Sometimes people are like this. We all have lazy genes in our bones. Once we have lazy thoughts, we will find reasons for ourselves not to do things. The reason I gave myself today is very simple: there is nothing urgent in the afternoon.
things.
In fact, I have something to do today, because I originally planned to go to the outpatient clinic in the afternoon, because I found that the random inspections in the outpatient clinic have been on the rise again recently. But I convinced myself: it will be the same if I go tomorrow, anyway, this matter will be solved in one day.
There won't be any trouble inside.
Therefore, it is easy for a person to be lazy, but it is the most difficult to defeat oneself.[
So, I took a deep sleep. When I woke up, I didn't want to get up because I had her warm company next to me. We started talking, chatting and hugging each other.
"Brother Feng, I want to go to MB, do you think it's okay?" she asked me.
"If you want to work for others, I think it's good. Because such a diploma will be very attractive to corporate bosses. But if you really want to learn real things, I think you should go to more lectures. Lectures on management.
.This can also save a lot of money. In addition, Xinhua Bookstore has many books on management, and audio and video materials of lectures are also for sale. You can buy some selectively and then read them slowly and gain insights.
"I said. I graduated with a Ph.D. and I know exactly what the real content of a degree is. In the final analysis, many people with high degrees have high scores and low abilities. Of course, I am not.
In fact, I know in my heart that Yu Min's biggest problem now is her lack of experience and lack of confidence. But she has one advantage. Her heart is full of desire to make money. This is her biggest motivation at present.
I thought about it and then said to her: "Yu Min, let me tell you a story."
"I like to listen to stories the most. It can't be pornographic, right?" she laughed.
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Be serious. I'm going to tell you something serious."
So she stopped talking. Then I continued: "A Swedish doctor who had a special liking for desert exploration. When he was young, he tried to cross the Sahara Desert in Africa. On the night when he entered the hinterland, there was an overwhelming storm.
He lost everything: the guide disappeared, the camels loaded with water and food disappeared, and even the bottle of champagne that had been opened to celebrate his thirty-sixth birthday was spilled. Death.
Fear came from all directions, and his hand nervously reached into his pocket. Apple, I have another apple! He woke up from despair. A few days later, he was rescued by the local indigenous people who were dying. They were greatly confused.
The solution is that in his unconscious state, he was holding an apple that was complete but too shriveled to look like. It was held so tightly that no one could take it out of his hand. At the beginning of the last century, in this life,
A legendary old man passed away. On his deathbed, he wrote this epitaph for himself: I still have an apple."
She asked me: "Apple? Why doesn't he eat it?"
I think she is a bit stupid, "If he had eaten it, he would have died a long time ago, because after eating that apple, he would have no hope. I don't know what other people think of this apple. There is no doubt that it can
It is regarded as the embodiment of faith, but I prefer this understanding more wishfully: when God puts you in a desperate situation, he will definitely give you a life-saving apple, which is hidden in a certain pocket of your body.
Therefore, there is no need for you to complain about your own strengths. You should spend your sighing time looking for this apple. As long as you can find it, you will be able to walk out of the desert of life easily and happily. That apple is actually
Your strengths. Yu Min, do you understand what I mean?"
"I understand, you are my apple." She said.
I couldn't laugh or cry again, but then I smiled bitterly, because I found that she was not actually that stupid.
During dinner, I called home. After learning that everything was fine at home, I went out to have a meal with Yu Min. I also gave her a set of keys to my villa.
"Every time I go, I will call you." I said to her when we parted after dinner.
When I got home, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart when I looked at Chen Yuan who still looked the same as before. Now, I no longer have sadness or self-blame, and the only thing left is pity.
.I looked at her sleeping in front of me and said: "Chen Yuan, are you prepared to spend your life like this? Can you bear to keep sleeping like this without getting up to see your son?"
My words were like speaking to the air. I sighed and left. To be honest, I am a little afraid to go back to this home now because I don't want to see her like this.
The child is really cute. He started to giggle when he saw me, and clear saliva flowed from the corner of his mouth. I went to pick him up from the nanny, and his little hand touched my cheek, which made me feel comfortable.
Awesome. To be honest, in my life now, the only thing that can bring me real happiness is my children.
