I never thought that the incident between me and Zhuang Qing in Yunnan would be discovered by a reporter, and the photos would be published in the newspaper. [`Novel`] No, it shouldn’t be a reporter, if it was a reporter, it would definitely be

There is a photo of me from the front.

Obviously, Zhuang Qing was accidentally spotted when we were at Kunming Airport that day, and he accidentally saw me and her together, and then he woke up and took a photo of us. And that time was probably at

As we walked out of the airport, a professional reporter would never make such a mistake, because this is explosive entertainment news, and professional reporters would never easily let go of various shooting angles.

Now I realize that it is so unsafe to be with Zhuang Qing in private.

Of course, I would not admit this matter, so when Tong Yao told me about it, I immediately denied it, "How is it possible? I just arrived at the new unit, how could I run to Yunnan? Not to mention the man's back

They are almost the same, why do you think that person is me?"[

She slammed on the brakes, and the off-road vehicle stopped there immediately. My body swayed in the car, and I was shocked at the same time, "Tong Yao, what are you doing? Why did you hit the emergency brake?"

She lay on the steering wheel and couldn't help laughing.

I looked at her inexplicably, but I didn't say anything else, because I knew she would definitely say it herself after laughing.

Sure enough, after she laughed, I heard her say to me: "Feng Xiao, I didn't believe it was yours at first, but now I really believe it. You're asking for it."

I was immediately dumbfounded, "You, what do you mean by that? When did I stop asking myself?"

She was still laughing, "If you really haven't been there, why do you explain so much? The more you explain some things, the more guilty you are."

I suddenly said awkwardly: "Why do I feel guilty? I didn't go in the first place."

She then continued to drive the car forward and couldn't help but laugh again, "Forget it, I won't tell you about this. Anyway, you are single now and can be with any girl. Fortunately, I don't

If you are as famous as Zhuang Qing, I don’t know what others would say otherwise."

I muttered, "Aren't you single too? Are you afraid of others telling you?"

She stopped talking, and I suddenly felt that what I just said seemed inappropriate, "I'm sorry."

She shook her head slightly, "Don't apologize, you did nothing wrong. It was me who was wrong. Actually... Feng Xiao, you are really good, and I don't dislike you, but I think we are not suitable because

I may be different from other girls because I cannot accept your past. But I still want to ask you, Feng Xiao, what kind of person are you?"

After hearing what she said, I immediately felt much better. In fact, what I care about is not whether she agrees to further develop a relationship with me, because that is completely a luxury for me. For me,

, as long as she doesn’t think I’m so unbearable, I’ll be very satisfied.

I smiled bitterly and said: "Tong Yao, you should know that it is the most difficult for a person to know himself. If I ask you what kind of person you are, do you know how to answer? I don't know, right? Because there is a saying

Although the saying is cliché, it makes perfect sense: the most difficult thing for a person is to know himself."

But she shook her head and said: "That's because many people are unwilling or don't pay attention to getting to know themselves in daily life. I was like this before, but after this incident came out, I thought about it seriously. I think, myself

In fact, in the final analysis, this person is still too simple. He doesn't think much about other people's thoughts in his life. He always considers problems from the perspective of how to do one thing well, and other things will be put aside. That's why I seem to be incompatible with this society.

Somewhat out of place. What's the result? The result is that I don't have a job now, and I don't have a personal relationship. Besides... I'm very sorry for my mother. Hey! I said many times that I would take time to spend time with her.

, as a result, not only could I not accompany her, but I often quarreled with her. Whenever I think of these things, I have the urge to cry. Ouch!"

I was a little surprised because I didn't expect that she could really face herself so seriously. She was right. The reason why a person doesn't understand himself is either because he is unwilling or because he has never done so. Of course there is a difference.

The former is escape, and the latter is numbness. To me, there seem to be reasons for both.

I smiled bitterly and shook my head, "I really don't know what kind of person I am. If I say I'm very simple, I guess I'm not, because sometimes I feel that I'm more complicated. Well... maybe there's a word for it.

