A few days later, I met Zhao Menglei. It was she who came to see me.
"The police have concluded that it was suicide," she told me.
"Why? Why did he commit suicide?" I find it very strange. According to my understanding of Zhao Menglei's family, from an economic point of view they should belong to a middle-to-high-income family. In terms of their relationship as a couple, it is Zhao Menglei who feels dissatisfied, not Zhao Menglei.
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Her answer let me know the answer, "The police found a threatening text message on his mobile phone. That text message was sent to him by a woman, who was a wild woman outside. The woman wanted him to compensate for the loss of his youth.
Otherwise, he will be reported to his work unit."
"Is this worth committing suicide?" I am still surprised.[
She immediately became displeased, "Why are you acting like the police? Let me tell you, the police have determined that he committed suicide."
"Anyway, he was once your man." I murmured, feeling that my classmate was too cold. Thinking of how beautiful and pure she used to be, I couldn't help but wonder: This is the one I once liked.
Her?
She seemed to understand my silent expression, "Do you think I'm cold-blooded?"
I am silent.
"But do you know? Do you know how he usually treats me? He beat me and brought other women home in front of me and did that kind of thing on our bed! Moreover, he also
He insisted that I go to their performance! He went out to visit prostitutes, and then came back with sexually transmitted diseases and insisted on sleeping with me. If I didn't agree, he would beat me and force me to do that kind of thing! I went there again and again in humiliation.
Go to the hospital and endure the humiliation of being examined by your doctors and nurses. Do you know all this? If I hadn't happened to be with you this time, this beast would have definitely put me in jail! Feng Xiao, you
"Say, if such a beast dies, will I shed tears for him?!" She said loudly, and then started to cry loudly.
I was greatly shocked. I could not imagine that she had experienced such an inhuman life. Her anger and her wails made me feel tender in my heart, so I went over and gently took her into my arms.
In her arms, "Meng Lei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Her cries of pain were slowly weakening, and her body was already gently and completely nestled in my arms.
"It's over, it's over. Meng Lei." I patted her back and said to her softly.
"Do you know why I called you that day?" she asked me while sobbing.
Her question was so sudden that I didn't react for a moment, "What day? What phone number?"
"It was the night my man died. Don't you remember?" she said.
Of course I remember, "Were you not called by the police that day?" I asked.
She shook her head, "The police asked for my transcript at my home. I told the police, and I told them that I was with you all day long."
"No wonder, why did they come to me so quickly?" I said.
"I'm worried that they suspect you, or suspect that the two of us committed the crime together. Although we are both innocent, their suspicion will cause you trouble at work. I know that they must have monitored our phone calls, so I
I just used that method, that is, to make that phone call to you. I believe that my phone call will help the police eliminate their suspicion of you," she said.
I was recalling her phone call and the content of our conversation. I couldn't help but sigh: She is really a smart woman.
Things passed like this. Although my relationship with her became closer, I was still unwilling to go to her home again. Not because I was afraid, but because I really couldn't face a man who died in my own home.
.The man I have never met is a shadow in my heart.
Even if we are together it is always in my dormitory or a hotel.
However, what I didn't expect was that the shadow of this incident would always hang over my and her future lives.[
In fact, I still have some hesitation in my heart. I don't know whether I should continue to develop a relationship with Zhao Menglei. I sympathize with her, and I still like her in my heart. But I have asked myself many times: Do you really like her? After several
After many inquiries, I had to admit that I probably loved the old woman more.
But she likes me very much, I can definitely see that.
She sold her new house and lost a lot of money because someone died in it, but she still sold it without hesitation and bought a new house near our hospital.
I can't refuse her love for me.
Maybe other people would go to their parents for advice after encountering this incident, but I didn't. What my father said to me after that incident happened when I graduated from high school deeply hurt my heart."
No future!"
When I was admitted to the postgraduate program of obstetrics and gynecology, my father still said that I had no future!
I just want to marry her, I just want to marry a woman who has already been married, because I like her too! After thinking about it several times, I decided. I know very well in my heart the reason why I really made such a decision.
In fact, it was to vent his inner anger and his father's contempt for him.
However, precisely because I know my own heart, I still hesitate.
"When will we get married?" Zhao Menglei asked me again.
"Wait a minute, after all, he died not long ago." I said.
"What does our marriage have to do with him?" she asked.
"Why doesn't it matter? Although you have suffered so much pain, in the eyes of others, you are still a woman who has just lost her husband. If you marry me immediately, you will cause criticism from others." I said.
"I don't care about others." She said excitedly.
"I care. I am an obstetrician and gynecologist. If others doubt my character, who will come to me for treatment? You should care too, because you are not alone in this world. Meng Lei, we
Is there any difference between getting married now?" I tried my best to find reasons to convince her.
"I'm a woman, and what I need is a family. Do you understand?" she said.
"Wait a minute, it's really inappropriate for us to get married right now. What will the people around you think? What will my colleagues think of us? And...and those policemen, don't they always think of him?
Isn’t the reason for the suicide completely clear?” I still tried my best to persuade her. She didn’t know that I was suddenly beginning to be afraid of marriage.
All along, whenever I see couples in pairs, when I see a couple happily together with their children, I am filled with envy for them and at the same time have a renewed yearning for them, but
, when a woman who really liked me appeared and asked me to get married immediately, I suddenly hesitated, hesitated, and even got scared.
She no longer insisted, "Okay, let's talk about this matter after a while."
People who study medicine should not believe in God's will, but the development of things later forced me to make a decision to marry her as soon as possible. Because after going through those things, I discovered that Zhao Menglei is my real harbor.