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"Azhu, what are you doing?" I murmured to her, feeling extremely regretful. She was the first woman in my life, but she didn't make me feel any excitement or excitement. I could only blame myself.
and regret.
She suddenly opened her eyes and looked at me with tears in her eyes, "Feng Xiao, I am already yours. Love me..."
I shook my head, "Azhu, I'm sorry for you, why are you doing this?" [
"Feng Xiao, you are so miserable and pitiful. You need a woman, you know? This is the only thing I can give you. You have done so much for me, and the only thing I can repay you with is my body.
I am confident that I am pretty and very clean, so I will not taint you. Feng Xiao, you have got me, don’t blame yourself, it is all my own wish. I have thought about it, sooner or later I will have to
To become a real woman, I am willing to give myself to you. Come on, you have already started, I haven’t felt the joy of being a woman yet. I only feel the pain. Feng Xiao, come on..."
She said to me and suddenly smiled, with crystal tears all over her smiling face.
My excitement has long subsided, and I still can't accept the fact in my heart, because my mentor's reproachful face and Su Hua's contemptuous expression have already appeared in my mind, "No, I can't." I said,
Then he was ready to get his clothes.
"Don't... Feng Xiao, do you have the heart to leave me like this? This is my first time. Do you want my first time to be nothing but pain and no happiness? Do you know
How important is the first time in a woman's life?" But she immediately stretched out her white lotus-like arms to hug me, her lips caressed my face, and she said to me in a tearful voice.
With.
Her strength, coupled with my hesitation, caused my body to fall on the bed. She had hugged me tightly, and her lips came to my face. She was saying to me: "Feng Xiao, I am now
I’m your A-Zhu, and I’m your sister. I didn’t know anything before. Can you teach me from now on? Start by teaching me how to make love.”
I had to admit that her words had a strong temptation on my body and my soul. I couldn't help but hug her. The blood in my body began to boil. Her body was also very hot. She was giving orders.
The melodious moans of ecstasy.
I kissed her lips, and then slowly mingled with her tongue. I immediately felt that her tongue was small, soft, and fragrant. My hands gently rubbed her chest, and her body began to tremble.
"Brother, I want you... please give it to me quickly." Suddenly I heard her saying to me, her voice was intermittent and neighing.
However, when I looked at the red mess on her crotch, I immediately hesitated.
She hugged me tightly, getting tighter and tighter, and her nails had penetrated deep into the skin on my back, which made me feel pain and at the same time have a different kind of wonderful feeling...
She began to make soft sounds of pleasure under me... Later, she opened her eyes and I saw her smiling brightly at me.
Her body was nestled tightly in my arms, as docile as a kitten. I hugged her gently, gently caressing her shoulders with my fingers, and her hair followed my face.
Her breathing was erratic. The room was quiet, but I knew that her mood was as complex as mine.
In this way, we kept cuddling together. Several times I wanted to tell her that I wanted to go back to the bedroom, and I also wanted to tell her to go back to her own room, but I hesitated and could not say it. I was really worried that the nanny would find her early tomorrow morning.
The fact that we slept together.
Just lying there quietly like this, the room became quieter and quieter, so quiet that we could hear each other's breathing coming and going.
I don't know when, I fell asleep.
I don’t know when I suddenly woke up. But I found that there was no trace of her beside me. I breathed a long sigh of relief, but then I felt guilty. I looked at the time and saw that it was still early. But it was hard to stop.
Fall asleep. Just lie in bed like this, wait until footsteps are heard in the living room, and then slowly get up.
The nanny prepared breakfast but did not see Ah Zhu get up.
"I'll call her." The nanny said to me.
I hurriedly said: "I'll go."
I don’t want the nanny to know about Ah Zhu’s current condition. I am an obstetrician and gynecologist, and I know that women will feel pain after their first experience. The reason is very simple, that is, the wound needs to heal.[
I knocked on Ah Zhu's door and called her at the same time: "A Zhu, get up and have breakfast quickly. You have to go to work today."
Then I heard Azhu say from inside: "I have already sent a text message to the director. I am asking for leave today."
"Oh." I said, and was about to turn around and leave. Suddenly I felt that I should talk to her more. After all, I just did something I shouldn't have done last night. "Azhu, please open the door. I want to come in and talk to you."
say."
"No. You go ahead and eat. I'll get up right away," she said.
I didn't know what to say, but I felt more relieved, so I went to eat immediately. As soon as I sat down, Azhu came out. She was wearing pajamas and her hair was disheveled. "Just leave some for me, I'll wash my face."
"Didn't you say you were asking for leave?" I asked her. I was very scared at first, but now I find that the relationship between me and her is so natural.
This is the case between men and women. As long as the relationship between the two parties is broken through, a qualitative change will occur. The membrane between men and women is as wonderful as a catalyst in a chemical reaction. I have to admit that I am now
I have a completely different feeling towards Ah Zhu, which is different from me and any other woman, because Ah Zhu is complete.