It can explain one of my own characteristics, that is, I tend to pursue perfection. Because people who like to pursue perfection actually have a slight obsessive-compulsive disorder, that is, if something is not done well, they will feel uncomfortable. Also, if someone is looking for

If I have to do something, I often can’t wait to do it right away. Sometimes I can’t even stay overnight. By the way, and, haha! I also have a habit that illustrates this characteristic of mine, that is, every day

When you flush the toilet after the first time, you always have to look inside to see if all the inside has been flushed. As long as there is still a little bit of uncleanness inside, I feel uncomfortable, and I have to find a way to clean it before I can leave."

She burst out laughing immediately, "Feng Xiao, you are so disgusting!"

I also laughed, but only lightly, "Your words show the difference between you and me, because you are rougher, do things in a hurry, and don't pay much attention to personal details. In fact, you are a very good person, because

Your life is not as tiring as mine."

She was startled for a moment, and then said: "I don't agree with what you said before, because I am not rough, but the last sentence seems to be right. Because I am forgetful, and I will forget things that make me unhappy.

Forget it as soon as possible. Feng Xiao, some things are not absolute. In fact, I think your most critical problem is that you carry a shell on your body, which makes you feel tired and makes you unwilling to think about many things. Because you

Afraid to think about it in detail. Let me give you an example, such as the matter between Zhuang Qing and you. You always think that it is because she has feelings for you that you can maintain the current relationship. Well, maybe it is indeed the case.

, because you really have a pure friendship with each other, or there may be something deeper than friendship. But as far as I know, she seems to have another purpose."[

I was immediately surprised, and at the same time I couldn't accept her words in my heart, "Tong Yao, why did you say that?"

She smiled bitterly and shook her head: "Maybe my mentality is too gloomy. I always feel that there is an element of hype in her. People in the entertainment industry are like this now."

I shook my head, "I don't think she's like that. She won't use me to hype her up."

She looked at me and smiled, "You still admit that the figure on the back is you, right?"

Only then did I realize that what I had just said had almost revealed its flaws, and I hurriedly said: "Everything I said is the same thing."

She immediately said: "Forget it, let's not talk about those things. Feng Xiao, it's okay if you don't know some things, so as not to upset you. Also, you are the dean now, so do your job well."

is the most important."

I immediately felt that there seemed to be a lot of unsaid things in her words, "Tong Yao, if you have anything to say, just tell me clearly. Why are you like this? It will make people uncomfortable if you say half of it."

She stopped the car again, but this time she did not hit the emergency brake. Instead, she slowly pulled the car to the side of the narrow country road. She looked at the watch on her wrist and said, "Feng Xiao, it's still early.

, let’s go down and breathe some fresh air.”

I felt that she was indeed a little strange today, and I was thinking: It's hard to say what she might want to tell me about Zhuang Qing next.

So, I immediately followed her out of the car.

She stood on the side of the road. There were several terraced fields on the side of the road. In winter, the terraced fields on the mountain were like small ponds, filled with white ice water that looked cold. There were some weeds on the ridges, but they were very sparse.

This place can better show the artistic conception of winter.

She squatted down at the edge of the field, stretched out her hand into the water, but immediately shrank back, "The water is so cold."

I didn't know what she wanted to do, so I stood next to her and looked at her quietly, "Tong Yao, don't play in that water. It's very dirty. And it's also very cold."

She stood up and immediately reached out to me, "Feng Xiao, I remember you always have tissues with you, right? Give me one."

I smiled bitterly and took out a pack of tissues from my trouser pocket and handed it to her, "Maybe this is a manifestation of my mild obsessive-compulsive disorder."

She wiped her hands with a tissue, then turned around to look at the desolate mountain in front of her, "Feng Xiao, did you know? Zhuang Qing is still investigating Song Mei's death. She doesn't believe that Song Mei is Si Weimin.

He sent people to kill him."

