She ate Western food very gracefully, but I seemed a little clumsy. But I quickly mastered the skills of using a knife and fork. I found that eating Western food was similar to surgery - use a fork to fix the food, and then use a knife to cut it.
However, elegance cannot be developed in a short period of time.
"Dr. Feng, do you know why I trusted you in such a short period of time?" She ate a small piece of medium-rare steak, then put down her fork, dipped her lips in a paper towel, and asked me with a smile.
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I continued to cut the steak in front of me, cutting it into many small pieces. "Why?" I asked her.
"Because I saw something in your eyes that day that no one else had." She said.[
I was immediately surprised, and immediately put down the knife and fork in my hand, "Really? Why didn't I know?"
"You are a very qualified doctor. There is tenderness in your eyes for your patients." She said, "That day, I was in a particularly bad mood and wanted to teach that girl a lesson. But, here I am.
After your department, when you spoke to me coldly, I suddenly noticed that there was a kind of indifference in your eyes, and also, I saw you showing a natural warmth to that girl. At that time, I thought you
I fell in love with that girl, but later I found out that it was not like that. So I immediately understood that it was a pure kind of warmth from a doctor to a patient. Your eyes were very pure, without a trace of color. I knew at that moment
Yes, you are a very decent person. Rather than saying that my anger disappeared at that time, it is better to say that I was infected by your purity. After leaving the hospital that day, I thought, maybe you are a trustworthy person.
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I was secretly ashamed in my heart. Because only I knew that I did have some expectations for Yu Min at that time. "My profession requires us to be like this." I said.
But she shook her head, "No, professional requirements are only one aspect. The most important thing is that your heart is pure."
"Thank you." I said, finding myself feeling even more ashamed.
"Dr. Feng, do you think women like me are ridiculous and pathetic?" she asked me suddenly.
I shook my head, "No, in my eyes, you are a patient who has encountered a problem. And I am a doctor, and my responsibility is to solve your problem. That's it. Director Chang, I don't know what I should say.
Shouldn’t I tell you directly?”
"Just tell me, I'm listening." She said in a low voice.
"I don't think you came to the clinic to vent. I think you were torturing yourself. Director Lin, you are a woman, and women are always beautiful. You shouldn't be like this." I sighed.
She was stunned.
"I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't say such things to you. But, what I said is the truth." I continued.
"Dr. Feng, you are right. Thank you. It seems that I am right to accept you as a friend." Her voice became fainter, "He and I were classmates in college, and we were assigned to the provincial capital after graduation.
It was really hard for us at that time. We didn’t even have money to buy clothes except for food expenses every month. But I think we were very happy at that time because we always encouraged each other and supported each other to face each difficulty.
. Later, our situation slowly changed, and our talents were slowly recognized by our superiors. However, he changed, completely changed... You are right, I
I'm torturing myself. In the eyes of others, I may be a successful woman, but they don't know that a woman who has been abandoned by her man is still a loser, no matter how successful she is in her career. For me, it's basically a failure.
I can't face everything I have now. Only...only in front of you, because you are a doctor, a doctor I think I can trust. Only in front of you can I feel confident about myself
Completely open. Dr. Feng, sometimes I find it incredible. I feel that I can have such a good impression of you for no reason, and I will forget all my shame in front of you..."
Listening to her voice echoing faintly in my ears, it even sounded like weeping, and I suddenly felt uneasy.
Yes, I was very nervous because I heard something different from her words. "Director Lin, thank you for your trust in me."
"Don't get me wrong." She glanced at me, "I don't mean anything else. Many people say that there can be no sincere friendship between men and women, but I don't think so. At least now I no longer think so. These
Over the years, I have spent all my energy on work, family, and almost no friends outside. But strangely, since I met you, I suddenly feel different. I feel that I am extremely disappointed.
Suddenly I found someone I could trust and even rely on. Doctor Feng, do you think my idea is strange?"
I shook my head. "Director Lin, maybe you just realized now that you lacked something like this in your previous life. In fact, I don't have many friends. My life is very monotonous and simple, and I also long for friends in my heart."
However, I am a bit introverted and don’t like to take the initiative to make friends. So, if I really want to say thank you, it should be me saying it to you.”
My words had the element of comforting her. However, I found that I became more sincere in the end. For her, I also understood something in my heart: as she said herself, she has never had many friends around her.
And when her life changed dramatically, especially when she encountered something embarrassing and embarrassing, her only choice was me. Because I am an obstetrician and gynecologist, I can solve her embarrassing problems.
She had no choice in this matter. And after something like that happened, her only choice was to find someone who could prevent her embarrassment and shame from spreading and spreading.
So, she chose me, maybe she thought I was more worthy of her trust.
Although I am naive, I am almost thirty years old after all, and I still understand the ways of the world and a person's heart. I also believe that there will never be friendship based on reasons in this world. That day,
She found me and I solved the problem for her, and the solution was so satisfactory to her. Now, she can only show her kindness to me further and further increase her trust in me. This is her only choice now.
.Because she is an official, her privacy can only reach me.
However, I am a doctor, and it is one of my responsibilities to eliminate her worries and let her live a relaxed and happy life in the future. Therefore, I will not refuse her as a friend. Because the consequences of refusal will be unknown. Although the obstetrician and gynecologist
We are not psychiatrists, but we have one thing in common: keeping the patient's secrets, and at the same time, we need to gain the patient's trust.[
"Dr. Feng, let's not be so polite to each other. From now on, I will call you Xiao Feng, and you will call me Sister Chang. Is that okay?" I could see that she had become very happy.
"Okay." I smiled.
"Let's not just talk. Eat quickly. Haha! Xiao Feng, I found that you are actually a very outgoing person. It's just that you suppress yourself." She said to me with a smile.
I looked at her in surprise, "Why do you say that?"
"It feels like." She smiled, "and you are still impatient. This is completely different from your appearance."
I looked at the pieces of beef on my plate that I had cut into pieces, and I understood immediately.
That day, the two of us talked happily, as if we had known each other for many years. However, we have been avoiding the incident between the last outpatient clinic and Yu Min.
She asked me about the situation in the hospital, including income, etc. But I asked more about the job responsibilities of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Only after we broke up did I feel like I was a bit stupid.