Zhuang Qing and I have been here more than once, and that was before she went to Beijing.

Obviously, she misunderstood what I meant, "Zhuang Qing, that's not what I meant. I'm worried that our relationship will affect your future development."

She smiled brightly at me, she looked cute and beautiful, especially her two rows of beautiful white teeth, "Feng Xiao, I really miss you. I need a man like you and your nourishment for me."

Otherwise I might become ugly very quickly."

I was startled, then smiled and said: "After all, you are a person who came from our obstetrics and gynecology department, so you still understand such scientific principles."

A blush appeared on her face, and she smiled charmingly at me: "Feng Xiao, you hate..."

I was immediately melted by her, completely melted by her, "I, let's go quickly..."

"Wait a while, let's drink some more. I hope you spend more time with me." She glanced at me, her eyes were as charming as silk, and her voice was very seductive.

My heart started to tremble, and I really wanted to leave here with her right away, and then go to the hotel as soon as possible. However, she continued to eat with relish, and then raised her glass to me, "Come on, Feng Xiao, let's go

Drink, drink."

I couldn't help laughing anymore.

The hotel suite was full of spring scenery. After taking a shower, we stood facing each other and pulled off the white bath towels from our bodies almost at the same time. Then we couldn't help hugging each other, cheeks touching each other, and then exploring each other's body.

Lips...

Quiet, there was silence all around, the only sound was our heavy breathing. There was still so much passion between us, and we were still so eager to get each other. I knew in my heart that she and I, we, the love in our bodies

The bone marrow and blood are already filled with emotions for the other person.

Sex without emotion will not last as long as ours, I firmly believe this.

In fact, I know very well in my heart that I am not a truly sentimental person. On the contrary, I have done so many ridiculous things because I lack emotional care and warmth. Please come to me for the fastest update.

Now, when Zhuang Qing and I are together, the real feelings in my heart suddenly burst out. Yes, I like her, maybe I love her, and there is a strong feeling in my blood.

With love, I want to merge with her soul through physical integration.

Moreover, I also feel that Zhuang Qing, her heart at the moment should be the same as mine. Because, like me, she is kissing passionately and passionately.

Our kiss was so passionate and natural. Just like a couple, it seems that such a thing is a very natural thing. Many of my kisses with other women are not like this. Many times I

When kissing other women, the lust is far more than the warmth and love in my heart, and the physical need for women is far more than the emotional need for them. But now, I have completely and truly felt the connection between my soul and my heart.

She blended together.

So, our lips parted next, and we began to rub our cheeks against each other, and the warmth and tenderness we got from rubbing our ears and temples also made me feel the trembling in my heart.

Her face left mine, and her voice floated softly in my ears, "Feng Xiao, I want you."

I kissed her lips and said, like a dragonfly touching water, "Well, I'll take off your clothes." So I reached out and gently unbuttoned her clothes, and then gently opened them from both sides of her shoulders.

, her white and soft shoulders, and the beautiful bra inside immediately appeared in front of my eyes, and then I went behind her and gently unbuttoned the bra button...it was loosened from the back, so small

And the beautiful breasts suddenly appeared proudly in front of my eyes. They were still the same as before, still so white, with two cherry-red bright red ones on the top that were eye-catching, just like budding flowers. I like them so much,

She couldn't help but gently lick one of them, and then kissed it gently with the tip of her tongue and lips. Her body trembled, and then she let out a long moan.

I like her so much, every inch of her body, and her moans. She can make every nerve and every cell in my body tremble with excitement at all times. Moreover, I found that inside myself

This love for her is stronger than before, and there is even something different. Maybe her current status as a star gives me a sense of freshness, or makes everything about her now more stimulating to me.

?

Maybe not. Maybe our emotions have been truly sublimated.

My hands went to the narrow belt around her waist, and she lay slumped down on the large hotel bed covered with white sheets...[

She was also very surprised. She turned to me and asked: "Feng Xiao, what's wrong with you? Why did you come out in just two seconds?"

