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Chapter Eighteen

I was holding my child in my bedroom. [`Novel`] I had already closed the door.

The child was awake, and he was looking at me with his eyes wide open. The child's eyes were dark and full of curiosity. I was thinking: The child must be thinking, who is this person holding him?

The child's hair is very dark, a little hard in texture, and has curly hair on the forehead, just like mine. I gently stroked the child's head, and his hair felt soft and comfortable in the palm of my hand. I looked at him,

There was a dreamlike feeling in my heart: Is this my son? Is it really true?

Really, sometimes I don’t quite believe that this world really exists, and I always feel that many things are just a dream.[

Now when I think about my life, I realize that my junior high school years may have been the first time I realized my relationship with society, and initially had the concept of being a member of society. It was only in high school that I began to have fantasies: I

What will my future be like? Who may become my future wife? However, few people in middle school will think about another question: What will my future child look like? Will it be a boy or a girl? That

The reason why I didn’t think about such issues at this stage was because my children’s affairs were too far away from my reality at that time.

The real fantasy about children should be in college. Because at that time, we were close to the adult stage in terms of physical development and mental maturity. The more direct factor is that there are many people of the same age around us.

People are already married and have children, so when we see all this, we can’t help but think about such issues as fantasy. However, our fantasy is still vague and illusory, because at that time we still feel that we are very

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However, we are envious of those shots of married couples holding their children. So in this case, we will start to fantasize: Who will my future wife be? What will our children look like?

?

However, when I actually got married, I no longer had any illusions, because at this time I felt that the arrival of my child was a matter of course. Perhaps at this stage, I was more excited or happy. The emotions of excitement and happiness will make people no longer have illusions.

.

When the child really comes into this world and is really held in my arms, like now, I can't believe that all this is true: Is this really my child? Is he my son?

Yes, of course. Then, I suddenly laughed. I felt that my sometimes thinking was ridiculous. Maybe it was because my marriage was not going well, so I always fantasized that all the bad things that had happened were just a joke.

Dream.

Maybe it's not just that, maybe I, like many other men, always have a desire to be unmarried in my subconscious.

Mr. Qian Zhongshu once had a wonderful and apt metaphor for our marriage. He compared marriage to a "sieged city" - people outside want to run in, but people inside are desperately trying to break out. In fact, there is a hidden meaning in it.

deep psychological roots.

Of course, there are fundamental differences between men and women in how they treat marriage issues. Women may have such emotions because of romantic disappointment, while men mostly prefer the new and dislike the old.

Women will maintain their marriages out of resignation, while men often do it out of responsibility or face.

I have heard the male compatriots around me complain more than once: How can marriage be like this? Why do I no longer feel anything after getting married? But my female patients often talk about their men. So,

Most men are fond of the new and dislike the old.

I believe that many men often dream that they are married before getting married, but she is uncertain in the dream, or they know the name of the woman they are marrying in the dream, but often find that they do not see the woman they are marrying at all.

I don’t know the other person’s face clearly. This is because I am yearning for and confused about my future marriage. But a man’s dream after marriage is completely different. A man’s dream after marriage is often like this: It seems that he is not married yet, so he goes to marry him.

I recently saw my favorite girl dating. Even a man who already has a child will have such a dream, but behind the dream he will be confused: I seem to have a child, right? I seem to be married, right? But,

When did I get married? Who was my child with? It’s funny, but many men really have such dreams. In fact, such dreams still reflect our subconscious, because

Deep in our hearts, we always hope that we are young, and we always hope that we have another choice. In the final analysis, it is still the same problem: our disappointment in marriage, or the dislike of the old in our bones.

That night I had such a dream.

I dreamed that I was with a girl. She kept jumping for joy beside me, with a bright smile on her face. We were shopping hand in hand, and we played on the beach at the seaside, as intimate as the first love in our fantasy.

.But we didn’t hug, we didn’t kiss, and we didn’t have sex. In the dream, we were in the innocent scene in Qiong Yao’s movie.

Of course I knew who she was. Because of this, I was confused and surprised after I woke up. Because she in my dream turned out to be Tang Zi.

Then I got up, because I knew why I had such a dream, and I also knew why she appeared in my dream - I envied her youth, and I pursued the feeling of youth in my heart.

At the same time, deep down in my heart I still yearn for pure love, and even hope that everything about myself can be restored.

