I really misunderstood what she said just now. (.om plain text) I have to think about it that way, because our topic was about that aspect. So, I feel that I have no problem with my thinking, and it is also related to morality.

But what I didn't expect was that she said I misunderstood what she meant. So I felt embarrassed because this was an embarrassing thing after all. First of all, I thought about her too badly, but I myself acted as a saint.

But I really don't understand what she meant just now, "Then, what you mean..."

"I hope you can help our Lao Mu. His current working environment is too bad. Not only do he drink every day, he also has to write a speech and draft a document for his leader. That is really not a job. I think if he can go to work in a place, he can get out of the current suffering. After all, after becoming a local leader, he can control himself by drinking. In addition, after all, he and I may feel a sense of freshness. After all, I have feelings for him. So, I really hope you can help me." She said, looking at me with an urgent look. [

I was immediately embarrassed. I didn't expect that the ultimate purpose of her coming here to have dinner today was to do that, but it was really difficult for me to help her.

"Director Qiao, I really have no choice. I said it very clearly last night. It's not that I don't want to help, it's really no choice. So, please forgive me." I said to her guiltily.

"I heard that your classmate is Governor Huang's secretary? Can he find a way?" she asked.

I shook my head and said, "How powerful is he a secretary?"

She said: "Then you are wrong. The secretary around the leader is very powerful. He represents the will of the leader, so you must not underestimate it."

Of course I knew, but I couldn't say something, because Kantmao had told me, so I said, "I can't tell him such a thing. You tell me, how can I tell him? Then how can he tell Governor Huang? These are all very troublesome things."

She asked, "You really have nothing to do with Governor Huang?"

I shook my head, "I only met two or three times, and every time I met, I just said a few polite words. Director Qiao, this personnel arrangement is not a trivial matter, and even if I tell him, it will not work. Do you think so? So, I can really do this. Please forgive me."

She sighed, with a sense of disappointment in her voice, "Forget it, sometimes a person's fate is really something she can grasp. Forget it, I'll accept my fate, too."

I felt ashamed and almost agreed to her impulsively, but I restrained myself. In fact, just now, I suddenly had an idea in my heart, that is: Maybe I sent a text message to Governor Huang, saying that he might not be able to help me. Of course, I was not sure, but I thought that it should be at least a hope. But I restrained myself and said to myself in my heart: Feng Xiao, don’t do such things that are meaningless anymore, and such things are completely meddling in other people’s business. If someone asks you for help, you may not cause any trouble in the future.

Dean Tang’s affairs have already created a huge shadow in my heart. I can no longer do such inexplicable things. Such things can only be harmful to myself. Now, I have very understanding of this.

Then, we finished our dinner. I took the initiative to settle the accounts. I said to Jordan: "I am a man, how can I make a woman pay the bill?"

After I went out, I asked her: "Come and drive?"

She shook her head, "I still want to drink today. Let's find another place."

I hurriedly advised her, "Forget it, stop drinking, I have to go to work tomorrow. Let's do this, I'll take you back and pick you up tomorrow morning."

She sighed faintly before saying, "Okay."

I breathed a long sigh of relief, then drove towards her home. She didn't speak along the way, and I couldn't find any topics, so I drove intently. It was actually still early now, and it took us only about two hours to eat. There was a lot of traffic on the road, and we gathered in it, so the colorful night color made us not so embarrassed.

I don't know why people in this city are so busy, because it's already nine o'clock in the evening, but the cars on the road are still so dense. There is no traffic jam, so the cars ahead are all very fast, as if they are all rushing to do urgent matters.

I drove off the main road and walked into a branch road. Although I had only been to Jordan's house once, I was already familiar with the road to that place. Because the place where she lives is more famous.[

"Wait, stop!" Suddenly, I heard her scream in the passenger seat.

Without thinking, I stepped on the brakes, then parked the car on the side of the road, and then asked her: "What's wrong?"

"Go and buy that thing for me." She pointed to a shop next to the street outside the car.

I looked there and saw that the store said: **Sex Toy Store. I was immediately embarrassed, "How can this work?"

She didn't see me, "Help me. I'm sure I'm embarrassed to go there."

