high school.
Since then, she has become a beautiful memory deep in my heart.
However, I never thought that I would meet her again eight years later.