Of course it's impossible, after all, we can't turn back time. After getting up, I whispered to myself while changing the baby's diaper. I was shocked, because in the corner of my eye was Chen Yuan who was still sleeping.

I deliberately went to the hospital late today. I am the director of the department, so I can arrange my own time freely when there are no outpatient clinics or surgeries. Moreover, the medical university has not started yet. Even if the school starts, I will still have a big class ahead of me, because

I am the director, so I am only responsible for professors

Her face immediately turned red and she turned around to go out. I secretly felt funny: This girl seemed to be really emotional. Just as she was shaking her head with a wry smile, she heard a knock on the door. Coming so soon? Haven't they met before?

?This Ah Zhu is real, why do you have to ask me to ask for her?

I hurried to open the door and was surprised to find that it was Azhu who appeared at the door. "What are you doing?" I asked her.

"Call me as soon as you get the news," she said.

"Just like this, you ask for a leave from the department. Gong Yilang will be here soon. You can arrange it for him yourself." I said to her with a smile.

"If you want to kick me out of your home, then you should arrange my future life for me. I am your junior sister. You promised me." She said, and then made a face at me.

"You..." I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but she had already disappeared from the door. I couldn't help shaking my head and smiling bitterly, "Hey! It's like I owed her something in my previous life."

Gong Yilang arrived on time at nine o'clock in the morning. When I had just wiped Chen Yuan's body and helped her put on clothes, he smiled at me and said, "Doctor Feng, you don't have to go to work today?"

"You have to go to work, I'm waiting for you." I said.

At this time, the nanny was getting ready to go out. She told me that she was going out to buy groceries. I nodded to her and then continued to talk to Gong Yilang: "I want to talk to you. You can take a rest this morning."

He looked very happy, but I found that the way he looked at me was a little weird. Suddenly, I remembered that he seemed to have looked at me like this before. Only then did I suddenly feel something: this Gong Yilang

He is a man who is more beautiful than a woman, and his eyes are as charming as a woman. What makes me even more incredible is that his eyes are so clear and bright that people can't take their eyes away.

I would never admit that I was attracted or confused by his eyes. I was just surprised and even a little shocked.

He was still smiling at me, "Doctor Feng, tell me."

What suddenly made me feel a little sick was that there was a gentleness in his voice. Also, his expression was very coy.

I seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly I didn't know how to continue the conversation with him, "Well... Su Hua seems to have asked you before. Did she ask you if you talked about your girlfriend?"

"I answered her, but I lied to her, because I have a girlfriend, and there are more than one." She replied.

Not only did her answer not disappoint me, but it made me feel relieved. Because the feeling he gave me just now made me very sick and uncomfortable. To be honest, I really regarded him as that type of person.

"Oh. I see. Haha! It's okay, you can play the piano now." I said, thinking that Ah Zhu's life is so miserable, why did he fall in love with a ****? Although I told Ah Zhu that I only want a palace.

She would have had a chance if Ichiro was not married, but I find that at least now even I can't accept this statement.

However, he did not go to the piano immediately. He still stood in front of me and said, "Dr. Feng, didn't you say you wanted to talk to me? In fact, I have always wanted to talk to you, but I found that you have been very busy.

.”

I was very surprised, "Oh? What do you want to talk to me about? Then let's sit down on the sofa and talk slowly. By the way, what kind of tea do you like to drink?"

"Whatever, I'll drink whatever tea you make." He said.[

Then I made him a cup of Longjing and also made myself a cup.

"Tell me, what do you think?" I asked him with a smile after sitting down.

"You are so kind to your wife," he said.

"She has suffered a lot. I'm sorry for her." I sighed.

"Are you an obstetrician and gynecologist?" he asked.

I nodded, "My wife was once my patient."

"I heard that male doctors in obstetrics and gynecology don't really like women? Or even become more feminine?" he asked, "I'm sorry, Dr. Feng, I'm just curious."

I smiled bitterly, "More than one person has asked me this question. My answer is, no, that's not the case. I am a man, and I know this very well."

"So, will you get tired of women because you look at that part of them every day?" he asked again.[`Novel`]

I felt that his question was a bit unacceptable, but I thought that he was the piano player I hired after all, so I answered his question seriously, "A doctor is a doctor, and life is a life. It may have some impact, but at present

I didn’t feel it.”

"I feel it." He said, "I found that there are beautiful women living in your home, but you are very distant from them."

I immediately laughed, "It depends on who it is? Are you talking about Su Hua and Azhu? They are both my friends."