My heart suddenly became charming and I couldn't help but think: Do you really want that thing? Why don't you use mine? But I dare not say it out, but I suddenly felt that she seemed to be seducing me all the time today.

Never do something like that anymore. What's the point of being so old? Never be moved, some women can't do it. I said to myself over and over again in my heart.

"I'm embarrassed to go? I've never been to a place like that before." I said hurriedly.

She stopped talking.

I felt even more embarrassed. I didn't know what to say for a moment, but I didn't want the embarrassment to continue. So in a panic, I actually said this: "You, are you really going to use that thing? Are you kidding?"

"I have to feel that subject, of course I have to experience it myself. Moreover, I can only continue like this in the future. Today I will rely on you to remind me, maybe I can find my own happiness because of it." She said, but she still didn't see me. Her eyes were looking outside the car, looking at the ** supply store with neon lights flashing.

I sighed in my heart, "Let's do this, I'll think of a way to do about Director Mu."

She suddenly turned her face, full of surprise, "Really?"

I nodded, "But I haven't thought about it yet. Try to do it."

She immediately said happily: "It's great, I know you will think of a solution, and I also know that you are a person who keeps your word. Feng Xiao, thank you so much."

I smiled bitterly and shook my head, then drove the car slowly forward. I admitted that I was defeated by her. She defeated me with her tragedy, but I was still defeated by my sympathy and soft heart.

When I got downstairs, I stopped the car, but she didn't go down immediately. I went to look at her and didn't ask, but my eyes were filled with questions, so I believe she could understand it.

She smiled at me, then took out a bank card from the wallet in her bag, "Feng Xiao, I know you have money, but this thing is the little thing of my and Lao Mu. We know you need to spend it, so please accept it. We are already very grateful to you for your promise to help. You can't let you spend it any more."

I waved my hand quickly, "This is not possible. If you have to do this, I will take back what I said just now."

Her hand suddenly froze there, and after a while she smiled awkwardly and said, "It's okay, I'll give it to you after the matter is done."

I shook my head, "Not even. I won't accept anything from you."

She then put the card back into her wallet and smiled and said, "Well, I owe you a favor."[

I smiled bitterly at her. Actually, she didn't know that I already regretted it so much now.

"How is it? It's still early, go up and sit down?" she said to me immediately.

I shook my head, "Forget it, I have to go home right away."

She smiled and said, "Well, I'll ask you another day."

Seeing her enter the building, I immediately turned around and drove the car out of the community. After driving the car out of the community, I couldn't help but curse myself: Feng Xiao, you fool!

At this moment, I felt like I was crying.

Anyway, she just agreed verbally, and if I didn't go, she couldn't do anything to me. I suddenly thought like this. Yes, that's it.

However, I immediately found that my idea was unlikely because I couldn't do it at all. {Free Novel} I am not the kind of person who goes back on my word, and I can't do such a thing.

This is my biggest weakness in character, and I can overcome such weaknesses at all. This has always been the case, unless I find that the other party has done something that I am sorry for me, I can find a reason to refuse to do something.

A person's personality weakness is difficult to overcome. It will exist deeply rooted in a person's soul. If you try to change it, you will feel guilty, ashamed, and even restless. Such emotions will cause an indescribable torture to yourself.

Of course, that feeling has not been shown yet, but I know that if I really don’t do that for her next time, that kind of uncomfortable feeling will appear sooner or later. It would be fine if it appears. The key is that it will make me feel guilty towards her, and thus let myself face her fundamentally in the future. This is the weakness of this personality, just like the situation where the creditor feels guilty towards the debtor.

When I went back, when I passed by the ** store, I couldn't help but step on the brakes, and the car stopped slowly. When I looked at the place, a strange and strange feeling suddenly arose in my heart.

He suddenly punched the accelerator and quickly drove the car forward. I cursed hard in the car: "Damn your mother!"

Actually, I don’t know who I am scolding, maybe it’s just a vent.

After I got home, I suddenly felt that the plan I had originally thought of was not feasible at all: it would be too abrupt if I sent such a text message to Governor Huang.

It is definitely not appropriate to find Lin Yu, because she will definitely ask me what the relationship between Jordan and I have. If I told the truth, she would not believe it. So many things have happened now, and I don’t want her to think that I am still as ridiculous as before.

