That day, Zhao Menglei accompanied me to the ward. Of course it was not my time on duty.
Chen Yuan's eyes are still dull. Although she has woken up a long time ago, I feel that only a small part of her soul is attached to her body. This part of her soul is just to allow her to maintain the most basic physiological functions.
.I am not used to it this time, because Zhao Menglei was standing not far from me. I found myself as nervous as if I were on the podium for the first time.
Zhao Menglei looked at me with her beautiful eyes. I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart, and then I began to slowly brew my own emotions. Communication with such patients requires emotions, because the other party needs to be infected, the infection of true feelings. For some patients
Generally speaking, when communicating with them in this situation, you need to hold her hand, but the girl in front of me cannot, because she has suffered such great harm, and any stranger's hand will be harmful to her.
It will be a further violation. You know, she is actually awake, at least subconsciously aware of our existence. It is just fear or anger that makes her wrap her soul deeply.
.
She was lying quietly on the hospital bed, with white lights, white sheets, and white quilts. I had to keep the lights in the ward bright, because this would make her feel safe. And I had instructed the nurse to turn on the lights even late at night.
Light up.
Sitting next to the hospital bed, looking at her, deliberately ignoring the presence of Zhao Menglei who was not far away from me. "Chen Yuan, I have heard of your Qin. A friend invited me to dinner that day. When I just entered the Western restaurant
I saw you. You are so beautiful, with long hair fluttering like a fairy in the sky. Your fingers as white as crystal are playing music like a breeze on the keys. Really, I heard your piano sound at that time.
Suddenly I felt a breeze blowing on my face. It was so beautiful. I was almost intoxicated at that moment. At that time, I thought, who is this girl who is as beautiful as a fairy? Why is the sound of the piano so beautiful?
Although I listened a little at that time, I was already transported to a forest by the sound of your piano, where there were birds singing, the fragrance of flowers, and the gurgling streams. I seemed to see you, and I saw you wearing a white dress.
The gauze skirt dances happily on that pure land. You are so beautiful, so cheerful, dancing there like an otherworldly fairy. It is so beautiful. Chen Yuan, you are still there now
In a forest? It is indeed so beautiful there, as beautiful as a fairyland, but it is not our place on earth. Come back. I am very worried, very worried that you will get lost. Because I know that you are not a fairy, and you
She is a princess, a beautiful and holy princess living in our world. Come back, your friends and your former teachers are waiting for you to come back..."[
In this way, I placed myself in an environment that she might exist and was escaping from, without daring to touch the pain in her heart. I wanted to bring her back, to our real world.
Although this is a bit cruel, as human beings, the real world is what we really need to face.
In this way, I kept talking to her in warm words. Now, I hate my knowledge and understanding of music. At the same time, I am ashamed of my lack of language. But I continue to talk to her.
Said, because I am really afraid that she will be lost in her own current world. If she is really lost, she will fall into permanent addiction until death.
I kept talking to her like this, my eyes always stayed on her beautiful face, completely forgetting the existence of Zhao Menglei. I kept talking like this, and later, I found myself crying... I was crying
I kept talking, and suddenly, with my eyes blurred by tears, I suddenly became excited, because I found crystal tears dripping from the corners of her eyes. "Chen Yuan!" I was overjoyed and shouted immediately.
"What's wrong?" Zhao Menglei ran over. "She, she was in tears." I stammered because I was excited.
"Really." Zhao Menglei's voice was also surprised, and she took out a tissue to wipe her tears.
"Chen Yuan, you wake up, you wake up. Really? You know we are here, right? Chen Yuan, I am your doctor and she is my wife. You are safe now. If you really wake up
If you come, open your eyes, if you want to cry, just cry loudly..." I said to her.
However, everything returned to how it was before her. She was still lying there quietly. I suddenly felt depressed.
"Feng Xiao, it's already working. Take your time." Zhao Menglei came over and held my shoulders. I was silent, feeling only pain in my heart.
"You are right, she heard what I said today, and I believe she will wake up soon." I said to Zhao Menglei on the way home.
"Feng Xiao, you like this girl very much, don't you?" But she suddenly made a faint voice. I suddenly became nervous.
The author's digression:
Good book "A Mistaken Enemy of Fighting: The Savage Female Director"
Content: A beautiful female executive was asked by a man to dance and perform for him under the midnight lights. But all this was caused by another young boy opposite who was staring from the balcony.
A savage female director has a difficult relationship and falls in love with a male subordinate. Between these two women with different personalities, how will Chu Xiaobo's career change because of these two women?