Although Lin Yi said a lot of unpleasant things about nursery rhyme last night, I believe in my own judgment. [`Novel`] Because my judgment comes from the feeling deep in my heart, and this feeling is the emotion between me and her
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"The dean's office is just different." She came in and looked at my office with a smile. Then I remembered that this was the first time she came to my office.
I said: "It's very average. This office is the worst among the directors of our hospital. Haha! Do you drink tea or coffee?"
She said: "Don't even want it. Tell me, what's going on?" [
I started to tell her everything that happened last night, and continued to tell her about watching the surveillance video today.
She listened quietly and nodded slightly, "This is not a dream or an illusion. It is something that really happened."
I was shocked because I didn't expect her to say such a sure thing.
In fact, I have already expressed my various doubts before, and there is surveillance video to prove it. Although I still have doubts, I have basically regarded what happened last night as a terrible nightmare.
So I was surprised and shocked, "Why did you say that?"
She asked me: "Don't you feel it there?" She pointed to my shoulder, "Does it hurt there?"
I shook my head and said, "I've seen it, and there's nothing abnormal about my area. I just felt a slight pain when I touched it. I thought maybe I accidentally touched it while I was sleeping, and that's what caused it."
The dream behind."
She said disapprovingly: "Shangguan Qin must have learned the most basic grappling skills. There is a carotid sinus in that part of the human body. As a medical student, you should know. If you hit that part with a fast force, you can
It doesn't take much force to cause a person to become comatose."
I immediately believed what she said, because the human carotid sinus does have such a function. When I was in college, my teacher once told us an example, saying that someone was walking in front and suddenly heard someone calling him from behind.
So he turned around suddenly, and at that moment, he fell into a coma. That was because that person happened to be wearing a new shirt that day, and the collar of the new shirt was too stiff, and at that moment the person turned his head sideways.
, the collar accidentally pressed against his carotid sinus.
Also, a piece of news was reported in the newspaper not long ago, saying that there was a couple who were passionately in love. When the two were kissing passionately, the woman suddenly fell into a coma. Later, the doctor analyzed that this was also unexpected.
It was because the carotid sinus was hit.
The carotid sinus has a function, which is to control the heartbeat. Once it is touched, it can easily cause cardiac arrest or lower blood pressure. However, the carotid sinus is deep and will not be touched under normal circumstances.
But I still feel confused, "But why is there no sign of her on the surveillance video?"
She said calmly: "Since it is a hotel owned by Jiangnan Group, is it not easy for people within them to cheat?"
I didn't think so, "But, I went up there with the hotel manager? And he didn't even expect that I would make such a request."
She shook her head and said: "Shangguan Qin is a fugitive suspect now. If I were the person in charge of that hotel, I would definitely delete that part of the surveillance video. Did you watch it in fast forward? In that case, you would not delete the part at all.
You won't pay attention. You know, if the police check the video and find traces of Shangguanqin, the hotel of Jiangnan Group will be suspected of harboring. Moreover, I guess what they showed you is nothing at all.
It's not the situation on the floor where you live. Feng Xiao, have you seen it? Is it the video on the floor where you live? You must not have paid attention to it, right? Because you didn't pay attention to that aspect at all at the time.
This is a common feature of people, because at that time your attention is not there at all."
I was silent for a moment, because what she said was indeed true. At that time, I didn't even pay attention to see if the video played was from the floor where I lived. I took it for granted that it was, and from that time until the nursery rhyme reminded me,
I didn't even have the slightest doubt about this. It wasn't that I didn't have doubts, it was just that I didn't think about it at all.
But I still can't fully agree with her conclusion, "Tongyue, tell me why she didn't hurt me later?"
After I asked it, I realized that this was the question that made me feel the strangest.
She said: "It's very simple. She was stopped by someone. And the person who stopped her was probably Huang Shang. Because he represents Lin Yi."[
I immediately felt that maybe this was the only explanation. But then I was stunned, "Tongyao, do you mean that Lin Yi knows that Shangguan Qin is still here?"
She nodded, "Absolutely. After all, Shangguan Qin is his assistant. Lin Yi is a very affectionate person, so it is normal for him to harbor Shangguan Qin. After the incident came out, the train station, the airport, the long-distance station, and every other place in the city
There are plainclothes officers on duty at the exit. It will not be easy for her to escape."
I was very puzzled, "The police spent so much effort? Just to catch her?"
She nodded and said: "That's for sure, she is a murder suspect, and she is probably armed. This is a major criminal case." Then she stood up, "Okay, I'm leaving. Now it seems you should
It’s safer. I don’t worry anymore.”
I seemed to understand the meaning of her words: since Shangguan Qin has stopped hurting me, it means that I am no longer in danger. In the final analysis, Lin Yi is at work.