He shook his head, "No, you are very polite to them. You don't feel the same way a man does towards a woman. I can see that. I have always believed that a real man cannot pretend to be pure in front of a beautiful woman.

Because desire is something that comes from a person’s marrow.”

I thought this person was a little strange, but I didn’t want to continue discussing this issue with him, because I thought it was meaningless and very chatty, so I smiled and said, "Really? Let’s not talk about this. I am very grateful to you for persisting every day."

Come to my house on time to play the piano, and if you have any requests, please feel free to ask me."

"Actually, Dr. Feng, if I told you that I actually don't need money, would you believe it?" he said suddenly.

"Oh? Then I have to thank you even more." I said.

"When we first negotiated the price, I didn't want you to suspect that the reason why I came to your home to play the piano was not for money, so I bargained with you. But today I can tell you that I agreed to come to your home to play the piano because of other reasons.

reasons," he said.

I was suddenly surprised, "Then what are you doing?"

At this moment, I suddenly thought in my heart: Did he agree to this thing because of Su Hua or because of Azhu? But, it doesn’t seem right?

He took a sip of tea and then said: "My parents are both civil servants. I live in a happy and well-off family. Because I am the only child of my parents, they devoted all their efforts to me. I like acting, and my parents spent all their efforts on me.

I was paid a lot of money to go to a private art school. Such a school is a so-called "aristocratic school". The students in it are either rich or expensive. Because everyone has a relatively rich material life due to food, clothing, and material life, and the campus is full of handsome boys and beautiful girls.

When I was in my youth, many of my classmates were in pairs, and they tasted the nectar of love early. Only I often wandered around the campus alone, not interested in the opposite sex at all, but on the contrary, I was full of appreciation for many male classmates.

I always wonder if I am the "frigid" type of person that my classmates talk about privately.

During the winter vacation last year, one night when I was busy chatting, I randomly browsed around on the Internet. A website aroused my interest, so I clicked to enter. Many people were asking for a one-night stand. I and a netizen named 'Wind Son'

After chatting for a long time, he praised me for my depth and said he wanted to meet me. He asked me if I could go to a big hotel in the city right away. He was waiting for me in the room. He hesitated for a long time, out of curiosity and looking for some exciting ideas.

Once we reached the top, my head started to heat up, so I took a taxi and went there.

I will always remember the sheets in that room, white thickened striped sheets. When I was lying on the bed and being fucked by the Son of the Wind with his hands and lips, he touched my face, lips and neck, and when he entered me gently,

My eyes were filled with this white bed sheet, and I felt suddenly swallowed up by the vast whiteness in front of me. When all the excitement subsided and I fell asleep with Feng Zhizi hugging each other, I felt that I was such a close lover with him.

It’s really like this, a close lover! I suddenly understood that what I loved was not a woman, but a man! But he later left and went abroad. But I knew that what I loved was actually a man, and I loved no woman.

No interest. Dr. Feng, I was fascinated by you when I saw you for the first time. You look so much like the Son of the Wind. Dr. Feng, I felt happy when I found out you were an obstetrician and gynecologist, and when I saw

When your wife is in this situation but you are not interested in other women, you know that we should be the same kind of people. Dr. Feng, can you like me? Please believe me, I am more woman than woman, I will give

You have different feelings, including sex."

I never interrupted him, not because I was listening carefully, not because I was really in an abnormal situation, but because I was shocked, so shocked that I even forgot to feel sick. I didn’t expect that the legendary homosexual was actually inside me.

In front of me, and what he said to me was so emotional and bold.

He suddenly grabbed my hand. I waved it away hastily, "Gong Yilang, you are wrong. I am not the person you think I am. My sexual orientation is normal. But I do not object to other people's lifestyles. I'm sorry,

Since you didn’t come to my house for money, you can end this job starting today, and I will pay you the fees immediately."

"Not only do you like women, you also like men like me. Do you understand? Maybe you don't know it yet. Brother Feng, there are several beautiful women around me. They are all beautiful. I can make them all

I'll give it to you. As long as you and I are good," he said, with pleading in his eyes.

I felt nauseous and had goosebumps all over my back, but I didn’t want to get sick because from my limited understanding of people like him, I thought they might not be normal, or at least a little different from normal people. So I said

: "Xiao Gong, I said, I understand you and respect your private life, but please don't force me, okay? I'm sorry, please respect me. Also, I won't tell others what happened today.

, please go, this is the reward you deserve."

