I only found out about the death of Liu Meng and her man three days later. [`Novel`] When Tang Zi called me, I was immediately stunned, "How could it be? Why is this happening?"
"It's been published in the newspapers, don't you know?" she asked in surprise.
Newspaper? When did it happen? I thought to myself, but I didn’t want to continue asking her about it. I was so shocked that I couldn’t believe this fact. “Tang Zi, I’ll wait for you at the teahouse opposite the hospital.
, come here right away. I want to ask you about the specific situation."
"I'm not coming. I'm so scared. Please read today's morning newspaper." She said and immediately hung up the phone.[
I stood still in the office for a long time, and my mind went blank. Until now, I still can’t believe that this thing is true. Suddenly I remembered what she said in my car that night, and it was more about her love for me.
My kind of concern, at this moment, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart, and the tears couldn't help but start flowing.
How could she leave like this? Why is this? Morning newspaper...Suddenly, I remembered what Tang Zi said to me on the phone just now, and I hurriedly wiped my hands and ran outside the department.
Go. When I got outside the office, I immediately slowed down because I saw doctors and nurses busy going back and forth.
There is a newspaper selling place outside the hospital. I went there and bought today's morning newspaper. After I left, I didn't read the contents immediately because I didn't dare to read it in such a place. I was afraid that I would be attracted by the contents.
I was shocked and even more afraid that I would not be able to hold back my tears.
I hid the newspaper inside my white coat, hurriedly returned to the office and immediately locked the door. Then I opened the newspaper in panic, looking for it page after page. At this moment, I really hoped that Tang Zi was talking to me in front of me.
Just kidding. But I know that is impossible, because I know clearly that Tang Zi will never joke with me about such a thing.
Found it, in the fifth page. It was a piece of news. The news said that two bodies were found under a bridge in this city recently. After police investigation, it was found that they were a couple who were about to divorce and both committed suicide. The police found the male body.
A suicide note was found in the pocket of the corpse. There is a photo at the bottom of this report. The photo is of Liu Meng and her man. In fact, I saw those two photos at the beginning, because Liu Meng’s appearance to me is
So familiar. It's just that I really wanted to know what the news was about right away. When I just saw their photos in the newspaper, my mood had already fallen into a deep valley.
Suicide? How? Why did you commit suicide? For property or because both of you felt extremely disappointed?
Liu Meng, she is no longer here. This is already a fact, and now I have to accept this terrible and sad fact. Suddenly I wanted to call Tong Yao to ask about the specific situation of this matter, but I thought of Liu Meng's
A man once reported something anonymously, so I immediately hesitated.
Suddenly, my cell phone rang. The sound came so suddenly that I was suddenly shocked!
It turned out to be Tong Yao calling, "Feng Xiao, let's go to a restaurant for dinner tonight. I want to ask you something."
I can feel that Tong Yao's visit to me today must be related to Liu Meng's affairs. Otherwise, how could such a coincidence happen?
I knew I had to go because I also wanted to know the reason why Liu Meng and his wife committed suicide.
Now I find that I seem to have been trapped in a strange circle forever: Only when you lose it do you know how to cherish it, and only then do you know how valuable it is to have it. Although many people say this, no one can understand this more deeply than me.
.I lost again and again, and lost myself again and again, but I just kept repeating such mistakes again and again.
When I arrived at the restaurant, she had already requested a private room and ordered food. There was no wine.
She kept looking at me after entering, "Feng Xiao, why do you look so ugly?"
I was in a very bad mood and filled with sorrow, so I just smiled bitterly at her and shook my head.
She was still looking at me with concern on her face, "You know?"
I nodded, "You have published it in the newspaper, how could I not know?"
"Don't you find it strange? Why don't you ask me why I have to wait for such news?" she asked me immediately.
I was suddenly stunned: Yes, why should such news be published? "I am just a small doctor, how can I think so much? I rarely read newspapers and have no idea what kind of news I can wait for."
go."[
She asked me in surprise: "You rarely read newspapers? Then where did you get the news?"
I replied: "I rarely read newspapers, but others will."
