That night after we went back, we sat by the river for a long time, listening to the sounds in the river and looking at the stars in the sky. The air in the ancient town was very good, so the visibility of the sky was very high at night. The stars in the sky were all over the sky, which was very beautiful.
I said: "Every star is a sun. There are so many suns in the sky. Compared with them, our earth seems too small, and we humans are even more insignificant."
This is not that I am deliberately showing off my profundity, but a true sigh from my heart. Because I really felt my own insignificance and insignificance at that moment.
She said: "But our earth is the only one, and our life is a miracle, so we cannot underestimate ourselves. Human life is actually very short, so we should enjoy it more." [
I smiled and said to her: "Liu Meng, you are very confident in life and have great expectations. I envy you very much."
She asked me back: "Do you have no confidence in your life? No hope?"
I sighed and said, "My marriage is so unfortunate, and I have seen more than one person close to me leave this world. Sometimes I really feel that life is very interesting."
She said: "Because of this, you should cherish your current life even more? In the eyes of others, you may be the happiest man. Hehe! You are so rich and there are so many beauties around you, so
How many men have such a good life? Just be content!"
I could only smile bitterly: What else can I say? It is impossible for her to understand my true state of mind. Because she has no way of knowing the pain in my heart. Zhao Menglei, Su Hua, and Chen Yuan are now lying on the bed. In addition,
, Zhuang Qing used that method to hype herself, Sun Lulu’s current state, and so on, all of this happened again and again around me? How painful such a thing would be for a man!
Later, we all felt the chill of the night wind and went to bed immediately. We didn't have sex again that night because she and I were a little tired from that matter.
The next morning she got up early and made breakfast, and then we went to the ancient town together. She still held my arm. I believe that many people here will think that we are a couple because of our closeness.
It's so natural.
When I just arrived in the ancient town, I received a call from Shangguanqin. She asked me: "Feng Xiao, have you seen today's morning newspaper? There is a report on you."
"Morning newspaper? What is it reporting about me?" I suddenly became nervous.
"Good thing, go buy a copy and take a look." She said with a smile, and then hung up the phone.
The ancient town is not far from the provincial capital. The morning newspaper was transported here early in the morning, but it still took me a long time to find the only newsstand in the town. A morning newspaper here is twice as expensive as the provincial capital, and it costs a dollar.
money.
"Why are you buying newspapers?" Liu Meng asked in surprise.
I looked at the first page of the morning paper, searched between the lines, and replied: "They said there was a report about me in today's morning paper."
Liu Meng suddenly laughed, "You are not a big shot, how can you be on the front page?"
I couldn't help but feel ashamed, and said with a smile: "This is my first time reading this kind of newspaper."
She chuckled and asked me, "So, what kind of newspapers do you usually read?"
I was even more ashamed, "I don't read any newspapers."
She laughed and said, "Feng Xiao, your daily life is too interesting, isn't it? Reading newspapers is a good habit, and you can learn a lot of useful information from them."
I smiled bitterly and said: "Well, from today on I will develop the habit of reading newspapers."[
She asked me: "Did the newspaper publish anything about you and Zhuang Qing?"
My heartbeat suddenly accelerated, "Maybe."
She immediately took the newspaper from my hand, "Then it should be in the entertainment section." She said while flipping through the thick stack of newspapers, "Today's newspapers have too many advertisements.
, there are twice as many newspapers as before... Here, the entertainment section... I found it, you see..."
I hurriedly looked at the newspaper in her hand and saw a bright red headline at the bottom of the page: Zhuang Qing Talks about Friendship. There was also a photo of Zhuang Qing during the interview, in which she was smiling.
I feel at ease.
Then I read the content of the interview carefully. Zhuang Qing began to talk about how she and her current colleagues cherish the feelings of friends, with specific examples. In the middle, she talked about her relationship with me: Feng Qing
Xiao and I used to work in the same department. He is a very good doctor with excellent medical skills. He also spends a lot of time on scientific research and has a very good attitude towards patients. Many patients deliberately seek treatment from him. Because of him
Because of his excellence, the hospital made him the director of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology. In the Affiliated Hospital of Jiangnan Medical University, there are too few young associate professors and department directors like him. It can even be said that he is the only one. I was planning to graduate from the hospital at that time.
I hesitated when I came out to develop, but he encouraged me. He said to me: A person is happiest when he can do his favorite job. This is also a way of pursuing freedom. To be honest, it was him
This sentence strengthened my confidence. That’s why I always respected him and was grateful to him... Now some people are making rumors that my relationship with him is abnormal. This is actually the dirty psychology of some people.
