I don’t know why, but I always feel that something strange happened tonight. Shangguanqin made me feel extremely abnormal today. [`Novel`] It’s not that I don’t believe what she just said, it’s not that I
I doubt the authenticity of her condition, but it just feels weird.
"Feng Xiao, where are you staying tonight?" I was thinking wildly in my mind when I suddenly heard her asking me.
I answered without thinking, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, or maybe it was because I was thinking wildly and didn't have time to react, "I live in a hotel."
She immediately said: "Then let's go to the hotel where you are staying. Can you check it for me? I'm so scared. Feng Xiao, really, I'm so scared." [
I can't refuse.
I really couldn't refuse, because I found that her crying didn't look like she was pretending, and as an obstetrician and gynecologist, I always have a sympathetic attitude toward women's pain. The emergence of such a mentality is completely a kind of
It was a natural process without any deliberate effort. I think maybe this is an emotion that I formed in the course of my career and has slowly penetrated into my bones.
Because of this, I always think that my professional ethics and professional conscience are good. Even though my life is so chaotic, I still think that I am a reasonably qualified obstetrician and gynecologist. I have never thought about this.
Any doubts. In front of my patients or in the ward, I have never had any blasphemous thoughts towards any of my patients, never.
But now, when Shangguanqin asked me to go to the hotel where I was staying to check her breasts, I immediately hesitated, because I knew very well: that was not a hospital, that was a hotel, and it was very likely that a person would get pregnant.
An environment full of charming thoughts and desires.
So, I was very worried. And I also thought that this was how I and Zhao Menglei became husband and wife. Although it was at her home, I think a place like a hotel is similar to a place at home, and there is less.
A layer of psychological taboos.
However, Shangguanqin is my friend. Especially now, I don't regard her as Lin Yi's assistant at all, because she is asking me for help as a friend, and it can even be said that she is asking me for help.
Ask for help.
Therefore, I couldn't refuse, and I couldn't bear to refuse. So, after a brief hesitation and inner struggle, I said to Shangguanqin: "Okay, let's leave now."
She stood up immediately but staggered back to her seat, "I'll go check out."
It could be seen that she was obviously very drunk, so I hurriedly said: "I'm going to pay the bill. Didn't I agree? I'm treating you today."
Her hands were waving in front of my eyes, "I am your patient today..."
I found that her movements were so beautiful even when she was drunk. Of course, she looked a little funny. I smiled and said to her, "We are friends. Don't argue."
Immediately, I went to ask the waiter to pay the bill. We spent a lot of money on this meal. Firstly, the price of wild fish is relatively expensive. Secondly, we ordered two bottles of Wuliangye. Although the second bottle was not finished, she
She drank a lot more than me later, and she drank very quickly just now, so she was drunk but I was able to stay at least sober.
After paying the bill, I returned to my seat and found that she was already crawling on the table, so I went to her side and called softly: "Shangguan, wake up!"
She raised her head, and I found that her face was covered with tears.
"Let's go. Don't worry, it shouldn't be a big problem." I said to her softly.
She smiled sadly at me, then wiped away her tears, "I drank too much, Feng Xiao, please help me up."
I went to help her up, with one hand on her waist and the other on her arm. She slowly stood up with the strength I gave her, and then we slowly walked out of the restaurant and walked slowly
Got to my car.
When I got to the driver's seat, I started the car and drove out slowly. I drove the car very gently because I was worried that she would get dizzy or vomit due to the speed of the car.
Soon we arrived at the hotel where I was staying, and I helped her out of the car. At this moment, I felt that her body had become as limp as mud.[
I was really drunk. I smiled bitterly in my heart.
Just now, we didn't talk when I drove to the hotel. She curled up in the seat as soon as she got in the car. It looked like she was drunk, and her eyes were closed tightly from the moment she got in the car.
So I didn't talk to her anymore, I just drove the car forward smoothly.
But my mind was not calm. I kept thinking: Will I do anything inappropriate when I get to the hotel? You know, Shangguanqin is different from other girls. She is Lin
Yi's assistant! As the saying goes, rabbits don't eat grass near their nests, so she is absolutely untouchable! Maybe Lin Yi can forgive me for having such a relationship with other girls, but he will never forgive me for violating Shangguan Qin.
