Tong Yao's story is indeed very dramatic. I was stunned after listening to it. Please come here for the fastest update. The story she told me is like this——
When the Anti-Corruption Bureau invited the vice president to assist in the investigation, it found no problems with him because the director of the pharmacy did not testify against him, and there were no loopholes in the situation the vice president told. So they said that anti-corruption
The people from the bureau said to the deputy director: You can go back. The deputy director was about to leave, and the person in charge of the case said to him: We are old friends, and we have no choice but to invite you here today. So, we invite you.
How was the meal?
Indeed, the person from the Anti-Corruption Bureau and the deputy dean have been friends for many years, and the two of them still hang out frequently. The vice dean is also relatively easy-going, and at the same time, thinking that the matter has been made clear, he agreed, and he also
He said: Well, I'm treating you. It's easier for me to pay the bills than it is for you. After all, the hospital's income is pretty good. His friend from the Anti-Corruption Bureau didn't say much, so the group went to the restaurant.
The vice-dean had been drinking wine for a long time, as had several of the people who handled the case. Moreover, the man in charge of the case and the vice-dean had been good friends for many years, so everyone started drinking freely. Everyone started talking and laughing at the wine table.
Interesting things happening around them, they toasted to each other at the same time. Because the vice-dean told him to treat him and cooperated so well with the anti-corruption bureau’s investigation, the investigators toasted him frequently, and soon the vice-dean was drunk.
.Of course it’s not that drunken state.[
At this time, the vice president's friend from the Anti-Corruption Bureau said: I'm very happy today. Thank you for the wine. The leaders of your hospital are different. That's it for today.
The vice president said: You're welcome, we are old friends.
The person in charge of the Anti-Corruption Bureau smiled and said: I'm sorry today. We have no choice but to invite you here despite your busy schedule. It's our responsibility. Old friend, I'm very grateful to you for understanding this.
The vice president said: You're welcome, I understand you completely.
The person in charge of the Anti-Corruption Bureau said again: Let's go. By the way, as your friend, I must remind you that if this matter really has nothing to do with you, then that's it. But if
If we find out that this matter is related to you in the future, it will be very troublesome. Not long ago, we encountered such a thing. A director was suspected of taking bribes. When we investigated him, he did not admit it at first. Later, he
His problem was so serious that he was bitten out on the spot in court in order to get a reduced sentence for meritorious service. Well, this is better. Originally, the director should have only given a term or a suspended sentence, but in the end, the death penalty was immediately executed. Oops! This
People, sometimes they are like this, and they lose their lives in a moment of confusion.
When the deputy dean heard this, he was immediately frightened, perhaps due to the effect of alcohol, so he immediately said: I, is it too late for me to say it now?
When Tong Yao said this, she smiled and said to me: "Feng Xiao, do you think this is funny?"
I thought it was really funny, and it was incredibly funny, so I asked, "The vice-dean really said it later?"
She smiled and said, "I told him, and he also told me all the illegal things he had done before. Including the fact that he kept a little lover outside."
After returning home, I thought about what Liu Meng said again, and I couldn't help laughing anymore. I couldn't imagine that there are really weird things in this world. But at the same time, I thought
Said: That friend of the vice-dean is also serious. Why did he say such things at that time?
At this time, I couldn't help but think of a question: Does the vice president's friend from the Anti-Corruption Bureau count as his friend?
After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't figure it out, and suddenly I felt that the house was eerily quiet. Then I remembered that I should do something - at least make a phone call to ask about Chen Yuan and the child, right?
Later, I didn't call, but went directly to Lin Yi's home.
It was my nanny who opened the door for me. She smiled at me, then turned around and called, "Boss Lin, Dr. Feng is here."
Then I heard Lin Yi's voice, "Ah, Feng Xiao is here. Come in quickly. Auntie, you should call him uncle at home from now on. What is Dr. Feng?"
I immediately went in and saw Lin Yi reading the newspaper on the sofa, so I asked him by the way: "Where is Aunt Shi?"
"Wipe Xiao Nan inside." He replied.
