I was so sensitive at this time that every word she said made me pay great attention. (.om pure text) I heard really clearly what she said was: "Say it, she
What’s the relationship with you?” instead of: “What’s the relationship with you?”
There seems to be a difference between the two, but I don't have time to think about it. However, I think it should at least be understood as: Why does she treat you like this? If she asks me: "What is your relationship with her?"
The nature has completely changed, that is, she is suspecting that Wu Yaru and I may have that kind of relationship. In other words, at this moment, Shangguanqin is very concerned about Wu Yaru's attitude towards me just now, but it does not necessarily mean that she has already suspected it.
Other aspects.
This shows that my previous special explanation still has a certain effect. At this moment, my heart was spinning, and I immediately answered her after she asked the question: "She saw me and you together, so she was angry.
....."
However, I was interrupted by her before I finished speaking, "Are you jealous?" [
When she asked me this question, she showed an angry and sad look. It was obvious that her anger and sadness came suddenly.
I hurriedly said: "Listen to what I have to say. It's like this. She has always wanted to introduce her niece to me, but I didn't agree. She told me this many times. So she saw me with you today.
I must be angry."
Her expression rarely improved, "Why would she treat you like that? Since she and the chairman are friends, then she shouldn't do this even more?"
I was startled, and then sighed: "She has helped me a lot several times. The first time was when your chairman asked me to find her for a painting. The second time was when I needed a painting myself, because I wanted to
I sent New Year greetings to my boss, but she didn’t take any money from me.”
Her expression had become normal as before, and there was also a hint of charm, "Why did the chairman ask you to find her? Why didn't he go himself?"
At this moment, the tension in my heart was long gone, because I knew that the nervous and awkward atmosphere just now was no longer there. I whispered to her: "Xiaoqin, don't tell other people about this matter.
. Because your chairman and the woman just now were lovers, and they broke up after Aunt Shi discovered it. Until now, Professor Wu still hates your chairman. At that time, Uncle Lin
I particularly need that painting, and because that painting is a token of love between them, I was asked to get it back."
She suddenly realized, "That's it. Then, let's eat quickly and leave first, lest she get angry again later."
I couldn't help but nodded and said, "That's fine."
So, we finished our lunch quickly and left quickly after paying the bill.
I am no longer nervous about this matter, because I believe that Shangguanqin will never go to Lin Yi to confirm this matter. Of course, I really don’t want her to know about my relationship with Wu Yaru, because I
The kind of relationship I had with her was really unacceptable and incomprehensible. Even I didn’t understand why I did what I did at that time.
Only now do I truly feel how absurd and unruly I once was.
After we got back, we took a hot bath respectively. Then we got into the same bed and fell asleep. Because when we were in the car, I said something to Shangguanqin, "Don't you want to sleep until you wake up naturally? Today is the best day."
Chance."
She immediately agreed to my proposal and said, "How about we all turn off our phones?"
Of course I agreed, because I was still worried that Wu Yaru would call to question me. So we all turned off the phones when we were in the car.
However, I feel a little strange, "Xiaoqin, why are you so free recently? In my impression, you seem to be very busy all the time? And isn't your group very busy recently? Why do I feel like you are okay?
?”
She suddenly became embarrassed and said, "The chairman has specifically approved that I will not do any other work outside of eight hours."
I suddenly understood: It turned out that she came to fall in love with me on an order. At this moment, my heart was full of gratitude to Lin Yi. It was obvious that he also knew what Shangguanqin and I were lacking most at the moment.
In the end, I woke up first. Because I just had a dream. In my dream, Wu Yaru seemed to be questioning me loudly, but I didn't hear a word clearly, so I woke up in panic.
This dream made me feel very bad, and I also had a very bad premonition. So I got up quietly, and then went to sit on the sofa blankly. When I left Shangguanqin, I saw her sleeping
Very heavy.[
I believe she must have slept soundly today. She is usually too busy at work, and it is rare for her to be able to sleep completely relaxed like today.
After sitting like this for a while, I suddenly felt very chatty. So I put on my clothes and went downstairs.