And I have a vague feeling in my heart that he and Shangguanqin are not just a simple relationship between a boss and an assistant. What is an assistant? After all, isn’t it Xiaomi? This concept may not be just my idea,
Because this has become a common phenomenon in Chinese society today.
Wu Yaru is different, because Lin Yi has already cut off all relations with her, and Lin Yi probably doesn't know what happened between me and her. He won't know.
So, I am very worried, very worried.
However, we arrived at the hotel very quickly, and I had already helped Shangguanqin out of the car. I helped her slowly enter the hotel.
However, I secretly warned myself: Feng Xiao, you must restrain yourself tonight!
Entering the hotel lobby, I looked around anxiously and found that there were about a dozen people inside. Some people were standing in the middle of the lobby, seemingly waiting for guests, some were walking back and forth on the phone, and there were several others.
A person was chatting about something on the sofa in the corner of the lobby. No one paid attention to us.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: In today's society, the phenomenon of a man and a woman entering a hotel like us is no longer strange. People have long been accustomed to it. Moreover, it is impossible for those reporters to follow such a place. After all, they are looking for
There was no trace of me. In the final analysis, it was myself who had the ghost in my heart.
I helped her into the elevator, and her body was still soft on one side of my body. Just now, when we entered the hotel lobby until now, I felt her body trembling. It seemed that she really
Was frightened.
After getting out of the elevator, I continued to support her towards my room.
Finally arriving at the door of my room, I took out the key card from my trouser pocket. Her body trembled even more.
I can understand her, because everyone's fear of death is instinctive. A lump means a tumor, and a tumor is synonymous with cancer. Cancer is closely linked to death.
We only have one life. In this world, people can experience joys and sorrows, and what it's like to be a human being. Only the only way to know how it feels is when you die. People who are not dead certainly don't know that once they cross this threshold, their yin and yang will be different.
We are separated forever and will never come back. Therefore, no one can answer this eternal question.
When a child comes into the world, he cries loudly. Crying is always unhappy, uncomfortable, and unwilling? He must be uncomfortable and in pain. When a person leaves this world, there is also a lot of crying. When a person is about to die, his face
The expressions on the face are sometimes ugly and miserable. Therefore, when people describe the degree of pain, they often say a very smooth saying: It is worse than death! This means that death is the most painful thing. People are afraid of death.
, in fact, no one has ever died, and no one knows what death feels like.
Death is a sword hanging over everyone's head. It will fall one day. This is the fate that people are destined from birth. However, the world is too busy, and there are too many temptations and entanglements to hold it back.
In order to keep one's body and mind occupied, people have no time to think about this matter. Therefore, they have to adopt an attitude of avoidance and turning a blind eye, and don't take it to heart at all, as if it doesn't happen at all. It seems that in this way, they become very active in the world and work hard.
There is a purpose. Otherwise, there is a risk of being negative and weak, and you are likely to be criticized.
In fact, death is something that is irrefutable. People want to avoid it and not look at it. But it happens around us all the time. May I ask: Who has never had a death in their home? It doesn’t say hello when it comes, it comes as soon as it is said to come, so that
People are caught off guard and can only silently accept the cruel reality afterwards.
From a psychological point of view, death is actually people's fear of the unknown and the loss of themselves. The scary thing about death is not the death itself, but what happens after the death of other people we see.
A kind of psychological fear. [`Novel`] Some people say: Death is not terrible, what is terrible is the process of waiting for death. Because we cannot know what kind of world will be after our death.
I opened the door, and she immediately ran in quickly. Then I heard a "bang" followed by her soft cry.
Before turning on the light, she stumbled in drunkenly and fell down.
I didn't have time to insert the room card into the power outlet, so I hurried over to help her up from the ground. With the help of the light from the corridor outside, I could see her general condition. I wasn't particularly worried because this was a four-star hotel.
, the floor is covered with thick, soft carpets.