Feng Xiao's wife lost a lot of blood when giving birth and ended up comatose in bed, which is equivalent to a vegetative state. However, he never abandoned his wife and hired a doctor to take care of his wife every day.
He also wiped his wife's body every day, never stopping for a day in the past year. Because of this, his wife can live to this day and has never had bedsores. [`Novel`] People who have not studied medicine may not know this.
, there is rarely a patient who is paralyzed in bed without bedsores, let alone a patient who has been in a coma for a long time! How much love this requires and how much time it takes him to do it. And he has to take care of it alone.
His child was born prematurely, but now his child has developed and is as healthy as a normal child. What does this mean? This means that he is a man who is affectionate and righteous and has true love for his wife. Let me ask,
Is it possible for a man like this to do things like the rumors with me? Many reporters nowadays are too unprofessional and blindly pursue the so-called hot news, and they are not willing to confuse right and wrong, distort the truth of the facts, and even seriously
It affected the normal work of the hospital. Therefore, their behavior had a serious impact on the work of the hospital. It hurt not only Feng Xiao, but also the patients of the hospital. Those reporters went too far, and even Feng Xiao was hurt.
When I was doing the surgery, I didn’t even let him go and surrounded him...
This interview with Zhuang Qing is very long, but regarding the relationship between her and me, Zhuang Qing’s original words were used completely, without any modifications in the text.
After reading it, I was filled with emotions. Now, I found that I had misunderstood Zhuang Qing, so I felt very ashamed. I thought: Feng Xiao, you should believe Zhuang Qing, she has always had true feelings for you.
.
"Feng Xiao, Zhuang Qing is really good to you." Liu Meng also sighed after reading this report.
I pulled out the newspaper page, folded it carefully, and put it in my trouser pocket. I thought to myself: I must keep it well.
Then Liu Meng and I went shopping hand in hand. Now I am in a much better mood. Whenever I see something interesting or strange, I buy it immediately. Anyway, things here are relatively cheap. We went to buy vegetables near noon.
Then after returning to the residence, Liu Meng started cooking, and I dug some earthworms and then went to the river behind to fish.
Today's weather is still very good. In fact, from the stars in the sky last night, we can tell that today will be a nice sunny day. I sat on the stone stairs by the river and quietly looked at the fishing lines on the river.
I was thinking about the contents of the newspaper I just saw. Later I took out the newspaper and read it twice. I felt very relaxed and sweet. Now I no longer care about those reporters, but let me
Happily, everything now confirms that Zhuang Qing is not what we once imagined.
My thoughts unknowingly went to every detail of my time with her, and even later I couldn't help but recall the scenes of every time I made love with her...
"Feng Xiao, have you caught any fish?" Until Liu Meng's voice suddenly sounded in my ears, I returned to reality from those charming thoughts. At this moment, I was very excited, my breasts were burning, and the beauty in front of me was
Liu Meng only increased my desire, and immediately threw away the fishing rod in her hand, and then hugged her horizontally, "Liu Meng, I want you, and I want you now!"
She laughed in my arms, "Feng Xiao, can we come back after dinner?"
"No! I can't wait any longer. I want you now!" I said, carrying her to the bed. I threw her onto the bed without even closing the door, and then quickly stripped her of her clothes.
, and then my own. Then, I spread her legs and suddenly moved towards her love...
I entered and exited her quickly, and every bit of pleasure she gave me was so clear and beautiful. I closed my eyes and fully enjoyed the beauty of this moment. Liu Meng moaned softly under me.
.
Suddenly, I heard a sneer, and the sneer was not far from us. I opened my eyes in shock...I saw a tall and strong man standing at the door, not far from the bed.
The place!
Liu Meng let out a panicked cry.
At that moment, I suddenly froze, from body to soul. The word "finished" flashed through my mind, and it immediately went blank.
Not only because of the suddenness of the incident, but also because of fear, because I saw the man in front of us holding the small hoe I bought to dig up earthworms.
Sweat poured down my back.[
I didn’t know who this man was or what he did. This was what frightened me. After a brief blank moment in my mind, I suddenly felt lucky: I hope he came here for blackmail.
.Because I think problems that can be solved with money are probably the best ones.
But I know that this kind of luck is unlikely: Just imagine, who would come here alone to blackmail us? If it is really blackmail, it will take at least several people.
In an instant, the idea of counting suddenly came to my mind. I guess Liu Meng was also stunned. She also stayed there, under me, at the moment I was stunned.
Fortunately, I heard her voice very quickly and immediately, less than two seconds after she screamed, "Ayong, don't be impulsive!"
I immediately understood in my heart: It turned out that Liu Meng knew him, and from this I was basically certain that this man should be Liu Meng's husband. Only then did I become really scared, because I suddenly realized that this matter was not useful.