I went and sat down opposite him, "Where is the child? Is he okay?"
"It's also in there. The main thing is to let the children see Mom often." Lin Yi said with a smile, and then said: "You go and take a look first, and then we go to the study to sit." [
The nanny took me inside.
After entering, I saw Shi Yanni already dressing Chen Yuan. She smiled and said to me, "Are you here?"
To be honest, it is impossible not to feel guilty or ashamed, but I can only smile at her and dare not say anything more. Fortunately, the child is here, and he is still reaching out to me happily in the crib.
, "Dad, Dad!"
Maybe he said "hug, hug" or "daddy, hug." Because his speech was not very clear. I hurried over and picked him up, and then kissed him hard on the face. I believe it
, only the closeness of blood can make me so excited. Now, at this moment, all the worries and fears in my heart have disappeared.
Shi Yanni looked at us and smiled, "Feng Xiao, you talk to the children and Xiaonan, I'll go out first."
Only then did I realize that I had ignored Chen Yuan's existence, so I hurriedly asked: "How is she?"
Shi Yanni shook her head and sighed: "It's still the same." Then she sighed softly and went out.
I looked at her back as she went out in a daze. The child's hand was on my face, warm, soft and comfortable, and his voice was in my ear, "Dad, Dad..."
The child's cry woke me up, and I went to see Chen Yuan lying on the bed.
Her eyes were closed tightly, her eye sockets were sunken, her face was horribly thin, there was no trace of fat under the skin, and her complexion was dull and sallow. There was no trace of her beauty in the early days. Fortunately, I am a doctor, and early on
I have become accustomed to her current appearance, so I can remain calm, but I still lament the injustice God has done to her.
The child in my arms seems to have become accustomed to his mother's current appearance, and he no longer cries out of fear like before.
The child's hand rubbed my lips. I opened my mouth and gently pressed the child's finger and bit it gently. The child suddenly started to giggle.
I held the child in front of Chen Yuan, leaned over and said, "Son, call mom."
The child's hand left my face and he stopped smiling. I hurriedly said: "Call mom, son!"
The child began to struggle in my arms. I sighed and then carried the child outside.
Lin Yi looked at me with worries in his eyes, "Feng Xiao, this is already very good. There is nothing we can do about it. If you agree, just send her to the hospital again."
I shook my head, "Forget it. Let's take her back to my house tomorrow. Let the retired doctor continue to take care of her."
"It's the same here," he said.
I shook my head again, "You have too many things to do, and you have to distract yourself from her affairs. No need. My house is deserted all day long, and I need some popularity."
Shi Yanni was crying beside her.
Lin Yi sighed and said: "Leave the child to the nanny and let's go to the study to talk."
After we entered, Lin Yi used a special electric kettle to start boiling water. He said to me: "This is the snow I collected last year when it snowed. I packed it in a big jar, sealed it and stored it in the cellar next to the wintersweet plant downstairs.
The ones under the tree were just dug out of the soil this summer. The taste of this snow water for making tea is very good."[
I smiled and said, "You actually have such a leisurely and elegant attitude."
He also laughed, "Yeah, we can't be busy all day long, right? Why bother? You have to allow yourself some leisure time. This life is very short, so you have to be worthy of yourself."
I laughed "haha", "That's true. But how can ordinary people have such a state as you?"
While he was talking, the water in the kettle was boiling, and he began to make tea. When the boiling water rushed into the teapot, the study was immediately enveloped in the aroma of tea. He poured me a cup, and I saw a smear of tea floating in the cup.
It was light blue, with a few wisps of light smoke exuding warmth. I couldn't help but take a sip, the tip of my tongue was slightly sweet, and the aroma of tea slowly spread from the nose to the throat, and my limbs felt indescribably relaxed and happy.
"Good tea!" I almost exclaimed.
He immediately laughed, "Feng Xiao, you rarely come to my place, you could have tasted it earlier."
I said with shame: "You are too busy, I don't want to disturb you."
He suddenly became unhappy, "That's what you said! We are a family."
I suddenly felt embarrassed, "Well...you and Governor Huang met, right? How was the conversation?"
