I don’t know why, but my unsatisfactory eyes shed tears at this moment. Sitting in front of her, my tears burst out all of a sudden.
At this moment, the fear, help, longing for her and other emotions in my heart suddenly came to my heart. My tears actually represent such complicated emotions.
She came to my side and wiped my tears with a tissue. At the same time, she said to me softly: "Feng Xiao, what's wrong with you? You are a man, why do you shed tears so easily? Come on, don't do this, after all
What happened? Tell me right away, okay?"
She has never been so gentle in front of me, but her gentleness at this moment makes me more vulnerable, and my tears become more difficult to suppress, and they surge out like a river bursting its embankment.[
However, what I didn't expect was that she suddenly became angry. She threw the tissue on her hand that she had just wiped for me to the ground, and then sat down in the same position she had just been in. "Stop crying! What does it look like?"
?!Huh? Do you look like a man like this? Really!"
My tears suddenly stopped flowing, and I wiped them clean immediately, and then looked at her sheepishly. I found that I was still more accustomed to her treating me like this. But her gentleness could only
It brings out the vulnerability in me.
She looked at me, then smiled brightly at me, then put some food into my bowl, "Here, let's eat something first. Let's talk while we eat."
But I couldn't eat it, so I looked at her, "Nurse rhyme, we...can't we really be together?"
She shook her head slightly and said softly: "Fang Qiang and I are getting married." Then she came to look at me and said, "Feng Xiao, it was you who told Fang Qiang that I was in Tibet last time, right?"
I was startled, then nodded.
Her eyes softened, "Thank you."
I shook my head, feeling desolate in my heart, "Nurse rhyme, I actually know that I am not worthy of you. We shouldn't have gone to Tibet last time. I'm sorry for you. It was me who blasphemed you. I'm also sorry for Fang Qiang. Moreover,
That experience..."
She immediately interrupted me, "Feng Xiao, stop talking! What happened that time was not your fault alone. Stop talking, okay? Tell me now, what happened? You were so on the phone
Scared, why don’t you tell me in a hurry now?”
I shook my head, "Now, I don't want to talk about it."
She looked at me, "Didn't you say you were scared?"
Me: "... nursery rhyme, Mr. Kang is not dead. His death was a play performed by himself and the villagers."
She was immediately shocked, "What? What did you say?!"
I repeated what I just said again, and then said: "So, I think your suspicion of Shangguanqin is wrong. And... the last time we went to Tibet was even more of a mistake."
Now, I have absolutely no hope that she can become my lover, and I immediately force myself to stop thinking about it.
I didn't want to say this sentence just now, but I said it anyway. I think maybe I hope to completely and truly cut off my expectations for her in this way.
She was silent for a while. After a while, she came to ask me: "Feng Xiao, is what you just said accurate? Did you listen to others or did you see him again?"
I replied: "You know the village chief of my stone house, right? He told me today when he brought his wife to me to help find someone to treat her. But he repeatedly told me not to tell other people.
"
She looked at me, "Then why did you tell me?"[
I was stunned for a moment: Are you still not happy when I tell you this? But it was impossible for me to ask her like this, so I replied: "Tongyao, I think you must be wrong to doubt Shangguan Qin."
She shook her head slightly, "Feng Xiao, why don't you think about why Mr. Kang did that?"
I immediately stood there, "Why did he do that? You know?"
She nodded, "He is a smart man. Now I know that he is so smart..."
I looked at her, waiting for her to continue.
"Last time you and I went to find him. I asked him several questions, and he answered me at the time. It seems that he came to his senses later and felt that the questions I asked him were likely to make him deeply
He was in danger, so he thought of feigning death." She said in a low voice.
I couldn't completely believe what she said, "Tongyue, you are a police officer, wouldn't you go to see the police's exact evidence about his death? As far as I know, suicide also needs to be recorded by the police. And his household registration,
You also need to cancel your household registration after death. Don’t the police care about this matter?”