But I still have a little regret, because I broke through her in an unconscious state. At that time, I really thought she was Su Hua.
"Feng Xiao, are you free today? Can you go shopping with me?" She asked me immediately.
Originally, I had arranged to see Lin Yi today, but after hearing what she said, I couldn't refuse, so I said to her, "Okay. I'll go with you."
She suddenly became happy and sat on the chair. "Auntie, please bring me a bowl of porridge."
"Go wash your hands and face." I said to her immediately.
"I'm going to wash up after eating." She pouted.
Originally I wanted to give in, but the doctor's nature forced me to insist, "Azhu, you slept all night, and all the bacteria are in your mouth and hands. It's unhygienic for you to eat like this. Go and wash it, I'll wait for you to eat together.
.”
"You're nagging like an old woman." She said slowly, then got up and went to the bathroom. The nanny smiled and then said to me: "Uncle, I'm going to buy groceries."
I nodded towards her, paying special attention to her expression, and found that she was very natural. I was immediately happy: it seemed that she didn't know what happened last night.
The nanny went out, and Azhu came out soon. I found that her face seemed much rosier than before, and her hair became shiny.
"What do you see in me?" she asked me, her face suddenly turned red.
"Azhu, you are more beautiful than before." I sighed.
"I also feel that my complexion is much better." She said, "I heard... forget it, you know what I'm going to say. Is that so?"
I nodded, "That's right. Azhu, sit over here and let me take a look at you."
"What are you looking at me for?" She looked very coy, but she still sat next to me.[
I looked at her eyebrows and suddenly laughed, "Sure enough."
"What, tell me." she said.
"I've heard that when girls have that kind of thing, the inner ends of their eyebrows will stand up. Look at your eyebrows, it's true. Also, your hair has become shiny, and there's a blush on your cheeks.
." I said with a smile.
"Feng Xiao, I felt so comfortable last night. I never thought that something like this could be so fun and comfortable." She then said to me softly.
My heart suddenly shook, "Azhu..."
"How about we do it again while the nanny is not around?" she said to me, her face blushing even more.
My mood suddenly became excited and I looked at her affectionately. She stretched out her hand to pull me. When I was about to stand up, I suddenly heard a child crying loudly from the bedroom. The child was in the nanny's room last night.
, she took the child back to the bedroom in the morning.
The fluid flowing in my body suddenly disappeared, I stood up hurriedly and ran towards the bedroom.
The child had enuresis. After changing his diaper, I fed him milk. Then I poured some hot water and wiped Chen Yuan's body. I felt very guilty because now I remembered that I had betrayed her again.
Azhu came in and said to me: "Feng Xiao, let me do it."
I shook my head, "No, get out."
She should know my complicated mood now, but she stood beside me and watched me finish everything. Then I hung up the infusion bottle for Chen Yuan.
The person I invited is coming today, but I want to do everything by myself. I know that I am doing this to atone for my sins, but at the same time I also understand that such atonement is meaningless.
"Feng Xiao, it feels so uncomfortable to see you like this." Azhu said to me after I wiped Chen Yuan's body and put her into clean underwear.
"It was already wrong for me to betray her. The only thing I can do now is to serve her like this for the rest of my life. But I often let others do it for me. Alas!" I sighed.
She turned around and went out. The child had finished the milk and was shaking his hands towards me. I picked him up and then walked to Chen Yuan. I said to the child: "Call, call mom."
Of course the child couldn't scream. He didn't understand anything. He just looked at Chen Yuan on the hospital bed with his eyes. My heart was lamenting.
Then he carried the child to the living room. Azhu came over and said to me: "Feng Xiao, I just now realize that I am very ashamed of your wife. I have never felt like this before. So, I think it is better to move out."
"Where are you going to move to?" I asked.
"Feng Xiao, do you want me? If you want me, I will be your lover for the rest of my life and will never look for a boyfriend again," she said.
I shook my head, "Azhu, don't be like this. I still regret what happened last night. You have seen your mother's birthday. She is really foresight. Azhu, I can't harm your life."
.”
"That was of my own free will. I really wanted to become a woman earlier. This matter has nothing to do with you. Feng Xiao, it wasn't until last night that I realized that I liked you. Do you still remember the first time I drove you?
What about the car? When I had an accident, you immediately took my place on the driver's seat. I didn't feel anything was wrong at the time, but now I know that my dependence on you started from that moment.
