This text message from her made me immediately nervous.[`Novel`]
I can say that myself, but the consequences of such a thing on Zhuang Qing will be immeasurable. I know very well in my heart the hardships Zhuang Qing has put in to get to this point. Although there is certainly an element of luck in it, if it is because of me,
If this trip to Beijing caused any harm to her, she would never forgive herself.
After thinking about it, the only way is to leave now.
First, it's still early, and those paparazzi people would never think that I would leave right now. Second, I firmly believe that those paparazzi people came here with Zhuang Qing, so they don't
You know me. And I paid a deposit at the front desk, so if I leave now, the hotel will never stop me. At most, I will lose a few hundred dollars in deposit. Third, as long as I leave immediately
, those people won’t be able to catch any reason why Zhuang Qing came here, and the paparazzi will have no material to report gossip. Only in this way can Zhuang Qing’s safety be guaranteed.[
So, I immediately packed up my things and went downstairs. I didn't take the small suitcase with me, and I threw all the underwear I brought for a change into the trash can. Then I took the elevator downstairs.
When I was in the elevator, I thought of something, so I deliberately messed up my hair.
When I arrived at the hotel lobby, I found a few people sitting on the sofa there, taking a nap. I pretended not to look at them and walked out of the hotel. However, I could see those people opening their eyes from the corner of my eyes.
They looked at me, but closed their eyes again after they noticed my outfit. Indeed, they did not expect this plan of mine.
After leaving the hotel, I stood on the roadside waiting for a taxi. I didn't turn around and pretended to be extremely natural.
After getting into the taxi, I asked the driver to drive forward. The driver asked me where I was going, and I said I just wanted to see Beijing in the morning and walk around casually. In fact, I was paying attention to see if there were any vehicles following behind.
.
Probably not.
The taxi driver was saying: "Can you watch the flag-raising ceremony in Tiananmen Square?"
I was overjoyed and said, "This is a good idea. So, what time does the flag-raising ceremony usually start?"
"This is very particular. The national flag guard raises the flag at the same time as the sun rises every day. The sun rises and sets at different times throughout the year, so the flag raising and lowering times are also different every day.
When the upper edge of the sun is tangent to the horizon, the national anthem will be played. Then when the lower edge of the sun is tangent to the earth, we will raise the national flag to the end, which is two minutes and seven seconds. That is.
That is to say, activate the flag button when the upper edge of the sun has just emerged and is tangent to the horizon. When the sun has completely emerged and the lower edge is tangent to the horizon, the flag will be raised to the top of the flagpole." The taxi driver is very good at talking, and
Very enthusiastic too.
Hearing what he said, I became even more fascinated, "So when does it get dawn in Beijing this season?"
"It's a little after seven o'clock. But it's a good time to go. There are a lot of people watching the flag-raising ceremony every day, and most of the people who come to Beijing for the first time from all over the country go to see it. If you go now, you can sit a little closer. But.
Not necessarily, I guess there are quite a few people in that place now," he said.
Maybe it’s because of the loneliness of the night shift, or maybe it’s because the taxi driver in Beijing is already very talkative and enthusiastic. He kept telling me about various things in Beijing along the way. Of course I just wanted to listen. But in this way, my
When I was drowsy, he drove me away when I served it.
There was no traffic jam in the morning, so I arrived at Tiananmen Square very quickly. When I got off the bus, I looked at the meter and saw that it was less than 100 yuan. So I took out 200 yuan and handed it to the taxi driver, "Master
, thank you for giving me such a good suggestion."
He was overjoyed and couldn't help but thank you and said several words that made people feel comfortable. In fact, it is easy for a person to be happy. When you give happiness to others, happiness will naturally come to you.
.For example, I feel very happy now.
Just as the taxi driver expected, I found that there were already a lot of people in Tiananmen Square at this time, so I merged myself into the crowd who were waiting to watch the flag-raising ceremony. People were waiting,
There was no laughter or any noise. People stood there quietly waiting for the solemn moment to arrive.
At this moment, I suddenly felt this solemn power, and this power made my heart pure. My whole soul and whole body became so pure.
The sacred and solemn moment finally arrived. When the dawn just rose in the sky, I found that people's eyes were unanimously cast on Tiananmen and the Jinshui Bridge. The soldiers of the national flag guard walked out neatly from the arched gate in the center of Tiananmen. The guard
Stepping onto the Jinshui Bridge, the military band played a heroic and loud song
I walked to the square and had breakfast not far away, and then took a taxi to the airport. The buildings on both sides of the streets in Beijing slowly receded in front of my eyes. The streets in Beijing in the morning light were so beautiful, and it already made people feel
Now that the capital city is prosperous, at least we won’t have so many people walking on the streets in the morning in Jiangnan, or at least there won’t be so many vehicles on the road so early.