I went to the vegetable market. The purpose was not just to buy food, but also to take the opportunity to hang out. I don’t know why, but today I really wanted to go to a place like the vegetable market. Maybe it’s because of the special feeling in my heart.
I want to get in touch with ordinary people. The vegetable market is the place with the most ordinary people, because that place provides the most basic raw materials for each of us to survive.
There is a large vegetable market not far from this community. There are all kinds of food, vegetables, fruits, fish, meat, chicken, duck, goose and poultry. Once you enter, you will be blended into the noise. There is fishy and bloody smell everywhere.
and the smell of sweat. This is the smell that a wet market should have.
Red peppers, carrots, apples, green vegetables, cucumbers, luffa, beans and green onions, purple eggplants and grapes, snow-white tofu and radishes, yellow-orange tangerines and grapefruits, black sesame beans, and so on.
, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, everything is available here. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as colorful, as if this word is tailor-made for the vegetable market.
There are all kinds of people here.
I wandered around there without any intention of buying groceries. I believe that wherever there are people, there are stories. If you pay attention, you will find many interesting things. These stories may bring me different happiness.
Suddenly I saw a vegetable farmer who had worked hard to pick two boxes full of vegetables, but he couldn't find a place to put the load. He carried a pole on his shoulder, holding the rope of the frame with both hands, and walked up and down the aisle.
As I walked, I muttered to myself: Where can I sell this? The urban management won’t let it go here, but it won’t let it go there. It’s really difficult. Seeing this situation, two vegetable sellers, a man and a woman, suddenly wanted to take advantage of them.
They rushed over, each holding a frame. One said, "Give me your vegetables," and the other said, "Give it to me." The vegetable farmer didn't want to give it to any of them, but he just refused and carried the burden.
, I broke away from them and wandered around there. Finally, I didn’t know how, I just bought a handful of celery from the stall next to me. When I turned around again, I found that his frame was empty, and the vegetables were already there.
The male trader carried me to his vegetable stall. The price was probably very cheap. The female trader didn't take advantage, so she felt a little unhappy, so she said to the vegetable farmer, "Let's see if you are alive. You picked such a lot so early in the morning."
A large load of vegetables was sold for more than ten yuan. However, the vegetable farmers did not listen and said nothing.
I stood aside and just wanted to laugh. He was indeed taken advantage of. If he had sold the load of vegetables himself, he could have sold it for fifty or sixty yuan at least. I really don’t know how he negotiated the price with the vegetable seller. The female seller was even worse.
It's funny. I guess it was because she was not as strong as the man, so she didn't grab it, so she became a little jealous, and couldn't say anything to the male dealer, so she had to sarcastically laugh at the vegetable farmer.
Then I saw an aunt who was very unique in selling vegetables. She didn't have many vegetables, only two or three kilograms of green peppers and two green pumpkins. The pumpkins were one big and one small, and the big ones weighed about twice as much as the small ones.
I asked how pumpkins were sold, and she replied that they cost one yuan each. Actually, I don’t like eating them, so I just asked casually. After a while, another woman came. She also asked how pumpkins were sold, and the aunt said to her again.
After hearing this, the woman immediately picked up the big one and was about to break off the melon stem. The aunt noticed it and said quickly, "Oh, this big one is two yuan." At this time, I laughed.
.Look, it was obvious that the aunt didn’t make it clear. When someone picked up the big pumpkin, she changed her mind again. That woman was also interesting and loved to take advantage. How could such a big pumpkin be worth a dollar? Of course, she
He wasn't angry, he just pushed the pumpkin back.
It was even more interesting for this aunt to sell chili peppers. It cost two yuan and a half a pound. A man grabbed half a plastic bag and handed it to her to weigh. She weighed it and took out a few. She weighed it while talking and rounded up a round number.
Seeing how many peppers were left in the catch, the gentleman became a little unhappy and said, I want to buy so many, why do you want to catch them out? After hearing this, the aunt hurriedly put them in the bag again, thinking that she still wanted to collect them.