Suddenly I remembered something and hurriedly handed the child over to the nanny, then hid in the study to make a phone call.
First, call Sun Lulu, "How's the situation? What's the project in my hometown?" [
"I just had contact with County Magistrate Long once, and the county is very supportive. Now I am preparing for the design bidding. This matter is a bit troublesome, because the county has requirements. First, it must be in line with their overall plan, and second, we are required to find a
A well-known design company. This will definitely increase the cost," she said.
"This is necessary. Don't be afraid of increasing costs. In the future, if the entire county is renovated to be beautiful, housing prices will go up," I said.
"People in many departments in the county are a little bit resistant. They work both ways. Every time County Magistrate Long is present, all departments agree to it, but after he comes down, they all put off doing things. I invited them to dinner, but it had no effect," she said.
Said again.
"These people are just tough little brats. Buy them some cigarettes, alcohol or something." I said. I know the people below, and the look of the Director of Radio, Film and Television that day still makes me feel uncomfortable.
"As a gift, each person received two strips of soft Chinese medicine and two bottles of Wuliangye. It didn't work," she said.
I sneered, "They are eager to give it to them one by one. Have you told County Magistrate Long about these things?"
"No. I don't think I can tell Magistrate Long. If I do that, those people will feel that I often accuse them behind their backs. These people are very troublesome, and they are all very greasy. Now I have a headache. Brother Feng, your hometown
This place is too poor, and the officials have very backward ideas. They always feel that companies come here purely to make money, so they always seem to get some benefit from it. It is completely different with Secretary Lin. The officials there regard us as the God of Wealth.
, thinking that our investment is to promote their local economy, so the service is very good and very enthusiastic," she said.
I can imagine her smiling bitterly now. I also sighed, "Yes, that's the difference. In fact, this is also a vicious cycle. Lulu, so be it, I'm going to make time to come here recently. See if you can think of it
Is there any way to solve this problem? I think you are right, don’t tell County Magistrate Long about these things for the time being. The relationships in small places are complicated, and the quality of officials is also uneven. Let’s talk about it after I come back. You
Prepare the design bidding first. It is best to invite several well-known design units and select the best plan from them. This matter must be done in accordance with the local requirements. That place is my hometown, and I don’t want it to happen in the future.
My hometown elders poked me in the back. My principle is, first of all, make my hometown beautiful, and the design must be forward-thinking. The second thing is to make money. Do you understand?"
"Okay. When will you come?" she asked me.
"I'll ask for leave from the hospital and we'll talk about it later. By the way, when I come down, don't tell outsiders that the company is mine. I can only operate some things secretly behind my back." I immediately warned.
"Everyone wants to return home in fine clothes, but you like to walk in fine clothes at night. Haha! I understand." She smiled.
I thought about it for a long time, but still couldn't think of any good way to solve the problems that Sun Lulu just mentioned. Let's talk about it after we get back. I thought to myself. Then I called Dean Zhang, "Dean Zhang, I want to ask you
Please take a leave. I am going to go back to my hometown. I will go back to see my parents and take the children back for them to see."
"How long will it take?" he asked.
"A week at most." I said.
"Well, your situation is special, I will grant you half a month's leave. If you need to extend it, you can just call me at any time." He said.
I was very grateful, couldn't help but thank you, and then said to him: "Did my father-in-law tell you? They have promised to help with your matter. But I need to prepare something."
"I already know. It's not convenient for me to talk about the specific situation on the phone. Xiao Feng, let's discuss such matters in person in the future. Okay?" he said.
I found that I had made another mistake while being grateful, because the phone call said that such things are very easy to cause problems, and it is very taboo for others. So I hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I will pay attention to it in the future."
"You are the director of the department, so don't worry about the details of the department. You can go back after arranging the department's affairs. It's okay. By the way, you can write a note to me tomorrow and I will sign it for you so that no one else can worry about it in the future.
Gossip." He said.
I found that he was indeed considerate of the problem, so I thanked him again.
Then I called Lin Yi.
"I'm downstairs with you. I was about to come up. Are you at home?" he asked.[
"Here. I'll make tea for you right away." I said, I didn't expect such a coincidence.
He came up quickly, and Shi Yanni was with him.
After entering the house, Shi Yanni went directly to the bedroom. Lin Yi said to me: "Let's go to the study."
