The dawn moon is approaching, and the pale moonlight is as pure as water. It quietly passes through the lattice and flows quietly on the stage. It also feels so lonely and quiet in my heart.
Living alone in a secluded room, the empty stone house contains a person who is equally empty in my heart. I simply put on my clothes and go out of the house, counting the stars in the sky. Looking far into the distance, the sky beside me opens its broad mind to embrace all things, and the bright moon uses its pure and beautiful
Looking down at all living things from my heart. The deep blue sky is dotted with cold stars, making it even more peaceful and remote.
Creation is magical. It not only gives us precious life, but also gives us a pure and beautiful world. Life, life, time, money, everything is as calm as a dream... In the shadow of the moon and the stars, everything is possible
I don’t want to. A flower makes a world, a grass makes a life. The philosopher said it well, as long as you have unique wisdom, you can feel a true meaning, a taste, a charm, and even a philosophy everywhere.[
The moon is bright, the night is thick, and the heart is even quieter...
Back to the stone house, I set out the tea set, prepared hot water, pinched a few buds and put them into the cup. A fragrance suddenly spread in the air, thick and faint, going straight to the mouth, nose, and heart.
Drilling is so refreshing.
Gently hold up the tea cup and open the lid, wisps of white mist will hit your face along with the aroma of tea. The soup is green in color and the aroma spreads far and wide. Take a shallow sip and the fragrance will flow from the tip of the tongue to the base of the tongue, sliding into the bottom of the heart and lingering
In my heart, I suddenly felt like I was in the green mountains, green waters, orchids in the empty valley, fresh and natural.
A ray of starlight, a moment of tranquility; a wisp of fragrance, a moment of tranquility.
The intoxicating fragrance of tea and the intoxicating night. I also began to be intoxicated.
After coming back from Su Hua's cemetery, I stayed here for several nights in a row and didn't go home until midnight. I was in an extremely bad mood these days because I couldn't accept that the vivid person she once was was also gone.
He left me and left this world. I was saddened by the fragility of life and thought of my own life.
I was thinking: Will I leave this world like her one day in the near future?
When I go to work during the day, I rarely speak, and my face is horribly gloomy. People in the department look at me, a usually good-tempered person, inexplicably, but they don’t dare to ask me. This also makes me feel even more isolated and lonely.
.
But I don't want to go home. Although there are children and Chen Yuan at home, I am afraid that I will be even more sad after seeing them. Because my home once had the shadow of Su Hua.
She was once such an arrogant and confident woman, but now she has turned into a pile of loess. Is this what life is like? For the past few days, whenever I am alone in this stone house, I will think about it sadly.
this problem.
Until today, just now, I suddenly understood. When I saw a meteor streaking across the sky in the sky, I immediately understood.
Meteors may once have been as brilliant as the sun, but they also fade away. The vast universe is so big and far-reaching, it will also fade away. And I, Zhao Menglei, Su Hua, we are all so small, we
The demise may be more humble. Just now, when the fragrance of tea spread in every corner of the stone house, I suddenly understood: Isn’t the meaning of life just here? I felt the fragrance of tea and experienced it.
The pleasant feeling it brings to me, isn’t this proof that I am alive?
Yes, that's it. I feel joy and the vitality of every cell in my body. At least I haven't turned into a pile of loess yet, so I should enjoy life to the fullest and enjoy the best things in this world.
When I looked at the stars in the sky, my feeling immediately changed. I found that they were so beautiful and even more brilliant. Perhaps every star in the sky represents everyone in our world, and they also have
Living life. Maybe they are the incarnations of the dead in our world. Maybe one of them is Su Hua or Zhao Menglei, my mentor. They are looking down on my world and paying attention to my current mood.
.....
Turn off the lights, go out of the house, and drive down the mountain.
The child is more than half a year old. He has begun to talk and recognizes me. He gets excited every time he sees me. Now he has no signs of being a premature baby. His size and reactions are similar to those of other children.
The little guy is very good at eating. He will eat up a packet of milk powder in less than a week. Now he has been given complementary food. The little guy is very cute and looks like a tiger-like head. Moreover, he looks more and more like Chen Yuan.
’s appearance.
When I came home, he was playing on the sofa, and the nanny was sitting next to him watching TV. When the child saw me, he immediately shouted "yaaaa" and looked like he was dancing with joy.
I hurriedly ran over and picked him up, then kissed him hard on the cheek, and the child burst into tears.
"Uncle, it seems that you haven't shaved for a few days. You may have hurt the baby." The nanny said to me with a smile, and then took the baby from my hand.[
I smiled awkwardly. Yes, I have been distracted in the past few days, so I even neglected shaving.
But the child was really cute. Soon after he got into the nanny’s arms, he started to giggle again and stretched out his chubby hands towards me.
The nanny smiled and said: "This family relationship is natural, he just likes you."
I said: "This little guy is so good and naughty. Auntie, I'm hungry. Please go get me something to eat. Give me the child."