Money can solve it. To be precise, this matter cannot be solved.
The tall and strong man was still looking at us coldly, and at the same time he raised the small hoe in his hand, which was pointed at my head. His hand holding the small hoe was slowly raising my head.
Get up, towards the direction of my head.
"Ayong! Don't be like this!" Liu Meng immediately jumped from under me to the bed, and then hugged the man tightly and said loudly and frightenedly.
The man lowered his head and glanced at the naked Liu Meng. Slowly, I saw him slowly put down the small hoe in his hand. Then, the small hoe fell to the ground, making a crisp "ding-dong" sound.
I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, my body almost collapsed, and at the same time I felt extremely ashamed inside.
The man was still looking at Liu Meng, his tears flowing down. Then he opened Liu Meng's car, turned around, walked a few steps and stopped, and a voice from his throat said: "You will
Pay the price."
He went out, and the door was slammed shut with a loud noise.
I immediately collapsed on the bed. Liu Meng also collapsed on the ground.
There was silence in the room, and I felt that the end of the world was coming towards me: it was over, everything was over.
Then I went to see Liu Meng and found that she was slumped on the ground, lying, as if she had passed out, because I remembered that she had been in that state for a long time.
He hurriedly got down under the bed, knelt down next to her, "Liu Meng, Liu Meng!"
She was still silent. I reached out to her body and found that it was completely cold. I was shocked, so I quickly picked her up and put her on the bed. Then I saw that her eyes were closed tightly and her face was extremely pale.
Awesome. My heart suddenly skipped a beat, and I hurriedly felt her pulse... I breathed a long sigh of relief. Fortunately, although her pulse was a little weak, it was basically relatively normal.
, so he pulled the sheet and covered her naked body, and then pressed her vagina hard.
She woke up slowly. I felt a little happy in my heart, but suddenly I remembered what happened just now, and my heart suddenly returned to the panic state just now.
"What should I do?" I heard Liu Meng ask softly.
I didn't answer, because the question she asked was exactly what I wanted to ask, and it was also what I was most afraid of at the moment.
"Feng Xiao, what should I do?" she continued to ask.
I could only answer, "Liu Meng, will he divorce you?"
She looked at me blankly, and then turned her gaze to the opposite wall. She said softly: "He loves me very much."
I felt extremely uncomfortable, guilty and scared at the same time. All kinds of complex emotions came to my heart at this moment, "I'm sorry, it was me who hurt you, it was me..."
She didn't pay attention to me, but immediately and suddenly got up from the bed, then quickly dressed, muttering: "No, I have to go back right away, I have to find him right away!"
I shouted to her, "Liu Meng!"
She still ignored me and was still mumbling to herself, "He must be very sad and said that something big might not happen. I have to find him right away!"
"I'll take you back." I said hurriedly. This is the only thing I can say now, because I only have this sentence in my heart.
"Leave me alone, leave me alone..." she said, still not coming to see me. She quickly put on the clothes and pants she was wearing when she came here, and then got out of bed and put on her shoes.
, immediately ran towards the door, stopped suddenly, and turned his back to me like the man just now, "Feng Xiao, I don't hate you, I only hate myself!"
Immediately, she ran out. Then, I heard her crying from outside, and her crying went away quickly...
I fell slumped on the bed again. At this moment, I couldn't help crying and burst into tears. I felt so lonely, so scared, so guilty, and also very sad.
I didn't leave this place until late in the afternoon. When I walked out of the door, I saw the off-road vehicle parked alone in the courtyard outside.
Feng Xiao, you should have known a long time ago that you would be punished for doing this. Now, your retribution has come. I said to myself when I got in the car.
It took me nearly three hours to drive back to the provincial capital from the ancient town. No one knows what I was feeling at that time: there was panic, contempt for myself, and fear. I felt that there was something worse than what happened between me and Zhuang Qing.
A bigger dilemma is about to arise. If that is the case, I am fully aware that the result will be ruin, and my only way out is to resign and leave the hospital.
I thought of Su Hua.
Feng Xiao, this is retribution. I said this to myself again and again along the way.
Although I feel that it is strange that Liu Meng's husband found that ancient town, now I don't want to analyze this matter anymore, because the analysis has become meaningless. Things are already like this. What can I do if I find the reason?
Sample?
Most of my thoughts along the way were on today's events. It was a miracle that I was able to drive the car home, because when I got to the downstairs of my house, I couldn't remember how I drove the car to this place.
At this moment, it is just right to use the word "walking dead" to describe myself.