I put the money on the table and stood up immediately, my intention to chase away the customer was obvious.

He sighed and picked up the money from the coffee table, "Dr. Feng, you are actually wrong. Although I don't like women, I don't care what others think of me, and I don't think there is anything wrong with me. To be honest,

, I fully know that Azhu likes me, and I also know that you actually want to tell me about her today. Dr. Su once asked me about this matter. It was also for your sake that I did not hurt her. I

If you don’t like her, why would you want to hurt her? Don’t you think so? Dr. Feng, I’m leaving. If one day you find that you still like me, you can come to me at any time. I am very infatuated.

of."

I felt more and more disgusted and didn't want to talk to him at all. I just waved my hand towards him, hoping that he would leave as soon as possible.

He left, smiling charmingly at me before leaving. After he pulled the door open, I quickly ran to the toilet, and I completely poured the food I had eaten in the morning into the toilet.

Sometimes we say we respect other people's lives but it's not that easy to actually do it.

He actually said that I like men in my heart. I think this person is really ridiculous. Maybe he, like many other people, has a big misunderstanding of a male obstetrician and gynecologist like me.

But, how should I tell Azhu about this matter?

There was nothing going on in the department today, but I found myself a little restless. I picked up the phone several times to call Azhu, but in the end I sighed and put it down.

Let’s talk about it tonight. In any case, this situation is better than explaining to her that Gong Yilang is a ****. Finally, I said to myself. In fact, I know that the key to the problem is not how to explain it to her, but how to explain it to her.

How to make Ah Zhu accept this reality. So I can’t help but sigh: Ah Zhu, why are you so miserable? You used to fall in love with a married woman, and you were also a love-minded married woman, but this time,

You actually fell in love with a man with a different sexual orientation.

While I was sighing, I suddenly heard the phone ringing. My first thought was that it was A-Zhu calling. I looked at it and found that the name flashing on the phone was Kang Demao.

"Let's have a meal together at noon," he said.

"Secretary, what's wrong? There are no official activities at noon today?" I asked him with a smile.

"The boss has gone to Beijing. I will take some time off for a while," he said.

"Okay. Tell me, what do you want to eat?" I smiled, thinking that was great, I also took the opportunity to relax for a while, so as not to think about Ah Zhu again.

"I heard from Ding Xiang that you built a quiet place on the mountain? I want to go and see it." He asked me with a smile.

"De Mao, congratulations to you, it seems that you and her are developing well." I smiled.

"Thank you for being a matchmaker." He said, "I will drive to your hospital right away. Is there anything to eat on the mountain?"

"There's nothing there. There are vegetables in the vegetable field outside the house, but I didn't plant them." I said with a smile, "Well, you can drive over right away and I'll go to the vegetable market next to the hospital to buy some vegetables or something."

"Forget it, I'm going to buy some food in the provincial government canteen. Can the food be heated there?" he asked me.

"Of course." I said, "Let's do this. I'm already hungry. You drive over right away and I'll just go to our canteen to buy some. Although it's not as good as the food from your provincial government, I think it's pretty good."

"Okay, let's go after dinner. You go to the cafeteria by yourself, and I will go to our cafeteria to eat. Then we will meet directly in your paradise. It's too troublesome to cook by yourself. Isn't it just a meal? No.

It’s so complicated.” He suddenly laughed.

I think so, isn't it just a lunch? Why bother with it?

I completely felt that spring in the south of the Yangtze River had arrived. I arrived before Kang Demao. I parked the car on the side of the road and walked towards the path. There were vegetable fields on both sides of me, and there was a lush green field in front of me. I stopped.

, because I felt like I heard the sound of the earth reviving, and then I squatted down and listened quietly... I heard it, I really heard it, I heard the grass under the soil was struggling and trying to break out of the ground.

I also heard the slight "rustling" sound made by the earthworms crawling under the soil. A breeze blew by, and I suddenly felt cold, but I found a big tree not far away in front of me swaying in the wind, as if it were...

It is shaking its body, more like it has just woken up from a winter sleep, and is stretching its muscles and bones just like us humans.

Suddenly I heard the roar of a car, and then I looked down the mountain and saw a black car winding up. I was certain that inside this car was Kang Demao.

Sure enough, it was him. The car he drove himself was an Audi. It was a very beautiful car. It was regarded as an official car by people, but I heard others say that the rear of the Audi was modeled after one of the most beautiful women in Germany.