Then I carried the child to the bedroom. In front of me was Chen Yuan's thin, pale face. I found that her eyes seemed a little sunken, and her appearance seemed to have changed. I suddenly felt that she had become a little strange in my mind.
stand up.
I just stared at her blankly, and after a while I felt the baby on my hand making strange noises. Then I looked at him, and was surprised to find that he was pointing at Chen Yuan on the hospital bed with his chubby little hand.
There was also a sound of "yiyi ya ya" coming out of his mouth.
I thought the child was very cute, so I immediately asked him: "Xiao Mengyuan, do you know she is your mother?"
Immediately, my heart trembled because I clearly heard "Mom!" coming out of the child's mouth.
Although the child's voice was unclear, I could clearly hear that what he really called was "Mom"! You know, he is only a little over half a year old. How could such a young child call him "Mom"?
!
I couldn't help but burst into tears, and immediately went to Chen Yuan on the hospital bed and said, "Yuanyuan, did you hear that? Your son is calling your mother."
However, she remains the same.
I was unwilling to give in and hurriedly shook the child's body, "Son, call me quickly. Why don't you call me mom again? Come on!"
The child burst into tears.
The nanny ran in, and I said to her excitedly: "Auntie, I just heard the child call mommy!"
"I teach him to call like this every day. He is still young, so he probably made that sound accidentally. This child is very smart, and he will probably talk before other children in the future. Uncle, go to eat, I will warm it up for you."
He said to me with a smile, and then stretched out his hand to me.
I handed the child to her and walked outside. I was thinking: Is it really a coincidence? But I heard the nanny say behind me: "Miss, you are really miserable. People in the countryside outside say that the child calls first."
Everyone will suffer. Alas!"
I couldn't help feeling miserable: Don't I have a hard life? She was in a coma and didn't know anything. It was me who suffered.
Now, I find that I am becoming more and more indifferent, and even feel less and less guilty towards Chen Yuan. Of course, only I know all this. Of course, I will not give up on her, because I still feel guilty about Chen Yuan in my heart.
She is full of pity.
Even if she was not my wife, but just my patient, I would still do this. Just as the nanny said, she is really a miserable person. As a result, now I begin to doubt the injustice of God.
In fact, how fair is God to me? Although I now have a lot of money and have relationships with so many women, I am still lonely, and I find that the more women I have, the more conflicted and lonely I will be.
I am an obstetrician and gynecologist, and I should have a full understanding of women. Not only do they often suffer from various female diseases, but they also feel inferior because of their low social status. No matter how rich they are, even if they are in a high position
In fact, I also have low self-esteem inside. I am fully aware of this. Su Hua, who is very competitive, and Lin Yu, who is already the secretary of the municipal party committee, are like this. Therefore, whenever I have a relationship with them, I will immediately feel self-blame and guilt.
, because I know that every time I have sex with them, it will actually hurt them to some extent. Of course, it doesn't hurt them physically, it can only hurt them psychologically.
Therefore, I think I will want to be alone forever. Maybe the reason why I make money and have sex with women all the time is to overcome my inner loneliness, right? The eunuchs in ancient times liked money, because they could only like money.
, because as a man, after losing his sexual ability, he can only shift his inner preferences to other things, and may even like money to a perverted level. Of course, there is also power. In dynasties where eunuchs were in power,
It's very abnormal. This is the reason.
I don’t want to be an official. In fact, I’m not that crazy about money. I just like beautiful women like other men, and it doesn’t reach the level of perversion. I know this best. So I understand very well: I pursue money.
In fact, being with a woman is just to kill time and overcome the loneliness deep in the heart. Counting money and sleeping with a woman in your arms is the best way to kill time and prove that you are still alive.[
But now I find that I have changed. Just tonight. In my stone house, I felt something: life is short, you must enjoy yourself in time.
I have to say that Su Hua's story stimulated me a lot. I thought: What is the purpose of a person's pursuit? Is it just to become a loess in the end? Thinking of everything Su Hua has experienced, I feel that her life is really
Very not worth it.
She has no career, no money, and no one who loves her. It's really sad.
Therefore, I feel that I must not continue like this. I want to enjoy everything and satisfy my soul and body to the fullest. Even if I leave this world one day, I will not regret it.
The next day I met Tang Zi in the hospital. She was looking at me and smiling from a distance.
Some time ago, I saw her from a distance and hid quietly by myself, because I thought about that night. That incident made me very embarrassed later on, because after all, she was the illegitimate daughter of Dean Tang. But today
I didn't do that, but walked directly towards her.
"Hello." I greeted her with a smile.
"Hello." She also smiled at me.
"What happy event did you encounter? Are you so happy?" I asked her, looking at her beautiful face, but what came to my mind was the scene when we were together that night. My heart suddenly trembled.
"I'm getting married this Sunday. Director Feng, please come and attend." She said to me with a smile, her eyes full of charm.
I suddenly felt sour in my heart, but I still smiled on my face, "Congratulations. Are you sending wedding candy? And a fine."