I was immediately stunned, and at the same time, I suddenly remembered something: our conversation today actually started with Song Mei. Later, she talked about the relationship between Zhuang Qing and me.

"The problem is, Si Weimin is serving his sentence, and he also confessed when he was sentenced? What else does Zhuang Qing doubt? She has never talked about such a thing to me," I said.

She shook her head and said: "How could she tell you such a thing? In fact, the person she really likes in her heart is Song Mei. That's why she keeps insisting on finding out the truth. Moreover, she once came here alone

I. It was when she returned to Jiangnan, that is, before there were rumors about your relationship with her in the newspapers."

I sighed: "I think it's understandable that she did that. You said that the person she really likes in her heart is Song Mei, and I believe it. Although Song Mei abandoned her at the beginning, I know that she has never forgotten him in her heart.

But the facts are the facts, and it’s useless for her to spend so much time investigating that matter.”

She said, still facing me, "Some people in our public security system know the law and break it. Are there too few unjust, false and wrongful convictions caused by torture to extract confessions across the country? Wasn't there just one case? One

A person was accused of murder and sentenced to death. Later, more than ten years later, the real criminal was caught, but the wronged person turned into dust. This is the result of torture to extract a confession."

My heart was suddenly shocked, "Tong Yao, you mean... Si Weimin was forced to plead guilty after being tortured?" [

She shook her head, "I didn't say that. But Zhuang Qing told me one thing. She said that she once hired a private detective to investigate Song Mei's case, but the result was that the private detective disappeared. You know

Yes, the legality of private detectives in our country has not yet been recognized by the country, so such a disappearance did not attract the attention of relevant departments, and Zhuang Qing did not dare to talk about this matter casually to the outside world."

My heart was even more shocked, "Tong Yao, maybe that was just a coincidence. What if the private detective took the money and ran away? Or he suddenly encountered other things?"

She turned around slowly and looked at me with burning eyes, "Feng Xiao, do you believe that it was a coincidence? We have more than one private detective in Jiangnan Province. They investigate so many extramarital affairs, but I have never heard of one.

Who suddenly disappeared! Moreover, half of the payment for private detectives is often paid in advance. [`Novel`] You think, who would take the half of the money and run away? Isn’t that a fool if you don’t make money if you have money? What’s more?

That's his profession, unless he doesn't want to continue doing it. Yes, the situation you mentioned is also possible, that is, he really doesn't want to continue doing it, because he found that the case was too terrible during the investigation, so he had no choice but to

He took the half of the money and ran away. Also, did you know? Later, Zhuang Qing went to find a private detective, but the result was the same! That private detective also suddenly disappeared! You said, there is such a thing

Is it a coincidence?"

I was stunned immediately. However, I had some doubts in my heart at the moment: Why did she tell me this? Did she doubt me? Thinking of what happened last night, I suddenly felt angry and panicked, because she

She actually tested me in that way. She once suspected that I had killed Chen Yuan!

"Tong Yao, so you think Song Mei's death has something to do with me?" I asked her coldly, suddenly feeling a little sad and my voice suddenly choked up, "Tong Yao, I'm so sad that I can't think of you.

You have been doubting me. Tell me, is it necessary for me to kill someone? I never imagined that I have such an image in your mind. A murderer... This is too terrible."

But she said to me in surprise: "Feng Xiao, are you thinking too much? How could I doubt you? What does that matter have to do with you? And you don't have the ability to make the private detective disappear? Do you really want to

More. Feng Xiao, I didn’t want to tell you this matter originally, because I didn’t want you to get involved in this matter. You are my friend, and I don’t want you to face danger, so not only this

I have not told you about other things. By the way, you must not tell anyone about this matter, including your parents. In other words, except for the two of us who know about this matter, you

Do not tell anyone else. Do you understand? Otherwise, you may be in danger. Your child is still so young, so you must not get yourself involved in this matter. I remind you again and again.

Ah, you must remember it!"

Hearing what she said, I felt much better immediately. But I still had some doubts, "Tong Yao, why did you tell me this again?"
To be continued...