Although I also think her analysis is unreasonable, I am still scared and nervous. The fear I felt at the moment of death last night was too terrible. Please come to me for the fastest update.
Nursery Rhyme left. I didn't tell her the fear in my heart because I didn't want to show my cowardice in front of her anymore.
The most important thing now is that I still can’t let people in my workplace know about this. So, I have to go to work normally.
Suddenly something came to mind. After he almost calmed down, he picked up the phone and called the hospital office, "Director Jiang, didn't you say you wanted to talk to me about something? Come on now."
She came soon.
I first said: "There are too many things going on recently, haven't they delayed you?"
She shook her head, "Dean Feng, I want to resign."
I was very surprised.
I think it's easy to understand that she proposed to resign when Jian Yi said she was demoted last time. After all, it involves a face issue. But this problem doesn't exist now? What's wrong with her?
I looked at her in surprise, "Director Jiang, why is this? Tell me your reasons."
She said with a sad expression: "Dean Feng, I feel very humiliated."
I seemed to understand somewhat, but I didn’t seem to understand very well, “Director Jiang, did Secretary Jian criticize you again? It’s not that big of a deal. At work, how can I not be criticized by my superiors? I’m not the same
?It’s not a big deal, just think about it.”
She shook her head and said: "No, she didn't criticize me. It's because I don't want to continue doing it. People in the hospital always look at me strangely now. Everyone knows about Chu Dingnan and me. Feng
Dean, although I have made mistakes, I am a woman... I really have no shame in doing this anymore. Rather than continue to be reviled in the future, it is better to leave now. Dean Feng, I thank you very much,
Because you let me return to my original position, even if I resign now, it is still relatively decent. Thank you, Dean Feng. I did something sorry for you in the past, but you ignored the fault of the villain. I am really grateful.
You." Then she took out a piece of printed paper and handed it to me, "Dean Feng, I have decided. This is my resignation application. Please agree to my resignation."
I was a little hesitant, "Director Jiang, why are you bothering? The Chu Dingnan incident has passed. If you feel that people are looking at you wrong, that is entirely your personal psychological feeling. I believe that everyone will not be too
That's how I treat your past affairs. You see, everyone agrees with your work ability, so they let you come back as the director of the hospital office. Director Jiang, I think you should think about it carefully before speaking.
What do you think?"
She shook her head, "Dean Feng, please stop trying to persuade me. I have already thought about it. I am no longer a young girl in her teens or twenties, and I will not make decisions impulsively. Anyway, I have already decided. In fact,
It doesn't matter whether your leaders agree or disagree. Dean Feng, I respect you very much in my heart, so I report to you first and then resign."
After hearing what she said, I immediately understood her determination. So I went to take her resignation application, "Director Jiang, so, what new job are you going to do in the future? Have you thought about this matter?
Yet?"
She shook her head and said: "That's it, I won't starve to death anyway. Dean Feng, didn't you say that I am capable? I think that maybe it will be better for me to go out and do it by myself in the future than in the work unit." [
I couldn't help but smile bitterly and thought to myself: Some things are not so easy if you really do it yourself. Competence in the unit and the ability to start your own business are not completely equivalent, because being capable in the unit includes a kind of "obedience"
"The premise is that people who are disobedient but have certain abilities are called thorns. Such people may be the ones who can really start their own business.
Of course, this was just what I was thinking. Then I asked her: "Director Jiang, have you reported this matter to Secretary Jian? She is the party committee secretary, so you should report this matter to her first.
"
She shook her head and said: "I don't want to go to her anymore. Anyway, I have decided not to do it, so I don't bother to look at her face. Dean Feng, I have completely decided on this matter. As for your consent as the leader,
That’s what I say, anyway, from now on I will find food on my own and be a free man. It’s up to you.”
I sighed: "Okay. Director Jiang, since you have said it to this extent, what else can I say? Well, I will go and talk to Secretary Jian about this matter right away."
She said: "Thank you, Dean Feng. I really appreciate you. Dean Feng, I'm sorry for what happened in the past."
After she finished speaking, she bowed deeply to me and shed tears at the same time. I was also very sad.
She then turned and left.
I sighed for a long time, and then I went to Jian Yi's place with her resignation application. I just took a look at her resignation application, and it was actually just a few words: Hospital leader: I resigned from public office due to personal reasons and sought my own livelihood.
Occupation. Please approve. Behind is her autograph.
Jian Yi immediately became angry after hearing my explanation of the situation, "Why didn't she come to me when she resigned? I am the party committee secretary, and she is a party member and a middle-level cadre. She has too little sense of organization in her eyes, right?"
"
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Secretary Jian, to a person who is already determined to resign, what's the use of talking about this? They don't want anything now, so we'd better just agree to it and forget it."