She laughed and said, "Okay, I'll deliver it to you in the afternoon."
In Jiangnan, people often jokingly call wedding invitations "fine tickets". Many people are often troubled by receiving several wedding invitations a day, so we have such a bitter joke.
"Okay, see you in the afternoon." So I said.
But she stopped me, and then whispered: "How is my uncle's affairs going?"
"That's almost it. Let's talk about it in the afternoon. I have other things to do now," I said.
She looked at me, a blush suddenly appeared on her face, "Okay..."
I have to ask her out for dinner in the evening. I said in my heart when I left, because my heart was already in trouble, and when I thought about the scene of us being together that night in my mind, my blood began to boil.
She is getting married and will be someone else's woman. Maybe I have another chance today. I thought this way.
I have indeed almost finished handling Dean Tang's affairs, so I am very confident about what will happen tonight.
After discussing the details with Dean Tang that afternoon, I went to have dinner with Zhang Shiyu. I found out about Su Hua early the next morning. Then I contacted Jiang Zhenren and the man outside the quarantine area.
The town found him. But we were not allowed to enter the epidemic area. So all we got was the news of Su Hua's death. Apart from that, we didn't even see her body or even her belongings.
That day, Jiang Zhenren looked very gloomy, rarely spoke, and did not shed tears. But I know that a person will not shed tears when he is extremely sad. I was very sad, but after all, Su Hua and I have never been together.
It was an unforgettable emotion, so I shed tears. My tears flowed down uncontrollably and I couldn't control them. The scenes when I was with her appeared in my mind like movie scenes, and those scenes directly
It opened up my tear ducts.
On the way back, I found that he also drove there by himself, a white BMW. I knew that he had made a lot of money, but I didn't expect that he could buy a BMW. I felt a lot in my heart.
.It’s not that I’m jealous of the money he made, but I feel that Su Hua is worthless. At the same time, I feel worthless for Su Hua: I only helped Jiang Zhenren for Su Hua’s sake, but now Su Hua has left.
She has enjoyed nothing in this world!
Jiang Zhenren came over and shook hands with me, "Feng Xiao, thank you for coming."
I said calmly: "She is my senior sister."
He nodded, "I would also like to thank you for your help. But I think it means nothing now. Feng Xiao, you are a good brother, and I am very sorry for you. I was completely taking advantage of Su Hua's relationship with you.
In fact, I didn't want to remarry her in my heart. The reason is very simple. I am a man and it is impossible to forgive her for betraying me. At that time, I felt that what I lacked most was money. I thought that as long as I had money, would I still be able to marry her?
Can't find a beautiful woman to be my wife? But now I know that what I lost will never come back. It was actually extremely selfish for me not to forgive her. Now that she is gone, I will take the money and drive like this
What’s the use of a car?”
At this point, I clearly saw him shed a few tears, and they all fell into a puddle on the ground.
I didn't say anything, I was sighing in my heart.
He wiped his tears and continued to say to me: "Feng Xiao, don't introduce any business to me in the future. I have enough money now. Su Hua's parents only have a daughter. Now that she is gone, I have to go and
The old couple came over. I have thought about it, now that Su Hua is gone, I will take care of her parents and provide for her until her death. Hey! Why? Why do many things always have to be regretted after they happen? Why...
..."
He left and went to his white BMW alone. Then he suddenly stepped on the accelerator and rushed out. The splash of muddy water immediately polluted the whiteness of the BMW. He continued to increase the accelerator,
As if I was going crazy. At this moment, my inner feelings became even stronger. Yes, Jiang Zhenren is right, why do we always know how to repent after something happens?
After I returned home, I felt depressed for several days. Then one day, I suddenly remembered what happened to Dean Tang, so I called Kang Demao.
After meeting him in a teahouse, I tentatively asked Dean Tang how to handle the matter. Of course, it was impossible for me to tell him about the relationship between Tang Zi and me. I just said that Dean Tang was my teacher and it was very difficult for me to tell him.
A good teacher comes to him for advice entirely because he is entrusted by the teacher.
"He's right. You, Dean Zhang, are indeed very important. Every leader hopes that his successor will not be his enemy. Do you know why?" Kang Demao asked me with a smile.
"Why?" I don't understand.
"Do you know what request Yeltsin made when Putin succeeded Yeltsin as president of Russia?" He then asked me.
"I don't know. Just tell me." I thought his words were a bit confusing, but I knew he must have deep meaning.
"On the eve of Yeltsin handing over power, Putin signed a law pardoning the Yeltsin family for any possible economic and political crimes. This was one of Yeltsin's demands for Putin to take power." Kandemao said, "In fact, the reason is very simple. Now those who have real power
Most officials have some problems, and they certainly don’t want their successors to have to deal with their old debts.”
I suddenly realized, "That makes sense!"
"Is it easy to handle Dean Zhang's place? Based on your father-in-law's relationship with him, there should be no problem with this matter, right? In fact, there is only one thing that Dean Zhang needs to do, and that is, as long as he does not object to your teacher becoming the dean.