She nodded, "Oh, I understand, it should be Yu Min or Tang Zi who told you, right?"
Now it was my turn to be surprised, "Why are you so sure? Could it be someone else?"
She said calmly: "There is no reason for others to tell you the news, and they may even worry about your embarrassment."
I think her logic is not very valid, but I have to admire her: at least her judgment is correct. But now I don’t want to think too much about this problem, because that is not what I care about, so I asked
: "Tong Yao, you called me here today because you wanted to ask me about this, right?"
She stared at me and asked: "Feng Xiao, tell me the truth, does Liu Meng's death have anything to do with you? What do you know?"
My whole body trembled with shock, "Tong Yao, why do you ask me like this? What does her death have to do with me?"
"I didn't say that her death was directly related to you, but indirectly?" she continued to ask.
At first, I really thought she was asking me, "Did I murder Liu Meng?" But then I understood what she meant, but I didn't dare to say, after all, the matter involved too many things.
Dean, Principal Zhang and everyone else will have problems because of this. Therefore, I can only choose to deny it.
She nodded, "I think so."
I was very frightened, "Tong Yao, what did Liu Meng's man say in his suicide note? Can you tell me? I don't believe they would take that path."
"Of course I can tell you." She said, "Liu Meng's man lost all the money Liu Meng had earned over the years by speculating in futures, so the two of them quarreled, and later Liu Meng filed for divorce. What happened to Liu Meng's man?
The suicide note actually just said: I don’t want to live anymore. We found a lot of alcohol in the bodies of the two of them. They must have drank a lot that night."
I was suddenly stunned: Why is this? Why is this completely different from what I expected? Did Shangguanqin say that he paid a sum of money to Liu Meng's man? How come it turned out to be a loss in futures trading?
Also, Liu Meng said that the incident between me and her was witnessed by a friend of her husband, so why should that person know about Liu Meng’s incident? Now that they suddenly committed suicide, why didn’t that person tell the police?
From what Tong Yao said just now, I can feel that she really doesn't know about that matter.
So, the only explanation is: it was Liu Meng's man who followed us at that time. But there is still one thing that cannot be explained: Why did Liu Meng's man show up at that time? If he wanted to catch us, he could have done it that night
Oh? Maybe. Please update as soon as possible... He lost track of us that night, but he found us later.
This is probably the case, otherwise how to explain it?
But how do you explain the money Shangguanqin mentioned? You know, if Jiangnan Group transferred the money to his account, it would definitely be traceable? Unless it was cash given to him.
I was thinking wildly when I heard Tong Yao suddenly ask me: "Hey! Feng Xiao, what are you thinking about? Why are you so distracted?"
I woke up suddenly and said, "Oh, it's okay. I was thinking, what's so hard to think about? Why did they bother to take that road?"
She sighed: "Yeah, why bother?"
I suddenly felt something was wrong: Since the deaths of Liu Meng and her man were suicides, it seemed to have been concluded, but why did Tong Yao come to me to talk about this matter? Isn't this wrong? Unless she really suspected it.
I was involved in the death of Liu Meng and his wife. Thinking of this, I immediately asked her anxiously: "Tong Yao, tell me, what exactly did you call me here for today?" [
She smiled and said: "Let's eat, the food is cold."
I was even more worried, "Can you please stop doing this? How can I eat like this?"
She looked at me and said: "Feng Xiao, to be honest, if I didn't know you better, I really wouldn't dare to trust you. If you don't dare, you should think about it carefully. Look, the people around you have changed.
With so many things happening, and now two more people have died, have you never seriously thought about why?"
I was silent for a moment. Her words touched the most sensitive and regretful nerve in my heart. I didn't look at her, I didn't dare. At this moment, a kind of sadness suddenly surged in my heart, the sorrow of those who died.
The face began to appear clearly in my mind.