The rear of the Audi car does have beautiful lines.

Kang Demao got off the car, and he stood there looking at me and laughing, "Haha! Feng Xiao, I envy you and admire you very much. I think you are the only one who has the leisure to go to such a place to find such a place."

A peaceful place.”

I also laughed, "How was it? What do you think?"

"Let's go in and have a look. I think the location is good. It's far away from the city but close to the city. It's good." He walked towards me, and then we both walked towards the stone house.

Soon we were standing in front of the stone house. He put his hands on his hips and said, "Feng Xiao, this place is really nice. It would be great if summer came. It's a pity that the bamboos and trees haven't grown here yet."

I smiled and said, "Yes. It will be fine in the summer."

Then he took him into the house and he walked around the house. "It's really good. But I'll give you two suggestions."

"Okay, you tell me." I smiled.

"First, you'd better build a small path to get in. It would be better if it can be hardened. Parking your car outside is not safe. Second, others will know you are here at a glance. You may not be able to relax even if you want to." He

explain.

"That makes sense." I agreed.

"Second, you have to consider winter. This place will definitely be cool in summer, so you don't need to worry about air conditioning. But in winter, this place will definitely be very cold, because I feel that way now. So you'd better stay here

Build a stove or something in a corner of the house, then go to the countryside to buy some charcoal, and then place two soft sofas next to the stove. It will be very comfortable to curl up on the sofa and read a book." He added.

"One sofa is enough." I said.

"Two! And me?" he said loudly.

I knew what he meant when he said there were two sofas. I said that on purpose. Now that I heard what he said, I burst out laughing.

In the center of the room is a beautiful, square coffee table. On the ground under the coffee table is a pure wool carpet and two cloth cushions. Kang Demao and I sat on the floor. There was already the Tieguanyin I brewed on the coffee table. The aroma of tea

Full house.

"This place is really nice." He sighed, then looked at me and smiled, "Feng Xiao, I hate you."

I couldn't help but laugh too, and asked him at the same time: "Why do you hate me?"

"A place like yours is very debilitating. I'm worried that I will become passive and reclusive after falling in love with a place like yours." He shook his head and said with a wry smile.

I laughed and said, "It's very simple. I just won't let you come here from now on."

He also laughed, "Yes, from now on you should come alone, and don't call me."

I said: "De Mao, in fact Lilac is your paradise, you just need to take good control of this matter. I have no choice. Look at me like this now. Although others think I am very beautiful, only I know it."

My inner depression. To be honest, in my own home, I couldn’t read books at all, let alone write papers. By the way, I have to thank Lilac this time. If it weren’t for her help,

I couldn't finish my thesis at all. I had to rely on her to help me analyze the data."

"I heard that you are working on a large-scale scientific research project. What's the matter? Are you getting results so quickly?" he asked in surprise. From his tone, I could tell that he should know what Dingxiang was doing to help me.

I am very happy because I know that many misunderstandings are actually caused by mind and deliberate concealment.

I shook my head and said, "How can it be so fast? We have just started doing animal experiments. There will be a lot of trouble for your future wife in the future."

"No problem. Just bother me. Just treat me to a drink then." He laughed.

I also laughed, "Why? Unless you marry her early."

"Have you ever heard of such a saying? If marriage is the tomb of love, then going on a blind date is looking at the feng shui of the grave; confessing is digging one's own grave; getting married is both committing suicide for love. Hey! Do you insist that I commit suicide for love with her as soon as possible?

"He sighed.

I laughed again, "You guys, many people are willing to commit suicide like this. Don't look like you are distressed like this."

"Feng Xiao, actually I don't want to talk about marriage with Ding Xiang right away. But, hey, now I'm in trouble." He sighed.

I was shocked, "What? You have other women outside? Or maybe Ning Xiangru also wants to marry you? No way? She shouldn't be the kind of woman who can't let go?"

He shook his head, "It's not her, it's my ex-wife."

I was relieved immediately, but I was very surprised, "Why does she have the dignity to come to you?"

"She has encountered difficulties in life recently and has to pay sponsorship fees for her children to study. So she came to me and asked me to give her 10,000 yuan a month," he said.

"The child is not yours. You don't have this responsibility or obligation? Just leave her alone. What are you afraid of? It's not that you made any mistakes." I said.

"The crux of the problem is that she has photos of me and Ning Xiangru when we were together. She said that if I don't pay, she will show those photos to Ding Xiang." He said with a sad expression.

