This early spring is my busiest season. As the saying goes, "If you sow melons, you will reap beans." I hope to sow seeds well this spring, and I hope to enjoy abundant fruits this autumn.
I no longer interfere in hospital projects, and Wang Xin has never come to see me. However, Shangguan still often complains to me on the phone that Wang Xin is difficult to get along with. She said that what she can’t stand the most is Wang Xin’s
In an official tone, "I have met many big leaders, but I have never seen a department-level cadre in a hospital be so arrogant. Watching him speak is like giving him a slap in the face."
I laughed and comforted her every time. But I couldn’t communicate with Wang Xin, because I thought that since he didn’t come to me, this in itself meant that he didn’t want me to intervene at all. And in my case
I secretly hope that something will happen to the project. But every time I think about it, I start to criticize myself, because I know that this is actually a kind of schadenfreude, and it is also an inexplicable jealousy. I think to myself: Why are you jealous of him? He
He is no more capable than you. After thinking about it carefully, I realized that I actually looked down on him deep down.
I look down on him not because he is from a rural area, nor because he was once poor, but because Su Hua's incident still bothers me to this day. I attribute him to the type of person with bad character.
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In fact, I also knew the purpose of Shangguanqin's complaint to me, but I still insisted on not letting myself take the initiative to go to Wang Xin. Who cares about me? I thought in my heart. Of course, I still felt very guilty about Shangguanqin.
Regarding the scientific research project, I have contacted several instrument manufacturing units and given them drawings of relevant parts. When signing a contract with one unit, I asked the other party to issue me an additional invoice of more than 100,000 yuan, and successfully solved the problem.
The boss wanted me to reimburse his daughter’s clothing expenses. However, the meaningful smile from the other party’s employer made me feel very uncomfortable.
Zhang Shiyu worked very hard, and Lin Yi and Hong Ya also performed well. Zhang Shiyu won the third place in the "Jiangnan Star Competition", and then participated in the National Young Singer Competition and won the second place in the national singing category.
Good results. Lin Yi also felt a little strange about this, because he was operating according to the goal of third place. So he sighed and said to me: "This kid performed so well. It was beyond my expectation."
But I have a strange thought in my heart, because I am the only one who understands the eroticism and openness of this poem in bed. But every time I have such dirty thoughts, I blame myself: Feng Xiao, don’t let her
It was such a bad idea. But then I thought of her beauty, so I couldn't completely throw away that thought.
Zhuang Qing called me not long ago to tell me that the TV series she participated in has been filmed and is currently in the editing stage. It is estimated that it will be broadcast on most TV stations across the country soon. I was very happy for her and asked
What she is doing recently, she told me that another director was contacting her to shoot a new TV series. I was happy for her.
However, she scolded me a few times and said that I shouldn't help with the poetry. I smiled bitterly and said that it wasn't me who wanted to help her, it was her father who was running the show. Zhuang Qing didn't say anything.
"I want to go to Huangshan Mountain recently and want to go out and relax. Are you free?" she asked me.
"Call me when you go. I'll see if I have time." I answered her because I couldn't determine my own time. But she was still very happy to hear what I said. In fact, I don't know how to do it now.
I don’t worry about the time issue, because if I ask for leave from Dean Zhang, he will definitely agree. However, I am always thinking about Chen Yuan and the child. It has been nearly a month since Gong Yilang came to play piano at my home.
But she still didn't respond at all. The child is growing up slowly, and I find that I really have feelings for him now. It seems that I feel depressed and panicked if I don't see him for a day.
I built two more huts next to that stone house, all made of wood. Although the stone house is dilapidated, it has been repaired, and Anhui looks very good after simple decoration. Sometimes simplicity is a real style.
Beautiful. One of the other two rooms is used as a kitchen, and one has a bed and a bookshelf. I like this style very much.
Some bamboos were replanted in front of the stone house, and more than a dozen metasequoia trees were planted behind the house, because I heard that this tree species grows quickly. The courtyard dam outside the house was plastered with cement, and it looked nothing like a farmyard.
difference.