She shook her head and said: "It was too late for me to avoid him at that time. Besides, I am no longer a policeman, so how could I ask specifically? His registered permanent residence is not in the local area. As long as the local people do not report the crime, no one will care about such things.
Do you think rural areas are cities?”
I was silent for a moment. Suddenly, I remembered what she said before, so I hurriedly asked: "Nurse rhyme, you just said..."
However, at this moment she actually came to ask me, "Feng Xiao, you said on the phone that you were so scared..."
We all laughed at the same time. She said hurriedly: "You ask first."
So I continued to ask her: "You just said that Mr. Kang felt that he might be in danger. What did you mean?"
She said: "Because the questions I asked him involve one of the largest forces in our Jiangnan Province."
I seemed to understand, but I was a little confused, "Aren't you investigating Shangguan Qin? Could it be that she..."
She shook her head and said, "Don't ask. Mr. Kang knows how to avoid trouble in that way. Why do you still go in here? Aren't you afraid?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then said after a while: "Tongyao, to tell you the truth, I am planning to marry Shangguanqin."
She immediately looked at me in shock, and a moment later she suddenly shouted to me, "No!"
My reaction to her was originally expected, but at this moment I suddenly felt a little surprised, "Why?"
She hurriedly looked around, and then whispered to me: "Didn't I tell you before? She is probably a murder suspect. Please update soon. Why are you so confused?"
I was speechless for a moment.
She was looking at me, her face had turned red because she was angry, "Feng Xiao, did she make it impossible for you to get rid of her? You...why are you so confused? Are you just
Can’t you live without a woman for a day?”
My face also started to feel hot, "No, I have been rejecting her, but she drugged me that day...I couldn't help it."[
I don't know why I couldn't help but tell this matter, but once the words were spoken, I could never take them back.
She was stunned immediately, and then sighed: "It seems that she has to drag you into the water before she gives up. By the way, Feng Xiao, you haven't answered my question yet. You said on the phone that you were so scared, right?
Is it also related to her?"
At this moment, I hesitated, wondering whether I should tell her the whole story.
She was looking at me, "Feng Xiao, you can't marry her. There is no room for consideration in this matter unless you want to destroy yourself. Now that you are aware of the dangerous situation you are in, what else can you do?
What are you hesitating about? Tell me, what is going on? After all, I have been a policeman, maybe I can help you. Feng Xiao, we are still friends no matter what, right? You should believe me, right?
I know you believe me, otherwise you wouldn’t have made this call to me. Do you think so?”
Her voice was very soft, and that softness made me feel warm inside, and it also made me feel a sense of security. At this moment, I was melted by her. Yes, besides being able to trust her now,
Who else can I trust? Who else can I rely on besides her to really help me? Lin Yu is an official, maybe she doesn't want to be involved in such a thing. I don't want her to be like that either.
I can ask Lin Yu to give me advice at any time about work matters, or even ask her to help me, but after all, such a thing is too extraordinary, and has nothing to do with work matters at all, and may even have life.
danger.
I finally said, my voice trembling, "Nurse rhyme, she has a gun..."
The chopsticks in Tong Yao's hand suddenly fell to the ground. Then, she smiled self-consciously and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect such a thing at all. Feng Xiao, tell me, how did you find out? She knows you found out.
Has this happened? It shouldn't happen yet, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't be able to sit here and talk to me. Feng Xiao, tell me quickly, tell me everything. This is not even a joke." Then she continued.
Di Zai said to me: "Feng Xiao, you were right to call me. Otherwise, when you are really in danger, it will be too late."
I looked around. At this moment, the fear in my heart rose again. I told her, starting from the day we went to the countryside, and continuing to the discovery I made today.
After hearing this, she looked at me in surprise, "Feng Xiao, I didn't expect you to be so calm. Yes, your analysis is correct. What happened when she encountered those two gangsters was probably the situation you analyzed.
Also, you are right to pretend not to know, but you should tell me your discovery in time. Fortunately, it is not too late for you to tell me this matter now. Feng Xiao, I understand why you want to do this, if
If I had encountered such a thing, I would have been the same as you."