"You should tell Ding Xiang everything about your past. Demao, did you know? Misunderstandings between two people are often caused by deliberate concealment. I was still thinking about this problem just now. I know you may have been doubting me and Ding Xiang.

Although I have said that we are just friends, you may not completely believe it." Seeing the way he hesitated to speak, I immediately gestured to him, "Stop talking, I

I am a man, and I know what a man is thinking in his heart. Because of this, I tell you all the information about my relationship with Dingxiang, because I am very open at heart, and I don’t want you to misunderstand. Therefore, I think you are dealing with your relationship with Dingxiang.

It should be like this when you are. You have to know that sooner or later she will know some things. Instead of deliberately hiding them now, it is better to tell her earlier. I think if Dingxiang really likes you, she will definitely forgive you for the past, because

What she likes is you now, and everything you did in the past has nothing to do with her. Do you think so?"

He nodded, "I have already told Ding Xiang, and she has forgiven me."

I was even more surprised, "Then what are you worried about?"

"She also said that if I don't give her the money, she will go to the city government to sue me. Feng Xiao, you know, once someone with my status reports such a problem, the future will be ruined.

."He said.

I thought about it and said, "De Mao, I think the best thing for you right now is to get married to Ding Xiang right away. Your ex-wife's affairs are known to the leaders, and no one will believe her if she sues you. But it's best for you to have a good relationship with her."

Talk about it once. Since she is in difficulty now, you should also help her. Anyway, she and the child still have some feelings for you. Ten thousand yuan a month is indeed a bit too much. You and her should discuss it carefully. "

But he said: "Feng Xiao, I forgot to give you another piece of advice just now."

"Oh? You said." I smiled immediately. I guess he had already heard what I said, and he didn't want us to continue talking about this topic.

"It would be great if you had a Go set here." He said to me with a smile.

I was startled, then laughed, "Yes, yes! Just wait, I'll get it."

He was overjoyed, "That's great."

The stone house suddenly had the atmosphere I hoped for. There were just two of us, sitting opposite each other on the floor. There was a Go game on the coffee table in front of us. There were the sounds of birds chirping from time to time outside, and there was a pot of fragrant Tieguanyin.

He played chess better than me, both in terms of layout and long-term thinking. So I lost, and I was convinced that I lost.

"De Mao, I never thought you had such good chess skills. I admire you." I picked up the chess pieces one by one and put them back into the jar. Unknowingly, we had been playing chess for nearly three hours.

"You are also very good at playing chess. Maybe you haven't played chess for a long time, so you seem a bit rusty. You must know that I read the chess records every day before going to bed," he said.

"I see." I said with a smile, "But I know my level, and you are indeed better than me."

"That's how playing chess is. Two people have to be of equal skill. You see, we've been playing this game for so long, which in itself shows that your level is pretty good, about the same as mine. If we have time in the future, we can play again. It will be very comfortable." He

explain.

I laughed, "Have you ever praised yourself like this? When you praise me, you end up praising yourself."

"I don't just praise myself casually. Feng Xiao, you don't know, when I was a graduate student, I was the president of the Renmin University Go Association. I have few opponents in Renmin University. You should know your level now, right?"

he said with a big laugh.

I immediately became happy, "So, my level is really not bad?"

But he smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Feng Xiao, I don't even want to come here anymore. Your place is too tempting for me."

I smiled and said: "De Mao, if you really like this place, I will give it to you."

"Yes, a gentleman will not take away a person's beauty. From now on, I will just come and sit with you when I have time." He shook his head and then looked at the time, "I have a reception tonight. Feng Xiao, I am so happy today."

"Okay. I'm going home too. I also have something to do." I said, what I was thinking about was Azhu's matter.

Immediately, we both walked outside together.

"Feng Xiao," he said to me, "what you said before is correct. In fact, I have done that. Now I have negotiated with her and give her three thousand yuan a month. In fact, from an economic point of view

It doesn't matter that I give her three thousand yuan a month. After all, I still have so much money on hand, and you are still investing for me, and the money is getting more and more. But personally, I always feel that

Uncomfortable. She betrayed me and gave birth to a child with someone else, but I was stupidly kept hidden by her for so many years. Money is a small thing, but I just feel very uncomfortable."

Now I suddenly understood that although he had already dealt with the matter, his heart was still filled with panic. Any other man would feel as uncomfortable as him if he encountered such a thing.

So I said to him: "I have a solution."