Kantmao...yes, maybe he will have a solution.

After thinking about it, I felt that it was not appropriate to call him to talk about this matter. I went to his office tomorrow. Finally, I thought to myself.

After taking a shower, I lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep. I was thinking about a question: was it because of my personality weakness that made me agree to Jordan or for some other reason? Later I figured it out, it seemed that it was not like that. It should be that: the photos of Jordan when he was young touched my heart.

After all, I don’t want to reject her at all, because I can’t bear it, and I can’t bear to continue living such a painful life. I can’t resist the sorrowful request of a beautiful woman to me. This should be the most fundamental reason.

Suddenly my phone rang, and when I picked it up, I saw Jordan's name. I felt bored because I suddenly thought of the troubles my promise brought to me tonight.

I didn't answer.

But the phone kept ringing, over and over again. After sighing, he had to answer.

"Feng Xiao, our Lao Mu will not go home today, and is on a business trip. I still want to have some wine. Can you come out again?" she asked me.

I felt that there was a huge temptation in her words, and I immediately became alert, "I have taken a shower and ready to go to bed. Let's go to bed another day."

"You haven't drunk much wine tonight. Come out, I beg you, I really want someone to drink with me." She said, in a pleading tone. I suddenly felt embarrassed, and I couldn't help but think: Did she do this when she was in the military hospital before?

"Come on, I've made a few dishes," she said.

I guess she felt my hesitation, so she said that. But I really felt a great temptation, but now I am different from before, at least I have become much more rational.

After thinking about it, I said, "I won't come to your house, that's not good. Let's do it, just find a place near your house where you can drink."

"Then, let's go to a food stall. It's open all night. It's not far from my home." She said. She immediately told the specific address. After hearing this, I burst into laughter: Why not far from her home? That place is actually in the middle of my and her residence. So I thought it would be fine, and we both walked halfway through each other.

Put on your clothes and go downstairs, then leave the community to take a taxi.

The road is still busy, but there is no such noise during the day. The traffic in front of me quietly passes by like a quiet river.

Standing next to the road, I felt the dynamic and quiet of the city. I like this feeling because there was a vivid and dynamic picture in front of me: under the colorful night, the sky was dim, and occasionally a few stars poking their heads out to flash, like human eyes. The city seemed more and more colorful under this dimness, while the traffic on the road was flowing quietly like a river. There were pedestrians on both sides of the road, and people like me who were waiting for taxis. Perhaps, someone was waiting for not a certain car, but a person.

Suddenly, a huge roar surged from a distance, breaking the tranquility. The traffic was no longer so regular. They became panic, and the people on both sides of the road began to look at the roar uneasy, including myself.

I saw a luxury sports car roaring and rushing around. It roared loudly before me, and the surrounding cars avoided it and let it go away arrogantly.

Some pedestrians around him scolded: "Damn it! I don't know which young master it is, the rich people are really too much!"

But most people were envious in their eyes, and then everything in front of them began to return to their previous state, just like a small splash of water blooming in the river and immediately returned to calm. People's faces also returned to their previous numbness.

But my heart began to become impetuous, and I hated the sports car that had just driven over.

Finally got into a taxi and it quickly merged into the traffic. But I suddenly became nervous: Will something happen tonight?

When I arrived there, I found that she had arrived first. I waited for the bus for a while.

This place is very lively, just by the road. It is past ten o'clock in the evening, and there are already many people sitting in the food stalls. This food stall looks good. The table is covered with tablecloths and is equipped with chairs that look pretty. Except for the streets on the roadside, the others are similar to those in restaurants. But I really like this scene because it looks open and the air is good. The only disadvantage is that it is a bit noisy, and of course, it lacks a kind of privacy.

She saw me, stood up and waved at me, with a smile on her face but didn't call me. Her excitement may not be the same as her age, but for those who don't know the secret of her age, it will feel beautiful because she is so beautiful. Even if I know her age, I don't think it's too bad.

I also smiled at her and then sat down at the place where she was. It was already here, so there was no need to take out a bitter face and face it. I thought so in my heart.
To be continued...