"Hey!" She was sighing, "Feng Xiao, I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't say this to you. But, I have been worried about you. You are a good doctor because you have a kind heart. But you are
Such innocence and indulgence, women and money have blurred your eyes. How can I say good things to you? As a friend, I can only remind you and don’t want you to degenerate step by step. However, what I saw
But it’s not like that. Maybe you have awakened, but this awakening cannot last for long. Yes, you can say that your marriage is not going well, and you can find reasons for yourself, but have you ever thought about it? There are already people around you.
Several people have lost their lives. Have their deaths never touched your soul? Feng Xiao, think about it carefully."
Tears began to roll in my eyes because her words completely touched the most sensitive part of my heart.
"Don't be like this, Feng Xiao. Men, don't shed tears every now and then." She was looking at me, and I could feel it, "I have no other intention of asking you to come to dinner today. I just want you to see something."
I raised my head to look at her, "What is it?"
Because the sadness in my heart still existed, my voice was still choked with sobs.
She said: "Although Liu Meng and her husband committed suicide, we still conducted some further investigations. Feng Xiao, you lent your previous house to them to start a company, right?"
I nodded, "It was very difficult for them at the beginning, so I lent them the place. I didn't take the money, just to help them. The house was empty anyway."
She nodded and said: "We went to search that place. Sorry, Feng Xiao, I should have told you this matter in advance, but Yu Min signed the search warrant. She said there was no need to tell you. We thought, after all, that company
She is the legal person, and the time is urgent, so we didn’t come to you. Also, the incident involving Zhuang Qing had a great impact on you, and with the things that happened before, we are worried that if we come to you again, we will
It will have a worse impact on you. So, I hope you can understand."
When I first heard what she said, I felt really uncomfortable, but since she said it later, I thought it was okay. She was right. After all, Yu Min was the legal person of the company, and the police also searched it.
Her company. However, I already had an opinion about Yu Min: Why didn’t you tell me about this?
Just as she was thinking about it, she heard Tong Yao continue to say: "Don't blame Yu Min for this matter. After all, she just gave birth to the child, and she also told us that she didn't want to harm you because of this matter. She said you
He is a good person and has provided a lot of help to them in starting their company, so I don’t want you to be involved in this matter. Haha! Feng Xiao, you are really good. Beautiful women like you so much, and you are still so protective.
you."
I was extremely embarrassed, and at the same time I understood why Yu Min did what she did: because she really didn’t want to involve me in this matter, and she was also very worried about the matter being too involved. I had to think that Yu Min was involved in this matter.
Things got smarter for once.
"Tong Yao, just tell me directly, what did you find there?" I asked her immediately.
She had just told me what kind of thing she wanted to show me, which meant that he must have found something in my former home, so I asked her directly.
She smiled and said: "You are quite smart. Feng Xiao, did you know? Our search did not find any clues about Liu Meng, but we found something in your previous bedroom."
I said in surprise: "What is it? How is it possible? I looked everywhere and found nothing."
She said: "Fortunately, they didn't make any big changes to that bedroom, and basically kept it the same. Here, look at this."
Immediately, I saw her take out a small notebook from her pocket, "We found this thing at the bottom of Simmons on that bed. It was something left by Zhao Menglei. She dug out a notebook at the bottom of Simmons.
hole, and then seal this thing inside with tape. This thing has nothing to do with Liu Meng's incident, so I can give it to you. You can see for yourself."
I was shocked because I didn't expect that Zhao Menglei would leave such a thing to me.
Tong Yao handed the notebook over to me. It was a hard-covered notebook as big as the palm of my hand. The original red cover had become a little dark. I had never seen Zhao Menglei have such a thing. My hand started to
Trembling, she stretched out her hand and took out the notebook, "Tong Yao, what's in it?"
"You can see for yourself." She said, and then stood up, "Okay, you can sign the bill for this meal yourself. I won't eat it. You can see for yourself here."
I hurriedly said: "You can eat it."
She stood there looking at me and said: "Forget it, I don't want to see you crying. Let's go!"
I was the only one left in the room, and the surroundings were eerily quiet. I was holding this small notebook in my hand. I don’t know why, but I suddenly felt frightened. I suddenly felt this small notebook in my hand.
It became heavy.