I specially bought a set of tea sets and several tea tasting books. After reading them, I began to like Tieguanyin. After tasting it several times, I actually felt its unique aroma. In addition, I also bought
I bought a set of Go. When I was in college, I liked playing Go, but I never played it again because I found that playing chess was very time-consuming and it was difficult to find opponents around me. The reason why I bought this set of Go now
It’s not that I want to play chess, it’s just that I think a place like this should have something like this to look coordinated.
When the place was just being cleaned up, the village chief came. He brought wine and vegetables, and we drank in the courtyard all night. The village chief's name was Qin Xuquan, and while we were drinking, I found that this man was very
Shrewd, and also quite generous.
At that time, he asked me many medical questions. Fortunately, he was a layman, so the questions he asked were very superficial. I answered them one by one. He couldn't help but praise my superb medical skills. I couldn't laugh or cry about this. But I could see it.
, he really wants to be my friend. In fact, I also like him a little bit.
Later he asked me: "When do you usually come to live here?"
I replied: "When you are in a bad mood, you need some peace and quiet."
I hope he can understand that I am not here to drink, which means I don’t want him to disturb me often. He is very smart and understood immediately, "Well, Dr. Feng, if you have anything to do in the future, call me
Just say it. I will also tell the people in the village not to disturb you if you have nothing to do."
I was very happy and expressed my gratitude to her.
Later, he asked me if I could help him think of a way to make money. He said, "Dr. Feng, you are from a big hospital and have contact with many people. What do you think is the most profitable thing for us here?"
I was suddenly stunned, and my eyes suddenly lit up when I glanced at the stone house in front of me, so I asked him: "Where did the stone for this stone house come from?" [
"It's on this mountain. Our mountain is full of rocks," he replied.
So I told him: "The city below is rapidly expanding to the north, and it needs a lot of stone, bricks and tiles. The gravel can also be used for road construction. If you open a stone factory, you will definitely make money."
"
But he frowned and said: "Some people have done such a project, but it was difficult to sell. Now everything depends on relationships."
I smiled and said, "You go ahead and I'll be responsible for helping you find a way to sell it."
"More than 100,000 yuan has been invested in such a factory. If the time comes..." he said hesitantly.
I patted his shoulder and said, "How about I let you sign the contract first and then open the factory? Or I can also invest in your factory. Do you feel relieved?"
He was overjoyed, "Really? You are so resourceful. Let me tell you, you are definitely not an ordinary person."
Now it was my turn to be surprised, "Why do you think I'm an unusual person?"
"The living conditions of the people in your city are so good. You must have too many things to come to live here and want to find a quiet place. Only people who are doing big things have so many worries and would think of finding such a place.
.And you drive such a good car... Haha! It seems I guessed it right." He said with a smile.
I have to admire his intelligence.
A few days later, he came to our hospital. I took him to see Shangguanqin. I introduced him to the village chief and said he was a distant relative of mine. Before I went to see Shangguanqin, I specifically told the village chief not to tell anyone about my stone house.
, he said understandingly, "I know. If too many people know about it, you won't be able to stay calm."
Shangguanqin said: "There is no need to sign a contract. We will ask for as much as you have at that time. We also need gravel. We have to build roads in our community."
The village chief was still worried, so I said, "Let's do this. Write something to him and stamp it. I'm also a shareholder."
Shangguan Qin immediately laughed, "You, get involved in everything. Okay. I'll just write something."
Yu Min's affairs have already been taken care of for her and the money has been paid. She called me several times and asked me to invite me to dinner, but I refused.
"I heard that your hospital is planning to buy an 800 mA light machine. Can you help me find a way?" she asked me.
"You just heard it, are you sure?" I asked.
"This..." she said.
I smiled bitterly, "Information is very important, do you understand? Think about it, if your information is inaccurate, it will be bad if I ask."
"I'm not familiar with the people in your hospital, so how can I ask?" she said.
"Are you looking online? The hospital's bidding for such large-scale equipment must be posted online. How do you do business? Why don't you know this?" I couldn't even laugh or cry.
Then she said: "I'll find out more about it and then come back to you."[
I can only sigh.
The examination program in the department is very good. However, some doctors are too outrageous. They even prescribe such examination items for patients with dysmenorrhea and sexually transmitted diseases. I criticized them at the department meeting and said: "
Don't get too caught up in the money. If the patient reports it to the hospital leaders or the newspaper, it will not look good on everyone's face, and our examination items will most likely be cancelled. In this way, the gain outweighs the loss...
