I don’t know why, but I always feel that something strange happened tonight. Shangguanqin made me feel extremely abnormal today. [`Novel`] It’s not that I don’t believe what she just said, it’s not that I

I doubt the authenticity of her condition, but it just feels weird.

"Feng Xiao, where are you staying tonight?" I was thinking wildly in my mind when I suddenly heard her asking me.

I answered without thinking, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, or maybe it was because I was thinking wildly and didn't have time to react, "I live in a hotel."

She immediately said: "Then let's go to the hotel where you are staying. Can you check it for me? I'm so scared. Feng Xiao, really, I'm so scared." [

I can't refuse.

I really couldn't refuse, because I found that her crying didn't look like she was pretending, and as an obstetrician and gynecologist, I always have a sympathetic attitude toward women's pain. The emergence of such a mentality is completely a kind of

It was a natural process without any deliberate effort. I think maybe this is an emotion that I formed in the course of my career and has slowly penetrated into my bones.

Because of this, I always think that my professional ethics and professional conscience are good. Even though my life is so chaotic, I still think that I am a reasonably qualified obstetrician and gynecologist. I have never thought about this.

Any doubts. In front of my patients or in the ward, I have never had any blasphemous thoughts towards any of my patients, never.

But now, when Shangguanqin asked me to go to the hotel where I was staying to check her breasts, I immediately hesitated, because I knew very well: that was not a hospital, that was a hotel, and it was very likely that a person would get pregnant.

An environment full of charming thoughts and desires.

So, I was very worried. And I also thought that this was how I and Zhao Menglei became husband and wife. Although it was at her home, I think a place like a hotel is similar to a place at home, and there is less.

A layer of psychological taboos.

However, Shangguanqin is my friend. Especially now, I don't regard her as Lin Yi's assistant at all, because she is asking me for help as a friend, and it can even be said that she is asking me for help.

Ask for help.

Therefore, I couldn't refuse, and I couldn't bear to refuse. So, after a brief hesitation and inner struggle, I said to Shangguanqin: "Okay, let's leave now."

She stood up immediately but staggered back to her seat, "I'll go check out."

It could be seen that she was obviously very drunk, so I hurriedly said: "I'm going to pay the bill. Didn't I agree? I'm treating you today."

Her hands were waving in front of my eyes, "I am your patient today..."

I found that her movements were so beautiful even when she was drunk. Of course, she looked a little funny. I smiled and said to her, "We are friends. Don't argue."

Immediately, I went to ask the waiter to pay the bill. We spent a lot of money on this meal. Firstly, the price of wild fish is relatively expensive. Secondly, we ordered two bottles of Wuliangye. Although the second bottle was not finished, she

She drank a lot more than me later, and she drank very quickly just now, so she was drunk but I was able to stay at least sober.

After paying the bill, I returned to my seat and found that she was already crawling on the table, so I went to her side and called softly: "Shangguan, wake up!"

She raised her head, and I found that her face was covered with tears.

"Let's go. Don't worry, it shouldn't be a big problem." I said to her softly.

She smiled sadly at me, then wiped away her tears, "I drank too much, Feng Xiao, please help me up."

I went to help her up, with one hand on her waist and the other on her arm. She slowly stood up with the strength I gave her, and then we slowly walked out of the restaurant and walked slowly

Got to my car.

When I got to the driver's seat, I started the car and drove out slowly. I drove the car very gently because I was worried that she would get dizzy or vomit due to the speed of the car.

Soon we arrived at the hotel where I was staying, and I helped her out of the car. At this moment, I felt that her body had become as limp as mud.[

I was really drunk. I smiled bitterly in my heart.

Just now, we didn't talk when I drove to the hotel. She curled up in the seat as soon as she got in the car. It looked like she was drunk, and her eyes were closed tightly from the moment she got in the car.

So I didn't talk to her anymore, I just drove the car forward smoothly.

But my mind was not calm. I kept thinking: Will I do anything inappropriate when I get to the hotel? You know, Shangguanqin is different from other girls. She is Lin

Yi's assistant! As the saying goes, rabbits don't eat grass near their nests, so she is absolutely untouchable! Maybe Lin Yi can forgive me for having such a relationship with other girls, but he will never forgive me for violating Shangguan Qin.

And I have a vague feeling in my heart that he and Shangguanqin are not just a simple relationship between a boss and an assistant. What is an assistant? After all, isn’t it Xiaomi? This concept may not be just my idea,

Because this has become a common phenomenon in Chinese society today.

Wu Yaru is different, because Lin Yi has already cut off all relations with her, and Lin Yi probably doesn't know what happened between me and her. He won't know.

So, I am very worried, very worried.

However, we arrived at the hotel very quickly, and I had already helped Shangguanqin out of the car. I helped her slowly enter the hotel.

However, I secretly warned myself: Feng Xiao, you must restrain yourself tonight!

Entering the hotel lobby, I looked around anxiously and found that there were about a dozen people inside. Some people were standing in the middle of the lobby, seemingly waiting for guests, some were walking back and forth on the phone, and there were several others.

A person was chatting about something on the sofa in the corner of the lobby. No one paid attention to us.