"Very good." He said, and then nothing more happened.
I observed his face, but didn't find anything unusual. He also noticed that I was looking at him, and immediately smiled slightly and said: "Yes, I had a good talk with him. The project is running very well, and it's yellow."
The governor personally called President Chang, who also agreed, and the loan procedures are being processed. Feng Xiao, you are sometimes too rough in doing things. Didn't I ask you to ask Kang Demao? What are you doing?
You haven’t replied to me?”
Then I suddenly remembered that incident and hurriedly said: "I told him, but he hasn't replied to me yet."
He sighed, and then said: "Governor Huang has already greeted Governor Chang, does he still need to reply to you? Feng Xiao, the problem is not here. As for you, you should take the initiative and ask him again
.Although this matter has not been affected, your working methods and attitude are wrong. Well, maybe my word 'wrong' is a little inaccurate, but it can at least explain one thing, that is, you
You have to do things from beginning to end, and your mind is not focused on the real thing at all. You are just a doctor now, so-called, but what about the future? What if you are no longer a doctor in the future, but go into politics or business? This is not possible.
.Feng Xiao, do you think so?"
I was very ashamed, but I kept saying, "I will just become a doctor."
He was not angry, but instead smiled, "Feng Xiao, if this matter can't be handled, can you still be a doctor? Of course, it's even more impossible to go into politics, but you can go into business. Haha! I
I don’t mean anything else, I just want to tell you that there may be many changes in life, and you should always be mentally prepared. Do you understand?”
I immediately fell silent because I knew what he said was right.
He glanced at me and continued: "Feng Xiao, you are a highly educated person, which means that your level of knowledge is already high enough, but there is one thing you may not be aware of. Knowledge and wisdom are not
The same thing. To be precise, these are two concepts at different levels. Knowledge is imitation; wisdom is creation. Knowledge is passive acceptance, and wisdom is active penetration. Knowledge is a camera that only takes books and appearances into film.
Wisdom is a perspective instrument that penetrates the essence and core of things. Knowledge is dead and can be taught and learned, while wisdom is living and can only be realized and stolen. Feng Xiao, do you think this is the case?"
I had to admire what he said. He said these words very well. So I nodded, "Actually, I have always been very grateful to you in my heart, because you taught me a lot of things. It's a pity that
I was too stupid and learned too little."
He smiled slightly, "You are not too stupid, but too smart. People who are too smart tend to be lazy and unwilling to carefully understand the deep-seated truths contained in many things. Of course, your current family situation also makes you
Affected, because of Xiaonan, you have indulged yourself too much and are unwilling to think about many problems calmly. I can understand all of this. But Feng Xiao, have you ever thought about it? There will be many variables in a person's life.
Yes, if you don't make preparations in advance now, you will be caught off guard in the future. I have never interfered in your personal affairs. In fact, I have thought of your current special situation, but Feng Xiao, you can't be like this in life. A person must always do something for you.
For your own future, you should think about your parents and friends. Do you think so? You are indulging yourself more and more now. This is not okay. You should know that we are not just living in the present, but also
Most people are living for the future. Take this incident as an example. Last time I asked Shangguan Qin to call you back. In fact, I also wanted to remind you not to indulge yourself too much. Think about it,
You ran away with a married man in private, and you didn’t know the other person’s family situation at all, and you didn’t understand why the woman did what she did. Aren’t you stupid? It’s a pity that you didn’t understand it at all.
Hey! I thought you were so smart and should understand what I meant, but you turned out to be so confused! Well, something happened in the end, right?"
His words made me ashamed and ashamed. At this moment, I wanted to find a gap in the ground and crawl in, "I'm sorry..."
He sighed softly, "It's not too late for you to realize you were wrong now. People will always mature slowly. With this lesson, I think you will mature faster in the future.
Feng Xiao, I know you are lonely, lonely, have you ever thought about it? Sometimes loneliness and loneliness are also a test for people. If a person can learn to enjoy this kind of loneliness, loneliness is also a state. In
Being alone, thinking and feeling in loneliness, is the more meaningful thing. Do you think so?"