I was still frightened in my heart, "Tongyao, what do you think we should do about this matter?"
She looked outside and said, "You go to work in the afternoon and don't go back. Feng Xiao, there is something I haven't told you. Do you still remember the sound like someone moving around in your own home?"
I looked at her in shock, "Remember. What happened to that voice? You know what's going on, right?"
She nodded, "I knew it then. Someone installed a camera in your home, and the camera can move. In other words, it can be operated manually. Maybe the place where the camera can move was stuck during that time or
It's rusty, that's why it makes that sound. Because your home is too spacious and too quiet, the sound is like what happens when people move around."
My body suddenly felt cold, "You mean, that thing was installed secretly by Shangguanqin? Then why didn't you let me move out of that place?"
She said: "It must be her. Who else besides her? Why haven't you heard that sound before? It's obvious that the camera is a recent thing. In order to marry you and protect herself, she
That’s why I quietly did such a thing. I didn’t let you move out, and I didn’t tell you the truth about the matter at the time, just because I didn’t want to alert the snake. There’s another thing, didn’t you ask me why I forgot to turn off the water pipe that time? In fact,
I remember that it was really turned off. Obviously, when you went back and found someone at home, that person was actually in your home preparing to repair the camera."
I hurriedly said: "It's impossible. Later I went downstairs to ask, and the people downstairs confirmed the leak."
She was looking at me and smiling. I understood immediately, "You mean, before I went to ask the family downstairs, Xiao Li had already greeted that family, right?"
She nodded, "Isn't such a thing easy? It doesn't cost much money. What's more, that community was developed by Jiangnan Group."
Suddenly, a question came to my mind, "But, Xiao Li is Lin Yi's driver. Does this matter have anything to do with him?"
At this moment, my fear became even more intense, because I immediately felt that the possible conspiracies and dangers involved were far beyond my imagination.
But she shook her head, "No. Why is it related to Lin Yi? You should know how difficult it is for Shangguan Qin to instruct a driver as his assistant?"
I suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief in my heart, and the fear in my heart suddenly dissipated a lot, "You said just now that she was seeking self-protection. What does this have to do with her following the camera?"
She sighed, "She knows your background completely, so maybe she feels that only by tying you together and letting you do something illegal with her, will she feel safe. Because.
Once you have a problem, a large number of people will be implicated, including some high-ranking officials. Therefore, she will analyze that someone will definitely protect you. In other words, only after tying you to her
In order to ensure her own safety. As for why she installed that camera in your home, I think the only explanation is that she hopes to fully understand your habits and hobbies, and then like you, so that she can better understand your habits and hobbies.
It’s easy to control you. Of course, there may be other reasons, but as to why, you can only ask her herself.”
After hearing what she said, I immediately felt that many things could be explained, including why Shangguanqin did not hesitate to devote her body to me, and this was even after I had just had a relationship with another woman. However,
I always feel that there is something weird here, and it seems that it is not like this. But for a while, I can't figure out what is wrong with it. Also, I don't have the time to think about such a problem in detail now. What's more, I
I think the analysis of nursery rhymes is quite reasonable.
At this moment, I am more concerned about another question, "Nursery Rhymes. What should I do next? Do I just stop going to her place and it's over? No, that won't work. In that case, she will be suspicious."
She looked at me and said, "Why have you become so stupid? Can't you tell her that you have an academic conference in another place and have to leave the country immediately? Last time you..."
At this point, her face turned red again. Her blush made her look so delicate and beautiful. I almost asked her: Then, can we go out together again? But, I restrained myself
, because I know that is never possible anymore.
The dishes on the table were almost untouched, and she, like me, had lost much of her appetite.
Just like that, we sat there and stopped talking. She seemed to be thinking about something. I went to see her from time to time. Later, she suddenly said to me: "Feng Xiao, let's try to eat something. You see, the dishes are all
It’s cold.”