I hurriedly brought the teapot and teacup into the study. He took out a cigarette and lit it. I looked at him in surprise, "You don't seem to have smoked before, right?"
"I've been feeling upset recently, so I started smoking. This stuff is really good. It not only relieves fatigue, but also eliminates worries." He said to me with a smile.
I shook my head and said: "Cigarettes are not good at all. Drinking in moderation is good for cardiovascular disease. So you'd better not learn this thing."
"Everything is like this. It should be viewed in two parts. Although cigarettes are harmful to the body, they can always help us do the things we are doing right now. Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. What are you going to say to me when you call me?
matter?"
So I told him about the phone call I had just had with Dean Zhang, and by the way, I also told him about my plans to go home.
"You should go back." He nodded, and then asked me: "How is the situation of the project? Did you encounter any trouble?"
I had to admit his sensitivity and wisdom, and then nodded and said: "Yes, we are indeed encountering some problems at the moment." So I told him the situation that Sun Lulu told me.
He immediately laughed and said, "This matter is easy to handle."
I looked at him in surprise, "It's easy to handle? What can I do?"
"You are really a fan of the authorities. You have such a suitable person to help you do this job, why didn't you think of it?" He said with a smile.
I was even more surprised, "Who is it? Why can't I remember?"
"Your father." He said with a smile, and then threw the cigarette butt into the trash can next to him, and then poured some tea into it. There was a slight "" sound from the trash can. I hurriedly said: "I'm sorry,
I don't smoke, so I didn't prepare an ashtray. I'll get you a bowl."
"No, I won't smoke anymore," he said.
Then I asked him: "Do you think my father is suitable for this job? I think maybe not?"
He smiled and said: "Although your father does not hold any important position in the local area, he is an old comrade. People like your father should still be very prestigious in the local area. If he comes forward, many things should be easily solved.
of."
I think what he said makes sense, but I still think it's not quite appropriate. "The problem is, I don't want him to know that I'm working on that project. You know he's very old-fashioned."
He shook his head, "You are wrong. You are investing formally, and it is to build your hometown. How could he not support you? Also, he has been in administration all his life and is about to retire. As far as I know, retired people
People often feel a sense of loss. If you find something for them to do at this time, they will definitely feel that they are living a fulfilling life. So, I don’t think the key to the problem is this."
"Tell me, how should I do it?" I asked, and I suddenly realized that I was indeed far behind him in the operation of the project.
"You must give him an identity. Otherwise, it will be inconvenient for him to operate. As the saying goes, only when a teacher has a reputation will a person seek his or her own government. Therefore, this identity is very important." He said.
"But, that project is operated by Sun Lulu? And my father doesn't understand the operation of the project at all, and he has never had any experience in company management." I said worriedly.
"Sun Lulu is the chairman and general manager of that company. You can consider letting your father be the general manager. With Sun Lulu there, you don't have to worry about anything. This way, you can free up part of Sun Lulu's energy to take care of Secretary Lin.
A side project. How nice is that?" he said to me with a smile.
I couldn't help but marvel, but I was still a little worried, "What if my father doesn't agree?"
He smiled and said, "I'm sure he will agree. If he really doesn't want to, you can tell your mother? Your father has to listen to your mother, right?"
I was immediately overjoyed.
"The matter about Dean Zhang..." he said immediately, "I have been thinking about it since you called me, and I also went to discuss it with Dean Zhang. I feel that this matter is a bit troublesome."
"Why? Is it hard to find calligraphy, painting or antiques?" I asked.
He shook his head and said, "I have understood it. The deputy minister whom Secretary Lin mentioned is surnamed Liu. This person has a good relationship with Secretary Lin. However, this minister Liu has a strange temper. Not long ago, a mayor of a prefecture-level city
It fell into his hands. So I'm very worried that Secretary Lin will get into trouble for this matter. If so, it's not worth it."
I was very curious, so I asked: "How did the mayor fall into the hands of Minister Liu?"
"The mayor wanted to be the municipal party committee secretary, so he went to give Minister Liu a fur coat. Unexpectedly, Minister Liu handed the fur coat to the Commission for Discipline Inspection the next day. As a result, the mayor was dismissed for allegedly buying an official position.
Yes." he said.