Of course what he said is right, but can I do it? I was secretly ashamed in my heart, but I nodded, "Yes, I did indulge myself too much before."
He suddenly laughed, "I see, you still can't do it for the time being, unless you truly understand what I said to you today."
Now he could see me clearly as if I had no clothes on. I suddenly became embarrassed and said hurriedly: "This time... did he admit it?"
On the one hand, I asked this to change the topic, but on the other hand, I really wanted to know the current situation of the matter. To be honest, I was very anxious and anxious. If I hadn't had dinner with Tong Yao tonight, I would have put this matter aside temporarily.
If it had been different, I might have gone to find Shangguan Qin. Now I understand that I came here tonight not just to see Chen Yuan and the child, but maybe more to ask about this matter.
Maybe this is my real purpose.
He was nodding, "He has already admitted that he did it."
My hanging heart suddenly relaxed, my body couldn't help but become less stiff and tense, and I breathed a long sigh of relief, and then asked: "So, what should I do next?"
He said: "What else can I do? Give me money. He has already agreed to accept a sum of money and go abroad to live. He will never mention this matter again. I have called Principal Zhang and he said, since
It's an anonymous letter, so they can ignore it. Even if someone asks about it, they can just say that no problem has been found. Feng Xiao, even if this matter is over, you can't go on like before.
I am both a man, and I can completely understand some things, because I was young myself, but everything must be done in a certain manner. You are in such a situation now, and I have no objection to finding women outside.
, but it can’t be too excessive, don’t you think?”
His words today are more direct than before, and every word hits my heart. This makes me feel like I can hide but have no room to talk back, so I can only nod, because I am really too shameless. I am completely
Admit it.
"I won't do it again. I'm ashamed." I said, with sweat pouring from my face.
He burst into laughter immediately, "That's good. In fact, the key to the matter is not what you did, but how mature you have become. Do you think so?"
In fact, I didn't quite understand what he said, but I still nodded.
But he asked me again: "Feng Xiao, if this matter is not handled well, what are you going to do? I mean, if this matter gets serious, how will you deal with it?"
I was startled, then thought about it and then said: "Anyway, I didn't make any profit from it, so there shouldn't be any problem."
He nodded slightly, "That's true, I believe you won't covet such a small amount of money. But Feng Xiao, you are an obstetrician and gynecologist, and you are also the director of the department. Last time, after Zhuang Qing's incident happened, I almost let you go
If this incident is known to people again, the impact of the previous incident will be amplified, so even if you will not be punished by law, you will be condemned ethically or morally, if it is true
If that's the case, you can't be a doctor. Don't you think so?"
In fact, I had already thought of this question he mentioned, but now when I heard him say it in person, I was still moved that my vest felt cold and sweat almost burst out again, "Yes...but, I can go
It’s business, anyway, I already have a project.”
He laughed again, "Really? That's true. But have you ever thought about it? What if your parents know about this? What if the people in your hometown know about it? As far as I know, your parents are decent people.
, can they tolerate you having such a problem? And Feng Xiao, as a son, do you have the courage to face your parents when something like this happens to you? "
My sweat was slowly oozing out, "I...or I go abroad."
But he immediately snorted coldly, "Are you so heartless to abandon your wife who is unconscious in bed, and your young child?"
My sweat dropped to the ground, "I..."
He was staring at me and sighed: "You!"
I immediately understood that he was enlightening me and letting me understand something. That situation did not happen, it was just a hypothesis, and Lin Yi never did those meaningless things, so
I thought that he must have his own reasons and intentions for mentioning this matter to me. So I asked in a low voice: "Then, what should I do?"
Sure enough, he immediately laughed and said, "Let me tell you, you are really smart."
I hastily and respectfully said: "You said it."
On weekdays, I rarely use the honorific "you" in front of him, because I always remember the time when I had an equal relationship with him, and now, I can't help but say it.
He said: "Drink tea, the tea has become cold."
How could I care about drinking tea now? But I didn't dare to bother him, so I had to pick up the tea cup and take a sip.
He asked: "How does it taste?"