, of course, it would be better if he supports it." He said.
I said, "That's the truth. However, it seems that my father-in-law has not agreed to one of Dean Zhang's requests recently, so I guess this matter is a bit troublesome."
"Let me give you a piece of information." He smiled. "Recently, the province is planning to open up a large piece of land to the east of the provincial capital, and then move all the universities in the provincial capital there. First, it is to create a standardized university campus.
, The second is to solve the problem of weak campus accommodation capacity after the university's enrollment expansion. Your medical university will also be relocated as a whole. Your school's site is quite good, and the future construction projects in the new university area will also be a piece of fat."
"When will we start this project?" I asked, secretly surprised.
"The end of this year, the beginning of next year. Very soon." He said.
"I understand what you mean. But then Dean Zhang must become the principal of the school." I said.
He smiled and said, "Of course. If he doesn't become the principal, your teacher won't be able to succeed your President Zhang as the top leader of your hospital."
"The principal of the school must be appointed by the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee." I said.
"Can't the executive vice governor solve the job problem of a principal or a hospital director with just one sentence? The key is that you have to find the right person," he said with a smile.
I also laughed, "Didn't I come to see you?"
He shook his head, "I can't. I'm just a little secretary. He must have his own way with Dean Zhang's affairs, so you don't have to worry about him. But as far as I know, he seems to be looking for your father-in-law.
Maybe my information may not be accurate, because I don’t pay much attention to the personnel arrangements of your hospital. Who told you that you are not interested in being an official? Otherwise, I will always pay attention to the personnel trends of your unit. So, about your teacher
It's very simple, and maybe it can be solved without Governor Huang's intervention."
I was confused again, "Then who should I go to?"
"Secretary Lin, why are you so confused? Sometimes she can represent certain leaders. Feng Xiao, I can only say this," he said.
I understood immediately: what he meant was that Dean Tang’s matter was not worthy of Governor Huang’s intervention. Lin Yu would be fine. It wasn’t that Lin Yu herself had much energy, but that the person behind her was
Governor Huang.
Now I realize that some complicated things are actually very simple. It's just that I don't understand the key to those things.
Next I'll go find Lin Yi.
As soon as he saw me, he said to me: "I was talking about looking for you. Xiaonan's mother and I were talking about talking to you."
"What happened?" I asked.
"We don't think it's good for Xiao Nan to stay at home all the time. The air in the room is not very good after all. Summer is coming soon, and it is easy to get infected. As a doctor, you should know that such a situation is entirely possible. So, we
I want to send her to the hospital. It will be good for you and the child. What do you think?" he said.
"But it's more likely to get infected in the hospital." I said.
"Then it depends on what kind of hospital it is. Although your hospital is a tertiary hospital, which means the medical technology is better, the hospital conditions are still very poor. There is a nursing home for senior cadres in our province. It is in the suburbs, the air is better, and it is
The doctors in the single ward are also very skilled. What do you think?" he asked me.
"I'll take some time to see it before we talk." I said.
"What time do you have? Let's go now. Do you have anything to do with me? Let's talk about it on the way," he said.
I thought this arrangement was a good one, so I agreed immediately.
The one he arranged was the extended Lincoln. I looked at him in surprise. He smiled and said, "You should show some dignity when you go to a place like that. After all, most of the people recuperating there are leading cadres of our province."
"Do they agree to Xiaonan moving in?" I asked worriedly.
He smiled and said, "Don't worry about that. I've made an agreement with the dean there. They also want to make money, right? I've already made an agreement with them, and it's two million per year."
"So expensive?" I couldn't help but be shocked.
"What's expensive?" He shook his head and said, "What do we earn money for? Money earned if not spent is like a blank slate. The fun of making money is not only in the process of making money, but also in how to spend it.
.Xiaonan is my daughter, so it’s right to spend money on her medical treatment. Don’t you think so?”
I deeply agree.
Then he asked me: "Tell me, why did you come to see me today?"
I asked: "Dean Zhang came to see you recently, right? Does he want you to arrange for a famous director to arrange a role for his daughter?"
He nodded, "I didn't agree to him. It's not because of anything else. I think your chapter president has too much appetite. Officials with too much appetite will be very dangerous, and I don't want to continue to have contact with him."
"Isn't the hospital's project already in progress? If something went wrong, wouldn't it also cause problems? If I had known this, I shouldn't have cooperated with our hospital in the first place?" I don't quite understand.
"It was just a stop-gap measure at the time. My purpose was not to target the project of your hospital. What I saw was the future. I heard that the province has recently planned a university park, and your medical university will move there as a whole.
The land at the Medical University is good, and the construction of the new district will also be a big business in the future. I heard that your president, Zhang, is likely to serve as the president of the school in the future, so I agreed to the project of your hospital.
Of course, my purpose is also to get to know him as a person through that project." He replied.
"Now you think he is very dangerous, so you are not ready to continue cooperating with him?" I asked.