But I still asked her with concern: "Shangguan, how are you? Are you okay?" [
She said: "Hel me up."
So I went to help her. Her body became so heavy now that even I felt it was difficult. I lifted her up little by little, as if I was dragging her up from the ground... Finally
, she stood up, but she was still swaying. I said to her: "Stand still, I'll turn on the light."
But at this moment, her body softened again. I immediately went to hug her waist, but she took advantage of the situation to wrap her arms around my neck, and her lips had already reached my face.
Side, right at the corner of my lips...
My lips were pressed against her face at that moment, and I clearly felt her lips touching the corner of my mouth. At this moment, I was stunned because the breath of her lips had already
When it reached my nostrils, especially the softness of her lips was teasing my already very sensitive nerves.
She has a different fragrance from other women. Her fragrance is a natural fragrance, not like the smell produced by perfume. The smell of perfume is often strong, but what comes out of her lips is a light one.
The fragrance is so refreshing. The light fragrance she exudes seems to be lavender, cold, fresh and sweet. It envelopes me gently like a dream, and I immediately enter an intoxicating state.
state.
I felt that the world I was in had solidified, solidified at this moment.
Suddenly, I felt her moving, her lips moving! Because I clearly felt the softness of her lips reaching the front of my lips. The fragrance she gave me was even sweeter, and I also tasted it.
The taste came to her lips.
Her lips were right on mine, and her breath was like blue. Moreover, her lips were slightly open, and the tip of her tongue was trembling on my lips, making me truly feel her inner desire.
There is a string in my heart that is tightening, and it has been tightening, so even in this situation, I have maintained the minimum sobriety. Even at this moment, my tight string
The string still worked, so I opened her gently. No one knew how much effort I put into it. Her temptation was too strong for me.
I opened her gently. From the moment her lips reached the corner of my mouth to the moment I opened her gently, the whole process actually took less than half a minute.
I gently opened her door, but her body immediately collapsed to the ground again. I began to suspect that her move just now was intentional. Unfortunately, the light in the room was too dim now, so I couldn't see
Check out her face.
So I ignored her for the time being, and fumbled to insert the key card into the power outlet, and then turned on the switch. The room suddenly became bright, so bright that it stung my eyes.
I looked sideways and was surprised to find that she was no longer on the ground at some point. We were just in the alleyway into the room, and she fell to the ground right here. I hurriedly walked towards the room.
When I walked over, I immediately saw her. She was lying crookedly on the bed near me in the room. Last night I booked a standard room with two beds.
She was lying on the bed, lying flat on her back, her hair was messy, and several ends of her hair covered her face.
I sighed, and then went to the bathroom. After turning on the hot water, I wet a towel and wrung it out. When I went out, I found that she was still in the same state as before, so I gently brushed away the mess on her face.
The ends of her hair, then washed her face with a towel, and whispered to her: "Shangguan, look at you, why do you drink so much?"
She was moaning softly, as if she was in pain. I asked her: "Shangguan, do you want to drink water? Do you want to vomit? I will bring you the trash can."
She raised her hand with difficulty, and then shook it wildly. I didn't understand what she meant, but I still went to the bathroom and boiled a glass of water for her with a water boiler, and then put the trash can on the bed.
in case of emergency.
I blew on the scalding water in the boiling water cup for a while, and after a while I felt that its temperature had dropped, and then I sat on the edge of the bed, then gently picked up her head and put it on my lap, "Shangguan, drink some water.
Come on. You’ll feel better if you drink some water.”
Her eyes were still closed and she didn't speak. I put the water glass to her lips, "Shangguan, open your mouth. Drink some water."
She opened her lips and started to drink water... However, she started to cry after just drinking a little bit. I hurriedly said: "Shangguan, don't cry, otherwise you will choke."
However, her crying suddenly became violent at this moment, and turned into howling. I quickly put the water glass on the bedside table next to me, and then patted her back gently, softly.
He said to her: "Shangguan, don't cry, nothing will happen."
She stood up immediately and hugged me tightly, but her crying became even more intense.
I hugged her quietly, still patting her back gently, without saying anything, just patting her back gently. I know that nothing I say now will have any effect, only like this
Waiting quietly for her crying to end.