I didn't see the nanny when I got home, and I didn't hear her response after I called out. I didn't want to get angry because I thought I had no right to be angry. Then I went to the room where Chen Yuan usually was, and found that
There was no trace of her, and she suddenly remembered what Lin Yi had said about taking her and the child over.
I was the only one in the house, everything was empty, and I could even hear my own breathing. At this moment, I suddenly felt the grief and anger in my heart begin to pour out, and then I heard myself wailing like a beast.
Voice.
Then I felt my eyes go dark, and then I didn't know anything anymore.
When I woke up, I found myself lying on the sofa. I couldn't remember why I was here, because I couldn't remember exactly where I was when my vision went dark. From this, I can understand
Self: Even in this situation, I will still not abuse myself, and will still put my body in a comfortable and warm place.
This is the most fundamental thing in my subconscious: in the final analysis, the person I love is only myself.
The moment I woke up, I seemed to hear the lingering sound of my phone, but I didn't want to look at it because I wasn't in that mood at all.
It was dark inside the house, and it should be night now, but I didn't know how deep the night was. I didn't want to get up and turn on the light, because I didn't feel hungry, and I didn't have the strength to get up from the sofa.
I feel like my body hurts so much! My head, shoulders, abdomen, and legs all feel pain, especially my head and temples on both sides, where the pain is particularly severe.
I knew I was probably sick and probably had a fever.
Just lying on the sofa, I felt dizzy, but because of the darkness around me, I couldn't find the coordinates of the dizziness. I also felt flustered, my throat hurt, and... I suddenly felt
My life is slowly passing away.
That's fine, just die, so that you can no longer face your parents, friends, and those people in the hospital... That's fine, that's fine...
....Immediately, I entered the complete darkness again.
When I woke up, I found that I was no longer at home. I was lying on a bed. There was white everywhere in front of me, white walls, white sheets and quilts, and a man in white overalls who was smiling at me.
woman. She is a nurse. I am in the hospital, on the bed, with an infusion tube in my hand.
I didn't recognize the nurse, so I asked, "Where is this?"
In fact, what I asked was: What place is this? Which hospital? But when I asked, I felt that my throat was still hurting, but my voice was so hoarse.
The nurse smiled and said: "This is the Second People's Hospital of the Province. Doctor Feng, are you feeling better now?"
No wonder, the Second Provincial People's Hospital is very close to my home. I thought to myself. But I was very confused, "How do you know me? Who sent me here?"
She smiled and answered me: "A beautiful woman sent you here. She told us that you are a doctor at the Medical University Hospital and asked us to treat you with all our heart. Haha! Dr. Feng, we are colleagues."
"
I smiled, but I was wondering in my heart: Beautiful woman? Who could it be? But I didn't want to ask, because I was still bored and worried.
The nurse didn't know my current state of mind. She continued to say to me: "Dr. Feng, you have a cold, and it's very serious. But now you are better, you are finally awake. In this way, you can rest for a while, and I will call you."
The doctor is here to check you out."
I shook my head, "No, I feel much more comfortable. Let me have a good rest. By the way, give me some amino acids to supplement my energy. Thank you!"
"Okay, then I'll go talk to the doctor." She said, and was about to leave. I suddenly remembered something and immediately stopped her, "Have I paid my hospitalization fee in advance?"
She smiled and said: "Of course. That beautiful woman paid it for you. Haha! Although you are a doctor, we still have to collect money before treating. Do you know that?"
I smiled bitterly and ignored her. I didn't want to sleep anymore, but I didn't want to talk anymore. Now, I'm still panicking because I don't know what will happen next.
I did have a cold. I wanted to think about what happened today, but I felt that my mind was in a state of confusion and I couldn't think clearly about the problem. In my heart, I didn't want to just succumb to the problem.
With my current destiny, I now understand that waiting and escaping are actually the most dangerous things, so I must find a way to solve something that has happened that may bring me poverty and disaster.
However, I couldn't think clearly, and I couldn't even call Liu Meng.
Now, I hate myself very much, because I should have kept Liu Meng, at least we should discuss a solution. However, the fear and cowardice in my heart made me give up such an opportunity, and put myself in the current situation.
Such a desperate situation turned him into a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.
The author's digression:
Today's "The Unlucky Man's Climb: Infatuated with the Female Boss"
Chen Xi, who was fired because he uncovered an affair between his beautiful boss and his boss, joined the Qingtian Group in desperation, and met two beautiful bosses with very different personalities...
In the smoky Qingtian Group, Chen Xi quickly fell into a crazy power struggle, and at the same time he had a secret love affair with a beautiful boss. In the end, with his outstanding ability and luck, he climbed up the career ladder step by step...
To read, directly search for "The Love Boss", or write down the book number 183041, open a link to any book, and replace the number in the address with 183041.
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