She said angrily: "What if I don't agree?"
I couldn't laugh or cry even more, "I said, they have already resigned. What role does it play if you don't agree? It's just that they don't come to work. At that time, the most we can do is punish them, fire them or something like that. Aren't the results the same?
?On the contrary, it made the relationship so tense. I don’t think it’s necessary.”
She said: "She is the one who is firing us now. If we fire her, we are the one who fires her. How can this be the same?"
I felt that the woman in front of me was really unreasonable sometimes, but I continued to persuade her, "Secretary Jian, what era is it now? An era of free flow of talents. When people want to resign, we should not stop them. Now
We agree to her resignation, which will make our employees think that we are generous and open-minded. If we pointlessly obstruct her, the employees will think that we are narrow-minded and conservative. Our hospital has just launched reforms, and we cannot do it because
Such small things affect the overall situation. I think we should give employees a new atmosphere. For things like this, we should fully respect employees' independent choices. Didn't you say that talents must be mobile to be dynamic? I
I feel that the flow of talents should not only be carried out within us, but should be extended to the whole society. Now that Jiang Mei has resigned, is this a good thing? Isn’t there one more person in our establishment? In the future
Wouldn’t it be more convenient for us to introduce management or academic experts? Do you think so, Secretary Jian?”
After hearing what I said, she immediately laughed and said, "Dean Feng, you really know how to do ideological work. Okay, I'm convinced by you. Okay, I agree."
I breathed a long sigh of relief, but I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: Who told you that you are not a party member? So you can only beg her in such a low voice.
I was about to leave, but suddenly I remembered something else, "Secretary Jian, didn't Director Zou say last time that he would transfer a vice-dean to us? And he seemed to have said that the vice-dean would be here soon.
It’s almost there. It’s been so long, why is there no news at all? Do you know what’s going on?”
She shook her head, "I don't know either. How about I ask the team leader at the Health Department, okay?"
I nodded and left immediately. Of course, she could only ask about this matter, because she was the party committee secretary after all.
In my contact with this woman, I found a trick, which is to try to persuade her according to her temper in everything. Although this makes me feel very uncomfortable, all my starting points are for a certain purpose of my own.
As long as the goal is achieved, the method is not important.
Jiang Mei was indeed determined to resign. She completed all the resignation procedures in the afternoon. I knew this because she came to my office again and said, "Dean Feng, thank you.
Helped me convince Secretary Jian. I know she likes to act weird, otherwise things wouldn’t have happened so quickly. Dean Feng, I won’t be coming to work starting tomorrow, so I’m here to say hello. Dean Feng
, thank you."
I suddenly felt a sense of loss in my heart, "Director Jiang, we have worked together anyway, and your resignation makes me feel sad. By the way, you have said hello to Dean Shen and Dean Deng.
?"
She shook her head and said: "No, this is not a happy event. I will leave quietly by myself."
I said to her softly: "Director Jiang, I still say the same thing. After all, you and them have worked together. This is how people are formed in this life. Although you think so now, I believe you will still miss me in the future.
Director Jiang, who has experienced this period of his life while working in our hospital, go and say hello to them. If you encounter any difficulties in the future, after all, we will still be able to take care of each other. What do you think?"
Then she nodded, "Okay, I'll listen to you. Dean Feng, thank you."
Watching her leave, I suddenly had mixed feelings in my heart: This woman is actually not easy... At the same time, I couldn't help but feel that her choice might be the right one: rather than suffer in the workplace,
If people talk behind her back and look down on her, she might as well go out and do her own business. Also, her matter seems to have not been settled yet. Isn't it a wise move for her to make such a choice? In this way, she can at least
Staying away from this place of right and wrong also achieves the purpose of avoiding disaster.
I feel that Deng Feng and Shen Zhongyuan must have already known about Jiang Mei's resignation. It is impossible to keep such a matter secret in our hospital. During the process of her resignation procedures, someone will definitely tell this matter quickly.
The news was reported to them. However, what surprised me was that neither of them came to ask me about Jiang Mei's resignation.
This thing is so strange. Only then did I feel such strangeness.
But I don’t want to think about this matter anymore. After all, Jiang Mei has left, and it becomes meaningless to think about such things. At this time, what I experienced last night suddenly resurfaced in my heart.
When the fear arose, my mood suddenly dropped to the extreme, and it was only at this moment that I suddenly felt lucky to survive the disaster.
Is Shangguan Qin really still in Jiangnan? Is the person who appeared in my room last night really her? That was not a dream at all? If this is really the case, then why did she not continue to harm me later?
?Did someone really stop her? The person who stopped her was really Huang Shang?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but touch the area on my shoulder near my neck, and immediately felt that there still seemed to be a dull pain inside.
