I reminded Lin Yi in time, and he also understood my inner feelings: I care about Chen Yuan so much in my heart. (.om pure text)

In fact, I had not fully noticed my feelings for Chen Yuan before, but just last night, the dream on the plane made me truly understand the position of Chen Yuan in my heart.

However, I now feel that what Lin Yi just said is not that simple, because now I think about it: his question seems to have regarded it as inevitable that Chen Yuan will leave this world at any time.

So, what kind of meaning did he want to express to me?

Do you just want to ask about my attitude? Or do you want to know my thoughts on my future marriage?[

Later I found out that he didn’t just come to my house to have a casual chat with me. In fact, he had already made arrangements for my future marriage at that time. Of course, he also wanted me to go to Beijing.

He had his own ideas, but he didn't feel it was so urgent at that time.

Later, when Lin Yi and his Jiangnan Group collapsed together, my mood was still so complicated, because I found that I didn't know how to evaluate him at all.

Lin Yi took Shangguanqin to Beijing the next day. I specially watched the press conference planned by Jiangnan Group the next day, and I saw Zhuang Qing on the TV screen.

When Zhuang Qing attended the press conference, she was wearing a red dress. The style of the skirt was very trendy, simple and elegant. The bottom of the skirt was just below her knees, which showed her beautiful calves to the extreme. At the same time,

It also brought out the beauty of her charming smile.

I didn't pay much attention to what they said at the press conference because my attention was all on Zhuang Qing. After the press conference, I discovered something: I didn't see Lin Yi, and the person attending the press conference was Shangguan Qin.

, she is representing Jiangnan Group. In addition, there is a deputy minister of our Jiangnan Provincial Party Committee Publicity Board and a deputy director of the Department of Culture. Shangguan Qin made a brief speech at the press conference. I felt that although she

She is very beautiful, but not as natural and lively as Zhuang Qing, and she also seems a little nervous.

I secretly felt funny in my heart: I never thought that Shangguanqin would be nervous sometimes.

Shangguanqin’s words caught my attention. She said: “After our preliminary negotiation with Miss Zhuang Qing, Miss Zhuang Qing will come to Jiangnan in half a month to attend the groundbreaking ceremony of our opera house project...

"

In half a month, we will enter late autumn.

In the next half month, I counted the days almost every day. I was anxiously waiting for the day when Zhuang Qing arrived. But what I didn't expect was that in this half month, something happened to me.

Something happened that I didn't expect.

Caicai's boyfriend, the foreign language teacher named Luan Charlie, is dead.

When I heard the news, I was stunned, and a deep sense of self-blame suddenly hit me.

Charlie Luan committed suicide by turning on the gas in his own residence, and left a legacy. The general meaning is: he was seriously ill and did not want to suffer too much, so he had to choose this way to end his life.

Moreover, underneath his suicide note was a doctor’s diagnosis: stomach cancer.

The police also determined that he committed suicide.

But I still feel guilty because I always feel that his death has something to do with me.

That day, which was the third day after I came back from Xiamen, after Charlie Luan and I talked on the phone, we went to a coffee shop outside the school.

The cafe outside the school is not very big. It is mainly opened to satisfy couples among students, so the prices of coffee and snacks are not very expensive.

I went there first, found a seat against the wall and sat down, ordered some sweets such as preserved fruits, and then ordered myself a cup of tea.

It didn't take long for him to arrive. I asked him if he wanted to drink tea or coffee. He said: "Coffee, I like the taste of coffee. Alas! I haven't drank it for many years."[

I found that he has changed a lot, at least it is very different from his previous image in my mind. In my impression, although he is very old, at least he is not as bald as he is now, and his back is too thin.

He shouldn't be as hunchbacked and thin as he is now.

To be honest, if I talk purely from a man's perspective, I sympathize with him very much. Charlie Luan never married a wife, and he almost never had the pleasure of love before he met Cai Cai. He was always a joke in the eyes of others.

Object. On the other hand, he is not the one-and-done man that people think. At least his foreign language level is very good, and his teaching ability is also very strong.

Looking at the man opposite me, he seems a little humble, but I have to greet him politely, because he is my teacher. When I treat my teacher, even if I don’t think highly of him in my heart, I still

I instinctively showed respect to him. This is something in a person's bones, and it is the imprint left deep in my heart by traditional culture.

I asked him what he liked to drink, and he said: "Coffee, I like the taste of coffee. Alas! I haven't drank it for many years."

His words surprised me: Coffee is not an expensive thing, why don’t you buy it and drink it? But then I thought of those jokes about him and felt relieved. At the same time, I immediately remembered

After realizing my purpose of looking for him today, I thought of the abnormal relationship between him and Cai Cai. Therefore, my sympathy for the old man in front of me suddenly diminished, and a kind of contempt and anger suddenly emerged from my heart.

It emerged from the bottom of my heart. I feel that no matter from which perspective, what he did to rape a young girl was inappropriate and cannot be understood or forgiven.

Therefore, after thinking of what he just said, I despised him even more in my heart: You have lived your whole life, haven’t you understood? Why are you saving your money? Then I thought of Cai Cai, and thought of Cai Cai,

She dedicated her youth and beauty to him but was met with an inhumane treatment. I began to feel tired of the disgusting old man in front of me now.

Since I despised him in my heart, my respect began to fade away. So, I no longer had any scruples. After smiling slightly, I asked him: "There are coffees sold everywhere now. It's easy to buy."