I breathed a long sigh of relief, and then gently opened it...
Page 1: On October 23, he did not go home. He probably went drinking, and must have been with the little witch in his department.
October 25th. When he came back today, he smelled of women's perfume.
On October 28th, he drank too much again and made out with me once when he came back. It seemed like he still liked me very much.
...
All the records on the first page are like this. There are not records every day, but the records are all about me staying out overnight and not coming home or drinking.
I suddenly felt uncomfortable, but I couldn't remember the specific days and specific things in my mind. However, I recalled one thing from this page of records: it should have been not long after we got married.
, during that time I did often drink outside, and became more and more obsessed with Zhuang Qing.
I felt mixed emotions and secretly ashamed at the same time. I turned over and looked at the second page.
After turning the first page, the two pages in front of me still have the same content. What she recorded was my situation during that period. The content of each day was just a few words, but it reminded me of the past.
That period of my life every day. Looking down one by one, my tears began to drip down. She recorded such content to accuse me in her heart...
Every piece of content she recorded in front of me was tingling my nerves. Now, I realized that my past life was so absurd and indulgent. At this moment, I seemed to understand why Tong Yao gave this notebook to
My reason.
If Tong Yao and Lin Yi's criticisms and teachings to me had touched me, then now, at this moment, my heart is really stung. I feel ashamed of my past.
As I read one by one, the simple words in front of me turned into pictures one by one, turning into Zhao Menglei's sad, gentle, smiling and various other faces. Tears have blurred my eyes...
...When I saw the end of the page on the right, I found that it was the day shortly before she surrendered. The content of that day only had a few words: I have already thought about it, and I still have to bear the responsibility for the things I have done recently.
.
Turning the page, there are only a few words on the left side: I really want to kill him too, but I can't bear it.
Then, everything at the back was blank. I was shocked, and hurriedly looked at the back, but it was still blank, and there was no more word.
Who else does she want to kill? Is it me?
It must be me, the person she wants to kill must be me! It's just, "but I can't bear it".
Looking at the words above intently, my nerves were shocked and stung again.
I don't know why she put this thing in that place. Maybe she didn't want to leave her anger and sadness behind, but she didn't want me to see it. No, she still hoped that I could see it in her heart.
When she saw this thing, maybe she was also conflicted, because she didn't want to take it away, but sealed it because she knew that I would see this thing sooner or later. Or maybe, her purpose was still
That would make me feel even more guilty from now on.
I don't hate her at all, on the contrary, I hate myself.
I'm sorry, Meng Lei... I murmured to my notebook in a low voice.
Thank you, Tong Yao... After a while, I whispered like this, facing the seat where she had just sat. Then I went outside the private room and said, "Waiter, bring me a bottle of wine.
!”
I want to get drunk, just by myself...
Later, I really got drunk. It was the first time that I got drunk so quickly. I was so drunk that I lost consciousness. I don’t remember anything that happened after that.
When I woke up in the morning, I only felt a headache, and I also felt that I was sleeping on a soft bed. I had a very severe headache and a dry mouth. I kept struggling, but I found that my body was not feeling well at all.
No matter how he moved, he couldn't help but let out a painful groan.
"Ah, are you awake?" Suddenly a voice sounded in my ear, a woman's voice, a woman's voice that I was familiar with.
I opened my eyes suddenly, and my temples on both sides suddenly felt pulsating pain. I couldn't help but moan again. This time, I could hear my moan clearly.
I saw her, and it turned out to be Shangguanqin. In front of me was her concerned look, "Feng Xiao, are you feeling better? Do you want to drink some water?"
I was speechless and could only nod slightly.
She said: "Wait a minute, I mixed the honey water for you last night."
After a while, she brought me a glass of water. It looked a little turbid. I immediately drank the glass of water quickly like a person who had just escaped from the desert. It was sweet and had a kind of aroma. It was indeed
It's honey water.
"I heard that honey water is good for hangovers. I asked you to drink it last night, but you were too drunk. I couldn't wake you up." She took the empty cup from my hand, smiling.