Because you are a man who dares to take on everything for women. Later, the same thing happened between me and the doctor, and it was you who helped me. Then when my parents had an accident, you were still helping me. So I think now, if it weren't for you
Otherwise, I really don’t know how I can continue to live. So, I gave myself to you voluntarily and willingly. Feng Xiao, you know how important a girl’s first time is,
I gave you my first time, and in my heart I gave you my future. But just now, when I saw you carefully wiping your wife's body and then changing her clothes,
I suddenly felt that I was wrong. Because I suddenly remembered that Chen Yuan is also a woman. So I thought, if there are other women who have that kind of relationship with you, would I be able to accept it? The result is that I can't accept it.
Feng Xiao, if you want me, then I am willing to stay with you like this for the rest of my life, and I am also willing to take care of your wife with you, and I am even willing to give birth to a child for you. But I will never agree to you looking for someone else.
Woman, answer me now, if you don’t want to be with me, I will move out immediately." She said, saying a lot of words, although her thoughts were a little confused in the middle, but I listened to what she meant.
Be clear.
"Azhu..." I didn't know how to answer her for a while.
"You don't have to answer me for now. You can answer me after you think about it." She said, looking at me closely.
"Actually, I can promise you. But when I think of your mother, I feel that I can't be so selfish. Also, Su Hua will definitely scold me. She has reminded me not to hurt you, and I have promised her, but
Unexpectedly, I still didn't do it. Azhu, this is not the problem you mentioned. You know that I have a wife, and I can't delay you like this for the rest of my life. You gave me your first time, which makes me both touched and excited.
I'm ashamed, and at the same time I blame myself. Azhu, I feel like a bastard." I didn't want to hesitate and answered her immediately.
"I understand what you mean, okay, I'll find a place to live as soon as possible, and then move out as soon as possible." She said, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.
"Azhu, you don't have to move out. You can always live here. But we'd better not do that kind of thing again in the future. When Chen Yuan is at home, I always feel that she should be able to hear and feel that she is at home.
Everything that happened. Also, you can have hot food and rice anytime you live here, which is also very good for your life." I said hurriedly. Only now did I realize that my heart was so hesitant and difficult to make a choice.
.
"No one lives in your old house now, right? Can I live there?" she asked me immediately. "Pure text first release"
I was startled, then shook my head and said, "Azhu, you can't do it there. That's my ex-wife's house. Although it belongs to me from a legal point of view, I don't want you to go in and live there. A'zhu, please understand."
"You're just going to leave that place empty?" she asked me.
"If I have time in the future, I want to meet my ex-wife's parents and give them the house." I said, and suddenly I remembered that I had forgotten to do this, and I suddenly felt very ashamed.
Zhao Menglei.
She immediately stopped talking. I looked at the sad expression on her face and felt very sorry. Suddenly I remembered something, "Azhu, let's go and live in my villa. There is no one there anyway."
The place to live has always been empty."
"You still have a villa?" She looked at me in surprise.
I nodded, "It was just decorated not long ago."
"Then will you come to see me in the future?" she asked me.
"Yes." I said, "But you should go find your own life. I really can't delay you. Otherwise, I will really feel sorry for your parents' souls in heaven."
"Feng Xiao, I still want to ask you something. But you must not be angry after I ask this question," she said.
"Ask me. When have I ever been really angry with you?" I shook my head with a wry smile.
"I want to ask you, what if, Feng Xiao, I mean what if, you have to understand, because I know that people who are in a coma for a long time will not live long. So..." She said immediately.
I immediately understood what she wanted to say, and immediately interrupted her, "Azhu! I don't want to hear your what-ifs!"
"No, I want to say, I want to ask you." She said stubbornly, "If that day comes, will you marry me?"
"Azhu, there's no point in forcing me to answer questions like yours. Think about it, what would you do if you were me?" I said, and immediately carried the child into the bedroom. The child had already fallen asleep, and I gently pushed him into the bedroom.
He put him in the crib. Then he went to Chen Yuan and I asked her softly: "Chen Yuan, can't you really wake up?"
She still kept her voice quiet.
I watched her cry silently. I believe that no one can truly understand the deep sorrow in my heart at this moment.
I don’t know how long I stayed in the bedroom, and I didn’t even know when the nanny came back. Later, I woke up when I heard a stranger’s voice coming from the living room.
This is an old lady with gray hair, but she looks very energetic and has a relatively elegant temperament. She introduced herself and said that she was the mother-in-law of the retired director of our hospital.
I found that I knew her because she taught me internal medicine when I was an undergraduate intern.
I politely made her a cup of tea, and then told her what she had to do every day. She listened carefully the whole time, with a smile on her face, "Okay, it's very simple. Don't worry."
"You used to be my teacher. I'm so sorry that I ask you to help me now." I apologized.
She smiled and said to me: "Xiao Feng, don't say that, I can come and work at your place. I should be the one thanking you."
I felt that there was no point in continuing to be polite like this, so I told the nanny that I had to cook for one more person at noon every day, and then I took out 6,000 yuan and handed it to my former teacher.
