I should be able to think of this ending, because she once asked me like that. (.om pure text) But when I really heard this matter coming out of Chenchen’s mouth, I was still shocked. At this moment, I suddenly
I had a strange thought: What would have happened if I had agreed to her? Then I felt that my idea was too ridiculous.
This matter is inherently absurd. Doudou took this step, which is inherently absurd, but I don't know whether it is she or this society that is absurd.
"Is there someone else with you?" I asked. She once told me the girl's name, but I never remembered it. Things that I don't want to remember can never enter the memory of my brain.
, which is also one of the results of memory training.
"She went back to her hometown to get married." She sighed.[
I couldn't help but sigh, and after a while I said: "Chenchen, I have something to advise you. I hope you won't be angry with me after listening to it."
She came to have a beer with me, and then said: "Go ahead, I'd like to hear your opinion. In fact, I regret not listening to your advice now."
I nodded, "Since you already feel regretful, I won't say more. In fact, my advice is still what I said to you before. It is a good thing for a person to have a dream, but you can't force others to do the same as you.
Dreams, unless you can meet the minimum material needs of others. As I said, dreams cannot be used as food or clothing. Not everyone will be as persistent as you. Today I saw the business in your music bar
If it's not good, I'll be even more worried about the future of your place."
She was silent, and then drank two glasses of beer alone, and then asked me: "Dr. Feng, is there anything you can do?"
I said: "The only way is to commercialize. Integrate your dream with business. For example, you can move your bar to a prosperous area near the city, and then increase investment in advertising. People in the city need
It’s a place where you can get some peace and quiet amidst the hustle and bustle. Your place is too close to the suburbs. Who would go there unless they are people who really like your songs? But you are not celebrities, how can you have so many fans? Chenchen
, I’m sorry. But I think the most important thing to realize your dream is not just persistence, but more importantly, being accepted by others and being accepted by more people. Do you think that’s the case?”
She said, "How much will that cost?"
It seems that she has accepted my concept. I thought to myself, and then said: "A small bar like yours doesn't cost much. If you are willing, I can become a shareholder. For your dream,
I want to support you."
But she shook her head and said: "No, I don't need your investment. You are not a musician, and I don't want to have any financial dealings with you. We can be friends, just friends, but I don't want us to have any further relations.
Relationship. Doctor Feng, maybe my words will make you very unhappy, but I can only do this because I am not the kind of girl you imagined."
I was immediately embarrassed, and there was a sudden anger in my heart: What's so great about you?
Her face was as calm as water, without a trace of emotion. I immediately felt that maybe she really regarded me as a deceiver in her eyes.
I stood up and said, "Chenchen, I have to go back first. You drink slowly while I settle the bill."
She didn't mean to leave me, "I don't need you to pay, thank you for sending me back."
Without the slightest hesitation, I left immediately. After getting in the car, I felt extremely sad and angry: Feng Xiao, why do you have to come here today? Aren’t you humiliating yourself?
I like her, I know this very well in my heart, but I know this is impossible, and I feel inferior in front of her. But I never expected that she would reject her face to face more than once, without saying anything.
I was rejected by her in advance. As a man, I can only understand her words as a kind of humiliation to myself.
"What's so great about you?!" I roared on the accelerator and suddenly shouted in front of me!
Really, now I hate myself very much: Feng Xiao, you deserve it. Then I roared out the words in my heart, "Feng Xiao, you deserve it! You really deserve it!"
I didn't go home because I didn't want to go home. Nothing makes me feel more uncomfortable and depressed than having my self-esteem hurt. I drove to Hong Ya's place.
The car stopped and she rang her doorbell.
I heard footsteps coming from inside. In this silent night, everything was so quiet.[
She was asking inside the door: "Who is it?"
I said: "I, Feng Xiao."
The door opened, and in front of me was her surprised smile, "It's so late, why are you here? Ah, have you been drinking? There's such a strong smell of alcohol. (.om plain text) Come in quickly, I'll give you a bath
.”
At this moment, my heart suddenly felt warm.
After entering, I took a shower in the bathroom and rejected her idea of helping me. She prepared pajamas and pajamas for me. After washing away the smell of alcohol, I felt no sleepiness at all. I did not wear the pajamas she prepared for me.
She walked into her bedroom wearing only shorts and pajamas. The wall lamp on the wall in the bedroom gave off a soft glow. Looking towards the bed, Hong Ya was curled up and lying on the bed, covered with a thick duvet.
Needless to say, the bulges in the quilt were her round buttocks. I knew without looking that there must be a vacuum under her pajamas. She has been sleeping with me like this since we got together. Every time
As soon as I get on the bed, I will put my hands into my pajamas and play with the soft and warm buttocks, even when I am not having sex. Hong Ya once said that her vagina was not so big before, and it was all because of me playing with it.