.”
In this way, the doctors restrained themselves a lot. Everyone was very excited when the money was distributed every month. I looked at their happy faces and felt a sense of accomplishment.
The pre-sale situation of the Civil Affairs Bureau project was quite good. I had to admire the sales strategy of Jiangnan Group, because during the pre-sale there were people queuing up to get the numbers. Later Lin Yu said, forget it, don’t do it with our women’s center.
Let’s let Jiangnan Group sell it too. It’s troublesome to run, so it’s better to just convert money into other investments. Neither Hong Ya nor I objected. In fact, it seems now that it was a bit short-sighted at the time, because there was no
I thought it would be so easy to make money by engaging in real estate. In fact, what kind of women's center is it? Not to mention the trouble of running it, there may also be problems.
At that time, Lin Yu also said: "If we gather the wives of the rich people in Jiangnan in that place, it will be strange if there are no problems."
However, I still felt a little regretful, because my promise to Su Hua fell through. So I went to discuss with Su Hua, "Are you willing to go to our hospital's branch in the future? I'll tell Director Zhang, and it should be fine."
She thought for a while and said, "Let's wait until I get my doctorate. I don't believe that a doctor can't find a job."
I think so, and at the same time I understand that she is still so strong.
Sun Lulu has already registered a company, and the office is located not far from our hospital. I chose this place mainly for my own convenience, because I told Sun Lulu that all major expenditure items must have my approval.
.The financial director must see my signature before transferring the money.
Now my funds are no longer a problem, because Lin Yi has transferred part of the money earned from the Civil Affairs Bureau project, and Hong Ya's money has also invested in it. Of course she can see the bright future of my company.
Kang Demao has not been notified of going to the provincial government since our last conversation. He was so anxious that he thought about the ants on the hot pot but could not show it. He only showed it every time he and I drank together.
I asked him if he was continuing to associate with Dingxiang, but he was evasive, and I understood immediately. Later he asked me: "Is this Dingxiang your patient?"
Only then did I understand his concerns, so I smiled and said, "She is my patient, but I have nothing to do with her."
Only then did he tell the truth, "I like her quite a lot, but I'm just worried that you might have had a relationship with her. We are old classmates and good buddies, so I don't think it's good."
I laughed, "You guys, am I the kind of person who reuses things that I have used for you?"
He hurriedly said: "She is not a thing!"
I was stunned and said, "Yes, she is not an object, she is a person."
He also laughed, "Look, it's you, otherwise how could I make such a low-level slip of the tongue?"
I laughed and said, "Don't your officials make such low-level slips of the tongue?"
He said: "Of course. It is said that a certain governor of our Jiangnan Province went to participate in the ribbon-cutting event of a certain project. After speaking, the host said, haha, that host is the top leader in the local area. He said
, I would like to ask Governor XX to step down. As a result, the first-in-command was removed from his post not long after. Leaders are most taboo about such things."
I couldn't help but dumbfounded. This time I really couldn't laugh or cry.
Kang Demao said something to me next, and I immediately believed him completely, because his feeling felt very real to me. This kind of reality can only be experienced by people like me.
He said: "The first time I saw her was when we met for the first time last time, my heart trembled."
I didn't believe it at all, "De Mao, don't lie to me, I remember you felt the same way when you saw Ah Zhu. Are your feelings overflowing?"
He said: "Actually, I didn't know it at the beginning. I thought I liked Ah Zhu, but, Feng Xiao, do you know? In my dreams, whenever Ah Zhu appears, I feel very happy.
When lilac appears, I have a wet dream, a wet dream! Do you know? A real wet dream!”
I was immediately shocked because his words contained two concepts of psychology.
I laughed "hehe" and said, "Demao, I know what you are thinking in your heart. Haha, you have to know that I am a doctor and I also study psychology. Don't worry about this matter. I will definitely give you a special
Suggestion. But now, you are about to leave your current company, how about it? Can you consider the project you mentioned last time? I will invest your money together."
"No problem, I promised it a long time ago. I'm the secretary-general of the municipal party committee. Just kidding, I can still get a project done," he said.