"I haven't done it yet. Let's settle the bill next month." She said sheepishly.
"It's okay. You are my teacher, of course I believe you." I said. There is one thing I believe very much: although some things are small things, they may have a great effect. For example, what I am doing now, I believe
It will soon spread to the ears of the Director of the Retirement Department. In this way, people in the hospital will have a particularly good reputation for me. After all, I have to give money, so why do I need to be so cautious?
After settling things at home, I went to A-Zhu’s door and knocked gently, “A-Zhu, didn’t you say you were going shopping?”
But what surprised me was that no one answered in the room. I hurriedly went to the door, and I was even more surprised. There was really no one in the room!
I ran out in a hurry and went directly to the nanny to ask, "Auntie, where is Azhu?"
She shook her head, "I didn't see her when I came back."
I suddenly became anxious and ran back to Azhu's room again. I found that her things were gone, including her clothes in the cabinet.
I hurriedly called her, but she didn't answer the call. I knew she didn't answer my call on purpose. At this time, I suddenly felt empty in my heart: When she was here, I felt like she had left.
, but now I feel my loss to her.
After standing still in her room for a long time, I suddenly remembered that there was another way to contact her.
Azhu, please come back, I promised you. I sent her a text message. Then I kept holding the phone and looking at it. After at least ten minutes, she finally replied to me. In the text message, she
He said to me: Feng Xiao, actually I decided to leave this city yesterday. I used the money left by my mother to apply for immigration.
Of course I didn't believe what she said was true, because I knew that a tutor shouldn't have much money. Now, I fully understood the real reason for the empty feeling in my heart. I hurriedly called her again.
She answered the call but didn't speak.
I hurriedly said to the phone: "Azhu, are you listening? Did you lie to me? Why would you go abroad alone if you have no money?"
"I have money. My mother left me a lot of money. I also sold my house." She finally spoke.
"You lied to me. Azhu, it's okay if you really want to go abroad, but I have to give you a sum of money. Otherwise, how will you live alone? Also, do you still remember what you just said at my house?
? Now I promise you. Come back soon and I will go shopping with you right away. Azhu, stop acting like a child, going abroad is no joke." I said to her hurriedly, feeling extremely anxious.
"Feng Xiao, originally I really wanted to test your feelings for me. Including what I told you this morning that I wanted to do something with you again. If you agree to me right away, I will definitely stay. Feng Xiao,
Although you promised to let me live in your villa, I know that in that case I will still be alone in the future. I asked you if you could let me live in your previous house. In fact, I wanted to know if I
I can replace your current wife's position. But you rejected me. I am very sad, it turns out that I am not even as good as your ex-wife. Feng Xiao, I don't want your money, what I need is your feelings. Do you understand? You...
Fool!" she said, and then burst into tears on the phone.
"Azhu, it's my fault. When you come back, we can have a good talk." I couldn't help but yell at her loudly.
"Stop talking. I'm going to throw away the phone right away. This number will not be used again. Goodbye, Feng Xiao. I will remember you because you are my first man." came the phone call.
It was her laughter, but it had a distinct cry sound to it.
My mind suddenly went blank, and I suddenly realized that she hadn't hung up the phone yet, thinking that she might be waiting to hear me say what she wanted to hear most. However, until now, I still find myself
I couldn't say it at all, so I sighed and said, "Azhu, it's up to you. If you have any difficulties outside, call me anytime."
She hung up the phone, and the busy tone from inside immediately separated us into two different spaces.
I was immediately impulsive and immediately called her again, while murmuring: "Azhu, I promise you, if there is that kind of situation in the future, I will definitely marry you..."
However, what came from my phone was the message that she had turned it off.
I lay down slumped on her bed, feeling that her body temperature still seemed to be retained in the quilt under me.
Suddenly, I seemed to remember something, and I hurriedly ran out of the house, then quickly went downstairs to drive, and rushed to Azhu's home as fast as I could.
Knocking on the door desperately, shouting loudly: "Azhu! Azhu!"
The door opened, and a middle-aged woman appeared inside. Her face was full of displeasure, and she asked me: "Who are you looking for?"
I turned around and left.
Then I went to Azhu's department, but Azhu's director told me that Azhu had already completed the procedures for going abroad. He also said to me: "She didn't come to work today. She went to work at seven o'clock last night.
I sent a text message and she told me she might never come to work again."
I left dejectedly.
After getting in the car, I suddenly remembered something: something doesn't seem right! Doesn't Azhu like Gong Yilang very much? How could she have already completed the procedures to go abroad?
This thing seemed wrong. I suddenly realized the seriousness of the problem. I quickly called Tong Yao and immediately told her about Azhu going abroad.
Tong Yao said: "Don't worry, I'll find out after checking."
I waited quietly for news from her. I made this call to Tong Yao to confirm whether Azhu had really gone through the procedures to go abroad.