But he shook his head, "That's not true. I just want to give him a signal, hoping that his appetite will not be so big. I won't just comply with any conditions he puts forward."
"Uncle Lin, have you ever thought about it? People like him are likely to hold grudges in the future. He hasn't become the principal yet, and he doesn't have that much power in his hands. But once he sits in that position,
, once he has huge resources in his hands, he may not necessarily quarrel with you. I heard someone say that negotiation requires capital. Now his capital is small, so he can’t do anything to you, but in the future he will
It's hard to say. Uncle Lin, I don't think you need to do this. The gain outweighs the loss. If you think he might really have any problems in the future, you might as well completely cut off the relationship with him now." I said.
"What about the project in your hospital? After all, I have already invested so much money," he said.
"Anyway, you will make it back. Or you can transfer the project to someone else. As long as you don't lose money," I said.
He laughed "hehe".
I suddenly felt something was wrong, "Uncle Lin, have you decided to give up on him?"
"I will continue to work on the hospital project. If your dean named Zhang keeps sitting in his current position, the possibility of problems in the future is relatively small, but once he becomes the president of the university, it will be difficult to say
"To be honest, I am not sure about this person. He is too pampered towards his daughter. Maybe he himself will not have any problems, but it is hard to say about his daughter," he said.
"What happened to his daughter?" I asked in surprise.
"According to the method that you and I have agreed upon before, I am responsible for sponsoring, and then his daughter will get a ranking. In order not to attract too much attention, I can't let his daughter get a better ranking. But you know what? His
After my daughter arrived in Beijing, she actually took the initiative to charm several judges, and her ranking was advanced. This little girl is very extraordinary and very ambitious. This is what I am most worried about. Think about it, if I have a relationship with Zhang in the future.
If he cooperates, he will definitely make more demands for repayment. Why do you think he wants so much money? In the end, it is not invested in his daughter. People are so confident now that once the source of his daughter's funds is traced
If so, something will definitely happen." He said.
So that's it. I thought to myself, so I asked him: "Then what are you going to do? Didn't you just say that you wanted to give up on him? Isn't that right? You didn't seem to say that at first, right?"
"Now I am ready to give up on him. As for what the final situation will be, it depends on whether he will listen to me or not," he said.
"What do you mean?" I didn't understand.
"I can help him. In fact, what he needs most now is a sum of money. He has connections in the government, but the connections are not that strong and he needs money. If he listens to me in everything from now on, I can give him money.
He used a sum of money to do some activities, or helped him through your relationship with Secretary Lin. But now he is going too far. The last time he was with me, he even spoke in an official tone in front of me. Hehe! Such a person is too conceited.
It's overkill. Therefore, I must not pamper him with such a temper. Feng Xiao, there is no way that my Jiangnan Group, which is such a big industry, could capsize in the gutter because of a small hospital director like him, right?" He said
explain.
Now I finally understood what he was thinking. In fact, after talking for a long time, he just didn’t trust Dean Zhang, so he needed to be completely controlled. Moreover, I heard it from his words. Dean Zhang is currently proposing
It seems that his request is not as simple as asking his daughter to meet the director.
"He asked you to come to me, right?" I was thinking about it when I heard him asking me.
I nodded, "Yes. He told me that you didn't agree to his request, so he asked me to come find you."
He suddenly laughed, "It's not just me who disagrees. Last time he was so arrogant in front of me, as if he was already the president of the university. As a result, I ignored him and left. Now he may realize that his
That bullshit project is of no use to him as a principal. What is political achievement? Political achievements with background are useful. Without background, political achievements are just a sign of great success, which is harmful. Haha! I know, he is hinting to me that he surrenders.
Okay! You go back and tell him, I agree to talk to him again."
"Some things are just words. You guys have talked about them. What if he changes his mind in the future?" I asked worriedly.
"Of course I have my own ways." He said, smiling slightly, "I, Lin Yi, have come from nothing to now. Could it be that I am a vegetarian? Feng Xiao, don't worry, I will have ways to restrict him. But I hope
What's more important is that he consciously abides by his promise, and everyone makes money by being harmonious. Infighting often results in both sides losing, which is not what I want to see."
I nodded and then said: "I really don't understand, he only has a daughter, why don't he raise her as a rich lady? She has to join the literary and art circles!"
He smiled and said: "It's very simple. Doting."
"Pampering will often harm her." I sighed and said, remembering what Sun Lulu said that time in my mind.
I resisted telling him about Dean Tang. I thought: wait until he has a talk with Dean Zhang. If the negotiation doesn't go well, wouldn't it be in vain if the position of Dean is not available?
A few days later, Lin Yi called me, "If you have time, go tell Secretary Lin about your Dean Zhang. It would be best if you can do it without spending money. It is best not to let him go to buy an official with money."
It’s very dangerous to do it.”
That day, Lin Yi and I went to the outskirts. The breath of spring was stronger. The outside of the car was green. All my eyes were filled with spring scenery, and my mood suddenly became happy.