I replied: "It still smells good, it's a different kind of fragrance. But it seems a little more bitter."
He smiled and said: "That's right. Hot tea must have more aroma. As for herbal tea, the aroma is precipitated, so the taste of the tea itself is reflected. This makes it seem a bit bitter, but it is more refreshing and more able.
The purpose of drinking tea has been achieved. In fact, our life is also like this. When a person is successful in his career, he will be respected by others and looks much more glamorous on the surface. But when the glitz passes, we will find that our life is like this.
It also has a heavy and bitter side. Therefore, we should pay more attention to the essence of our lives and understand what is really important in our lives. So, what is the most important thing in our lives? That is truth. Feng
Laugh, have you ever thought about it? As for you, the most important thing is not your identity, associate professor, department director, director, these are not the most important. The most important thing is that you are the son of your parents, it is you
The husband of your wife and the father of your son. Playing these roles well is what you should do most. When you have done all this well, it will be like brewing a new cup of tea. At that time, the fragrance of tea will spread throughout the room.
Yes. Do you understand what I say?"
I nodded and said sincerely: "Thank you, thank you for teaching me so much."
He shook his head and said: "This is just a general principle. You must understand it, but you may not be able to actually do it. Some things take time, and you need to think and understand slowly. When you truly understand such a principle, the concept in it
It will slowly infiltrate into your bone marrow. Only then will you truly act in accordance with this principle and concept. At that time, everything you do will be a natural reaction and will not become deliberate.
.In this case, no matter what kind of work you do in the future, no matter where you are, you will be successful. By the way, I recently went to a temple to worship Buddha, and the abbot there told me a little story, 'Old Monk
Ask the young monk: If you take one step forward, you will die, and if you take one step back, you will die, what should you do? The young monk said without hesitation: I will go to the side. Feng Xiao, do you understand? The path of heaven and man is the same as life.
When you encounter a dilemma on the road, if you think about it from another angle, you may understand that there is still a road on the other side of the road."
I was startled for a moment, because his little story really shocked me. After a while, I nodded, "Yeah. I understand."
He smiled broadly and said, "Okay, that's it for today. You can take Chen Yuan and the child back tomorrow."
I stood up immediately. But he made a gesture towards me to sit down, "Wait, don't worry."
I sat down and looked at him quietly.
There was a kind smile on his face, "Feng Xiao, how is the business of your restaurant lately?"
I was startled again: Why did he suddenly ask about this matter? I replied: "Not bad."
He asked me with a smile: "Then have you ever thought about giving that restaurant to the female police officer's mother? What's the point of opening that restaurant?"
I said: "She will definitely not accept it. You may not know Tong Yao's character."
He said: "Oh? That's true. By the way, have you had any contact with the female police officer recently?"
I immediately understood: what he said about giving the restaurant to Tong Yao's mother was actually a completely correct sentence, but his real purpose was here: he wanted to know about my contact with Tong Yao. I secretly wondered: How could he do this?
Are you so concerned about Tong Yao's affairs?
Maybe he saw the change in my expression and guessed the confusion in my heart, so before I had time to answer, he spoke again, "Feng Xiao, I don't mean anything else, I just want to remind you.
, it is okay to make friends with the police, but it is not necessarily good to have a deep friendship. You have to remember that you have a wife, and that police officer Tong is not for Liu Meng, let alone other women. Once he gets involved, it will be difficult
Escaped."
I hurriedly said: "I don't have such thoughts, nor will I. She and I are really just friends. After all, she has helped me so much. By the way, I am having dinner with her tonight."
He nodded and said, "Let me tell you, I smelled the alcohol on your body as soon as you entered the room. How about it? You didn't drink too much, did you?"
I shook my head, "No, we just had a drink."
He said: "I think so. What time is it now? How can you still go drinking? What? She has something to ask you?"
I didn't dare to hide it and replied: "No. It's just that she said she was not in a good mood because she had been having nightmares about her cousin Tong Yangxi recently. So she wanted to drink. Of course I couldn't refuse her.