The room was very quiet, and I couldn't hear any other sound except her crying. After crying for a long time, her voice gradually became softer, and then slowly returned to silence.
I breathed a long sigh of relief in my heart: It's finally over.
I am most afraid of women crying, and today I can only wait quietly for her crying to end. In fact, my heart has already been infected by her crying just now, and her crying almost made me sad.
Fortunately, her crying finally stopped and became quieter. I asked her softly: "Shangguan, are you feeling better? Can you drink all the water?"
But she shook her head, then gently broke away from me, and then lay down on the bed... Her eyes were slightly closed, and she whispered to me: "Feng Xiao, check it out for me...
....”
Looking at her lying flat on the bed, I hesitated again... I always felt that it would not be a good idea to do such an examination on her in a place like this.
However, she was waiting for me quietly there. The eyelids of her eyes were trembling, and there were traces of tears on her long eyelashes. She must be very nervous, because I saw her chest heaving violently. She today
She was wearing a pair of jeans and a beige shirt on her upper body. The shirt was waist-cinched. She was lying on her back, which made the shirt look a little small, so her violently rising and falling breasts posed a great temptation to me. I
I couldn't help but feel panicked.
However, she was still there quietly waiting for me, waiting for me to examine her. My hands were trembling, and I went to her chest tremblingly.
Her shirt was a little tight, which made it difficult to unbutton her clothes. With two fingers, I finally unbuttoned the first button on her chest, and the second button seemed even tighter. I
I breathed a long sigh of relief in my heart, because I was no longer as nervous as before. As with everything, the beginning is always the most difficult.
Next, I went to unbutton her second shirt. She seemed to be even more nervous, because her chest rose and fell even more under my hands.
There are many differences between men and women. Due to differences in body structure, our breathing methods are also different. Men and children breathe abdominally, while adult women breathe chest. In this case, we
Many people should be able to find something, but few people notice it. However, I think it is very wise for God to give women the chest breathing method, because this breathing method can make women look more sexy and have an effect on men.
greater allure.
Now, my fingers began to unbutton the second button of her shirt. Due to the violent ups and downs of her breathing and the contrast of her plump breasts, I felt that it was even more difficult to unbutton it. What's more terrible, my hands
But the lower part could only cling to the body inside her undulating clothes. The soft and full feeling had already been transmitted to my hand from the inside of her clothes.
How can this not make my heart flutter?
Finally, I unbuttoned the second button of her shirt, and I felt that my back was already covered with sweat. And the moment I unbuttoned the second button of her shirt, her breasts suddenly
They spurted out. I had touched this part of her before and it felt like it was only about the size of a hand, but I didn't expect that they would suddenly jump out today.
Of course, there was a bra on her breasts, a dark red bra.
I have to admire her as a girl who knows how to dress well, even her underwear is so particular. Although I don’t understand much, I can feel how expensive her underwear is. Because her shirts are no longer ordinary brands.
And her underwear can give people a high-end feeling. Also, her bra shows her extreme beauty
Her skin is particularly fair, and there seems to be a halo covering her fair skin, which makes people feel beautiful and healthy. Moreover, her skin is also very soft, although I haven't touched it yet.
But it already had that kind of texture in my eyes. Her breasts were rising and falling violently, and I saw a small black mole under her bra on my side, next to her breasts, and her
This small black mole and her dark red bra further highlight the whiteness of her chest skin, which is as white as jade. Moreover, her jade-like whiteness also makes people think of poverty, even if I
I once touched her breasts, but now I still have the urge to see her beautiful breasts right away.
Then I unbuttoned a few buttons under her shirt, and her abdomen was completely exposed in front of my eyes. It seems that she was right. She should be a girl who exercises regularly, because I found that her abdomen was very
It's flat, but the waists on both sides form beautiful curves. Generally speaking, we think the beauty of a woman's abdomen is very important, because that area is the basis for a woman to have a graceful waist. Specifically, a beautiful abdomen should look like this
: Viewed from the front, there should be two symmetrical depressions on both sides of the belly button, which together with the belly button depression divide the abdomen into two parts. The bust circumference at the breast and the hip circumference at the waistline should be roughly equal, so as to make the waist look soft.