I smiled and said, "Okay, I'll ask Sun Lulu to come to you tomorrow. If you think she can't handle it, I'll come forward." After drinking, I spoke a little as I pleased. This seemed to be the first time I had been like this.
"Okay. Just ask her to come to me. Just kidding, who can handle things that I can't handle?" he said boldly and authentically.
Later, I called Sun Lulu. I don’t know exactly how they operated it. Anyway, the project was completed. The method of stimulating generals is still very effective at certain times.
Next I called Lin Yu, and she said very easily, "Just ask your people to come to me directly."
Sun Lulu won two projects at once. According to local statistics, the investment amount was 300 million. When Sun Lulu reported to me, I immediately laughed.
There is one thing I didn't expect. Jiangnan Group's merger of the cement factory encountered resistance. Although Lin Yu is the municipal party committee secretary, many people in the local congress and the Chinese People's Political Consultative Conference are firmly opposed. Lin Yu said that she is looking for those old comrades to talk alone.
As far as this project is concerned, Lin Yu is definitely for the development of the local economy, so she knows that a lot of work has to be done.
One day Lin Yi came to see me at home, and he pulled me directly into the study.
"Secretary Lin is angry with me. Please explain this matter to me." He said, looking worried.
"Why are I angry with you?" I asked in surprise.
"It's not a cement plant project yet? Didn't we encounter resistance at the beginning? When Secretary Lin was doing the work of those old comrades, I don't know which leader in the province greeted the main person in charge of their National People's Congress and CPPCC, and things turned out very quickly
It was solved, but Secretary Lin was very unhappy because she thought it was me who was looking for it," he said.
I don’t understand, “Wouldn’t it be enough if the matter is resolved? Why should she be angry?”
He shook his head, "I would be angry if it were me. Because the provincial leaders said hello, it means that the people above are doubting Secretary Lin's ability."
I understood immediately, and then asked him: "Is that the person you are looking for?"
"No. Although I know a few leaders in the province, my friendship is not deep. Otherwise, why would I bother to contact Governor Huang? But the problem is that she doesn't believe me at all when I explain to Secretary Lin. Yes.
, now that the matter is done, she has been offended. This is not what I want to see. Rather than doing this, I might as well not do this project." He said, and then added: "It's really strange, how could this happen?
What if something like this happens?”
I also felt strange, so I asked him: "Could it be that Tong Yangxi is looking for someone? He doesn't have that kind of background, does he?"
He nodded, "I asked him, and he said he didn't know either. That's why I thought this matter was strange."
I laughed immediately, "Haha! You are not satisfied after the matter is done. Okay, I will go talk to Sister Lin."
"Keep me informed of the situation." He patted me on the shoulder.
So I called Lin Yu and she asked me to meet her in her office.
Because my company's project is here, Sun Lulu rented a floor here as an office space and spent most of her time here. I called Sun Lulu and told her that I would go to Secretary Lin first and then ask for help.
Go to the company and have a look.
This was the first time I went to Lin Yu's office after she became the secretary of the municipal party committee. I was surprised to find that the office of a municipal party secretary was so luxurious and spacious. Lin Yu's secretary was a little girl, not pretty, but she looked
She looked very smart. After I arrived, Lin Yu immediately told her secretary: "Don't let anyone disturb me unless there is anything special."
Immediately, Lin Yu locked the door of her office. I was a little scared, "Sister, is it okay? You are the municipal party committee secretary."
I was worried that some things would have a bad impact on her, but I didn’t say it directly, thinking that she should fully understand what I meant. She said, I am the municipal party committee secretary here, and this is not the first time such a thing has happened. Haha
, don’t misunderstand me, I mean I often talk behind closed doors like this, especially when I encounter personnel arrangements.
So I started talking about business, "Sister, my father-in-law came to see me. He said he didn't go to any leader at all."
She smiled slightly at me and said, "I figured it out. It was indeed not the person he was looking for. It was our comrades from the National Development and Reform Commission who went directly to the top. They reported the situation to the Provincial Development and Reform Commission, who in turn reported it to the leaders in charge of the provincial government.
There."
I asked in surprise: "They didn't come to report to you?"
She smiled lightly, "It's all for work. And the place is very complicated."
I nodded, "That's true. But this matter has no impact on you, right?"