He said to me, and then asked: "Do you want more?"
I shook my head, feeling that my headache was no longer so severe, and my thirst was relieved a lot, "Shangguan, why am I here? What is this place?"
"My place. What? You really don't remember?" She asked me with a smile.
I was shocked, "How did I get here?"
I couldn't remember anything after I was drunk last night, so I panicked and began to suspect that I came to her while drunk. Moreover, what she just said had clearly told me that I was lying on her bed now.
.Shangguan Qin’s residence is not big. I have been here before and know that this bed is the only place where she lives, so I immediately became worried: I didn’t do anything inappropriate when I was drunk last night, right?
But she was laughing there, "Why are you like this? You really can't remember anything after being drunk? Are you really not remembering or are you just pretending?"
I became even more frightened, could it be... "Shangguan, tell me quickly, how on earth did I come to your place last night? I really don't remember."
But she smiled even brighter, "Don't you remember the phone call you made to me?"
I couldn't believe this was true at all, because I had no impression at all, "No way? I called you? How is that possible?"
She was laughing so hard that her whole body was shaking, "Look at your phone yourself."
I looked around, and she went to the bedside and took out my phone from my pants pocket, "See for yourself."
Those were my pants! Only then did I notice that I was naked under the quilt, except for my underwear. I became even more frightened: Oops...
I held my phone and didn't look at it, because at this moment, my heart was completely filled with fear and anger towards myself.
Feng Xiao, you are really hopeless!
"What's wrong? Still feeling uncomfortable?" Shangguanqin saw me holding my phone in a daze, so she asked me with concern.
I suddenly woke up and went to look at the outgoing call records on my phone. Sure enough, it showed that I had made a call to her. The time was a little after nine o'clock last night. Now I completely believed her words and felt even more uneasy.
After thinking about it for a while, he finally plucked up the courage to raise his head and ask her: "Shangguan, last night we... I didn't, so what should you do?"
Her face suddenly turned red.
Seeing her face suddenly turn red, I became more and more panicked: Did I really do something I shouldn't have done last night? However, I don't have a single memory. However, the problem is not here, the problem is that I did it last night
He was so drunk that he even forgot about calling her. Therefore, even if he did do something to her, he would probably not be able to remember it.
No! Suddenly I remembered something. She said something to me just now, "I asked you to drink last night but you were too drunk. I couldn't wake you up."
In other words, when I came to her place yesterday, I was already drunk.
But why is she blushing? Did she say that she fed me honey water after I did something bad?
My mind was in turmoil. However, deep down in my heart, I still didn’t believe that I really did anything to her last night, because I knew that such a thing couldn’t be compared with making a phone call, even when I was drunk.
It happened next time, and it should at least leave an impression in my mind in the form of what I thought was a dream.
But I don't have that impression, not even a little bit.
So, I boldly continued to ask: "Shangguan, I really don't remember anything. I haven't done anything to you, right? Is that so?"
She didn't answer me, but suddenly came to ask me: "Brother Feng, why did you call me yesterday? It wasn't just because you were drunk, right?"
The more she refused to answer my question, the more uneasy I became, so I said again: "Shangguan, you haven't answered my question yet. I feel very uneasy now."
She pursed her lips and said, "Do you still feel uneasy?"
Seeing her expression and words like this, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, "Shangguan, I'm not kidding you. This person, sometimes when he is drunk, he is no longer himself, and the most instinctive things in a person come out.
, so I’m worried that I offended you while drunk.”
Her face was expressionless and her voice was cold, "Do you only assault me when you are drunk? Am I that ugly?"
I hurriedly said: "Shangguan, don't say that. Of course you are beautiful, but what I said has nothing to do with whether you are beautiful or not. Shangguan, do you know? I have always respected you in my heart, so I don't want to
Any situation that hurts you."
Her expression suddenly changed and became softer, "Brother Feng, thank you. I know. You drank too much last night and you were so drunk that you vomited after I helped you here.
I vomited all over your clothes. Later I scrubbed your clothes, but your pants were very clean, and I thought that your pants were thicker and might not be dry in one night, so I didn't wash them for you.