In this traffic-filled road, I only felt one thing: I am so insignificant.
It was already noon when I returned to Jiangnan Province. I took a taxi directly to the restaurant and had lunch there. Then I went to the office to rest for a while, and then got up to treat patients in the afternoon.
During lunch, I suddenly remembered the cry of my child when I left home, and I suddenly had an urge to go home immediately, but I resisted because I knew that this urge was no longer appropriate.
Given my current age and status, this kind of helplessness makes me feel very painful.
After four o'clock in the afternoon, the head nurse suddenly came to me and asked: "Director Feng, why didn't you turn on your mobile phone?"
Only then did I remember that I had completely forgotten about this.
This morning I turned off my phone before getting on the plane in Beijing, and then started to sleep on the plane. I was too tired. Even when the plane arrived in Jiangnan, the flight attendant woke me up. Then I took a taxi directly to a restaurant to have dinner.
Then I went to the office to sleep, and when I woke up, I started to treat patients. During the whole process, I felt that I was in a completely hazy state. I had no energy to think about anything other than work.
Other things. To be honest, I haven't felt tired like this for a long time. I am so tired that I feel like a walking zombie.
This trip to Beijing made me feel something very clearly: my body is no longer as strong as before. Chang Bailing gave me a fitness card, but I have very little time to go there to exercise.
As long as a person doesn't want to do something, he will always find thousands of reasons for himself.
But what happened today made me immediately alert: Feng Xiao, you can't continue like this. Your child is still young. What if your body collapses one day? What will happen to the child in the future?
Now, when I heard the head nurse ask me this, I immediately remembered this matter, so I took out my mobile phone and turned it on while asking her with a wry smile: "Forgot. What happened?"
"Dean Wang called the department to ask if you were back. He said he couldn't get through to your cell phone," the head nurse said.
Only then did I suddenly remember that incident, and suddenly I felt as if my memory had completely disappeared along with the fatigue. I thought to myself: This Wang Xin must be scolding me in his heart.
But I understand his anxiety very well. That's how he is. He only considers his personal feelings in everything. Once something goes wrong, he will rush to make amends.
I asked the head nurse: "How did you answer him?"
"I didn't know if you were back, so I came over to have a look." She replied.
"In this case, if you tell him, just say that I am doing surgery." I said. I thought: Are you anxious now? What were you doing earlier?
"Isn't this bad?" The head nurse looked at me awkwardly.
I said calmly: "What's wrong? Just tell him like this. Besides, didn't you see that I'm busy now?"
The head nurse turned to leave, but as soon as she left, I heard her asking someone outside: "Who are you looking for?"
"Is your Director Feng here? I am the wife of your Director Wang." Such a voice came from outside.[
I felt an inexplicable nervousness in my heart, and then I loudly said to the head nurse outside: "Please invite her in."
The woman named "Xiao Hui" came in, followed by the head nurse.
"Hey! Director Feng, are you really busy?" Xiaohui said to me, with a strange look on her face.
I hurriedly said to her with a wry smile: "No way, these patients were supposed to come for treatment this morning. Isn't that right? I just came back from a business trip, so I had to rush to get their treatment first."
"How long do you have until you finish?" she asked.
I replied, "It's almost time." So I immediately went to the head nurse and said, "Take her to my office to sit for a while and make a cup of tea. I'll be there in a moment."
The head nurse agreed repeatedly.
Xiaohui left. She glanced at me before leaving. I was surprised to find that there was something called tenderness in her eyes.
I continued to treat subsequent patients, but now my heart could no longer be calm.
When I opened the door of my office, I found her sitting on my desk, on the chair where I usually sit when I work, and she was looking through the things on my desktop.
I suddenly felt unhappy, but I couldn't help it. So I said to her with a strong smile on my face: "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for so long."
"Director Feng is such a busy person." She smiled at me. I could clearly see a trace of embarrassment flashing across her face before she said this to me.
I thought to myself: So you yourself know that this is wrong? But you said to her: "There is no way, this is a scientific research project that I must complete immediately, a task assigned by Principal Zhang. He is also the specific person in charge of this project
Where are the people."
But she pursed her lips and said: "He is just in name. You are doing the obstetrics and gynecology project, what does it have to do with him?"
The mole under her chin moved when she pursed her lips, which looked very funny. I didn't expect her to speak so boldly, so I shook my head and smiled: "That's not true. He is an expert in internal medicine.