I hurriedly asked the boss to bring our dishes and heat them up before we started eating with her. Then, she and I left separately. When we left, she said to me: "Remember, don't go to her place again today."
"
I nodded. At this moment, my mood was not only frightening, but also very complicated.
Afterwards, we left separately. Before leaving, she once again told me: "Don't go to her place again today. Do you understand?"
I nodded. In fact, I was completely confused inside.
I went to my office. At this moment, I felt a deep guilt for Shangguanqin. She is my woman no matter what, and her first time also belongs to me. Also, I feel
Yes, she has true feelings for me. But now, I actually told nursery rhyme about that incident, and now I can't predict what might happen next.
So, I am still hesitating. I am thinking: I will definitely not go to Shangguanqin's place again today, but do I have to leave this city?
In fact, I really don’t want anything to happen to Shangguanqin. I know this best in my heart. But, what else can I do besides doing that? Do I really want to marry her? Or should I just do it?
Go ask her why she installed a camera in my home? Why should she carry a gun with her? If that were the case, my life might be threatened.
A person will face many choices in his life, both in career and in life, but what I am facing now is a choice between fear and guilt. Now, in my heart, I really hope that this is just a choice.
It's a misunderstanding.
I stayed in the office the whole afternoon and locked the door because I didn't want to see anyone or think about anything in the office. I was terrified and restless inside.
It wasn't until after four o'clock in the afternoon that I finally decided to call Shangguanqin. However, I found that her mobile phone was turned off. I suddenly felt panicked: Could something really happen to her? I don't know if it was.
Why, at this moment, I suddenly felt uncomfortable, no, it was pain.
Without thinking, I called Tongyao, "Tongyao, why can't Shangguanqin's phone get through? What exactly did you do to her?"
But she turned around and asked me: "I was just about to ask you. Did you tip her off?"
I was immediately stunned, "What, what do you mean by this? I didn't even see her figure."
She then told me: "She ran away. The police found a pistol in her room. Feng Xiao, the police will definitely come to you to investigate this matter, but you have to tell them exactly how you found the gun."
Process. Don’t say much else.”
I immediately became angry, "Tongyao, aren't you no longer a policeman? How do you do this? Is there no other way?"
But she said to me softly: "Feng Xiao, the sooner this matter is dealt with, the better. Do you understand? I am completely considering your situation. Think about it, you live with such a murder suspect every day.
Together, and she has a gun in her hand, not to mention she is urging you to marry her immediately. Think about it, what if something happens to you, or you are really kidnapped by her? You are the
In this way, I can't distinguish between light and heavy things, and always act emotionally. How can this be done? Yes, I am no longer a policeman, but I still have so many police friends, and they will definitely help me with such things.
What's more, this is still a serious case. Well, you'd better leave the unit now and don't let Shangguan Qin find you. This woman is not as simple as you think, so you must be on guard."
Her words immediately frightened me, because Shangguan Qin had already escaped. If she knew that I was the one who informed about this matter, then I would definitely be in great danger. I suddenly became frightened, "Nursery Rhymes,
What should I do?"
She comforted me and said, "It's okay. The police will come to you soon. You are in the office, right? The police will take you to a place then, so as long as you don't run around casually, there is no danger."
Her words reassured me a lot, but I was still scared. Now I understand how helpful a person can be when facing such a thing.
At this moment, my cell phone suddenly rang, and it was Lin Yi calling. I hurriedly answered, "Feng Xiao, do you know where Shangguan Qin went?"
I replied immediately without thinking: "I don't know? What's wrong?"
His voice was full of doubt, "You really don't know where she went?"
I said: "I drove her to your company in the morning, and then I came to work. I haven't seen her, and she didn't call me. What's wrong? Do you have something to do with her? Why don't you just go to work?
Call her?"
He said: "Her phone was turned off."
I hurriedly said: "Did her cell phone battery run out?"
He said: "It's impossible. She has never been in such a situation for so many years."
I said, "Well, I'll call her residence to see if she's there."