Tong Yao called me half an hour later and said, "She has really gone through the procedures to immigrate to Canada. She had completed it five days ago."
I said: "No! There's something wrong with this!"
Immediately, I told her about Azhu's love for Gong Yilang, and at the same time, I told her the content of my conversation with Gong Yilang. Finally, I said to Tong Yao: "Tong Yao, don't you think it's strange? She likes Gong Yilang so much, why?
Maybe the procedures for leaving the country were completed before knowing this person’s true situation?”
"Yes, it's so strange." Tong Yao also said.
"Then can you temporarily restrict her from leaving the country? Or tell me her restricted destination?" I asked hurriedly.
"She is an ordinary citizen, and I have no power to restrict her freedom. Moreover, it is not convenient for me to inquire about her use of ID card, because she is not suspected of committing a crime. Also, I do not have such inquiry authority," she said.
.
I fell into despair again.
I called Azhu's phone again, but it was still in the off state. It was a shutdown, not a shutdown. My eyes suddenly lit up, and I thought to myself: I hope she will continue to use this number. So, I sent her
A text message: Azhu, I beg you to call me back, okay? I just want to ask you one thing. Please!
But she never replied to me. I called her number many times, but her phone was still turned off. It was not until noon that Tong Yao called me again. She said to me: "Feng Xiao.
, have you ever thought about it? Azhu may not really like that Gong Yilang. Maybe she is testing you. With your wife looking like this now, you may be better in her eyes, so it is possible that the person she really likes is
You... tell me, has she said anything to you recently?"
I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered something, "No, I personally saw her watching Gong Yilangqin with my own eyes more than once."
Tong Yao suddenly laughed, "Feng Xiao, why don't you understand a girl's mind? Maybe she really likes you, and then deliberately acted like she likes Gong Yilang in front of you. She wanted to see if you were angry.
, I want to know if you really like her. This kind of performance is a natural ability for girls. Feng Xiao, Ah Zhu likes you, is that right? You should know best. "
Now, I seemed to understand everything.
"You... Hey! I don't know if you did this right or not? But since you don't answer me, it means that my analysis is correct. Isn't that right? Feng Xiao, one thing is for sure.
Ah Zhu must have been heartbroken by you." Tong Yao continued.
"I have a wife." I whispered.
"That's why I said that even I don't know if what you did is right or not. Hey! Feng Xiao, I think the best way for you in the future is not to let those girls get close to you. You are too dangerous."
She smiled and then said to me: "Feng Xiao, you should let nature take its course for many things. Since Azhu has decided to go abroad, you should respect her choice. Maybe this will be a good choice for her and for you."
What a relief. Look at A-Zhu's current situation. Her parents are no longer here. She faces everything she was familiar with all day long. She wanted to find someone to rely on but couldn't, so going abroad might be the best option for her.
It’s a choice. Do you think so?”
"Maybe." I said gloomily, and then hung up the phone.
I still went to the department. Now I am used to going to work even when I am depressed, because this place is the majority of my life.
Fortunately, Kangdemao called me, otherwise I would have completely forgotten what happened today. Kangdemao asked me two things, one was whether I had contacted Lin Yi, and the other was about my plans for tonight.
where.
I sighed in my heart: Ah Zhu is gone, but I have to continue to do the next things, just like my current life, I have to continue.
After calling Lin Yi, I went directly to his company, and then the two of us ate in his company's canteen. To be honest, the food here tasted very good.
I told him about the renovation of the old city in my hometown, and also told him my plans. After hearing this, he just said to me, "I will give you 200 million, but you will have to pay me back 300 million when the time comes."
Hundreds of millions. This is business, and I am taking risks when I lend you money. Who should I turn to if you lose money? We are a family, can I still give you a beating?"
I smiled and said, "I won't lose money."
He shook his head and said: "It's hard to say. Although the project is very good, you have no specific operational experience. Besides, you have left it to Sun Lulu to manage the company for you. I'm worried that she won't be able to control such a big project. No matter how good the project is, if it lacks
Scientific management will also lead to losses. Don’t you think so?”
I nodded and then asked him: "If that's the case, then why are you willing to lend me the money?"
He laughed, "To be precise, I didn't lend you money, but I temporarily allocated your shares and subsequent profits from the Civil Affairs Bureau project to you. Of course, there is also part of my funds in it. So I
That’s why I ask you to repay me in the future. I think it’s impossible for you to lose all these 200 million, right?”
"I have confidence, and I also have confidence in Sun Lulu." I said.
He nodded and said: "Of course, I also have confidence, otherwise how could I give you the money? But you must be aware of risks. I ask you to return me 300 million by then to remind you to pay attention to risk awareness. At the same time,
You can also make some money on this project of yours."
I immediately laughed and said, "You are so awesome. You made the money and all the credit belongs to you."