There are many issues that require his opinion." Then he went to ask her: "Where is the report? Let me take a look."
She then stood up from my chair, then came to sit on the sofa. Her waist was very straight, which made her look like a lady. I sat down opposite her and looked at her
.
But she didn't take out the report immediately. She was looking at me, "Feng Xiao, do you look down on our Wang Xin?"
I was immediately shocked by her words, "How is that possible? He is my leader."
She pursed her lips again and said, "Come on, you think I don't know? You just look down on him, thinking that his family is from a rural area and his abilities are not as good as yours. Isn't that right?"
I hurriedly denied, "Really not. My family is still in a small county, and many of my relatives are from rural areas. How could I look down on rural people? Moreover, Wang Xin is now the vice president. This
This in itself shows that he is more capable than me."
She looked at me and pursed her lips once and said: "Come on. His vice-dean was not left to him until you didn't want to be the dean. Feng Xiao, I know exactly what you are thinking. I think back then,
Zhong Xiaohong introduced me to you, but you took one look at me and ran away. Huh! You think I don’t know? It’s not that you think I’m ugly!”
I never expected that she would bring up this matter after so long, and in front of me. I immediately felt extremely embarrassed.
However, I had to answer her question, "I'm sorry for you about that matter. In fact, I was already in a relationship at that time, and my girlfriend at that time was my later wife, also my ex-wife. At that time, Zhong Xiaohong
She didn’t know my situation at all. She had asked me before, but I had just fallen in love at that time, so I didn’t want to tell her about my situation. I didn’t expect that she would actually believe it. However,
No matter what, it was my fault, I should have explained it clearly to you. I'm sorry, please forgive me."
Of course I lied to her with these words, but for a while I could only find such a reason.
She said: "Feng Xiao, do you know? How long have you made me sad by doing that? I am a woman, and I was humiliated like this by a man... You don't know, I burst into tears when I went back that day
One scene. Feng Xiao, you are so cruel. So I have always hated you. But then I heard that your marriage was very unfortunate. Your first wife died, and your current wife is like that again, so I started
I don’t hate you. Feng Xiao, do you understand now? When you marry a wife, you should marry someone like me. She should behave and follow you honestly. Although she looks a bit ugly, she can stay with you for a lifetime? A woman’s beauty can
How long will it last? Here," she pointed to her heart, "what's good for you here is the most important thing. Do you understand now?"
Her words made me sad and embarrassed, so I hurriedly said: "I know, I know."
Now I realize that I am so afraid of this woman, maybe it is because of the hurt and guilt I once felt towards her.
She looked at me with something else in her eyes, pity, "Feng Xiao, is your wife okay now?"
I shook my head and sighed, "It's still like that. There's nothing I can do about it."
"Is the child okay?" she asked again.
I nodded, "Yeah."
"Hey! Why are you so miserable?" She sighed. What moved and surprised me was that I found tears falling from her eyes.
Me: "You...thank you for your concern. Well, please give me that report. In fact, you and Wang Xin have worried too much. If you had given me this report, I would have definitely agreed to sign it."
Yes. Really, I’m not the kind of person with little chicken belly.”
I tried my best to change the previous topic because it was too embarrassing and sad.
She wiped her tears and nodded: "It's because we are too narrow-minded and always feel that you are too arrogant, so we are worried about running into trouble with you. Only after what happened this time did I know that you, Feng Xiao, are actually so kind-hearted.
of a person.”
"It's not too late for me to sign. Anyway, your product has already entered the pharmacy, and we can just prepare a case here. Then I will immediately ask the head nurse to add your product to our medication list.
However, you have to do the work of clinical and outpatient doctors yourself. It is not convenient for me to tell the doctors in person about such things. After all, I am worried that it will affect the image of President Wang. So please understand me." I humbly said.
He explained to her loudly.
"Feng Xiao, we are different from you. Although Wang Xin is the deputy dean, his income is not high, and mine is even worse. His family comes from a rural area. Over the years, his brothers and sisters have been studying and looking for jobs.
It was all money he took, so there was almost no savings in our family. He did make some money in the past few years, but because he had more social activities, and his brothers and sisters later got married, they were looking for him to have children and other things.
Money. Maybe you think I'm too cruel to him, but actually I feel bad. Think about it, all the money we earned as a couple went to support his family. When I gave birth to my child, I was short of milk, and I didn't even have to pay for it at that time.