The Provincial Veterans Sanatorium is located in a small mountain col. It is all built in the architectural style of the 1950s and 1960s. Most of them are villas or bungalows, each surrounded by greenery. After entering, I found that there were towering ancient trees everywhere, and it was so quiet that it made people linger.
What a great place! I couldn’t help but sigh.
The dean arranged a small bungalow for Chen Yuan. But he said to us apologetically: "I'm sorry, this place will not be available until three months later. Because the province recently arranged for an old leader to come here for recuperation."
, this old leader specified that he wants to live in this place. Boss Lin, please understand that our place is a sanatorium for cadres after all, and we cannot be too conspicuous when accepting other patients."
"Didn't we agree a long time ago?" Lin Yi suddenly became unhappy.
I thought what the dean said was unpleasant, so I said, "Forget it, we ordinary people are not here for this kind of place."
Lin Yi's face was extremely gloomy, and I kept trying to persuade him nicely before he left that place with me.
After driving out of the nursing home, he said angrily, "Our country's leading cadres are the best group of people in the world who know how to enjoy themselves! And it's free!"
This was the first time I heard him say bad words, and I could tell the anger in his heart.
On the way back, he stopped talking, and I could totally feel his inner depression. So I said to him, "It's okay, just stay at home. I'm also a doctor anyway, and I will take good care of her."
He still didn't speak and drove the car very fast.
He called me a few days later and told me: "You should take some time to find Secretary Lin and tell her about your Zhang dean. I think it is best to buy an official position without spending any money."
After all, the risk is too great and it’s not worth it. I even look down on those who buy official positions.”
I agreed immediately. But I immediately told him about Dean Tang. He didn’t speak after hearing it, and then sighed after a while: "Hey! People from your hospital..." and then hung up.
I picked up the phone. I knew he agreed.
However, when I called Lin Yu, she told me that she was studying abroad and would call me as soon as she came back.
She came back a few days ago, but she said she was very busy. I understood her, because she was the municipal party committee secretary after all. Then I told Lin Yi the situation, and he smiled and told me not to worry, it was not that big of a deal anyway.
urgent.
Then he told me: "I have already talked with Zhang, and he agrees in principle with what you said, but only if he vacates his position."
Only then did I feel relieved.
That's why I was so confident when I met Tang Zi today, because I believed Lin Yu would help me.
Tang Zi came to my office at a little after four in the afternoon, and she indeed sent me a wedding invitation.
I smiled and asked her: "What gift do you want me to give you?"
"What can you give me?" she asked me.
"You can make requests and I will try my best to satisfy you." I smiled at her.
She immediately laughed and said, "I want a car, can you give it to me?"
"What brand is it?" I asked, still smiling.
"I don't have high requirements, just a car worth over RMB 100,000," she said with a smile.
"No problem." I said immediately without any hesitation.
She laughed, "You're kidding. If you really give me a car, how will I tell my husband?"
I was startled and thought: This is indeed a problem. Then I had an idea, so I smiled at her and said, "Let's have a meal together tonight."
Her face suddenly turned red, "I have something to do tonight..."
I was immediately displeased, so I said calmly: "Okay. Go and do your work."
She glanced at me and said, "I'll make a call first."
I didn't say anything, but I found that she had already taken out her mobile phone and started dialing, "Husband, I have other things to do in the evening. My classmates asked me to go shopping and check out wedding dresses. Well, bye!"
Her voice is very gentle and beautiful.
I couldn't help but laugh. She glared at me angrily, "Why are you laughing? You're disgusting!"
I laughed and stood up immediately, "Let's go, I will take you to a place."
"Is it still early for dinner?" she said to me in surprise.
"I'll take you to see the car." I said.
"No, I can't ask for your car. I was joking just now." She suddenly became anxious.
"Are you worried that your husband will doubt you? It's very simple. I will apply for a card for you, and I will deposit the corresponding money into your card for whichever car you like. Then you can buy it yourself.
This way your husband won't doubt you. If he asks you, just say it's your private money." I said.
"But he knows I don't have that much money," she said.
"Now all departments in the hospital are engaged in revenue generation. Do you think this is your revenue? Anyway, he won't check specifically. After all, you are not married yet." I said to her with a smile.
She was still shaking her head, "No. I can't ask for your things. But I have to ask you a favor for something."
I smiled at her: "Tell me."
"My brother is about to graduate from college. Can you please find him a job?" she said.
"What does he study? What are his requirements?" I asked.
"Of course it would be best to be a civil servant. He will take the civil service examination next month. I know that the most important thing during the interview is the relationship," she said.
"Where is he going to take the civil service exam?" I nodded and asked.
"He majored in finance and was preparing to apply for business or taxation exams," she said.
I immediately laughed and said, "They are all good places. Okay, you can give me the information after he takes the exam." I agreed to her because I felt that Kangdemao should be able to do this, and in this situation
I will agree to whatever request she makes.