I felt embarrassed, and even more ashamed, "I don't know why, maybe it's because I haven't done it for a long time, right?"

"You haven't been with other women?" she asked me, her hand came to that part of my body, and then she touched it gently.

"Yeah." I replied, feeling that I could only answer this way.

"My poor Feng Xiao..." Unexpectedly, she sighed for a long time, and there was a deep sympathy in her voice.

My heart suddenly warmed up, and the apology in my heart became stronger. "Zhuang Qing, please let me rest for a while. Maybe I can come again after a while."

"No. You have suffered enough. Feng Xiao, you are the best man I have ever seen. Go to sleep, go to bed early, I will hold you to sleep at night." She said to me softly.

I really want to stay, because I find that I really can't bear to leave her, and I didn't feel happy at all just now. But I know that it's not good for me to stay here for a long time, and it will probably bring poverty to her.

So I said: "No, Zhuang Qing, I have to go back immediately. Because you are no longer the same person as before."

"So that's why you... Feng Xiao, I haven't changed, at least in front of you. But why have you changed?" She said, her hand had already left my place,

She came to my cheek and at the same time kissed me with her lips, her voice was so soft and affectionate.

"No. Zhuang Qing, you misunderstood me. I don't want to ruin everything you have gained so hard. Besides, you have something to do tomorrow." I said, lying on my back and looking at the ceiling of the hotel room.

Only I know the depression and loneliness I feel inside now.

"Hey..." She sighed, "Feng Xiao, I understand, it is impossible for us to be exactly the same as before."

"No!" I said hurriedly.

"Feng Xiao, I've thought about it for a long time, maybe we can really just be friends. If from now on, if... I'm talking about if, if we really have the chance to get married that day, maybe our relationship will

On the contrary, it will be destroyed, because I know that you and I are only suitable for being friends. Of course, if you are really willing to marry me in the future, I will definitely consider it and even be willing to give up everything I have now. Feng Xiao,

But I always feel that it will be a gamble, unless you are willing to gamble with me," she said.

Her meaning has been expressed very clearly. In fact, she has already thought in her heart that Chen Yuan will never wake up again, and she also judged that Chen Yuan's life will not last too long. Zhuang Qing is a woman.

A nurse who works in the obstetrics department should know the basic medical knowledge. However, I don't quite understand the meaning of her last sentence, "Gambling? Gambling for what?"

"We have to gamble that in the future we won't...how to say it because of marriage? Feng Xiao, many people start to get tired of each other because of marriage, and in the end they even turn against each other. There are many such things, right? So,

I'm very scared. Because you know, Song Mei and I used to..." she said in a low voice.

I immediately understood, "Zhuang Qing, isn't it best for us to do this? We are not bound by marriage, but we get along like lovers, and we give each other absolute freedom. Our friendship will not be affected. You said

Woolen cloth?"

She nodded, "I think so too." Then she asked me: "Feng Xiao, are you going to participate in the groundbreaking ceremony of your father-in-law's project tomorrow?"

I shook my head and said: "I'm not going. I have to go to work..." Suddenly I noticed something strange in her eyes, so I hurriedly added: "Of course, unless you think I should go."

"If you don't want to go, don't go. However, I still hope to see you, because I feel safe when you are there," she said.

Since she said this, of course I had no choice but to agree, "Okay, I'll go. Let's go to bed early. Shangguanqin and I will come to pick you up tomorrow."

She looked at me and smiled, and then she shrank her body under the thin quilt on the bed, "Feng Xiao, close the door for me on your way out."

The groundbreaking ceremony the next day was held in the open space of the Grand Theater project. The open space was carefully built into a nice open-air venue. There was a large rostrum, and the curtain behind the rostrum read: Jiangnan Provincial University

Theater groundbreaking ceremony. Red background, white Song fonts. The inscription below is: Jiangnan Provincial People's Government. There is also a row of words below: Jiangnan Group is responsible for the construction.