He did not answer me, but asked me after drinking a cup of coffee: "Director Feng, I know why you called me today, but I just want to ask you a question, Director Feng, do you think you

What qualifications do you have to care about Cai Cai and me? Don’t I have the freedom to fall in love? Who are you Cai Cai? In what capacity do you come to talk to me about this matter? As far as I know, you and Cai Cai

There is no relationship between Cai Cai, right? If you are here to talk to me about this matter as the director of the Foreign Affairs Department, it seems that our Foreign Languages ​​Teaching and Research Office is not under the control of your Foreign Affairs Department, right?"

In my mind, I have always felt that this man was a weak man, so I never expected that he would question me in such a direct and fierce way, and he did not give me any room for maneuver or time to think.

I was stunned for a moment before replying: "Yes, you are right. I am not a relative of Cai Cai, but her mother is my child's nanny. In my heart, her mother is like my family."

, so I can be regarded as Cai Cai’s elder. But I think these are not important. I think what is important is that Cai Cai is still very young. After all, she is only in her twenties, and she is still studying and has not completed her studies.

studies, and you... I mean you should understand, of course, you can also say that love has no age limit or that age is not an obstacle to love. But what I want to ask you is, do you really

Do you love her? Do you think your love is realistic? Can it last forever? Also, does Cai Cai love you or is she with you because she sympathizes with you? Haha! Teacher Luan, I don’t mean anything else.

It's just that I'm very confused about this issue in my heart, so I want to discuss it with you. "Pure text first release"

He said calmly: "I have just said that it is between me and Cai Cai and has nothing to do with you." Then he picked up the coffee and drank it in one gulp, "Director Feng, thank you.

The coffee tastes good.”

Then, he stood up and turned around to leave without looking at me again.

I sat there dumbfounded and watched him leave. I never imagined that this conversation would end like this.

However, although I was very dissatisfied with the relationship between him and Cai Cai, I realized something in my heart: what he said was right, and I was not qualified to care about this matter between them. For this matter,

I'm just an outsider.

That day, when he left, I left immediately because I suddenly felt that I was very interesting and also found that I was nosy. However, I still felt guilty because I had promised the nanny. In this matter,

I failed to complete my tasks and failed to fulfill my promise to the nanny.

When we were having dinner at home in the evening, I hesitated for a long time before saying to the nanny: "Auntie, please forgive me, I can't help with the dishes."

"Why? Aren't you the leader of the school? I heard Cai Cai tell me." She asked. This is the first time she has spoken to me in such a tone, but I understand her very well, because she is

As a mother talking to me: When my daughter was in such a situation, she was anxious and flustered. This is a normal reaction.

I smiled bitterly and said, "What kind of leader am I? I'm just a division chief, and I can't control that teacher."

The nanny suddenly stopped talking, and I felt a little ashamed, "Auntie, I asked that teacher, but my words had no effect on him. On the one hand, he is my teacher, and secondly, he also questioned me, and

I think his question is right, because I am simply not qualified to take care of this matter."

The nanny was still eating there in silence, and after a while she said: "Yes, I know. Now I have no choice but to go find that old gangster myself."

I thought maybe this method might have some effect, so I didn't object, but I reminded her, "Auntie, you have to consider Cai Cai's feelings, and it's best not to quarrel with the other party, but to have a good talk."

.”

She said angrily: "Why should I consider Cai Cai's feelings? Why doesn't she consider my feelings? And that old man is so old, older than me, he is an old gangster!" [

I can only sigh.

When I came home from get off work the next day, I found that the nanny's eyes were red. It was obvious that she had cried a lot today. From this, I knew one thing: I guess the effect of her talk today was not good.

This is what I expected.

I didn't ask her until we were eating, because I had been hesitating whether I should ask her about it at first.

"Auntie, have you gone to see Teacher Luan today?" I asked her tentatively.

"That bastard old hooligan, Mr. Egg! That bastard university teacher, he is just an old hooligan!" She suddenly broke out, with swear words appearing in her mouth.

I was immediately stunned.

Later, I found out what happened after she went to school that day from her intermittent narration and what I learned from the school.

She took my child to the school, and went directly to the Foreign Languages ​​Teaching and Research Office. The first thing she did after finding Charlie Luan was to slap him hard in the face, and at the same time cursed him, "

Old gangster!"

It is said that Charlie Luan was stunned by her at that time, and when he was about to raise his hand to fight back, the child in the nanny's arms burst into tears, so Charlie Luan put down his hand and said: "I don't hit women.

, let alone hit my future mother-in-law."

As a result, his words made Cai Cai's mother even more angry. After kicking him twice, she started to curse, "You old gangster! Who is your mother-in-law? You are a bitch, you are so shameless! Such a shameless thing!"

You are too old to **my daughter, I will beat you to death!"

She roared there, and the child in her arms was so frightened that she cried "Wow!" As a result, Charlie Luan ran away in confusion.

What made Cai Cai's mother sad was not that she went to quarrel with Charlie Luan. In fact, it should be said that her quarrel allowed her to vent her anger, and she thought that she had basically achieved her goals in that way.

Purpose. However, what she didn't expect was that not long after she returned to my house, Cai Cai arrived.

Cai Cai ran to my house after learning about her mother's quarrel with Charlie Luan. She was very angry, even so angry that she was furious. Cai Cai made a fuss in front of her mother, and finally said "
To be continued...