"Then I thank you in advance." She said in surprise.
I said, "Don't be so polite. Let's go and see the car."
"Feng Xiao, do you really want to give me money?" she asked me.
"Wrong. I'm giving you car money." I corrected her.
"Why? I'm obviously asking you for help?" she asked me, her beautiful eyes twinkling.
"No reason. I like it." I said, of course it was a lie.
She looked at me and said quietly: "I understand, you do this so that I will always be grateful to you and always owe you. But, besides my body, what else can I repay you with?"
"I like you. Can we be together occasionally without affecting your family in the future?" I asked her, feeling suddenly agitated.
This is the first time I have said such shameless words in front of girls in the same work unit. Except Zhuang Qing, because I already really liked her when I said this to her.
I have no feelings for Tang Zi, I just like her body. So when I said this, my heart suddenly jumped. I was terrified.
This is my office. If she suddenly gets angry and makes a big fuss, I will be embarrassed and my reputation will be ruined. I admit that I was impulsive just now, but I am sure in my heart: She won't do it, she won't.
! Because she would rather devote herself to me for her biological father, and this matter is also related to her reputation. So, she won’t.
Sure enough, she showed no signs of seizure. She was looking at me as if she were looking at a monster.
I tried my best to control the fear in my heart, and looked at her with a calm smile on my face.
She sighed, "Let's go, even if I sold myself to you. However, I can only promise you, once a month at most. I will accompany you again tonight, and you can do it as many times as you like. After marriage
I can’t give it to you in the first month and twice in the second month.”
I suddenly felt uncomfortable because her words sounded too much like a transaction. So I said, "Forget it. Even if I was joking just now, don't worry, I will still help you."
"I need money. My boyfriend's family is also very poor," she said.
"You can ask your uncle. He won't be short of money." Now, I really regret my previous impulse.
She was looking at me, still as if she were looking at a monster, "Feng Xiao, you are a very strange person."
I smiled faintly, "It's not surprising, not surprising at all. Because I still have a basic conscience. What happened that night should not have happened, not to mention you are getting married soon. I don't want to destroy your future family. Now I
I regret it."
She sighed, "A woman who has cheated is no longer clean. I know your wife's situation. You need a woman. I need money. It's that simple."
"I don't want to make such a deal with you. I said, your biological father should be rich." I felt more and more tired. The pure appearance of her in front of me seemed a little dirty in my heart.
"You are wrong, he doesn't have much money. His money has been used to support our three siblings' education. He is not a corrupt official, and he is also my father. That's why I am willing to help him. Also, he is a capable person.
As a daughter, I should help him realize his ideals." She shook her head.
Suddenly, I remembered something, "Tang Zi, tell me, does your father know about this exchange between you and me?"
She hesitated for a moment, "Why do you ask me this? Do you think my father is so ashamed?"
I could see clearly that she did hesitate for a moment. However, her answer made me picky. Yes, could there be such a shameful father in this world?
"Give me your brother's information in a few days, and I will find a way to handle this matter for you. Tang Zi, it's my fault. You are getting married soon, and I hope you can cherish your married life in the future.
Money is an extraneous thing. If you lose your family for money, you will regret it for the rest of your life." I sighed.
She was silent for a moment, and then said after a while: "Thank you..."
She left. I suddenly regretted it. I discovered that if a person wants to be a good person and become selfish, he has to pay a high price, and it will make him unhappy and regretful for a long time.
It was her wedding on the weekend, and I didn't go. It wasn't because of anything else, it was because I felt overwhelmed. Moreover, I had already made an appointment with Lin Yu to meet. Of course, I called Lin Yu after I decided not to go.
.
Lin Yu is at home.
I told her the story, and she pondered for a while and then said: "It's not a big deal. A deputy director of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee is familiar with me, so I'll just tell him. But I have to give him something."
It is best for the leader of the Organization Department not to send money, especially with my status. You tell Boss Lin and let him get ready, and I will take the time to go to the deputy minister’s house."
I didn't expect it to be so simple, and I felt uneasy, so I asked: "Does the deputy minister's words have any effect?"
"The president and deputy minister of a university are totally fine. Not to mention the president of a hospital. After all, it is not a sensitive department. But the troublesome thing about this matter is that we have to find two departments separately. The university is managed by the Provincial Education Commission.
, the appointment and dismissal of hospital leaders also requires the consent of the Department of Health. It’s not a big problem. Weren’t they all present when Governor Huang invited guests last time? I’ll explain it to them separately,” she said.
"Do I need to treat them to a meal?" I asked.
She immediately laughed, "For officials of their level, eating is a burden. No need, my face is enough."
"Sister, thank you." I thanked you sincerely, and then asked: "What is the appropriate value of the thing given to the deputy minister?"
"At least it has to be calligraphy and painting by famous artists, right? If it's an antique, does it have to be from the Ming and Qing Dynasties? Modern people can do it too. The key to the problem is that it must be authentic. Authenticity is the first thing. It's hard to say what the value is.