I never thought that something like this would happen, "Is that Minister Liu a truly upright official? That doesn't seem to be the case, right? Secretary Lin told me personally, saying that this person likes calligraphy, painting and antiques. I guess it was the mayor who sent the things
It was not sent in the right direction, so this result occurred."
He nodded, "This is a possible situation. But I think it's not that simple. The explanation I most hope is what you said, but I think the possibility is very small, or it is just a superficial factor.
"
"Then what could be the reason?" I asked him.
"Today's officials are very smart. On the one hand, they accept bribes wantonly, but on the other hand, they want to show their integrity to the organization, so they often sacrifice people with whom they have bad or no connections. For example, Minister Liu, he
It's entirely possible that he handed over the fur coat for this reason. Anyway, he didn't like that thing. Anyway, he also needed to prove his integrity. The problem now is that we don't know what kind of relationship Secretary Lin is with this person.
relationship, and the person behind Secretary Lin is Governor Huang, it would be troublesome if Minister Liu’s backer is Governor Huang’s political opponent,” he said.
I shook my head, "It's impossible. Sister Lin told me personally that he has a good relationship with the deputy minister. I think she should have fully considered this situation. Also, Minister Liu may not dare to take it easy.
Are you going to offend Governor Huang?"
He sighed: "The relationships in the officialdom are complicated, and everyone has a smile but a dark heart. Even Secretary Lin may make mistakes in judgment."
"You mean that, according to your understanding, Minister Liu is the political enemy of Governor Huang? Can I understand it this way?" I asked.
He shook his head, "That's not true. But Minister Liu has a very weird temper and is a difficult person to figure out. There is another situation that you may not know. It is said that Minister Liu had a lot of troubles when Duan Muxiong was the commissioner.
It’s very useful.”
I asked in surprise: "Didn't it be Governor Huang who greeted Duan Muxiong as commissioner? Doesn't this just mean that Minister Liu is Governor Huang's person?"
But he still shook his head and said: "That matter is not that simple. As far as I know, this Minister Liu is a tumbler, that is to say, he never leans to one side easily, and he and all the leaders in the province
It all has something to do with it. Because of this, he was able to sit in that position for more than ten years without falling. Of course, he did not continue to improve. This man's mind is very unpredictable. It is said that he once said at a private party
After a sentence, he said that someone once told him his fortune. He had to tell his fortune when he got to the main hall, otherwise he would be in danger. Haha! Of course, this is just a legend. But this person is indeed very extraordinary.
He always expressed his attitude at the last moment of the struggle, so he has always been on the right side over the years. This may be the reason why he has been able to sit in that position and remain standing. However, we can
From the analysis of his situation, one thing can be learned, that is, if something happens between Governor Huang and his political opponents in the future, and if the situation is slightly unfavorable to Governor Huang, then he will become an important weight in the balance.
"
I couldn't help but be shocked, "Why do you say that? Is it possible that Governor Huang is encountering something right now?"
He nodded, "Yes. The provincial government is about to face a change. According to what I have learned so far, it is very likely that Governor Huang will take up a permanent position, but he has a strong competitor. This opponent is currently in the provincial government.
In the position of Deputy Secretary of the Party Committee. Moreover, I suspect that Duan Muxiong’s death may be related to this matter. But I don’t know the key now. I am a businessman and I control such a large group company.
I usually pay close attention to the trends of provincial leaders. To be honest, I am very optimistic about Governor Huang and I hope he can sit in that position. This will play a very important role in the future development of our group."
"Now that he is the deputy governor, if you don't seize the time to contact him, it may be even more difficult if he becomes the number one person in the future." I immediately reminded him.
He suddenly laughed, "Some things have to be allowed to take their course. Just like the fruits in autumn, the best time to pick them is only when the melons are ripe and the stems have fallen. What's more, with you and Secretary Lin here, I will have the opportunity to go deep into the field at any time.
Now is the most critical time for him to come into contact with him, so business people like me shouldn’t cause trouble for him.”
I realized that we had gone off topic, so I hurriedly asked him: "Then, what should I do about Dean Zhang's matter? I think it is better to forget it. You can't lose a big deal for a small thing, right? If this matter affects Lin
It would be bad if I said it to my sister or Governor Huang."