Viewed from the side, the abdomen should be symmetrical with the forward protrusion of the vagina and the posterior protrusion of the buttocks, thus forming an "S" shape. Obviously, Shangguan Qin fully meets the above situation.
I looked at her and almost went crazy. But I still kept my mouth clear, especially now, I thought about the next time I would check her breast problems. But her beauty still made me feel
Shocking.
She is different from Zhang Shiyu and Liu Meng because I have known her for a long time. It should be said that not only are we very familiar with each other, but we also have different emotions. Seeing her body in this situation
When you are young, you will be more easily shocked by her beauty.
In fact, my eyes didn't stay in front of her body for long, because then I went to her ear and whispered to her: "Shangguan, please get up and take off your underwear."
I didn't say "take off" because the word "take off" would have another meaning. Even in the department or obstetrics and gynecology clinic, only nurses say to patients, "Take off your pants."
." And the most I can do is to tell the patient, "Take off your belt, take off one leg of your trousers, and then..."
I am a male obstetrician and gynecologist, and I pay special attention to the way I speak to patients, because if I don't do it well, I may be misunderstood by the patient. In the obstetrics and gynecology department, male doctors like me have to pay special attention to not letting the patient feel the slightest bit "
"Sexual" implications. This is very important.
She spoke, her voice was very low and still trembling, "Feng Xiao, I don't want to move anymore. Please help me untie it."
Yes, there is also the word "untie". Why didn't I think of it just now? It seems that my mind has already been confused.
Gently lifting her shoulders, I immediately felt the softness of her skin. My heart began to tremble, but I tried my best to restrain the trembling in my heart. I helped her upper body up,
Her head rested on my chest, soft, but I still felt her body trembling.
I didn't take off her shirt, but lifted part of it from bottom to top, then reached out to her back, and then unbuttoned her bra behind her. I felt that the strap of her bra seemed like
It was pulled to her chest like a spring, and I knew it had been untied by me.
At this moment, I clearly felt her body trembling more violently, so I couldn't help but ask her: "Shangguan, what's wrong with you?"
"I, I'm scared." She whispered.
I seemed to understand: she was afraid that I would actually check her and find out that there was a mass in her vagina. So I gently put her down, and then asked her: "Shangguan, tell me, which one did you touch?"
Is there a lump inside your vagina?"
But she answered me like this: "I can't remember."
I was very surprised: How is this possible? You know, if a person really encounters such a situation, he will definitely be very clear about his own problems, because such things will become his unforgettable fear. Is she really
Was she so frightened that she became like this? I thought to myself, feeling that this was the only reason that could explain her answer.
She didn't hear me, nor did she notice that I wanted to check her immediately, so she continued: "Feng Xiao, I'm a little cold..."
I reacted immediately and sighed in my heart before saying, "I'll check you out right away."
Immediately, my hand reached to the bra on her chest.
I have unhooked her bra, so her breasts have appeared vaguely in front of my eyes. Her bra has become loose, as if it was placed casually on her chest, so
, I can roughly see the state of her sex.
Just now, my attention was on the trembling of her body, so I didn't immediately pay attention to her situation. But now I see it, and the vague feeling she gave me is even more heart-wrenching.
Shaking, my hands trembled again, slowly went to her chest, and gently took off the dark red bra on her chest... They were so beautiful, so beautiful
Made me almost suffocate!
Like any other I have ever touched, her breasts are not very big, but they are perfect: round, white, and her two breasts are as bright as cherries. When I took off her bra, I immediately felt them.
I suddenly discovered that her breasts, her entire chest, and abdomen formed a perfect whole, and I couldn't find any flaw in her body at all.
So beautiful! Such admiration can only come from my heart.
My hand tremblingly went to her breasts on the side close to me, and then I squeezed it gently a few times.
The doctor's technique for examining female breasts is very particular: during the examination, put the five fingers together and place the front half of the palm flat on the breast to touch. Use your right hand to check the left side, and your left hand to check the right side. The order of touching is counterclockwise, starting from the inside and up, in sequence.