As I thought about it, I felt that the entire bedroom was filled with hints of lust. The light, the fragrance of the woman's body, and the sleeping body on the bed were all like aphrodisiacs, brewing and fermenting my desires.
I gently sat on the bed and lifted a corner of the blanket. More was exposed than I thought. Hong Ya's nightgown was curled up around her waist, and almost her entire breasts were exposed. Her round, delicate and full breasts were exposed.
, the curve formed by the hips and waist, and the natural gap between the two flaps that arouses desire, although Monet could not outline such beautiful lines, women are born to seduce men. I feel like I would be a eunuch at this time
Maybe I would feel more comfortable. When my desire swelled to the point of reaching its peak, I didn’t even want to vent it. I wanted to endure it and enjoy the restrained pleasure and pain. I suddenly hesitated because I told myself not to change again.
become what it was before.
Just as I was thinking wildly, I heard Hong Ya's dreamy voice. "I'll catch a cold even if I don't cover it with others after watching it secretly."
I felt happy and couldn't bear it any longer. I gently stroked Hong Ya's hair and said, "Tell me, what are the symptoms of a cold?"
Hong Ya groaned, turned around and fell on my belly...
Now I realize that it is so difficult to completely change myself. But then I thought: Hong Ya is different, she really likes me.
From this, I have to ask myself: Feng Xiao, do you like her?
I replied in my heart: I like it, because she can give me warmth and make me feel like home.
I asked myself again: So, do you think she is suitable to be your future wife?
However, I immediately hesitated and became confused.
After the strenuous exercise, the residual power of alcohol hit me again, and I began to fall into a deep sleep.
When I woke up the next morning, I found that we had changed sides and I was curled up in her arms. My body moved, and she suddenly laughed, "What? Are you sorry?"
I sighed in my heart: Since this has happened again, that's it. Fortunately, it was just her.
Then he went to hug Hong Ya and said, "I want you."
Hong Ya was smiling with her buttocks pouted, and I hurriedly said to her: "Don't move." Then I pressed her face down on the bed, and reached out to touch and pinch her fat buttocks.
Hong Ya couldn't help but gasp and smiled, "What are you doing... You want to act like a gangster, right..."
I said to her seriously: "I don't want to be a gangster, I just want to play with your a**." As I said that, I stretched my hand under the woman's belly.[
Hong Ya twisted around and said, "** isn't there...what are you touching?"
I smiled and said, "Feel the front first."
Hong Ya laughed and said: "I hate it!"
I lifted up her pajamas from behind, and a white vagina was placed in front of my eyes.
Hong Ya exclaimed with a smile: "You are so annoying."
I slapped her on her white vagina, and a red mark appeared on her vagina. Hong Ya shouted, "Are you perverted?"
I rubbed my face on her buttocks a few times, and then started to rub it on her vagina. I licked it and said to her: "Your vagina is so beautiful..."
Hong Ya hummed and said: "Do you like big**?"
I said: "I like it, I want you right away..."
She said: "Come tonight. I have to go out to do some errands soon."
I said, "I can't come today, I'm going abroad soon."
She looked at me, "When?"
I said: "Tomorrow."
She said: "Then you can come back tonight. I will cook you some delicious dishes as a farewell meal for you."
I agreed after thinking about it.
After she got dressed, she went out with me. Today she was wearing a blue collared jacket, a beige tight cashmere sweater, and a pair of semi-old jeans. I think all the sexiness is concentrated in
On the lower body, her breasts looked bulging in the cashmere sweater, but I knew very well that that was not her true size. A slight swing of her body would cause a beautiful rhythm in certain parts, from her chest to her waist to her waist.
Buttocks, that is a kind of beauty with flesh and blood. Her buttocks look very full when wrapped in jeans, which is more voluptuous than sexy.
Hong Ya naturally didn't know the dirty thoughts in my mind at this time. She waved to me before getting in the car and said, "We agreed, see you in the evening."
At the school I went to first in the morning, I went to ask Zeng Yufang about the specific time of departure tomorrow.
She brought me a plane ticket and passport, "I'll arrive in Beijing at three o'clock tomorrow afternoon and leave Beijing for Hong Kong at ten o'clock in the evening."
I said, "Okay, let's have dinner together tomorrow at noon, and then go to the airport together."
She said: "Okay. Can we have dinner together tonight?"
I shook my head and said, "Not today, I have other things to do."
She looked at me and said, "Forget it. But there is something I want to trouble you to tell me."
I asked: "What's going on?"
She said: "Recently, the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee has transferred cadres from colleges and universities to take temporary posts. I think this is an opportunity for me."
I looked at her in astonishment.
[I am going to Tibet in July and can only update 5,000 words per day. Friends, please understand.]
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