But he still shook his head, "No. It is not that easy for Governor Huang to sit in the position of executive deputy mayor. I once said that officials, especially senior officials, are among the smartest people in the world.
, think about it, how can a person like him be defeated so easily? What’s more, I have a characteristic, that is, the more difficult things are, the more interested I am, and I have to do it well. A
Only when people continue to meet various challenges and force themselves to meet those challenges can they show their abilities and continuously improve their abilities. This is also a process of constantly challenging the limits intellectually and strategically. This
It’s like playing a game, it’s very fun.”
I couldn't help but shake my head, "Maybe only people like you would torture yourself like this. But this may also be the reason why you can succeed and continue to make your career bigger and stronger. I don't have such pride as you, I would rather lie down
I don’t want to sleep in bed like you do either.”
"You and I are pursuing different things. If you find that there is a method in front of you that can completely and completely treat a certain gynecological disease, but mastering this method requires a lot of time and energy to study it.
In this case, will you overcome those difficulties? If you find that a new problem has arisen after solving a problem, will you continue to work hard or choose to give up? You will definitely continue to work hard, right?
The principle is the same. It’s just that each of us pursues different things.” He smiled.
"It makes sense." I laughed immediately and asked him: "So, what are you going to do about this matter?"
"Do you remember? I once told you that I have a friend in the Academy of Fine Arts." He asked me.
I suddenly remembered, "I seem to have heard you say that she should be your confidante, right? By the way, I seem to have heard you read one of her poems."
He smiled, "Yes. But I seldom contact her. As I said before, it is not convenient for me to come forward on this matter. In addition to considering the factors of Governor Huang, I also consider that I am currently cooperating with your hospital.
So I would like to ask you to go to her and ask her to help find a painting for you. This is the best. But you may have some risks. If something goes wrong, you may be implicated.
But I have also analyzed that after all, the possibility of this is very small, because as far as I know, Governor Huang and his political opponents have not yet reached the point of incompatibility. The question now is, what kind of pair should be chosen?
What kind of painting and what price? This is very important. If it’s too expensive, it’s not worth it; if it’s too cheap, it will be bad.”
"Sister Lin said, as long as it is the real thing." I said.
He smiled bitterly, "That's like saying nothing. The real thing also depends on whose it is. Is my painting okay? Haha, I'm kidding. In this case, you go and discuss with my boss to see what kind of thing is suitable. I
What I mean is that the price cannot be higher than 200,000, and it cannot be too conspicuous."
"Isn't this a difficult thing to handle?" I said, "And I'm still planning to go home."
"There are some things you have to learn to do. Now you are no longer a simple doctor. You have your own company and are closely related to Secretary Lin. This is my group company and your hospital. In this matter, you are
The real intermediary contact person, if you don’t handle it, who will? Go ahead and handle it, then go home. Your matters over there are not that urgent. I have told you how to deal with that matter today, and the next step is
It's much easier. Okay, I'm leaving, and I'll send you my friend's number later." He said, and then stood up.
When I sent him out, I saw Shi Yanni. She was smiling at me, with tears in the corners of her eyes. I didn’t say anything, I just smiled at her. In fact, we didn’t need to say anything. Our bitter smiles already represented
everything.
Not long after, I received a text message from Lin Yi. There were three Chinese characters on it and a phone number. I immediately knew that his friend was named Wu Yaru. At this moment, I suddenly remembered that she had asked Lin Yi to forward it to me.
The painting she copied, if it's called "Morning Song", and her poem that Lin Yi recited
A stroke of cinnabar is the first thing that dyes my lips red. It is always your face. A heavy ink sweeps across my hair. The first thing that dyes black is always a drop of water from your hand. It is the first thing that makes my eyes moist.
It is always your eyes that are the last to draw a red hook and a streamer to be wrapped around. It is always your heart that is the first to wrap around. On the thin rice paper, I will draw a picture of you. In my world, there is only you.
For you, I want to paint a picture that has never been written. You have already appeared on the paper. For you, I want to play a harp, a song that has never been plucked. The music has already become yours. I want to write a poem, a poem that has not been conceived but has been completed. You are the bird showing off on the branch under my paintbrush.
When we meet in this life, the songs are melodious and affectionate. You are the beating notes under my piano, expressing the promises made in our previous life. The beautiful sound of the piano, you are the passionate poems in my heart, tell the story of our love in the next life. Every word is you and me.