Many prices are artificially hyped. The deputy minister is an expert in this field, and his purpose of collecting is not only for money, but also for appreciation. Do you understand?" she said.
I didn't quite understand, but I still nodded.
"Feng Xiao, as long as you ask for something, I will help you. Don't worry. By the way, let's go to the bedroom. This time I brought you a coat from abroad. It's very beautiful. You can try it on.
"She smiled charmingly at me. I found that the corners of her eyes had wrinkles creeping up at some point, and I suddenly felt a little pain in my heart.
Really, I felt a pain in my heart. This slight pain made me suddenly realize that I had a real concern for her. Now I believe something: the emotions between men and women will slowly seep out.
I looked at her and said, "Sister, don't let yourself be so tired. How long have you not seen her? Why have you become so haggard?"
I didn't tell her about the wrinkles around her eyes because I was worried that she would be sad after hearing this. Women are very concerned about their aging process.
She sighed and shook her head, "Sister, I am already close to forty years old. This is the law of nature. I just hope you don't dislike me or get bored with me."
I hurriedly said: "How could it be? You are my sister."
"Come on, let's go to the bedroom." she said.
"Sister, let me carry you." I said, looking at her half lying on the sofa.
"Feng Xiao, you are so kind. I just don't want to move anymore." She murmured and then closed her eyes.
I went to hug her horizontally and suddenly felt that she seemed to be a lot lighter. "Sister, you seem to have lost a lot of weight. What's going on?"
"I've been too tired lately," she said.
"You didn't deliberately lose weight, did you?" I asked again.
"No. What's wrong?" she asked, opening her eyes.
I carried her to her bedroom, then gently put her on the bed, and began to take off her shoes, "Sister, your sudden weight loss should attract attention. It's best to take the time to have a comprehensive physical examination.
.”
"What do you suspect?" she asked, suddenly becoming nervous.
"I don't suspect anything. I just feel that your sudden weight loss needs attention. It's time to nip it in the bud." I said.
"Tomorrow is Sunday, do you go to work?" she asked.
"I'm not just talking about gynecological examinations, but comprehensive physical examinations. You who are leading cadres especially need regular physical examinations. Because you are too tired, live an irregular life, and often socialize and drink." I said.
She immediately laughed and said, "That's true. If you want to have a gynecological examination, you can do it for me now. Okay, help me arrange it, and I'll go to your hospital for a physical examination tomorrow."
"Now our hospital already has a physical examination center. Once you enter there, someone will accompany you throughout the examination. The conditions are also very good. Let's do this. I will contact you today. You don't want to eat anything tomorrow morning. I will take you there.
Just go." I said to her with a smile.
"Yeah. It's great to have a brother like you who is a doctor." She said, "Feng Xiao, the coat is in the closet. You can take it out and put it on while I take a look."
I went to open her closet and found a light yellow coat next to a row of women's clothes. The texture looked good. I took it out and looked at it. The style was also good. I remember that a certain Hollywood star seemed to have worn such a coat.
, he looks very handsome when he wears it.
I took off my coat and put my coat on. It fit me very well and I felt pretty good.
She was looking at me and nodded slightly, "That's right. Feng Xiao, you are so handsome."
"Thank you, sister. Are these clothes expensive?" I asked.
"As long as it looks good on you. With your current net worth, it's not appropriate to ask about the price." She smiled.
I looked at the trademark on the sign and heard her say: "gomo rmn, Italy's top men's clothing brand, its design concept is to remove unnecessary decoration, emphasize comfort and express uncomplicated elegance. Its design is neither sexy nor complicated.
It is not eye-catching, but it shows first-class quality and popularity in workmanship and fabric texture. It is a very suitable Italian brand in the workplace. It always expresses its elegant temperament with simple tailoring and low-key, neutral colors. In addition,
Designers like to use fabrics that are very soft like women's clothing, giving the clothing a unique drape. For non-muscular men, it provides an excellent body modification effect. Urban men in Western countries must at least have to
Owning an rmn. I thought that you are an obstetrician and gynecologist, so neutral clothing is most suitable for you. It seems that my feeling is right, you look really handsome in it."
I looked at her and asked: "Sister, do you also think I am a bit feminine?"
She looked at me and smiled charmingly, "Your temperament is softer, but not feminine. You are so good in bed, you are more of a man than a man."
"Really?" I said, and then took off my coat, "Sister, thank you."
"Come on, come and lie next to me for a while. I haven't been with you for a long time. Hey! We women need men to nourish us. Come on, moisturize me, moisturize me." She said, her voice was soft and bone-piercing.
The author's digression:
Today's "Prodigal Son Officialdom"
Zhang Pengfei, the son of a high-ranking official, rose to power by virtue of his family's power. He originally wanted to serve the people and work down-to-earth, but he was unable to get rid of the entanglement of beautiful women and the emotional shackles. Political opponents in the officialdom also frequently attacked him... In desperation, he had no choice but to
Choose to take an alternative official path.
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