She said: "What impact will it have on me? Isn't it all about work?"
I nodded and said immediately: "Sister, you are busy, I will leave first."
She stopped me, then stood up from her seat, came to my side, stretched out her hands and hugged me tightly, "Feng Xiao, sister is very tired recently, go to my lounge to give me a massage
one time."
"Yeah." I said, and then I reached out and hugged her waist.
"Duanmu Xiong is dead. Although I hated him so much before, now I realize that I still can't forget him. After all, we had such an innocent relationship." She whispered in my ear, "Feng Xiao, you
What’s the point of saying we are alive? If a person dies as soon as he says he is dead, this person will never appear in this world again. Whenever I think of this incident, I feel terrible.”
"Sister, the matter has already happened, so don't think too much about it. I am a doctor. I usually see a lot of deaths in the hospital, and several people around me have also died. Commissioner Duanmu and I are quite familiar with each other.
I didn’t expect to leave like this. It is indeed like this, life is normal. Because of this, we living people should live our every day. No one knows when he will leave this world, so don’t leave any time for yourself.
It's the right thing to regret." I said to her softly.
"You're really good at talking. Okay, come on, give me a good massage and make her feel good and comfortable." Her voice was right next to my ear, her breath was like a orchid, and then she bit her teeth gently.
It stuck to my earlobe.
There was a door on one side of her office, and I picked her up and walked inside. When I opened the door, I saw a large room with a large bed, a TV, a refrigerator, etc., and a bathroom.
.
"You guys really enjoy being leaders." I said to her with a smile.
"Help sister take off your clothes. I have already turned on the air conditioner." She said to me with her eyes closed.
I gently put her on the bed and reached out to unbutton her clothes. Her breathing began to quicken...
Sun Lulu has managed the company very well. I am very satisfied after seeing the company's situation.
She gave up her seat to me, then locked the door of her office, then came to sit on my lap, "Brother Feng, are you satisfied?"
"You are very capable. It seems that I saw the right person." I said, my hands already reaching into her clothes. Hers were obviously fuller and more flexible than Lin Yu's.
"I like this place very much. I might as well move here in the future," she said.
"Okay. When the time comes, I will give you a house. When designing, you can design your own house properly." I said with a smile.
"The person you introduced is pretty good. The things he designed are very high-end. I thought that our project should take the path of high-end real estate, because I found that the people here are richer than the people in the provincial capital.
I conducted a questionnaire survey and found that among general buildings, garden houses and villas, 60% of people actually chose garden houses, and 10% chose villas. These 60% of people are
Potential customers for our future real estate projects." She said, her hand already reaching my crotch.
My lower body was already erect, and I asked her: "This is an old city renovation, and we have to give back the original area to others. Isn't this a loss?"
"It won't cost much. Building a high-rise building alone won't take up much land. I calculated the cost and it's no problem." She said, then chuckled, "Brother Feng, come here, let me make you feel comfortable."
My heart was already wandering, but I could still restrain myself and said, "Don't be here, this is the company. I heard that this will affect the feng shui here."
She chuckled, "I didn't expect you, a doctor, to be so superstitious. Okay, let's go to the hotel."
The hotel room was full of spring. Sun Lulu had an extremely good figure, and her fair skin made people love her. Her legs were particularly slender and well-proportioned. Such a woman is more attractive to men. I touched her all over with my hands.
She was already panting all over her body.
I was very nervous when I was with Lin Yu. Most of the time I used my hands to satisfy her. Later, I entered her body and came out a few times. Lin Yu asked me: "It's been a long time since you did it?"
I nodded, "Yeah. It's been a long time. So..."
"Your wife looks like this, why don't you go find Hong Ya?" she said.
"I've been too busy lately." I said.
She sighed.
But now, Sun Lulu and I are much more calm when we are together. So I am not in a hurry. We lay on the large bed in the hotel and slowly caressed each other's body. I carefully appreciated the details of her body. She
I also looked at that part of my body as carefully as a gynecological examination. I found that this kind of examination makes people feel more **.
Her body completely collapsed in my arms, and we hugged each other gently for a long time, as if time had stopped at the last moment.
Just like that, we hugged each other and fell asleep.