I liked the artistic conception of this poem very much at that time, and I am a medical student. After special training in memory, it is difficult to forget something as long as I deliberately remember it. Now, I can't help but read this poem softly.
came out. I still remember that Lin Yi said she was a beauty. I couldn't help but be fascinated by her.
I read the text message on my phone again, and I deleted it immediately. This number will be the same as her poem, and I will never forget it. I have no other purpose or meaning, I just want to remember a beautiful feeling forever.
Who said that you don’t have to look at the hen that gave birth to a delicious egg? You know, the more this happens, the more curious and fascinated we become.
I started calling this number.
The call went through, but was cut off. I was stunned. I immediately realized that the other party might be busy or felt that my number was unfamiliar. So I immediately sent a text message: I am Lin Yi’s friend.
My name is Feng Xiao. I want to tell you something.
However, I waited for about twenty minutes and she didn’t call me or reply. So I thought: She must have something to do. No, there is another possibility. She is waiting for me to call again. Because I once heard
Lin Yi once said about her: She is a very aloof woman.
So, I hesitated: Should I make this call or not?
Let's fight. If she gets angry, that's it. I can just get rid of the matter. But I'm still a little strange: Why doesn't Lin Yi go and discuss this matter with her himself? You know, it's most appropriate if he goes. And
I think the reason he just gave seems a bit illogical.
Could it be that he didn't dare to see her? What had happened between him and her? Thinking of this, I seemed to understand. Yes, that could only be it. Maybe he wanted to use me to take this opportunity to help him intercede. It's hard to say.
Woolen cloth?
To be honest, I have always been very grateful to Lin Yi in my heart. Putting aside the relationship with Chen Yuan, Lin Yi's help to me alone is worthy of my gratitude to him in my heart. He did it to me.
The utmost benevolence and justice. So, when I thought about that possibility, I immediately made up my mind: I must help Lin Yi.
I started to dial her number and got through, but I didn't hear the other party speak. I knew she was waiting for me to speak first on the other side of the phone, so I hurriedly said: "Hello, I am Lin Yi's friend, my name is Feng Xiao.
Doctor from the Affiliated Hospital of Jiangnan Medical University. Are you free tomorrow? I want to trouble you with something."
"He asked you to find me?" She finally spoke, and I found that her voice was very nice, it was standard Mandarin, and the tone was soft, which made me feel very comfortable.
"Yes. He told me your number." I said.
"Others are looking for you to be doctors, what do you want from me?" she asked, her voice was still nice, but now I felt the coldness in her tone.
I was at a loss for words, and then I started to stutter, "I, I want to talk to you face to face. Is that okay? Please, please give me some time, okay?"
"Sorry, I'm busy." She said and hung up the phone.
I held the phone and was stunned.
After a while, I discovered my problem: I was too nervous and obsessed with her, so I was so cautious for fear of offending her. Sometimes it is like this, the more I care about something, the more difficult it becomes to handle it well.
But now that things have reached this point, the only way is to go to the Academy of Fine Arts to find her tomorrow.
Now I have learned something: if some things cannot be solved for the time being, just let them go and don’t think about them. So, now I start to think about returning to my hometown. First of all, I feel that it is not appropriate to call my father now, because some things cannot be said on the phone.
I don’t know. Secondly, I was thinking about how to convince the father. There is another important thing. If I really take the child back, who will hold the child on the road? I have to drive.
Of course a nanny is the best choice, but she cannot do anything at home. Yu Min... thinking of her, I hesitated a little.
By the way, there is another way to transfer Lin Yi's driver, Xiao Li. But I don't think it's appropriate to bother Lin Yi with such a trivial matter.
Forget it, it's not a big thing. Go to sleep. I started to feel tired, and at the same time I started to feel dissatisfied with myself: Are such small things worth worrying about? Are you only able to worry about such small things? You can't be like Lin
Does Yi only think about big things?
Then he smiled bitterly: I think it's not easy to do that. Because we all live in small things, eating, drinking and having diarrhea is our normal state. It's not easy to forget these things and only think about big things.
.So, I think people who do great things are not ordinary people. Mao Zedong never put money in his body, led millions of troops but never touched a gun. This is not something that anyone can do.