It was a round number. I guessed that I had to collect two pounds. This time the man was really angry and said, "Look, you are a real person. I don't want so much. Why did you put so much in it?"
I stood aside and listened, and quickly came to the rescue, saying, "You weighed one catty and two taels, which is an integer, and it costs three yuan." Before the aunt could finish weighing, the man said angrily, "Forget it, forget it, I
I didn’t buy it. My aunt said, don’t buy it if you don’t want it. Anyway, I don’t have much chili peppers, so they were sold out in a while. After the man left, I continued to buy chili peppers. I didn’t want too much, so I told her it would cost one yuan. So I
I grabbed a little and asked her to weigh it. She weighed it and kept grabbing it. I asked why it was so little? She said that one dollar was only a little over three taels. I said no, it was exactly four taels. Then she added another
Four taels. At this time, I finally figured it out. It turned out that the aunt couldn't settle accounts. Because she couldn't settle accounts, she wanted to round up the whole number. Suddenly I thought: That man really shouldn't be angry. Think about how cute he is.
Old man, it's too late to be happy. Now that I think of this scene, I can't help laughing.
I found that I really like places like this, because I think they are very real. This kind of place is the most real life of the people, and they show their true nature. Even if they are a little bit temperamental or use some little tricks, it is still
What emerges is the most simple side of being a human being.
I believe that even if many people reach a relatively high position after struggle, they still miss or miss their ordinary life in their hearts. The more successful a person is, the more he will miss himself.
Those innocent times they had. Because they have gone through all kinds of ups and downs to reach that point, in fact, their hearts are already tired. It’s just because of greater ideals, or greater desires, or they have already
Riding a tiger and being unable to dismount, etc. force them to keep moving forward and keep going up. These are all forces that they cannot control at all.
Now I am not very successful, but I already feel tired. Recently, I often dream about my childhood home, the small courtyard in the small city: the dilapidated building, the inside of the courtyard
There are those Paulownia trees, as well as the stone tables and chairs under the Paulownia trees. I remember that my father used to play chess with his colleagues there. By the way, there is a pond not far away. Whenever summer comes,
At that time, the lotus flowers in the pond were in full bloom, and the frogs sounded like thunder at night. There were no characters in my dream, only the scenes that remained in my mind, and there was no sound. But after I woke up, I felt that in my dream
It seems that there is, but after careful recall, I find that there seems to be no. Anyway, scenes from the places where I lived as a child will always appear in my dreams. Although I don't have such dreams every day, once I am in a bad mood one day,
Or when I encounter some difficulties at work, such a dream will always appear. The same place, the same picture, and those pictures are so clear, as if I am personally there.
Such dreams do not need to be analyzed, because I know exactly what kind of subconscious they express: how much I don’t want to grow up now, how much I miss my worried childhood. This reflects my own feelings about
Realistic anxiety and fatigue.
By the way, I have been having a dream recently. I remember this dream has appeared twice: I dreamed that my teeth were broken. One of them was about to break away from my gums, so I reached out and reached for it.
When I pulled it, I found that it was still slightly connected to my gums, but after I pulled it gently, it was on my hand, outside my mouth. This is my first time to do anything about tooth loss.
dream.
The second time it was even stranger. I dreamed that one of my teeth was about to fall out. It was also slightly connected to the gums, and I pulled it out with my hands. However, I suddenly felt that another tooth
There seemed to be something wrong with the tooth, so I touched it with my hand, and immediately found that the tooth was also loose. Then I pulled it out hard, and it fell out. Then, I found that a few more teeth were loose, so I continued like that.
I did it. As a result, my mouth became ugly with several toothless spots. In the dream, I thought that I must immediately replace those teeth with the best artificial teeth. At the same time, I was still rejoicing: Fortunately, the other teeth
There is no problem with the teeth.
I still remembered this dream during the day, so I went online to check what this dream meant. Of course I looked up "The Interpretation of Dreams by Duke Zhou". Since I went to Tibet once, I found that I am more superstitious. But the results of the query
But it made me feel very bad. "Dream Interpretation by Zhou Gong" said that it meant that my father might have a big problem.