Later, she woke up first. I felt her gently touching my chest, and then I stretched out my hand to take her into my arms, "Lulu, you are so kind."
"Brother Feng, I'm done." She whispered.
I was suddenly startled, "What's the matter? What happened?"
"I like someone. He likes me too," she said.
I was stunned for a moment, "You're not talking about me, are you?"
She immediately laughed and said, "It would be great if it were you. It's a pity that I like you, but you can't marry me."
I was silent, and a sad emotion suddenly surged in my heart. After all, she is not my wife, and she will leave me sooner or later. Just like Zhuang Qing. I thought sadly in my heart, and then asked her: "Who is that?
"
"Tong Yangxi." she said.
I was immediately surprised and couldn't help shouting, "He? How do you know him?"
"Isn't he also working on that project here? One time I went to the city government to handle business, and he was there too. That's how we got to know each other," she said.
"This guy is pretty good," I said, feeling sad.
"Yeah. But I thought about my relationship with you, and how you always make me do this, so..." She said. I understood what she meant, but I still asked her:
"What exactly? What do I do to you every time?"
"You hate it!" She hit me lightly, "You obviously know that. Every time you are so powerful, it makes me feel so comfortable."
"Is he not good at this?" I asked, feeling proud in my heart.
"I haven't done anything with him yet. He seems to be very traditional. I don't know if he can forgive me for my past," she said.
"Just don't tell him. By the way, you mustn't tell him about your relationship with me. He is very familiar with me, and I was the one who introduced him to Jiangnan Group." I said.
"I definitely won't tell him. But don't you men all care about whether our women are **?" she asked me.
I hurriedly looked at her and said, "Hey! Lulu, it's not me who ruined your first time. If you had known this, why didn't you leave your first time to your husband?"
"Who knew that my first boyfriend wouldn't want to be my husband? I was so stupid, and I gave myself to him in such a confused way," she said.
I immediately became interested, "Tell me, how did you give it to him for the first time?"
"I hate it! I won't say it," she said coquettishly.
I reached out my hand and pinched her breast gently, "Go ahead, I want to hear it."
"Do you men think stories like this sound exciting?" She chuckled.
"Yes. Everyone has the desire to have sex. You women's first time is also one of the things that men care about most." I said with a smile.
She smiled faintly and began to tell her story
The first time I met him, I felt like I fell in love with him. He was the kind of boy who looked very polite and well-educated. Unfortunately, he didn't like me, but my classmates. He and my classmates
It was the kind of meeting by chance and falling in love at first sight. It was a bit like a romantic drama. It was very romantic. I happened to be there at that time. When we broke up, he left his mobile phone number for my classmate. Afterwards, because my classmate didn’t have a mobile phone, he borrowed it.
She took my cell phone and sent him a text message. I didn’t think there was anything wrong with it. She was a very good classmate of mine and I was happy to help her, even though I also liked him from the bottom of my heart.
Late one night, my cell phone rang with an unfamiliar number. It was so late that I thought I had dialed the wrong number, so I didn't answer it. But the other party was very persistent. When it rang for the third time, I answered it, and then I realized it was.
He, he told me that he was in his hometown and suddenly missed my classmate. Even though he knew that the phone number belonged to me, he still couldn't help but call me and wanted to talk to me about her. We started chatting on the phone.
, he said he would treat me to dinner when he comes back in a few days.
A few days later, he called me again and told me that he was back. At that time, my classmate had not returned from overseas, so he invited me to eat out. When we met, I found that he had brought a guitar.
He looked like a wandering singer, and after asking, I found out that he was actually a singer.
After dinner, he took me to the river. There were not many people on Binjiang Road at noon. We walked hand in hand on the embankment of the river, and we felt a very sweet feeling in our hearts. At this time, we saw a couple kissing.
, very forgetful, very intoxicated, the blue sky was their background, so romantic! I was deeply affected by the scene in front of me, I said to him, if one day I want to give my first kiss, I will choose to do it here
Background. He smiled mischievously and said, can it be done now?
By night, we were almost intimate, so much so that when he took me to the wine shop where he sang, people thought we were a couple. The host of the wine city even thought that I was his daughter.
My friend made a grand appearance, which made us both a little embarrassed.