Surrounding the venue are the design drawings of the Grand Theater from all angles, as well as fluttering colorful flags and many balloons in the air. It looks very festive and spectacular.

In the first row of the rostrum were the leaders of the Provincial Party Committee, the Provincial People's Congress, the Provincial Government and the Provincial Political Consultative Conference. From the Provincial Government was Deputy Governor Huang, and there was another deputy governor in charge of culture. The second row was from the Provincial Government.

The leaders of the Party Committee General Office, the Provincial Government General Office and the land, culture and other departments were also there. He was sitting at the edge of the second row. I didn't see Zhuang Qing's shadow.

The groundbreaking ceremony was presided over by Lin Yu. She is the secretary-general of the provincial government, and it is normal for her to preside over such an event.

I was arranged to sit in the second row of the auditorium below. The first row was empty. I don't know why it was like this.

There is a large circle made of sand between where I sit and the rostrum. In the center of the sand circle is a stone tablet with two bright red characters on it: Foundation Laying. There are many shovels inserted in the sand circle.

This open-air venue is very large. There are at least thousands of people attending the groundbreaking ceremony. I can see that these people have been organized, otherwise they would not be so neat, and their clothes are all uniform.

The Cheng Fang team was standing in the back. People like me sitting in the audience should be invited guests. Most of them were wearing suits and ties. I couldn't help but feel ashamed because I was wearing a jacket.

The groundbreaking ceremony began. Lin Yi was announcing the agenda of today's ceremony, and at the same time introducing the leaders who participated in the groundbreaking ceremony today. She spoke Mandarin, and I found that her Mandarin sounded much better than the usual language, and her Mandarin

It was very standard. Today she was wearing a beige suit and skirt, which made her look very elegant and charming. The procedures of the ceremony were the same as other activities. First, the deputy governor in charge of culture spoke.

, then the builder representative of Jiangnan Group spoke, and then Lin Yi was arranged to speak. The angle of his speech was how to ensure the quality and speed of the construction of the Grand Theater. Finally, Governor Huang announced the foundation stone laying of the project, and he said, "

I announce that the foundation stone of the Jiangnan Grand Theater project has been laid!"

Immediately, high-pitched music sounded above the empty venue. I didn't know the name of the music, but I was very familiar with it because I had often heard this music played at every commendation meeting since I was a child.

The leaders on the rostrum filed down and then went to the sand circle. Governor Huang was in the middle facing me. He saw me and smiled slightly at me. I suddenly felt a flattering surprise.

, and hurriedly smiled back at him. But his smile to me was quickly taken away. I saw the leaders all stood in their positions, and they formed a circle along the sand circle. Everyone

There was a shovel in front of each other. Lin Yi was not far in front of me, with his back to me. Lin Yu was next to the deputy governor in charge of culture.

I was relatively close to them, so I could see and hear everything the leaders said. They were all in a casual state, joking with each other. Then, I heard Governor Huang say, "Let's get started." Then I saw

He stretched out his hand to hold the shovel in front of him. The other people followed his example. Immediately, the shovel waved and sand flew up. The stone tablet with "Founder Laying" written on it was quickly covered by the sand they raised.

cover.

Governor Huang put down the shovel in his hand, and the other people also put down the shovel at the same time. Their movements were surprisingly consistent. I simply suspected that these people were trained. Governor Huang left there, and then slowly

When I got to the row of seats in front of me, I realized what the row of seats in front of me was for. Before he sat down, he turned around and smiled at me, "Xiao Feng, long time no see."

I stood up hastily and said in fear, "Governor Huang, hello."

He nodded to me, then turned around and sat down, and never came to talk to me again. I was still excited, and there was a kind of glory in this excitement. Several people next to Governor Huang were watching curiously.
To be continued...