There are no men's clothes here, so I can't change them for you...Brother Feng, you are a good person, I know it."
"My clothes..." I suddenly remembered the notebook inside my coat.
She seemed to understand what I meant, "Brother Feng, I noticed the small notebook inside your clothes last night. I'm sorry, I thought it was the notebook you used to record your medical records, so I took a look at it out of curiosity. Brother Feng, I know
Why did you drink last night? Hey!"
I was silent for a moment, and then said dullly after a while: "Shangguan, please go out for a moment, and by the way, please bring my shirt. I have to go to work today."
Her face turned red again, and then she immediately went to get my shirt. When she brought my shirt, it still had a hanger on it. Then she left and went to the kitchen.
I quickly put on my clothes. I still felt a little headache and my stomach was very uncomfortable, but I smelled the aroma of washing powder coming out of my shirt. I was wearing a white shirt, and I felt it on my body.
The body should be relatively straight. He looked at himself briefly, and then called in the direction of the kitchen: "Shangguan, I'm dressed."
People are like this. In fact, she took off my clothes last night, so she had already seen me naked, but it was only when I was drunk and unconscious. So people are like this.
You only feel shame when you are sober.
She came out with a smile on her face and a bowl of something in her hand. I saw steam coming out of the bowl in her hand.
"Brother Feng, why don't you have a bowl of brown sugar glutinous rice balls?" she said to me.
I looked at the time and found that it was not even eight o'clock yet. I couldn't help but be surprised by the power of my biological clock, so I nodded to her and said, "Thank you."
Then I went to sit down at the small dining table, and she had already put the bowl of glutinous rice balls on the table. I saw that the bowl was indeed filled with glutinous rice balls, small glutinous rice balls. The soup was dark red, like Chinese medicine, and there was also fermented glutinous rice.
She went to the kitchen again and came out soon with a bowl of glutinous rice balls in her hand, which was exactly the same as what I had in my bowl.
"Shangguan, I didn't expect you to cook the glutinous rice balls so quickly." I said to her with a smile, then picked up the spoon and ate a spoonful. It was not very sweet, but the taste was very good.
She smiled and said, "What? I've cooked it a long time ago. I just heated it up."
I said, "Oh, that's right. Do you eat this every morning? I never thought you were pretty good at living."
She smiled and said: "What? I usually go to the company cafeteria to have breakfast every morning. I saw you drunk like that last night, so I went to the supermarket downstairs to buy these things. Brother Feng, I am Ba
I’m here to enjoy your happiness.”
I was suddenly moved and said, "Shangguan, thank you."
She immediately became unhappy, "Brother Feng, why are you so polite? By the way, you haven't told me yet. Did you call me last night to ask me to pick you up and take you home? It shouldn't be the case, right? Before.
You've never done that."
I was so drunk last night, how could I still remember the purpose of calling her? But she was right. Even if I was drunk, I would never think of asking her to pick me up.
When I think about who to pick me up, there is only one person who is most likely to pick me up, and that is Hong Ya.
From this, I thought, maybe there was only that one thing. Yes, it must be that I wanted to ask her about that thing very much at that time.
The author's digression:
Today: "Unspoken Rules of Government and Business"
Introduction: The bustling city is full of temptations, beauties, material desires, and even more powerful desires.
Fan Qiliang, because he wanted to achieve his career and dream and surpass his wife, he came to the mainland city to work alone. At a dinner, he met the wife of the planning director. The wife of the planning director was young and beautiful, but had a complicated background. She did everything possible to get close to the powerful man.
, just to take advantage of them;
Because Fan Qiliang and his wife lived in two places, he met the beautiful county magistrate's wife online, and she and her husband also lived in two places. In the end, their two lonely hearts could not resist the temptation. Their relationship was actually used as a basis for blackmail;
As a result, a love and hatred intertwined between the officialdom and the shopping mall...
Directly search for "Unspoken Rules of Government and Business". Or write down the book number 191416, open a link to any book, and replace the number in the address bar with 191416.
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