That was the first time I went to that kind of place. After that, I went several times. I found that I gradually fell in love with that place, maybe because he was there. I always picked an inconspicuous corner and sat on the side.
Drink and listen to him singing. Most of the songs he sings are nostalgic songs. My favorites are "Looking Back Again" and "The Moon Represents My Heart" he sang. He sings very passionately and emotionally. If you ask me if I love you,
How deep, how much do I love you? Think about it, take a look, the moon represents my heart... In a trance, I would think it was him confessing his love to me.
Late one night, or early in the morning to be exact, I was woken up by a phone ringing. When I saw it, it was his call. He told me that he had just gotten off work and wanted to see me. After hanging up the phone, I ran downstairs and stopped him.
A taxi rushed to where he lived. It was three o'clock in the morning. When he entered the door, he couldn't wait to hug me. You can imagine what happened next. However, the moment he entered, my classmate
The shadow of his suddenly flashed in front of my eyes. I drove away from him, rushed into the bathroom, turned on the nozzle and rinsed myself hard, then put on my clothes and walked out of his house without saying a word.
A few days later, it was still 3 o'clock in the morning, and he called my mobile phone again. This time he told me that he was at my door. We repeated the same thing a few days ago, and this time it went smoothly, and there was blood.
My body was flowing out, and when I saw the wisp of bright red on the sheets, he hugged me in surprise and asked, "Why, this is your first time?" I said. The excitement in that moment had subsided like a tide, and what was left was
It's a feeling that I can't describe, maybe melancholy, maybe loss, and a touch of sadness, regret? I asked myself secretly in my heart, and the answer in my heart was no. I felt that I could put my first
I will never regret giving it to the person I love for the first time, and it was at this moment that I truly felt how much I loved him! But, I didn’t know if he loved me equally.
After that, I found that he seemed to be a different person, and he was colder to me than ever before. When I sent him messages, he didn’t reply. When I called him, he either didn’t answer or turned off his phone. Occasionally, he answered.
With an impatient tone. One day I couldn't help but find him and asked him if he had ever liked me. He said of course, but he liked my classmates more. I said, I don't think you like the person.
Master, don’t you also like those girls in the Liquor City? Because I often see him having fun with a group of girls when I go there. He said yes, and I asked if those are all the ones you like.
You would do that to a girl. He replied no. It was obvious that he was perfunctory with me, and I was very sad.
During that time, my mood had never been lower, and I felt that the whole world was dark. I often ran to the river alone, which was the place where he took me out for the first time and walked hand in hand with me.
The blue sky is still the same, the river is still the same, but the sweet feeling that once surged in my heart is no longer there. Sometimes I will go to the wine city where he sang, still in that inconspicuous corner, drinking alone.
liquor.
When it was his turn to take the stage, I stared at him blankly in the dark with my eyes wide open. He couldn't see me, or maybe he pretended not to see me when he saw me. So I wrote the song on the song order paper and asked the waiter to do it.
Hand it over, it's still the same two songs, "Looking Back Again" and "The Moon Represents My Heart". They are still performed passionately and emotionally, but now it sounds like it has become a prophecy: Looking back again, my back has gone far away, looking back again,
My eyes were filled with tears...Does this foreshadow our ending? Unknowingly, I had tears streaming down my face.
One day I even thought about dying. I felt that it was meaningless to live like this anymore. I wrote a suicide note to my mother and told them that I wanted to live in a world of worry. Then I climbed up to the twelfth floor.
It's the top floor of the house where I live. It's dusk, and you can see very far when you stand on the top of the building and look down.
The setting sun dyed the horizon gorgeously in the distance, just like the wisp of red that fell on my sheets that day. In a moment, an inexplicable tenderness suddenly surged in my heart, which was a deep attachment to life.
, I was shocked to realize that I was only in my twenties! Isn’t this the flowering season of life that has been eulogized by so many people affectionately? Moreover, I also have a pair of mothers who love me so much. Do I have the heart to abandon them like this? I thought
Here, I stopped walking towards the void.
When Sun Lulu said this, she smiled sadly at me, "Brother Feng, was I stupid at that time?"
Her story touched me, because she was telling her true feelings, and the despicable desire for sex that I had in my heart had long since disappeared. I sighed softly and said to her: "That's not true of you.