"
He sighed, "Yes, Tong Yangxi is really a pity. This is life. For us, who can tell clearly which day we may leave this world? By the way, Feng Xiao,
What did she say? Haha! If it's not convenient for you to say it, forget it. I'm just very concerned about Tong Yangxi's affairs. In fact, I also think his death is very strange, and I want to find out if there may be other truths in it.
.”
I understood his thoughts very well. After all, Tong Yangxi was once his. So I replied: "We didn't say anything. I just analyzed her dream for her from a psychological perspective."
He suddenly became interested, "Oh? You can also interpret dreams? Then tell me, how did you interpret her dream?"
I smiled bitterly and said: "Actually, her dream was very simple. She just didn't believe the fact that Tong Yangxi was dead. Of course, maybe she was also doubting the cause of Tong Yangxi's death. After all, they were brother and sister, and Tong Yangxi was still
She was introduced to your company through me. Now that Tong Yangxi is dead, she feels a little guilty in her subconscious. This is natural. But I didn't tell her the following sentence, because it would aggravate her guilt.
"
He nodded, "You did the right thing. Okay, you can go back and rest early. If you want to stay here, that's fine. I'll send someone to send Chen Yuan and the child back to you tomorrow."
I hurriedly said: "I'd better go back and sleep. If I go back now, I can still read professional books for a while."
In fact, what I said about reading is just an excuse. I really don’t want to live with him because I always feel that I can’t fully integrate into his family. In particular, I don’t want to meet him for a long time.
For Shi Yanni, because I feel deep guilt for her deep in my heart. After all, Chen Yuan is her daughter, but I have done so many things that are sorry for her daughter. This kind of guilt and shame deep in my heart is
It can never be eliminated.
So I left immediately. Of course I had to say hello to Shi Yanni before leaving. Although I had to bite the bullet, I had to say hello, "Auntie, I'm leaving."
Fortunately, she was very gentle to me, and she also showed a tolerant and kind smile on her face, "Go back and rest early."
I said: "Send Xiaonan and the child back tomorrow. I have a doctor there to take care of her. This will be good for her health."
She nodded, "Okay." Her expression suddenly became gloomy.
On the way home, I kept thinking about what Lin Yi said to me tonight. I thought to myself: The only person who can say such words is Lin Yi. This is something that only a wise man can do.
Something. Moreover, a person who can say such things must be a compassionate person. I immediately felt extremely ashamed that I had suspected that he was some kind of underworld boss, and I still despised my own shallowness and
funny.
Not to mention, after what Lin Yi said to me today, I immediately felt much more at ease, and I could also start to calm down and read a book. Perhaps the main reason is that he told me about Liu Meng’s husband.
It made me like this. So, I went home and read a book for a long time after taking a shower. I no longer felt alone or lonely, even though my home was so quiet.
After reading until after eleven o'clock, I forced myself to go to bed because I didn't want to sleep in again. The nature of my work is quite special, and once the habit of sleeping in is formed, it will be difficult to correct it. From now on, I will
I can no longer indulge myself. I said to myself in my heart.
But I was very excited, maybe it was the sequelae of reading the book, or maybe it was because I no longer had anything to worry about in my heart. I rolled over on the bed several times and still couldn't fall asleep, so I went to recall Lin Yi again tonight
Those words he said to me, I recalled them sentence by sentence until later. When I recalled that he asked me about Tong Yao, my thoughts began to go to the scene of having dinner with Tong Yao at night: from the moment I entered the restaurant,
Every word I spoke to her, every expression and even gesture she made, and the dream she told me... Later, I fell asleep without even realizing it.
When I woke up at dawn the next day, I suddenly remembered a dream I had had at night. Maybe I vaguely remembered that my dream was interesting or important. In fact, I didn't remember the specifics of my dream.
But I couldn't help but think about it. Maybe it was also a subconscious thing? And the most important thing was that the part below me was swelling when I woke up in the morning.
So I half-lyed on the bed and meditated.
Meditation is really useful for recalling my vague dreams. Slowly, my dream emerged from my mind... Yes, my dream is indeed closely related to Tong Yao.