So I quietly called my mother to ask how my father was doing recently. My mother said that my father was as energetic as a young man recently and was busy in the company every day.
I immediately felt that I was too superstitious, and at the same time I felt that I shouldn’t be so superstitious. So I began to analyze my dream from a psychological perspective. The result was immediately clear.
It was actually a subconscious memory of the process of losing my teeth when I was a child. In fact, it was still the same as the previous dream. I missed my worried childhood life very much. But the second dream was more
It means that I am anxious in my heart. I am worried that my body will slowly start to age. Teeth are one of the elements that represent whether the body is old. In the dream, I thought of filling my teeth, and immediately my subconscious mind
I want to hide my old age. Furthermore, I am fortunate to find that there are no problems with my other teeth. This is actually because I am comforting myself in my heart: In fact, your body is not as bad as you think.
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This is what I think in my subconscious mind.
However, I immediately understood why I had such a dream and why I had such anxious subconscious, because now I am really worried about my physical condition. My body has begun to gain weight, and I get sick when I climb stairs too fast.
You will feel tired.
I think maybe it is because I have such a subconscious mind, and it is precisely because I am tired of my current situation that I can't help but run to this vegetable market, right?
Of course, I also know another purpose of coming here: to buy groceries and then cook a good meal. Because I really hope to live a life at home again.
After I walked around the vegetable market for a few times, I found that I actually felt reluctant to leave here. The people here really live a real life.
I bought an old hen, dried ears, and spring onions. I also bought a few crucian carp. I bought celery just for cooking the fish. I haven't figured out what to cook with the green peppers yet, but
At that time, I thought the old lady was very funny, so I bought some by the way. Then I went to buy a handful of cabbage and ten free-range eggs.
After returning home, I found that Shangguanqin was still sleeping. I couldn't help but pity her: it seemed that she owed too much sleep.
Boil water and soak the ears. Put the old hen in the pot and stew. Add a piece of chopped ginger, a few peppercorns and an appropriate amount of salt to the soup. Then put a steaming grid on the pot and steam it.
Steam rice inside the grid. This is called saving energy, or killing two birds with one stone.
Then I washed the fish and celery, and cut the celery into sections. Suddenly I remembered that there were green peppers, so I also cut the ** into large granules and set them aside.
By the way, there are green onions. I also cut them into chopped green onions for later use.
I was busy in the kitchen like this, carefully preparing the preliminary work for each dish that I had already thought about.
After doing all this, I went to the bedroom and entered gently. I found that she was still sleeping soundly.
So I closed the door, turned on the TV, and turned the sound to the minimum. Because the sound was too low, I simply sat not far in front of the TV.
Now, what I need is to wait for the chicken soup I stewed to be cooked.
I kept changing the channels, until I saw a scene on TV that suddenly made me excited. I stopped immediately. That was Zhuang Qing, she was singing on the stage, and she sang a song that I had never heard of before.
Songs I haven't heard before.
It seemed to be a charity performance, because the scene in front of me was during the day, and it was an open-air stage, with thousands of spectators below the stage.
I have to get used to living without you
Let yourself stand like a lonely poplar
Let love become eternal waiting
Although
It's not time that makes people grow old
But full of lovesickness
I want to be lonely forever in this life
Just for the promise of the next life
When the autumn frost folds my last flag
That's where I'm most prone to pain
The most unforgettable years
Passers-by passing by
If you can pick it up gently
Please don't touch my dusty thoughts
Her singing voice is really beautiful, no less than that of professional singers. I almost impulsively turned on the TV, but I could still think of her sleeping soundly inside.
I stared at Zhuang Qing on the screen, and suddenly realized that this was not a live broadcast, because everyone in the audience was wearing summer clothes, and she was also wearing a simple light blue short skirt. Her calves were
She was still so beautiful. My eyes were almost close to the TV screen, and I suddenly realized that the picture had become blurry because I was too close. I stepped back a little, and it became clear immediately that she was walking in front of me.