Silly, I am too eager for love. The bad thing is that man. In fact, I am similar to that man, both are irresponsible men. Hey!"
"You are different. I know." She said softly.
"Aren't you feeling better now?" I didn't want to talk about the previous topic again, "According to my understanding of Tong Yangxi, he should be a good boy."
She said softly: "I hope so. Brother Feng, I will do this with you a few more times today, and then we won't do this again from now on, okay?"
I shook my head, "Forget it, lest I miss you more in the future."
She didn't speak, and after a while she suddenly asked me: "Brother Feng, I heard that many of your men gave their first time to a young lady. Is that true?"
I was stunned immediately because I didn't know why she suddenly asked me such a question.
I have heard many men around me say that many of them gave their first time to a young lady. Someone once conducted a questionnaire survey on this issue, and the results also showed that many men gave their first time to a young lady.
Miss, this is a social phenomenon, but not many people analyze why.
I have thought about this issue before. Although I am relatively rational or have never gone to a young lady because of my career, I am a man and a man who has been a virgin, so I know the reason: the main reason is of course
The excitement of puberty and curiosity about sex. There is no need to say anything about this. The second reason should be the man’s impulsiveness and the reason why there will be no sequelae afterwards. God is very caring about men, and he has not created that layer for men.
The membrane is a sign of virginity, so men don't have to worry about their women knowing whether they are virgins or not.
That day, when Sun Lulu asked me, I answered her truthfully, using this theory. At the same time, I also said to her: "I have never found any young lady. My first time was with my wife. Do you believe it?"
?"
But she continued to ask me: "There are many men who give themselves their own hands for the first time. Is that true?"
I immediately laughed and said, "It seems that you women are also full of curiosity about such questions."
"Yeah. I don't know after all," she said.
"This is actually an academic question." I laughed. "The reason why men like sex is similar to the reason why they have sex as I mentioned before, but sex is safer and they don't worry about being caught or getting sick.
In addition, there are the following factors: first, pursuing happiness on the basis of alleviating sexual impulses is one of the basic purposes of human sexual behavior and is a way for men to obtain physical and emotional happiness. Second, seeking alternative sexual satisfaction.
The direct cause is borderline sexual behavior. Borderline sexual behavior refers to sexual behaviors other than sex such as hugging, kissing, mutual touching and playful sexual contact between men and women. Men's borderline sexual behavior is often more intense, active,
And it is not just satisfied with this. However, in most cases, you cannot have sex with your love partner. Therefore, in order to satisfy and release the aroused desire and sexual impulse, you turn to sexual intercourse, such as
Sexual fantasies, sexual dreams and sexual intercourse are used to obtain a sense of alternative satisfaction. Third, to relieve psychological pressure. For example, a man is broken in love and feels lonely and lost, but is unable or unwilling to face reality.
In this case, he may use the form of sexual fantasy to fictionalize kissing, hugging or even having sex with his former lover. Through sexual intercourse, he gets psychological comfort, temporarily relieves stress and anxiety, and also
To a certain extent, it compensates for the disgust and disappointment with reality. Fourth, the induction of self-enclosure. Self-enclosure is often caused by individuals being neglected and rejected in their living environment, lacking warmth and love, and often feeling a sense of alienation.
This is what people often call narcissism. Such people often express their inner feelings by writing diaries, fantasizing, talking to themselves, or daydreaming. In terms of sexual activities, people with narcissistic tendencies are more likely to use **
form."
She smiled and said: "As expected of a doctor, what he said was very professional and easy to understand."
I said proudly: "Of course."
Her hand suddenly grabbed my lower body, "So, do you feel more comfortable doing something like this with me, or do you feel more comfortable doing it yourself?"
I replied without thinking: "Of course with you...Hey! I've never been like that."
She laughed and then climbed on top of me, "Brother Feng, today is our farewell ceremony on this matter. Let's do it again."
I sighed, "Lulu, in fact, this is also a kind of cheating on your part. Since your heart is already with Tong Yangxi, why do you still want to do such a thing with me?"
"Brother Feng, do you know a song? It's called "Heart Rain"" she asked me, and then sang softly in my ear: "Because tomorrow I will become someone else's bride, let me love you for the last time..."
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The author's digression:
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