He also smiled, "Feng Xiao, you'd better tell Secretary Lin about this matter. After all, her funds are involved. As for what she thinks is her business, this is the minimum courtesy you must do."
I hurriedly said "yes" and then asked him: "Are you free tonight? It's best for you to attend today's dinner. After all, you are the chairman of Jiangnan Group. Only when you express your stance in person will others have confidence."
He agreed and then said to me: "Call Sun Lulu. But you must first inform Secretary Lin about this matter."
"I'll call her right away." I said, then picked up the phone and walked to the corner.
After listening to what I said, Lin Yu said to me: "I have no objection. Just treat it like you are playing. It's okay. I completely believe in Boss Lin's vision."
She actually said that she wanted me to play with the investment of several hundred million. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, but at the same time I felt a lot more relaxed. So I couldn't help but think: maybe decompression can make people do good things more easily than increasing pressure.
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I arranged dinner in a five-star hotel. This was specially ordered by Lin Yi. He said that this involved Jiangnan Group's face issue.
Before going to the hotel, I called Azhu again. But this call completely disappointed me: because the message sent to me by her phone was: Sorry, the number you dialed is unavailable.
Sometimes things are like this. Although Azhu disappears, things go smoothly in the evening.
Lin Yi had the air of a big boss. After he finished talking about the matter, he left first. His excuse for leaving was: There was another leader in the province who wanted to talk to me about something.
We drank a lot of wine next, because everyone was very happy. County Magistrate Long even hugged my shoulders several times and called me brother and sister. The director of the Radio, Film and Television Bureau looked up to me when he looked at me.
I was drunk and had to let Sun Lulu drive for me.
When we were in the car, I said to Sun Lulu: "You must accompany me tonight."
"I already have a boyfriend." She said.
I waved my hands wildly, "Then I don't care, I just want you today."
She didn't speak. I seemed to wake up a little, so I said to her: "Lulu, I'm in a bad mood, can you stay with me?"
"Hey! You are really the fault of my past life." She sighed longly.
I have to admit that I feel an extreme sense of loss in my heart, and this feeling of loss was brought to me by A-Zhu. Maybe I, like A-Zhu, did not realize that I was in my daily life for a long time.
Already have feelings for the other person.
Azhu is very beautiful. In the past, when I first became her mother's student, she was already very beautiful, but she was still very young at that time. But as time goes by, she slowly grows into a big girl,
Moreover, the female college student has transformed into a graceful college student. But she is out of reach for me because she is the daughter of my tutor. For me, I always have an inferiority complex in front of her.
, and this inferiority complex arises for two reasons, one is the age difference, and the other is the lofty status of my mentor in my heart. Therefore, I always treat her as my little sister in my heart.
But she is so beautiful that any man who has never been in love or married will look at her differently. Although I regard her as my little sister, it is just a pity. In fact, only I know that every time I see her
Every time I see her, I am always surprised that she is getting more and more beautiful. Later I got married, and I still have such a beautiful feeling every time I see her.
She is the daughter of my mentor. This idea is as deep-rooted in my bones and blood as a curse. Therefore, she can only be my little junior sister. Therefore, I can only protect her like a big brother.
Her, take care of her.
However, in the end, it was Azhu herself who broke the insurmountable barrier and became my woman. She can only break that barrier, otherwise we will always maintain that pure relationship. And
, she turned out to be really **, which made me feel her preciousness even more.
Until now, when she left me, and may leave me forever, I suddenly discovered my heart, and discovered that I actually liked her so much in my subconscious. However, I couldn't do it.
It’s what she asked for. It’s not that I can’t do it, it’s that I can’t do it that way.
Therefore, I felt very irritable and painful, helpless and disappointed. Therefore, I suddenly had a desire to vent. Not to vent my lust, but to vent the uncontrollable pain deep in my heart.
My venting was almost crazy. So, even though I knew that Sun Lulu already had a boyfriend, and that her boyfriend was Tong Yao's cousin, I still had to force myself on her.
After arriving at the villa, I picked her up as soon as I entered the door, and then went directly to the bedroom. Without any affection or soothing process, I stripped off her clothes directly and in twos and twos, and then turned her body over.
She crawled on the edge of the bed, and then entered directly from behind.
...
It was already midnight when I woke up.
But she was still awake. She leaned over and looked at me, "Brother Feng, what's wrong with you today? Why do I feel like you have encountered something unhappy?"
I immediately remembered everything I had done to her and said, "I'm sorry."
"It's nothing." She said, "You scared me. You were so scary tonight that you almost killed me. In the end, you pressed me so hard that I couldn't breathe. Brother Feng, can you tell me? What happened?
What happened? You want me to do bigger things. If you don't tell me what happened to you, how can I help you with peace of mind? Brother Feng, I am your woman anyway.