In fact, it was the scene when Tong Yao and I had dinner together last night.
Tong Yao is sitting opposite me, and there are several exquisite dishes on the dining table. I don’t know where we are, but I just find that the place we are in is very warm, because in my dream, there were two beautiful candles on our dining table.
They are emitting warm and romantic candlelight. She is so beautiful under the candlelight. To be honest, her beauty is magnified in my dream, so much so that I feel that she should be the most beautiful woman in the world.
I was looking at her, almost obsessed. Suddenly, she looked towards me. I quickly turned away my eyes shyly and fearfully. She suddenly laughed, "Feng Xiao, are you secretly looking at me?"
I?"
I panicked and said, "No, no."
She pursed her lips and said, "Just look at it. Do you think I'm pretty?"
In my panic, I actually replied: "No, no."
She laughed, and in my eyes were her dazzling white teeth. They were so beautiful. Then, her beautiful teeth were magnified like a slow motion in a movie. My whole eyes and consciousness were all filled with
Her beautiful teeth were filled with tears. My heart was shocked. And I also saw the tongue between her white and beautiful teeth. It was also so beautiful, no, not only beautiful, but also tempting...
"Feng Xiao, you like me very much, don't you?" Her gentle voice sounded in my ear.
I hurriedly said, "No, I didn't..."
Her chuckle was right in front of my eyes, and her lips were already on mine. Immediately, I felt happily and excitedly that her soft tongue had entered mine, and we began to intertwine.
.....
My hands went to her chest, and she was as big as I expected, so soft and pliable. Then I looked down to see her flat belly, and then downwards, I touched her softness with my hands soberly.
hair, and the wetness underneath her. Our lips are still together, and our tongues are still entangled and intertwined. It's so good... I feel my heart starting to tremble and throb.
"What are you doing?!" However, at this moment, a thunderous voice suddenly sounded in my ears. It was the angry voice of Tong Yao's mother. We immediately and suddenly separated.
What I see is the angry face of Tong Yao's mother. No, there is contempt on her face. She is asking me: "Feng Xiao, what qualifications do you have to like my daughter?"
I felt ashamed and lowered my head in shame, "Auntie, I, I didn't..."
"Mom!" Tong Yao's face turned red immediately, but she immediately stood up and ran outside, leaving me in a panic. I was even more panicked and scared, "Auntie, listen to me."
Tong Yao's mother sneered, "What else do you say? I saw it all!"
I was even more ashamed, "I'm sorry."
She was sneering, "Unless you give me this restaurant, this matter will never end!"
I made up my mind and said, "Okay, I'll do whatever you want me to do."
She immediately laughed and said, "You are smart. Haha!"
At this time Tong Yao appeared in front of us. She said to her mother: "If this is the case, then I will be with Feng Xiao from now on."
The old lady said: "Okay, whatever you want. I only want this restaurant."
Tong Yao looked very happy, and then said to her mother: "Did you say so yourself? Don't regret it!"
The old lady said: "I don't regret it, I promise I won't regret it. I just don't want him to take advantage of you."
Tong Yao smiled and said: "Mom, you are so stupid! Does it matter whether I give this restaurant to you or not? Aren't you already the boss here?"
The old lady shook her head and said: "It's different. I want to be the real boss. He is the boss here now, and I am just the person hiding behind him. Who knows that I am the boss here?"
Tong Yao laughed.
At this time, the picture in my mind suddenly changed: it was still red candlelight, it was still Tong Yao in front of me, she was smiling sweetly at me. Her beautiful and sexy lips were approaching me, and we started again.
Everything. I no longer panic because I think the crisis has passed and I have paid the price.
I can no longer recall the rest of the dream. Maybe I entered a deep sleep from then on. Of course, it may also be that my subconscious blocked the subsequent scene, because in my subconscious, I thought that such a dream was for Tong Yao.
A blasphemy.
How could I have such a dream? Now I am extremely ashamed.
After a while, I understood: In fact, in my subconscious mind, I like her, and I even hope to do something like that with her. However, I have low self-esteem, so I stopped my dream and continued to go more extreme.