"Oh? Tell me." He looked at me happily.

I smiled and said, "You use your own personalized check to pay for your ex-wife's living expenses. The background of the check is the photo you provided. The best picture is of you and Lilac hugging and kissing affectionately."

Kang Demao was overjoyed, "Wonderful!"

I smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, I think I'm really bad enough to give you such an idea to deal with a woman. Oh!"

"Brother, your biggest problem is that you are too soft-hearted sometimes." He came over and patted me on the shoulder.

"Haha!" I smiled. He was talking about my weakness. Of course I know it myself.

"Fortunately, you are a doctor. That's fine. But the biggest advantage of your character is that it is easy for women to fall in love with you. Haha! Isn't this a gain?" He then laughed and ran to him quickly.

The car then turned around and drove down the mountain.

I went to the village chief, told him about the road construction, and left him 10,000 yuan.

He assured me that the task would be completed within a week.

"The stone quarry and brick factory will be ready soon. It all depends on your investment, otherwise I wouldn't have enough money at all." He told me happily.

I said: "You are the village chief, and you will lead the whole village to get rich from now on."

He said: "Dr. Feng, you are better than our mayor. Don't worry, as long as our factory makes money, I will definitely mobilize the people in the village to raise funds to build a bigger factory. But then I will have to worry about sales.

.”

"Why not let them raise funds now? Making money is guaranteed?" I asked.

"I'm a cadre, so of course I have to see if I can make money first. Get rich first, and then lead other people. I remember this sentence clearly, don't you think so?" he said, while doing this to me.

Made a face.

I laughed. I thought this person is really cute and realistic.

"Nowadays, ordinary people are like this. If I don't let them see that I really make money, no matter how hard I work, they will not take out the money to raise funds. It's not that I have low ideological awareness, it's because in the past few years, everyone was afraid of losing money when setting up factories.

"Dr. Feng, you are my great nobleman. If you hadn't taken me to sign the contract in person and then used your own money to invest, I would have been just as worried. Do you think that's the case?" He then added.

.

I nodded.

He asked me to drink, but I refused. I told him that I had other things to do in the evening. When I was going down the mountain, I couldn't help but think: Ah Zhu didn't take the initiative to call me, which meant that she had already estimated the result.

When I walked to the door of my house, I finally made up my mind: Yes, tell her the truth. There is no point in hiding it.

But after entering the house, he found that Ah Zhu was not at home, so he hurriedly asked the nanny.

"She never came back," the nanny said.

I was secretly worried and immediately called Ah Zhu.

After the call was connected, Azhu said to me: "I'm in your hospital and I'm undergoing treatment. Stop talking. You haven't replied to me for a day. I know what the result might be."

"How long does it take for it to end? I'll pick you up. Then we'll have dinner together." I said to her softly.

She doesn't speak.

"I'll come right away." I knew she acquiesced.

I saw her when I arrived at the hospital gate. She was standing alone not far in front of the gate. Her hair was moving in the wind in the night. I felt more and more pitiful about her.

I stopped the car, then got out of the car and walked in front of her, because she clearly saw my car arriving but still stood there motionless.

"Azhu..." I called her gently.

"I want to go drink. I don't want to go back," she said.

I immediately saw tears on her face, and suddenly felt a heartache in my heart... I said to her softly: "Okay, let's go drink."

After sitting down at a mid-range restaurant, I immediately ordered the food and then ordered a bottle of red wine. To be honest, I didn't want Ah Zhu to get drunk. But fortunately, she didn't ask for white wine.

"Come on, Azhu, I respect you. Although things have changed, I think it is a good thing." I started to raise my glass to her.

"Feng Xiao, you don't need to comfort me. I know you want to comfort me. In fact, I have been thinking today that I may never have a smooth relationship in my life, so I figured it out and just live alone.

Forget it for the rest of my life. Don't comfort me, I won't be like last time." She said, with a sad smile on her face.

I suddenly laughed, "Azhu, how old are you? Why are you talking about a lifetime? In fact, you haven't figured out your problem yet. The first time you made a mistake that you shouldn't have made.

, because you don’t know that man at all. This time you are wrong again, because you are not in love with a man.”

She looked at me with wide eyes, "Is he a woman?"

I smiled and shook my head: "No. But do you know? Do you know who he likes?"

"Is it Su Hua?" she asked.

I still shook my head, "He actually likes me. Hey, don't say it, I feel sick even thinking about it now."