When buying milk powder for my children, I have to consider buying domestic brands as much as possible because they are cheaper. My children have good appetites, and sometimes I can’t even afford domestic milk powder. At that time, I felt really miserable. But I thought to myself, as long as
The day when Wang Xin becomes famous, as long as we can get through the most difficult days together, no matter how hard and tiring it is, I will admit it. However, later I found out that he often drank and ate with those beautiful women, although he
I explained that it was to make money or something, but I was really scared, so I had to strictly control him. I knew that I was ugly, so I was even more worried that he might abandon me one day. Feng Xiao, think about it, like
If a woman like me is abandoned by him, who will want me? I think you already disliked me when I was a young girl. And I suffered so much for his parents and his brothers and sisters.
It's so painful, if that happens, can I still live? Wouldn't it be a shame for me?" She said, and then she started to cry again.
Her words shocked me because I had no idea that their previous lives were like that, nor that she had such a virtuous side. So, I immediately understood what she had done to Wang Xin.
In fact, she is also a poor woman. I thought to myself. Because I know Wang Xin, it is natural for any of us men to like beautiful women. I never believe that Wang Xin has never cheated on her outside.
, but he still has a basic conscience that prevents him from doing something as ungrateful as divorcing his wife.
Later events confirmed that my judgment was correct. Therefore, women will always be in a weak position, no matter how strong they look on the outside.
She continued: "Now the hospital is about to raise funds to build a house, but our family doesn't have much savings. I heard that it will cost nearly 100,000 yuan, and there will be subsequent decoration, furniture, appliances and so on. We
Where can we get that money? Wang Xin is now the vice president. If he can't come up with that money, he will definitely be laughed at. So we thought of doing some part-time work. This is no problem
It's a matter of methods. Feng Xiao, in fact, we all live for this face, don't you think? Actually, I think so, mainly because of his current status. It is really not easy for him to be where he is today.
So, Feng Xiao, I hope you will never go against him in the future, and you must support him when you can support him, okay? Even if I am here to beg you."
I nodded hurriedly and said: "Definitely, definitely. He and I were actually very good friends before. Maybe we had less contact later, which caused some misunderstandings. In fact, I have always been very protective of him and tried not to let myself get involved with him.
He was angry."
"I know." She nodded and said, "These words today are my personal meaning. Feng Xiao, you must not tell him. He has a very strong self-esteem. In fact, I know that in his heart, you admire you very much.
, and at the same time I’m jealous of you because you’ve never been anxious about money. Hey! I won’t say it anymore, it’s meaningless if I talk about it too much. I just want you to be good friends like before.
.I'm sorry, Feng Xiao, I don't know why I'm talking so much today. Maybe it's because it's the first time I'm talking to you, and I really want to express all the things in my heart.
?Actually, I fell in love with you when I first met you. It's a pity that you don't like me and are not even interested in taking another look at me. But I don't blame you. This is actually fate. Now
I am Wang Xin’s wife and the mother of his son. I am very satisfied. Haha! Look, I talk more. Okay, I won’t talk anymore. Now I feel much more comfortable. Here, look
.”
She immediately took out the report from her bag.
I looked at it briefly and immediately discovered a very important problem, so I said to her: "There is no big problem with this report, but you'd better advance the signing time to one month ago. In this case, yesterday
It’s easier to talk about things.”
"Then I'll change it right away," she said.
"Do you have an electronic version of this report? I will just modify it for you." I asked her.
She shook her head.
I said, "Wait a minute." So I took her report and sat on the chair at my desk, then turned on my computer.
It only took a few minutes to reprint a report for her, and then signed it. Then he picked up the phone on the table and said, "Ask the head nurse to come to my office immediately."
The head nurse came over, and I handed her the signed report, "You take it and file it, and immediately add this variety to the department's medication list. Then you tell the doctors in private about prescribing as many patients as possible.
This medicine, don’t say it’s related to Dean Wang, just say it’s the product of a friend of mine.”
The head nurse nodded, and then took the report. After taking a look at it, she suddenly said to me in embarrassment: "Director Feng, the following dates..."
"When the time comes, we have to be on the same page. Do you understand?" I said, not allowing her to have any opinions.
The head nurse understood immediately and left with the report.
"Feng Xiao, thank you." Xiaohui said to me sincerely.
"If you have other difficulties in the future, you can come to me...forget it, Wang Xin will feel shameless in this case. Hey!" I said.
She left immediately, but when she just walked to the door of my office, she suddenly turned around and said to me: "Feng Xiao, Wang Xin doesn't know that Zhong Xiaohong introduced me to you until now."
She left immediately, and I stared at the door of my office with my mouth wide open, without reacting for a long time.
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