My legs were stretched out, they were so familiar to me. At this moment, I suddenly became short of breath.
I couldn't help but step back a little because I wanted to see her face. She was so beautiful, and she looked even more flawless after makeup.
Suddenly, inexplicably, I suddenly thought of her sleeping inside. My mood suddenly became complicated, and I immediately started blaming myself: everything has passed, and everything in the past will never happen.
Come again. No, it’s not that I won’t, it’s that I can’t!
I stretched out my hand, and my index finger immediately pressed on the switch of the TV. I hesitated for a moment before pressing it. The picture suddenly disappeared, and in front of me was the familiar and beautiful face, and her beautiful pair of eyes.
The unparalleled calves disappeared immediately. All that was left in front of me was the TV screen that was still sounding.
I almost cried, but I held it back.
I went to the small balcony, because at this moment I especially needed to let out the depressed energy in my chest.
After taking a few long and deep breaths, the depression in my heart suddenly dissipated a lot.
In front of us is a part of the city with many tall buildings. From here, looking at the city below, the busy vehicles are crawling like ants. The people seem smaller, but they can still feel their busyness.
To be honest, I don’t like this kind of atmosphere in the city, because I find that I actually live in such clumps of steel and concrete. But I can imagine, imagine if I were standing in the square below.
What kind of situation would it be like? Well, it should be like this: I stand somewhere in the square and look around casually. I will definitely inadvertently discover the girl’s flying hair and the bright smile on her mouth; the boy is holding a doll.
The shyness and the shallow happiness when waiting; and the "doo-doo" sound of women's high heads and proud high-heeled shoes; men's straight suits and the slightest hint of tiredness on their faces; the silver thread on the temples of old ladies
and clean clothes; the old man’s gold-rimmed reading glasses and the traces of time passing through the corners of their eyes...
Yes, this is the real scene of this city. Unfortunately, I can only imagine it from such a high point, and cannot often go to the place I imagined.
I immediately sighed: In fact, the annual rings of this city are the time that everyone passes quietly, circle after circle, describing their own story. Whether someone hears it or no one hears it is just a matter of time in the universe.
A so-called moment.
I said to myself in my heart: Feng Xiao, you should be satisfied. Stop thinking about the past. Everything in the past no longer exists like smoke. The woman beside you now is already very good. You should cherish her.
Never make the same mistakes again.
I believe this is my truest voice, because after I said this to myself, I immediately felt something warm and warm all over my body.
The aroma of chicken soup has begun to permeate the whole room, and it has also begun to spread to where I am standing. I went to the kitchen, picked up a piece of chicken with chopsticks to try, and found that it was almost stewed. Now the old hen
It no longer has the same chewiness as before, and does not need to be stewed for several hours before it is cooked. Today's chicken farmers are no longer as kind as they used to be. They always use feed to fatten them as quickly as possible and then take them.
When selling in the market, the purpose is still the same: profit.
I don't know whether this is social progress or a social tragedy.
Put the ears into the pot, and then start cooking the braised crucian carp on the other stove.
About half an hour later, all the dishes I cooked were finished. The rice was already cooked. I immediately put them on the table and went inside to wake her up.
She was still sleeping soundly. I went to the bed, not far from her face, and stared at her like this. I knew that as long as I stared at her like this, she would wake up, unless she had just fallen asleep. This is actually
It can also be said to be one of the instinctive reactions of humans as animals. Gazing can arouse a person's subconscious alertness.
Sure enough, her eyes opened immediately after trembling a few times. She saw me, and then she stretched out her hands and raised them on both sides, "Smile, are you up? I'll give you a hug."
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I smiled softly at her, then leaned over to her. She stretched out her arms and hugged my neck, "Wow! It smells so good. Are you cooking?"
I smiled and said to her, "Yeah. I went to buy vegetables, and when I came back, I simmered the chicken soup. I also made braised fish. I wanted to make cabbage and egg soup, but when I came back, I remembered that there was no chicken soup.