.Do you agree?"
Her words immediately aroused the pain in my heart, and I murmured: "Azhu, Azhu has left, gone abroad, and will never come back again."
Her voice suddenly became softer, "Brother Feng, I understand. In fact, you really like Azhu in your heart, right?"
I continued to murmur: "I don't know..."
"You are really like a silly child sometimes." She said softly, and then she came to kiss my cheek and caress my chest.
I also feel like I'm really stupid sometimes.
"Brother Feng, have you ever thought about it, are you prepared to continue like this? Your wife has been in a coma, so you just keep her at home like this? Do you know? She will always affect your future life. I
I know you are a good man, but I also understand the pain in your heart. You are still so young. On the one hand, you want to be a good husband and a good father, but on the other hand, you need a normal life. Are you always conflicted like this?
Are you going to stay in conflict like this for the rest of your life?" She still asked me slowly and softly.
"Lulu, stop talking. I don't know what to do. Compared with my difficulties, Chen Yuan is more miserable. No matter what, I am still living like a human being, with money, a career, and a woman. Where is she?
? Now she is lying there like a mummy. After all, she is my wife and the mother of my son, and I once liked her. Besides, I have always been ashamed of her. So, I
I feel that everything I am encountering now is God’s retribution for me.” I sighed.
"Brother Feng, I'm worried that I won't be able to handle such a big project." As expected, she stopped talking about that matter and started talking to me about work matters.
"No problem, I believe you. As long as you follow the procedures, try to have a good relationship with the local leaders. Some things are a little more flexible, so that the main local leaders can get a sweet spot, but don't bribe them. At most,
Just let their relatives do some engineering or something. I believe there won't be any big problems. Lulu, what you need most now is to recruit a few professionals who understand management and real estate development, and the salary will be higher. As long as
If you can build a good team, there is nothing wrong with it. By the way, Lulu, from now on, I have decided to give you an annual salary of two million, excluding bonuses." I said.
"Brother Feng, are you so generous?" she said in surprise.
"This is not much, there will be more in the future, as long as you take good care of my company. Silly girl, what is two million? You have to have higher ideals." I smiled and stroked her.
's hair.
In fact, I have always believed in a truth: only if you are generous to your subordinates, then the subordinates will be loyal to you. The subordinates brought out by a stingy boss are often betrayers.
What's more, Sun Lulu is my woman, or the woman I once had. Because maybe after today, she will no longer belong to me. Today is an exception, because I was a little crazy before.
"Okay, hurry up and do it. By the way, when you have the money, you first buy a good car. No, buy two, one sedan and one off-road. They must both be more than one million. From now on
You are the boss who is going to invest billions in my hometown to begin with. Don’t make it so shabby. Also, when the time comes, the company office in my hometown should also be made more magnificent. Don’t be so petty. This kind of money is worth it.
The image of a company is very important. When local people see that the company has such a good image, they will have confidence and trust in us, and only then will there be good sales results in the future." I then said.
"Well, don't worry, I will do what you say." She said.
"Okay, I'm going back. Now I only have a nanny at home, and I'm not worried about it," I said.
"You hurt me so much just now that I can't move. Brother Feng, don't leave in a hurry. I still have something to say to you," she said.
"Okay, you say." I immediately lay back, and she came into my arms and snuggled against my body. I gently held her body close.
"The first thing," she said, "in addition to recruiting a few senior management talents, I also want to recruit a few beautiful girls and let them tackle key problems."
"Do you want to recruit all the beauties from your Peking Opera troupe? Your troupe leader will hate you to death." I suddenly laughed.
"There are one or two in the Peking Opera troupe, but I mainly want to recruit people from society," she said with a smile.
I shook my head, "No. We can't turn our company into a nightclub. This is also a problem with the company's image. One or two are enough. At most, it's just drinking with them. Don't use your beauty to capture officials.
.Although this method is fast and effective, it may lead to poverty in the future. Lulu, you have to know that no matter how rich a company is, it will always have no status in the eyes of officials. We not only have to maintain our own image,
And we cannot put the company or ourselves into danger for the sake of short-term interests. Look at the private enterprise bosses who have had problems recently. Didn't any of them have a role in making trouble? But have you found that? Which one of them is not the same?
Do officials have unclear financial relationships? Officialdom is like walking a tightrope. Even with the most skillful acting skills, momentary mistakes will inevitably occur. Once something happens to someone in the officialdom, it will involve people from the company, and people who run companies often have to make mistakes.
Without any protection, the ending is even more tragic. Lulu, do you understand what I mean?"
Recently, I have been paying attention to this news in newspapers, and I have also been analyzing the gains and losses of entrepreneurs. China has always been agricultural-based, and has never paid attention to or even suppressed the development of business. Since ancient times, businessmen have played an important role in society.