I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: In today's society, the phenomenon of a man and a woman entering a hotel like us is no longer strange. People have long been accustomed to it. Moreover, it is impossible for those reporters to follow such a place. After all, they are looking for

There was no trace of me. In the final analysis, it was myself who had the ghost in my heart.

I helped her into the elevator, and her body was still soft on one side of my body. Just now, when we entered the hotel lobby until now, I felt her body trembling. It seemed that she really

Was frightened.

After getting out of the elevator, I continued to support her towards my room.

Finally arriving at the door of my room, I took out the key card from my trouser pocket. Her body trembled even more.

I can understand her, because everyone's fear of death is instinctive. A lump means a tumor, and a tumor is synonymous with cancer. Cancer is closely linked to death.

We only have one life. In this world, people can experience joys and sorrows, and what it's like to be a human being. Only the only way to know how it feels is when you die. People who are not dead certainly don't know that once they cross this threshold, their yin and yang will be different.

We are separated forever and will never come back. Therefore, no one can answer this eternal question.

When a child comes into the world, he cries loudly. Crying is always unhappy, uncomfortable, and unwilling? He must be uncomfortable and in pain. When a person leaves this world, there is also a lot of crying. When a person is about to die, his face

The expressions on the face are sometimes ugly and miserable. Therefore, when people describe the degree of pain, they often say a very smooth saying: It is worse than death! This means that death is the most painful thing. People are afraid of death.

, in fact, no one has ever died, and no one knows what death feels like.

Death is a sword hanging over everyone's head. It will fall one day. This is the fate that people are destined from birth. However, the world is too busy, and there are too many temptations and entanglements to hold it back.

In order to keep one's body and mind occupied, people have no time to think about this matter. Therefore, they have to adopt an attitude of avoidance and turning a blind eye, and don't take it to heart at all, as if it doesn't happen at all. It seems that in this way, they become very active in the world and work hard.

There is a purpose. Otherwise, there is a risk of being negative and weak, and you are likely to be criticized.

In fact, death is something that is irrefutable. People want to avoid it and not look at it. But it happens around us all the time. May I ask: Who has never had a death in their home? It doesn’t say hello when it comes, it comes as soon as it is said to come, so that

People are caught off guard and can only silently accept the cruel reality afterwards.

From a psychological point of view, death is actually people's fear of the unknown and the loss of themselves. The scary thing about death is not the death itself, but what happens after the death of other people we see.

A kind of psychological fear. [`Novel`] Some people say: Death is not terrible, what is terrible is the process of waiting for death. Because we cannot know what kind of world will be after our death.

I opened the door, and she immediately ran in quickly. Then I heard a "bang" followed by her soft cry.

Before turning on the light, she stumbled in drunkenly and fell down.

I didn't have time to insert the room card into the power outlet, so I hurried over to help her up from the ground. With the help of the light from the corridor outside, I could see her general condition. I wasn't particularly worried because this was a four-star hotel.

, the floor is covered with thick, soft carpets.

But I still asked her with concern: "Shangguan, how are you? Are you okay?" [

She said: "Hel me up."

So I went to help her. Her body became so heavy now that even I felt it was difficult. I lifted her up little by little, as if I was dragging her up from the ground... Finally

, she stood up, but she was still swaying. I said to her: "Stand still, I'll turn on the light."

But at this moment, her body softened again. I immediately went to hug her waist, but she took advantage of the situation to wrap her arms around my neck, and her lips had already reached my face.

Side, right at the corner of my lips...

My lips were pressed against her face at that moment, and I clearly felt her lips touching the corner of my mouth. At this moment, I was stunned because the breath of her lips had already

When it reached my nostrils, especially the softness of her lips was teasing my already very sensitive nerves.

She has a different fragrance from other women. Her fragrance is a natural fragrance, not like the smell produced by perfume. The smell of perfume is often strong, but what comes out of her lips is a light one.

The fragrance is so refreshing. The light fragrance she exudes seems to be lavender, cold, fresh and sweet. It envelopes me gently like a dream, and I immediately enter an intoxicating state.

state.

I felt that the world I was in had solidified, solidified at this moment.

Suddenly, I felt her moving, her lips moving! Because I clearly felt the softness of her lips reaching the front of my lips. The fragrance she gave me was even sweeter, and I also tasted it.

The taste came to her lips.

Her lips were right on mine, and her breath was like blue. Moreover, her lips were slightly open, and the tip of her tongue was trembling on my lips, making me truly feel her inner desire.

There is a string in my heart that is tightening, and it has been tightening, so even in this situation, I have maintained the minimum sobriety. Even at this moment, my tight string

The string still worked, so I opened her gently. No one knew how much effort I put into it. Her temptation was too strong for me.

I opened her gently. From the moment her lips reached the corner of my mouth to the moment I opened her gently, the whole process actually took less than half a minute.

I gently opened her door, but her body immediately collapsed to the ground again. I began to suspect that her move just now was intentional. Unfortunately, the light in the room was too dim now, so I couldn't see

Check out her face.

So I ignored her for the time being, and fumbled to insert the key card into the power outlet, and then turned on the switch. The room suddenly became bright, so bright that it stung my eyes.
To be continued...