For the inner and lower, outer and lower quadrants, and outer and upper quadrants, touch the gland tail and armpit at last to avoid missing the diagnosis. In order to distinguish the boundaries of abnormal tissues in the subcutaneous tissue, a certain amount of pressure needs to be applied with the palm of the hand, and attention should be paid to vaginal movements when touching.
degree, whether there is tenderness or lumps. If a lump is found, attention should be paid to its location, size, shape, texture, surface state, mobility, adhesion to surrounding tissues, whether the boundaries are clear, and whether there is a sense of fluctuation or cysticness.
This kind of examination is completely different from the way of soothing the female genitals during the prelude to vaginal intercourse. The doctor's examination focuses on the perception of the situation inside the breast glands, while the soothing during the prelude to masturbation focuses on stimulating the female genitals.
Sensitive points on the body, such as soothing female nipples. Generally speaking, doctors will not pay special attention to female nipples when examining the vagina of female patients, let alone rub or pinch them.
.
The moment I put my hand on her right breast, I immediately calmed down and immediately entered the state that a doctor should have: carefully feeling the breast structure inside her vagina and giving my hand
The feeling on it, and the edge of the vagina... It's very good, there is no problem, and I don't feel any lumps. Is it that vagina?
She lay flat on the bed, her body still trembling, and the trembling became more and more severe. I whispered to her: "There is nothing wrong with this side, it is normal."
However, her trembling still did not slow down.
I thought: The only way to eliminate her fear is to check her breast as soon as possible. So, I stretched my right hand to her left breast.
I still checked her according to the formal method... However, when I finished the first test, I was surprised: It seems to be normal? At the same time, I said: "Shangguan, it seems there is no problem.
?”
And at this moment, she suddenly stretched out her hand and tightly held my hand on her breasts, and said in her mouth: "Feng Xiao, I want you...
..."
At this moment, I suddenly understood everything.
It was obvious that everything she did today was to seduce me. From the moment she asked me to have dinner with her, to getting drunk on purpose, until she told me that she had a lump in her breast, and of course later
We are all here together, and all of this is for a purpose.
I don't understand why she does this.
Moreover, she drank a lot today, and her body has been shaking since then. I am a doctor, and I completely know that her trembling cannot be faked. It is okay to pretend for a short time, but it keeps happening again and again.
, and the degree of trembling changes as my hands reach different parts of her body, but it is difficult to do it deliberately. I clearly felt that her previous trembling reaction should be a natural state of her conscious reaction.
She was really scared, not excited. Because when she was excited, her breathing would become thicker, and she would even moan in ecstasy. But she didn't.
Why is this? Why is she so scared but wants to seduce me?
However, I didn't dare to ask her, because I was suddenly afraid that something would happen: she caused some big trouble, and the trouble she caused was related to Lin Yi, otherwise it would not be worth her to seduce Yu like this.
I.
I no longer had any lust in my heart, so I gently pulled my hand away... However, her hand held me tightly.
"Shangguan, we can't do this." I said this with a wry smile.
Her face suddenly turned red.
In my impression, she would not blush even after drinking. But now, her face suddenly turned red completely, and it was so beautiful. Then, I heard her whisper.
Then he said: "Feng Xiao, why? Am I ugly?"
I said: "No, you are very beautiful. Shangguan, we are friends, we can't do this."
Immediately, my eyes went to her body and chest, and I immediately moved her shirt closer to her chest, and then gently buttoned the clothes for her one by one.
She didn't move while I was buttoning her clothes, but she was crying.
Crying! By the way, when we were eating and drinking together tonight, and even before we left, she also cried, and she even cried loudly. At that time, I thought she was like that because she was afraid, but now I know
Well, it’s not because she’s afraid. But if it’s not because she’s afraid, then why?
The image of her crying suddenly appeared in my mind. Now that I think about it, I completely remember that her previous crying seemed to be a kind of grievance or a kind of helplessness.
Grieved? Nasty? Why do I feel this way about her crying? What is she aggrieved about? What kind of things do she feel nauseous about?