Is it just soup? Haha!"
She came to my cheek and kissed me hard, "I'm hungry. Smile, you're so nice!"
I said to her softly: "Then you should get up quickly. You are a lazy person, you have slept all afternoon, haven't you slept enough?"
She murmured: "It's rare for people to sleep well like this."
She looked extremely cute and beautiful. A tenderness had already arisen in my heart. I immediately went to hug her up and said, "You lazy idiot, come here, I will dress you, otherwise I will cook carefully
The delicious dishes are about to get cold."
She couldn't help but giggle, "So you want me to get up and taste your craftsmanship. Well, I just need to be obedient."
I laughed immediately, "That's right. Do you still want me to dress you?"
She waved to me and said, "No. Go and refill the food. I'll be right back."
When she came out, I found that her hair was fluffy. Although she didn't look so neat, she felt more at home.
"Come on. Everything is ready." I greeted her quickly.
She happily ran to the small dining table and sat down.
I didn't add food to her because I had already given her a bowl of chicken soup.
She looked very surprised, "Stewed chicken with ears? And chopped green onions added? This is the first time I've seen it."
I smiled at her and said, "Try it and see how it tastes?"
She started to drink the soup, and when I looked at her, I suddenly found myself feeling inexplicably nervous.
She started to frown after taking a few sips. I immediately became really nervous, "What? It doesn't taste good?"
She raised her head to look at me, with a half-smile on her face, "How do you make this soup so... delicious? Wow! I think it's so delicious, I want to drink another bowl."
I breathed a huge sigh of relief, and my heart that had been hanging just now was relieved. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "You are so naughty! The way you acted just now really embarrassed me!"
She laughed, and then handed the empty bowl to me, "Smile, give me another bowl, not only soup, but also chicken!"
I kept laughing, but immediately picked up a fish and put it in her bowl, "Wait a minute, you can try the fish I made again."
She no longer insisted on drinking chicken soup, and then looked at the big bowl containing the fish, "What are those green particles in it?"
I said: "Guess."
She said, "I don't know." Then she went to pick up some and ate it, "Ah, it's green pepper. It tastes delicious. I'll try this fish... Well, it's really good."
, so delicious! Laugh, I didn’t expect that your cooking skills are so good? That’s great! I’ll let you cook when you have time from now on.”
I smiled bitterly, "Yeah. It's better now, I've put it on myself."
She looked at me and smiled, "To be honest, the food you cook is much better than the food in the hotel. That's it, we will try our best to cook and eat at home from now on."
In fact, I am also willing to do this. I asked her: "What kind of food can you cook?"
She suddenly laughed, "I can cook a lot of dishes. Fried eggs, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, poached eggs, and... scrambled eggs with leeks!"
I laughed, "So you have trouble with eggs?"
She also laughed, "Anyway, I don't know how to cook other dishes. From now on, I can only help you. Is this good? I will be responsible for buying groceries, and you will only be responsible for cooking, and I will also wash the dishes. How about that?"
I smiled and said, "Okay, that's it."
She stretched out her hand, "Let's pull the hook."
I smiled bitterly and said, "Pull the hook again. Just say yes."
She glared at me, "No. You have to pull the hook."
So we started to pull the hook, and she started to say the same thing, "Pull the hook, pull the hook, don't change it for a hundred years!"
At this moment, I found that my childlike innocence was back, as if the dreams I had had were no longer far away.
We had a great time eating this meal, and it really made me feel like home.
After eating, she went to wash the dishes, and I brought the leftovers to the kitchen. She asked me, "What are we going to do in the evening?"
I shook my head and said, "Whatever. You say."
She looked at me and smiled charmingly, "Today is no longer on the mountain. We can't possibly start doing that thing again so early, right?"
My heart suddenly started to stir, "Why not? Xiaoqin, do you want to do it?"
Her face suddenly turned red, and she said to me in a low voice: "Let's go to the movies, and we can do it slowly when we get back. Is that okay?"
I immediately went over and hugged her, and my lips went to her ear, "It's best to do something like this as soon as you feel it."