But he asked me: "You have the key to her residence, right?"
I said: "Yes."
He said: "Then you go and see if she is at your residence. I am very worried about what will happen to her."
Me: "...Uncle Lin, I have a meeting soon."
But he said this: "You are the leader, can't you change the time of the meeting? Feng Xiao, why do I think you don't care about her at all?"
I was immediately startled by his words, because I clearly felt that he seemed to be doubting me. I hurriedly said: "Uncle Lin, why don't I care about her? I just don't think anything can happen to her.
.Isn’t it just that I can’t contact her temporarily? Maybe her mobile phone was stolen, and the thief would definitely turn it off. Do you think this is possible?”
Just as I was talking, I suddenly heard someone knocking on my door, "Uncle Lin, I'll call you later. Someone has come to my office."
He hung up the phone immediately.
I was about to open the door, but I felt inexplicably nervous. I asked near the door in the office: "Who is it?"
There was a man's voice outside, "Dean Feng, we are the police, please open the door."
I immediately felt relieved and opened the door. Two men appeared at the door of the office, dressed in casual clothes.
"What do you want from me?" I asked.
"Dean Feng, we have something we need to ask you about. Please come with us." One of them said to me.
I suddenly became alert: What if they are fake? Now, I am really in a state of disbelief. I looked at them and said, "I'm sorry, I have to see your ID."
They immediately laughed and said, "Dean Feng, you are so cautious." Then one of them took out his ID and handed it to me. I looked at it and gave it back to him. But I was still scared.
, because it is not difficult to make a fake document now.
I said, "Sorry, I have to make a phone call."
The man said: "Okay. Hurry up and hit."
I dialed the nursery rhyme again, "There is a person named xxx, is he your former colleague?"
At this moment, it was impossible for me to care about the feelings of these two policemen, because my heart was already full of fear.
The nursery rhyme goes, "Oh, yes."
I was still worried, "Well, what does this person look like?"
Nursery Rhyme actually laughed on the other end of the phone, "You are so careful. But you are doing the right thing..." Then she briefly described the characteristics of the person in front of me.
I then went to apologize to them, "I'm sorry, I'm scared. Please understand."
The two policemen nodded and said: "It's okay. We completely understand. Dean Feng, can we leave now?"
I suddenly remembered another thing, "There is another thing. It's like this. Just now the chairman of Jiangnan Group called me and asked me if I knew Shangguanqin's whereabouts. I told him that I didn't know. But he wanted me
Go to Shangguan Qin’s residence immediately and take a look. Comrade police officers, what do you think you should do about this matter?"
The policeman thought for a while and said, "Well, just call him right away and tell him the actual situation. By the way, you already know what happened, right?"
I asked: "Isn't it just that she ran away? What else happened? By the way, why do you say that she ran away?"
The policeman said: "We went to her office and searched her residence, but we found no trace of her, and her mobile phone was turned off. So we analyzed that she might have known the news in advance.
escaped."
I was very suspicious, "Since you have already been to Jiangnan Group, that means Lin Yi already knows about this, right?"
The policeman nodded and said, "You can say that."
I was immediately confused, "Then why should I make this call?"
He said: "From your perspective, do you think this call should be made?"
I immediately understood: he meant that I must have a personal reply or explanation to Lin Yi.
Immediately, I called Lin Yi and said, "Uncle Lin, something might have happened to Shangguan Qin. The police have found my office. They are going to take me to find out the situation. Uncle Lin, what happened?
?Can you tell me?"
But he said: "Since the police have found you, then you can ask them."
Immediately, he hung up the phone again.
Now I understand that the purpose of Lin Yi's phone call to me was to test my role in this matter.
However, now I really don’t understand: What was the reason for the police to arrest Shangguan Qin? Was it just for the gun? If that’s really the case, sooner or later, Shangguan Qin or Lin Yi would know about my whistleblower.
Thinking of this, I suddenly became even more frightened.
So, as soon as I got into the police car, I asked them this question directly.
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