I continued to think: Why did Huang Shang conceal this matter from me? Is he trying to hide the truth or do he not want me to continue to be afraid? Is it to avoid exposing the fact that Shangguanqin is still in our Jiangnan or to eliminate the pain I have experienced?
The fear after what happened last night?
I know that maybe there will never be an answer to all this, because everything Huang Shang has done has completely demonstrated this.
I suddenly felt depressed and panicked, and the fear that brought me last night was still lingering in my heart. I stood up and immediately opened the door of the office. When I smelled the fresh air outside,
I immediately felt much more comfortable, so I simply went outside and took a few deep breaths. In front of the corridor was the inpatient building of the hospital, and next to the inpatient building was the outpatient clinic. You can also see the walls of the hospital from here. They will be demolished soon.
, everything in the hospital will undergo tremendous changes.
At this moment, when I looked at most of the buildings in the hospital, I immediately felt that I was more energetic, but what followed was a greater joy deep in my heart: I was so close to death last night, and
At this moment, I am still alive and well.
At this moment, I truly understood what it meant to feel like I was in another world. At the same time, I also felt something: the fear I experienced last night may always exist in my subconscious, and that kind of fear will always be with me.
my whole life.
Now I can't help but regret a little: If I had known this earlier, why did I have to find out whether it was a dream or something that really happened? Instead of basically understanding it now, it will bring me this lifelong companionship.
It’s better to treat it as a dream than to feel such fear. I couldn’t help but painfully thought in my heart: Maybe, I will be shrouded in nightmares for several nights in the future.
Well, in the following nights, I woke up from my dreams more than once. Every time I woke up, I was covered in cold sweat. My dream was the same every time, it was Shangguan Qin’s pair of eyes staring at me.
's eyes.
Such a nightmare appeared that night. Even after I learned the news of Shangguanqin's death, such dreams still appeared again and again. This was one of the reasons why I later stayed away from my homeland and settled in another country.
That day, when I was standing outside the office breathing the fresh air and looking at the buildings inside the hospital under my jurisdiction, I suddenly saw Jiang Mei coming out of an office. She was crying.
She didn't see me there. After she came out of that office, she lowered her head and cried and ran to the other side. I could see very clearly that she ran out of Deng Feng's office.
I don’t know what happened, but now I am no longer curious about such things. After experiencing so many things, I know one thing deeply: if it doesn’t concern you, you should stay away as much as possible. Being too curious is
It will add trouble to yourself.
I immediately entered the office.
There are some things you can't hide from. Deng Feng came to my office.
"Dean Feng, why do you agree to Jiang Mei's resignation?" he asked me as soon as he came in.
I looked at him in surprise, "You shouldn't ask me this question, right? Even if you want to ask me, you should have asked me earlier, right?"
He shook his head and said: "I went out to do something today. I went to the district government with Dai Qian. I just came back not long ago. What is all this? Jiang Mei just came to my office and said a few words.
She ran away crying. Dean Feng, how could this happen?"
I thought to myself: So that's it. I said: "She is determined to resign. What else can she do if I don't approve it? She said it herself, my approval and disapproval are the same. She won't go to work anyway.
Dean Deng, I think you should also understand her. She is a woman. After experiencing something like that, especially now she feels that she is often talked about by others and looked at with strange eyes. Tell me,
What else can she do? We can't help with this kind of thing? Can we force people not to talk about her? It's impossible."
He shook his head and said: "Oh! That's true. This woman is really pitiful. Dean Feng, do you think we should treat her to a meal?"
I didn't expect him to make such a suggestion, "Dean Deng, let's forget this matter? After all, she is resigning. And I guess she herself is not willing to come to eat such a meal. Dean Deng, I think
Some things don't depend on the formality. If she has any difficulties in the future, everyone can help her more."
He was startled for a moment, then shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Dean Feng, I think it's wrong. Anyway, you are right. People, one life per person. Alas!"
He sighed and left.
As get off work approached, I slowly started to get nervous: Where will I go tonight?
At this time, I felt so helpless in my heart, and I realized that this was my true loneliness. Yes, when I need friends most now, I don’t know who to go to. In this world full of friends, I don’t know who to look for.
In a city with dozens of tall buildings and millions of people, I couldn't find a single friend.
I feel like such a failure.
There were sounds of doors closing one after another outside the office, which were the sounds of people leaving after get off work one after another. I think they are all happier than me, because they still have their own home. But what about me?
Now, I felt that I was the only one left in this building. I suddenly felt a kind of fear and panic in my heart. In my eagerness, I suddenly thought of someone, and it wasn’t until this moment that I realized: She is the one
My only support.
The author's digression:
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