Her body suddenly began to go limp.
I immediately turned her body around so that her front was facing the direction of the cupboard, and then whispered to her: "Get down, raise your butt..."
She did exactly that. I immediately took off her pajamas and everything inside her pajamas. Just like that, I entered her from behind. She was already wet...
...
After the incident, her face was already red, and she kept lying there without moving. I did not ejaculate into her body, but went to the trash can next to her to complete the last moment of ejaculation. To be honest, I felt
I am very unhappy, but I am also very worried about her having a child. After all, we are not married yet, and we are in the development stage of our relationship. I don’t want us to have to live together because we have a child. Even if she does it in the future.
I don't want to have an abortion, because after all, abortion is a great harm to a woman's body.
Then I went behind her and hugged her gently, "I'll wash the dishes. I'll carry you to bed."
She gently opened my door, immediately lifted up her pants, and then said to me softly and with a smile: "You are so annoying..."
I smiled sarcastically, "What? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
She glared at me, "I hate it..." and then asked me, "Do you know a lot of postures?"
I was startled and immediately replied: "Xiaoqin, to tell you the truth, this is the first time I have acted like this..." I paused and then said to her: "Xiaoqin, I
I still feel that you still can't forgive me for my past. Of course, I can't blame you, I just blame myself for being too ridiculous. I haven't finished speaking when I was on the mountain today. Xiaoqin, to be honest, I find that I have already expressed my feelings towards you.
With that kind of relationship, I feel that you are really a very good woman, and I am very willing to live with you for the rest of my life. But I feel a little inferior because I feel very guilty. The reason for my guilt is that my life was too chaotic.
I feel that I am not worthy of you at all. I think if you feel that I am really not suitable for you, I will definitely not blame you. Such things must not be forced. We must both be willing to work together.
It’s all about feeling that way. What do you think?”
She didn't speak at first and kept listening to what I was saying silently. When I finished speaking, she suddenly came over and pinched my arm, and said to me angrily: "You bastard! My
Everyone is yours, and we just finished doing it, and you want to run away? Let me tell you, no way! I will stick to you anyway, unless you really don’t want me anymore!"
I was overjoyed, "Xiaoqin, is it true?"
She looked at me with a touching smile on her face, "Of course it's true. Smile, you did something bad just now, now I'll punish you by washing the dishes!"
I kept saying, "Okay. I'll wash the dishes."
But she then said: "Forget it, you just did that at the trash can. Your hands are so dirty."
I hurriedly laughed and said: "It's not dirty, it's not dirty. That's protein."
She burst out laughing, and then said to me: "You go watch TV, I'll wash the dishes, and then we go out to watch a movie."
Later, we actually went out to watch a movie together. It was just a domestic film, and I thought the screenwriter and director were both stupid. Not only was the plot confusing, but the actors’ performances were too exaggerated. Anyway, after watching it for a while, I
I had no intention of reading anymore. But what surprised me was that Shangguanqin beside me actually burst into tears.
After leaving the cinema, I asked her: "How can such an ugly movie move you?"
She only said one thing to me, "That woman inside is so pitiful..."
I couldn't help but be silent, and I suddenly understood: what she was watching was actually not this movie at all, maybe she was thinking about herself and her own destiny.
I said: "Xiaoqin, I hope you will think carefully about what I said to you tonight. I think nothing is more important than your own emotional destiny. I really don't want you to sacrifice yourself in order to repay your kindness.
Really, this is definitely the truest thought in my heart.”
She came to look at me and said, "Stop talking, I have already made up my mind."
I could only sigh in my heart. I found that in fact, not only her, but also myself was in a dilemma. And I felt something vaguely in my heart: Maybe we won't last long.
The next day I sent her to work, and then I went to the hospital. When I just sat in the office and made tea for myself, I heard someone knocking on the door.
After I called out "Come in", a man immediately walked in, "Feng Xiao, didn't you say you are not ready to fall in love again, let alone get married?"
It's Wu Yaru. Her face is ugly.
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