Her eyes were wide open and her mouth was wide open and could not be closed for a long time.

I nodded to her, "That's it. So you shouldn't feel that you have failed at all."

What I didn't expect was that she suddenly started crying, "How can this not be called a failure? I didn't even notice that he was such a person, so isn't this a failure?"

I was silent for a moment, and after a while I said to her: "Azhu, you can tell me in advance who you like in the future, and I will help you refer to it."

"Drink," she said.

"Drink. Come, let's drink." I raised my glass to her.

"Feng Xiao, from today on, I will help you with housework and stop making you think I am so useless. I have decided not to fall in love for the time being. I need to think about my own affairs carefully and wait until I mature in the future.

Think about this." She said to me.

I'm happy, really happy.

In fact, we didn't drink much in the evening, but I found that Ah Zhu was actually drunk. When she left the restaurant, her steps were already staggering, and her words were a little unclear and stammering.

But she was very obedient. After I helped her get into the car, she sat there politely. Not long after the car drove out, I saw her falling asleep in the rearview mirror.

Even if she is asleep, it is much better than her making a big fuss. I thought happily. I originally thought she would have a violent attack today, but I didn't expect it to pass so peacefully.

But I was the one who carried her upstairs because I couldn't wake her up.

When I got home, I threw her directly on her bed, then asked the nanny to wash her face, then undress her to sleep and so on.

But I found that I was a little excited because I drank a little less wine today.

So I went there. There was a recliner in the study room, and I felt very comfortable lying on it. I was holding a professional book on ultrasound in my hands. Although my eyes were a little blurry, I insisted on reading it.

Suddenly I heard my own snoring and saw a blue sea in front of me.

I saw Zhuang Qing running towards me. She was wearing a three-point pose and her legs were so beautiful...

I forgot everything, I forgot that I was ever married, and I forgot that I already had a child. There is only one scene in all my memories, that is, the first time I went to the hot spring with Zhuang Qing. But now,

We should be at the beach. As for when we got here, I didn't think about it at all.

Zhuang Qing is running towards me. What I see in my eyes is her slender legs glowing with the sun, and the bright smile on her face. There are many people around, but these people seem to be in a different world than me.

Because I couldn't hear what they were saying at all, and they soon became indistinct in my eyes. Only Zhuang Qing's beautiful face kept magnifying in front of my eyes, magnifying... She

ran up to me.

"Feng Xiao, let's go swimming." She stretched out her hand towards me.

I shook my head, "I'll take a rest, I feel so tired."

She didn't force me, "Okay, I'll give you a massage." Then her hands came to my shoulders and kneaded them gently. I felt very comfortable and my whole body relaxed immediately.

"Feng Xiao, are you feeling well?" she was asking me.

I didn't want to speak because I didn't want my comfortable state to be ruined, so I just said "hmm" in my mouth.

She was laughing softly, and I suddenly felt tenderness on my face. I was startled and said, "Zhuang Qing, please, there are so many people here..."

However, her lips immediately came to my lips, and I felt her tongue moving softly on my lips. I couldn't help it, and started to moan, and I also felt my lower body beginning to move.

Swelled and extremely hot...

"Don't be like this. There are a lot of people here." I struggled to say to her, trying to drive her away.

"Feng Xiao, why are you asleep here?" Suddenly, I heard a voice, it was Ah Zhu's voice. I woke up immediately, opened my eyes quickly to look, and heard her suddenly let out a scream,

His eyes were looking at my crotch without blinking!

I hurriedly lowered my head to look, and suddenly felt ashamed... I found that my hand was on my thing, but I didn't know when I took out my thing!

"Azhu, I, I fell asleep. This..." I was at a loss and wanted to find a crack in the ground and crawl in immediately!

"Feng Xiao, you, you are so pitiful." What I didn't expect was that she sighed at me and then left.

I want to cry: How could this happen? How could such a thing happen?!

After a while, she came to the study again, holding something in her hand, "Feng Xiao, I hesitated for a long time, but now it seems that you really need this thing."

I didn't dare ask her what it was because I was still in a state of shame.

She left immediately, and I hurriedly took a look. I couldn't help but laugh and cry. It turned out that what she gave me was an inflatable doll!

Suddenly I thought of what she said to me the night before, and I became furious. I took the thing and ran to the door of her room, "Azhu, you'd better take this thing and give it to others."

"I'm doing this for your own good," she said.

I didn't say anything, turned around and threw the thing out of the house!

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