Just thinking about it like this, I fell asleep without even realizing it.
I was woken up by the cold in the middle of the night. When I woke up, I found myself lying on the computer table in the study. I was thinking: am I really tired, or is my subconscious not wanting to go to my bedroom to sleep? Could it be that I have already started
Tired of Chen Yuan's current state?
No, it shouldn't be like this. I dare not admit that I have such a subconscious mind.
I went to the bedroom, took off my shoes, pulled up the quilt, put on my clothes, and fell asleep. In my dream, I felt like someone was staring at me. It was a pair of eyes. I couldn't see the faces of these eyes clearly. I only felt that there was someone staring at me.
A pair of eyes stared at me at close range, and I suddenly felt scared, because I felt that the eyes of these eyes were cold, as if they were the cold eyes of ghosts in legends. I was scared and wanted to get up and run away, but I found that my body
I couldn't move at all. So I became more and more frightened. Suddenly I remembered that I had heard someone say that if you encounter such a situation where the ghost is on the bed, you should immediately think about your favorite things. For example, a woman should think about a handsome male star that she likes.
A man thinks about the first love he never got. Then a person immediately appeared in my mind, Zhuang Qing. In my mind was her beautiful calves. I was suddenly excited. The eyes that stared at me slowly went away.
.The moment they left, I suddenly felt that they seemed very familiar... whose eyes were they like?
Chen Yuan! I suddenly thought of it. Zhuang Qing's calf disappeared immediately, but I suddenly entered the darkness.
When I woke up the next morning, I still clearly remembered the dream I had at night, and I was filled with doubts. I hurriedly got out of bed to see her on the hospital bed. But she remained the same.
I am a doctor, and of course I know what the so-called "ghost on the bed" is: this is actually a kind of sleep paralysis. It often occurs when you have just fallen asleep or are about to wake up. At this time, you just fall into a deep sleep and begin to enter.
Dreaming sleep cycle. All parts of the body are in a state of extremely low tension, and people's consciousness may feel like this due to excessive excitement. Although the cause of sleep paralysis is not very clear at present, it should be related to the excessive physical activity.
Fatigue, severe lack of sleep, etc. were related. Last night I fell asleep in the study and caught a cold, so I had some nasal congestion, which caused me to fail to enter a deep sleep.
This is easy to explain, but I can't explain why I felt that those eyes were Chen Yuan's in the end. I thought: Maybe I hope Chen Yuan can wake up too much? Or maybe it's because I'm thinking
Zhuang Qing's calf caused extreme self-blame?
First I went to the department, and I told the head nurse about my plans to return to my hometown, and then I wrote a note and sent it to Dean Zhang. He didn’t say anything because there were other people in his office, but he immediately signed my note.
Then I went to the gynecology clinic and asked the head nurse to cancel my outpatient appointment for this month.
Then I went to the house where I once lived with Zhao Menglei.
After opening the door, I found that there was a thin layer of dust everywhere inside, and the whole house looked desolate. A gust of wind blew in from the outside, and the curtains fluttered. I saw some more fine dust entering the room, because today
Sunlight appeared in the sky, shining slantingly in from the east door. In the yellowish sunshine, I saw countless dust floating in the air.
I have to take time to go to Zhao Menglei’s parents. I said to myself.
Yes, I have to go there. I have been married to their daughter, but I have never met them. And this house...
I have been hesitant about this matter because I contacted them on the phone shortly after Zhao Menglei committed suicide, but their reaction was unexpected. Because they told me: Just pretend that I don’t have this daughter.
But now I feel that I should still go see them. Maybe this is the last thing I can do for Zhao Menglei.
Entering the study room, the purpose of my coming here today is also to go to the study room to get the painting that Wu Yaru copied. I hope to use it to let Wu Yaru see me.
The painting was on the wall, and there was also a thin layer of gray on it. I took it off and blew on it, and the blurry pair of beautiful calves in the picture suddenly became clear. She is so beautiful.
When I left the study, I suddenly saw a pair of brown leather shoes next to the door. I remembered that they did not belong to Zhao Menglei. By the way, they should belong to Su Hua.
Thinking of the tragic endings of the two women who had lived in this house, I suddenly felt sad... I stood there for a moment and then left in tears.