So, I couldn't help but ask her: "Shangguan, why are you doing this? Who asked you to do this?"
She doesn't speak.
My heart suddenly sank, and an inexplicable thought suddenly rose in my mind, "Shangguan, is it him? Lin Yi? My father-in-law?"
After asking, I stared at her closely. At this moment, I was really afraid that she would give a positive answer!
But she was shaking her head, shaking her head slightly, with her lips slightly parted, "No, how could it be? He is your father-in-law. No matter how ridiculous he is, he would not do this, right? What benefit does he do to himself?"
I thought: Yes. Why would he do this? At this moment, I realized how funny the thought I just had was.
However, this made me even more confused, "So Shangguan, why are you doing this? You are still an unmarried woman, I really can't understand it."
What I didn't expect was that she suddenly became angry, "Feng Xiao, who do you think you are? There are so many women who have relationships with you, why do you have to ask them beforehand? Do you think you are a saint, don't you?
That’s why you think it’s shameful for me to be like this, right? What a joke to you!”
After she finished cursing, she immediately got up from the bed and quickly ran out of the room, leaving me stunned and shocked.
After a "bang", the room suddenly fell into silence.
I couldn't sleep all night, and I couldn't figure out why all this happened. Also, I felt that I did go a little too far today.
If it weren't for my excessive behavior, Shangguanqin would never be angry like that. Now I feel very regretful because I know that my friendship with her has come to an end.
Now when I think back to what I just said to Shangguanqin, I really feel ashamed because I was really looking down and questioning her.
When I say looking down, I don't mean my standing posture, but my superior attitude. Just now, I almost always asked her in a questioning tone why she did that.
Now I believe that she must have her unspeakable difficulties. I have been in contact with her for more than a day or two. I don't know the rest, but I know her dignity and stability, right?
And what about me? My life is so chaotic, and I shouldn’t have done such a checkup for her in such a place today, but I just did it, and even questioned her shamelessly like that. Now
It's so funny when I think about it.
I really wanted to call her and apologize right away, but I hesitated in my heart, so much so that even after a night passed I still had not made up my mind. In fact, the reason for my hesitation was not just because of my face, but more because of
I have a doubt in my heart: Why did she do this? Is it really because of Lin Yi?
Although she denied my question at the time, her denial only aggravated my inner doubts. Because I knew that she was Lin Yi's assistant, even if it was Lin Yi who actually instigated her to do that.
He will deny it even more firmly.
But why did Lin Yi instigate her to seduce me? I think this is the crux of the problem. Yes, as Shangguan Qin said, this is unreasonable? What benefit does he do to him?
It can't be of any benefit to him!
However, I can understand one thing from what Shangguanqin said to me: there should be a reason for her doing that, and it is probably not her own reason.
But, what exactly is that reason?
I didn't think about these problems until dawn.
When the bright light of dawn appeared outside the hotel room, I suddenly felt a throbbing pain in the temples on both sides of my head. Forget it, don't think about it. It's hard to guess a woman's mind, and it's hard to guess a woman's affairs.
Just as complicated. Stop thinking about it and go to sleep. Looking at the bright light outside, I smiled bitterly and said to myself.
But at this moment, I suddenly heard the sound of a text message coming in from my phone. I hurriedly picked it up and read it, and it turned out to be from Shangguanqin. There were only three words on it: I'm sorry.
At this moment, I suddenly felt uncomfortable and ashamed: it was she who took the initiative to apologize to me.
But I felt much better immediately: this meant that she was not really angry, no, she just forgave me. But I no longer thought about those problems, because her text message had already told me: our friendship
It wasn't much affected.
So I immediately happily replied to her: I should be the one who should apologize. I'm sorry!
Now I also understand: It turns out that she, like me, also stayed up all night.
In addition, I know one more thing: from now on, I will never be able to ask her why what happened today, because otherwise I will completely lose my friendship with her. I have to admit that I am very sad.
What matters about our friendship with her is not only the emotional factor we have established for a long time, but also because she is Lin Yi's assistant.
The author's digression:
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