That's why Tong Yao's mother appeared in time, and that's why she let herself go into deep sleep when the candlelight appeared for the second time. Of course, there is another possibility, that is, my subconscious thought: I and I
It's enough that she can do that.
But what makes me feel strange is why the request that Tong Yao’s mother made to me appeared in my dream? After thinking about it, I suddenly understood: that is actually the necessity of being a dream. Freud said that dreams
It is not only a person's subconscious reaction, but also the fulfillment of a wish. So, when Tong Yao's mother appeared in my dream, and when I felt that Tong Yao's mother might be angry because of my blasphemy against her daughter,
My subconscious mind chose to escape and find a way to escape for myself, so in my dream I despicably thought of the old lady as that kind of person. Of course, her purpose was only one, which was to make me
Escape from that situation of shame and self-blame. So, now that I am awake, I know that my heart is despicable and even shameful.
Therefore, I was very angry about my despicableness and shame. At the same time, I felt deeply sorry for Tong Yao and her mother. Although it was just a dream, this apology was real, because my dream
It represents the most real world in my heart.
I went downstairs to have breakfast in the morning, but when I got home, I was still thinking about the dream that made me feel shameful. It was not intentional, but the dream had to appear in my mind again and again.
I couldn't go to the hospital today because Chen Yuan and the child had to go home. So I went to the study room and started sorting out the information for my scientific research project.
However, my dream still started to appear in my mind, and I couldn't control myself. I knew it was because I felt too guilty about myself.
No! Suddenly, I seemed to remember something... No, there seems to be something wrong with my analysis of my dream... What is the problem? Ah, I understand!
At this moment, a thought suddenly flashed in my mind, and a picture in my dream slowly became clear. My breathing was speeding up, my heart was beating "bang bang", and I couldn't help but excitedly picked up the phone and called
Tong Yao called, "Tong Yao, I know, I know!"
"What do you know? It's so early in the morning, what's wrong with you?" Her voice of blame and surprise suddenly came from the phone.
I hurriedly said: "I know how Tong Yangxi died! It wasn't Sun Lulu!"
"Feng Xiao, where are you? Is there anyone around?" She seemed to be excited, but her voice remained as calm as it should be.
"I'm at home. I'm alone." I replied hurriedly, and then said: "Tong Yao, listen to me..."
"I'll wait for you at the teahouse opposite your hospital. No, it's not open yet. So, we'll meet at Binjiang Park right away. Don't tell anyone what you know yet. Anyone! Do you understand?"
Excited, I agreed repeatedly, put on my clothes and quickly went out.
Tong Yao and I met in Binjiang Park. When I saw her, I was still so excited that I forgot that I had blasphemed against her in my dream. This incident shocked me so much.
"Feng Xiao, tell me, what exactly did you think of?" she asked me, with confusion on her face.
I said: "Tong Yao, I..." Only then did I realize that I was so excited that I didn't know how to organize my words for a while.
She looked at me, "Feng Xiao, you wouldn't come to joke with me early in the morning, would you? I would be angry. Do you know? I haven't had breakfast yet. Mom just put breakfast on the table and you
Called out. Really!"
She was obviously angry and obviously didn't believe me. I hurriedly said: "Tong Yao, I'm not joking with you. I was too anxious just now, please listen to me slowly. How about you go have breakfast first, and then we can slow down"
Can you please speak slowly?"
She laughed immediately, and there was light in her eyes, "Since you are not joking with me, how can I eat anything? Come on, tell me, what do you know?"
I shook my head and said, "It's not that I know something, but I suddenly thought of a possibility."
The light in her eyes suddenly dimmed, "Oh. Then tell me."
My confidence was suddenly shaken, but I still said: "Tong Yao, do you think there is such a possibility? For example, Sun Lulu did not actually kill Tong Yangxi, and the person she saw was not Tong Yangxi at all.
And Tong Yangxi was killed before that, but Sun Lulu thought she had killed Tong Yangxi."
She frowned and said: "Feng Xiao, what exactly do you want to say? Why can't I understand you?"
The author's digression:
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