His status was extremely low. Even if Lu Buwei later became the prime minister of the Qin State, he could not escape the fate of being despised by later rulers. Therefore, since ancient times, people have liked to add the word "traitor" in front of the word "Shang". After the reform and opening up,
Although business has been raised to unprecedented heights and businessmen are regarded as a symbol of wealth, in the eyes of people, especially officials, businessmen are still businessmen and are still closely linked to the word "treacherous". Therefore, I
I took this opportunity to say a few more words to Sun Lulu.
"I didn't think you, a doctor, could see so far. I know," she said.
"Don't praise me, I will be proud." I smiled, and then asked her: "You just asked a question, what else?"
"Brother Feng, I'm very conflicted now. Tong Yangxi..." she said, her voice becoming very soft.
I understood immediately, and then sighed: "Lulu, it's my fault today. The main reason is that I am too irritable. Don't worry, I won't do this again in the future."
"That's not what I meant." She whispered: "I feel very contradictory. Now I find that I can't live without you emotionally and physically. But at the same time, I know that I can't live without you."
Is there any good result? I like Tong Yangxi, I know this myself, but I am betraying him, and I don’t know if I will continue to betray him in the future. Brother Feng, this is not entirely yours.
It’s a question, because every time I see you I can’t help but get excited and excited. Sometimes I’ll have sex with you in my dreams. When I wake up, the sheets are all wet. Brother Feng,
I really don’t know what to do.”
"Maybe I'm too selfish." I said. In fact, I didn't know what to do because I wasn't sure that I would really stop being like this with her.
"But Brother Feng, I have already thought of a way." She immediately chuckled.
I was surprised, "What can I do?"
"I will find another beauty for you, guaranteed to be prettier than me. In fact, the poem in that chapter is very good, but it is a pity that she is too high-spirited and it is difficult to belong to a certain man. As the saying goes, beauties are destined to die. I think this girl will end up in the future.
It's tragic," she said.
I was so surprised that I didn't have time to blame her for the previous matter, "Lulu, why did you say that?"
"Although I am just a young actor in the local Peking Opera troupe, I am a member of that circle after all, and I have seen a lot. I hope my premonition is wrong," she said with a sigh.
"Is there any way I can help her?" I asked hurriedly.
"You like her very much, don't you?" she asked me with a smile.
"You can't just watch her develop in the direction you predicted, right?" I said.
"It cannot be changed. Once a person enters that circle, many things are beyond his control, and the power of the outside world is also very limited. It is like a small boat falling into a huge whirlpool.
It's hard to escape." She said, "In fact, sometimes I also think that it's a good thing that I am in such a small Peking Opera troupe, otherwise it may be difficult to escape from that fate."
I suddenly became worried, "Then Zhuang Qing..."
"Zhuang Qing is different. Her requirements are not that high, and Zhuang Qing's personality is much more aggressive. The most important thing is that she can take it but also let it go. Therefore, she will have a better fate than Zhang Shiyu."
she says.
I looked at her in surprise, "I didn't expect you knew them both so well."
"I said, no matter what, I can still be considered a member of that circle, or at least someone on the fringe of that circle. Do you still remember this person? Shen Danmei." She asked me.
"Remember. She is also my patient." I said.
"She also wanted to develop in that circle before, but unfortunately she met either liars or third-rate directors who couldn't talk to her at all. That's why she ended up sleeping with all kinds of men for money.
It's all a matter of youth. Although I'm with her, I've only slept with you until now. Although I don't think I'm any more noble or pure than her, I think it's not worth it for her to do that.
Later she realized it, so she had no choice but to go abroad." She sighed.
"Yes." I said, "But Lulu, you are still very pure in my eyes, because I know your past."
"Sister Danmei may be coming back soon." She said suddenly.
I was surprised, "What is she doing back?"
"Sometimes it's really hard to predict a person's fate." She suddenly laughed. "When she was abroad, she happened to meet a domestic crew filming location, and she was spotted by the director. He let her play the role in the play.
She played a supporting role in a TV series that reflected the life of international students that was broadcast on major TV stations some time ago. The result was a huge response. People's evaluation of the role she played actually overshadowed the heroine in it. Now domestic
Many directors are inviting her to act. Advertisers are also inviting her."
I couldn't help but sigh, "It seems that people's fate is really hard to predict."
"She called me a few days ago and said she would treat you to dinner when she comes back," she said.
I was very confused, "Why did she invite me to dinner?"
"Because she said you took good care of me." She smiled. "Not only did you give me such a good job, but you also made me feel the joy of being a woman."
I laughed out loud immediately, "Did you say the following words yourself?"
She also laughed, "How do you know? But you said it wrong. The next sentence is what I was thinking."
I couldn't help but feel pain, "Lulu, what should I do? I want to come again."
Her lips came to my ear, "Come on, forget it, let's be happy today first."
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