When I got downstairs, I bought a pack of antibacterial wipes, and then gently wiped the painting. When it was completely clean, I placed it on the passenger seat. Then I drove towards the Academy of Fine Arts.
go.
It seems that this woman named Wu Yaru is relatively famous in the Academy of Fine Arts. I went in and found a random student-looking person and asked him about her situation. He told me: "Professor Wu is in class." Then he told me about class.
The place.
I thought that there was someone on duty in the classroom of the Academy of Fine Arts, but it was just a security guard. I told the security guard why I came, and he told me that Professor Wu was giving a life drawing class, and ordinary people were not allowed to enter.
I smiled and said: "I am a doctor and a friend of Professor Wu. We have made an appointment." Then I showed him the picture frame in my hand, "Professor Wu drew it for me personally. This can prove it."
she is my friend."
The security guard still disagreed, saying that this was a rule and there was nothing he could do.
So I had an idea, and I showed the security guard the record of the call I made to Wu Yaru last night. I also took out two hundred yuan and handed it to him, "I'm in a hurry, please excuse me."
He hesitantly agreed. I believe in one thing: any rules and regulations can be accommodated, as long as the method is appropriate.
In fact, the security guard didn't know that I could wait outside for a while until she came out, but I really wanted to see what the life drawings in the Academy of Fine Arts were like. This strong curiosity prevented me from doing so.
Me. I think my thoughts are similar to those of some men who particularly want to go to our obstetrics and gynecology clinic to find out.
I took the picture frame and walked inside. Along the way, I kept looking into the classroom glass. I found that the teachers in several classrooms were all male. I also saw models sitting on small stools, but they were all male.
The man was immediately disappointed.
It is easy to distinguish teachers from students, because only the teacher does not draw. Of course, there is also age.
Continuing to walk inside, I finally found a classroom that was different. The teacher inside was a woman, and the model, who should be a woman.
The reason why I said the model should be a woman is because I only saw the person's back. Judging from the person's skin color, hair, and the curves of her body, especially the shape of her buttocks, it was definitely a woman.
I am an obstetrician and gynecologist, so I can certainly tell the difference between men and women. You know, a man may have long hair and fair skin, but he will never have such curves and beautiful buttocks.
In fact, I only glanced at that model because I saw too many women at work, and I only looked at their most private parts. But now, I feel a little embarrassed and even ashamed of myself just now.
Feeling ashamed of dirty thoughts.
Then I went to see the teacher. Because the main purpose of my coming today was to find the female teacher from the Academy of Fine Arts named Wu Yaru.
The woman in front of me is not young, about forty years old, but she is fair, plump, and very elegant. It can be seen that she was still a very beautiful woman at least ten years ago. And now, she is still impressive.
I think she is very beautiful. But her beauty is a mature charm, and she also has a temperament that is unforgettable at first sight. From my intuition, she should be Wu Yaru, because I can see from her face
He had a look of aloofness.
Is she really Wu Yaru? Is she the woman Lin Yi likes?
I don't know why, but I suddenly felt panicked. I hurriedly backed away, gently put the picture frame in my hand on the ground, and then hid in the classroom where no one could see me and stood listening to what was going on inside.
I am sure that no one in the classroom saw me just now, because their attention was all on the model. In fact, I only stayed outside the classroom for less than ten seconds, and my attention was almost completely focused.
It was on the back of the model and the teacher. If those ten seconds were to be allocated, I spent at least eight seconds on the teacher. I could tell at a glance that the model was
A woman didn't even use two seconds.
I started to observe the situation in front of the corridor and found that there were already stairs not far away. In other words, this was the last classroom in this place. Now, I was absolutely sure that the female teacher I just saw was
Wu Yaru.
I focused my attention on the classroom. In fact, the only thing I could focus on at this time was hearing. I heard a voice inside saying: "Don't just see her appearance. Her curves are soft."
, has a beautiful appearance, and these external things can be seen clearly at a glance. Draw her, and draw her likeness. This is a technique that first-year college students should master. You must put aside her appearance and pay attention to her appearance.
The charm given inside..."
I was sure that it was really her, because I had heard her voice before. It was soft and cold, speaking pure Mandarin.
I left immediately because I felt it was a shame to eavesdrop in this place.
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