To be honest, I was a little excited and more confident at this moment.
Looking at the students sitting below, I suddenly had a dreamlike feeling: they were so young, just like myself many years ago.
A person is not aware of himself when growing up. I feel that my college stage passed by in complete confusion. Only when a person looks back on the past will he realize that he used to be so ridiculous and naive.
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At this moment, when I look at these childish and young faces in front of me, I suddenly have a retrospective feeling: it is good to be young. Their faces now, and the admiration they look at me
I have had that look myself.[
I looked at these childish faces and smiled, and my eyes occasionally glanced at Udon Mei. But she didn't look at me. I saw a slight blush on her face.
I started talking -
Fellow students:
Everyone is welcome to come to our hospital for internship.
Some classmates may already know that you and I are alumni. In fact, I think that to be precise, I should be your senior brother. Not the second senior brother. I should be slightly prettier than Zhu Bajie.
(laughing below)
Regarding the importance of medical internship and the specific matters that need to be paid attention to, I believe your teacher has already told you, so I won’t say more here. Here, I just want to tell you some of my own experiences.
Feelings about your alma mater, life, your career, etc.
First of all, let me talk about our alma mater. Jiangnan Medical University is located in the relatively center of the city and is built on the mountain. There are many masson pine trees in the school. The masson pine trees are not eye-catching. They grow on the hillside and are evergreen all year round.
No one would notice whether it was blooming or bearing fruit. In the past, sometimes when I was walking on campus and saw fallen pine nuts, I would pick up a few and take them home.
Later, I read an article by Taiwanese writer Zhou Zhiwen reminiscing about his teenage classmates, saying that these people who have been silently listening all their lives are like "pine nuts falling from an empty mountain, not just one, but countless pine nuts falling from the tree.
Some fell on stones, some fell on blades of grass, and some fell in streams, but no one would ever see it, and no one would hear it, because it was an empty mountain." I think he is telling the truth.
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But if we think about it more deeply, even if it is not an empty mountain, even if there are people coming and going at Jiangnan Medical University, we have never cared about the fate of the pine nuts one after another. In our eyes, there is actually no difference between all the pine nuts. If a batch falls, it will be scattered.
Mud, another batch will naturally arise, and the cycle will begin again. The world will not be any different just because there is one more or one less pine nut.
The fate of pine nuts is probably the reality of life. If I am destined to be one of thousands of pine nuts, go through an ordinary life, and then leave without leaving a trace, what is the value of my life? What if I am just a speck in the long river of history?
Dust, everything will eventually come to nothing. What is the significance of today’s efforts and struggles to me?
Every time I think about this issue, my mood is always mixed. Sometimes I am scared, sometimes sad, sometimes open-minded, and sometimes vain. Most of the time, I don’t let myself think about it anymore, because it is like putting people on a spiritual cliff.
If you are not careful, you will fall. So I took a step back and asked why this problem always lingers and affects my mood so much.
Gradually, I understood that I actually cannot think about it, because I am a human being with self-awareness and value awareness. I see myself so clearly alive, the present blinking into the past, and myself walking silently as an independent individual.
Follow your own path.
More importantly, I am not measuring my life all the time. There seems to be a steelyard in our hearts, requiring ourselves to live well every day. We plan our lives carefully, make decisions carefully, and cherish all opportunities, because we know that we only live once, and
There are good and bad things in life, happiness and unhappiness. We are unwilling to live in the same place and waste our years, so the problem of meaning escapes.
Then the problem arises. From an individual subjective point of view, my own life is everything, as heavy as Mount Tai. When my life is over, the world will also be over. I am the center of the universe. But as long as I stay away from myself, from an objective point of view
Look, I have to admit that I am just one of thousands of pine nuts.
My life is over, but the world still exists and has not changed at all. My life is like a drop of dust, a drop of water, and it is quickly forgotten by others, and there will be more to come. This is not an unimaginable thing. Every time I see
When a patient dies, I sometimes go to the funeral home. When I see my close relatives and friends turn into ashes in a moment, and when I return to the downtown area and face the laughing crowd again, I always feel unspeakable sadness. At that moment, I see
The weight of life can also be seen as the lightness of life.
Now that our life road map has been drawn, do the twists and turns in the middle really make a difference?
I think we always believe that there is a difference. Yes, even if I am a pine nut that grows in a deep valley and turns to mud one day, I still will not accept it. My life is no different from others, let alone
Will I accept that my life is worthless? But is this self-deception? Are we weaving a web of meaning to comfort ourselves? I don’t think so. The reason all questions of meaning are problematic, and the reason why they bother me, is that, at the end of the day,
It’s because I realize that “I” exist, that “I” am living my own life, and planning my own life.
If I don't have my own subjective point of view and only know how to observe myself from an objective and detached perspective, I will not be able to understand why "I" care about myself so much. We must first realize the existence of "I" and be in the vast universe.
Only by finding a foothold for "I" can the question of meaning emerge.[
Therefore, even if I am a pine nut, I don’t have to feel sorry for myself just because I see there are countless bigger and more beautiful pine nuts around me, nor do I have to feel that my life has been wasted because I only heard about it in silence. I have truly experienced my own spring, summer, autumn and winter, and witnessed my own appearance.
The changes of life, and use your own eyes and soul to appreciate everything that life has given you. This appreciation cannot be taken away or replaced by others.
This affirmation of self-existence is the pillar of our lives. The world is very big, and there are many other lives in this world, but I can only see the world through my eyes, and I can only use my body and mind to interact with the world.
Only when we first have "I" can we begin to think about how to live a meaningful life. But the problem does not end here. Because once there is "I", there will naturally be countless others who are different from "I". How we are
Appearance, temperament, ability, beliefs, family background, etc. vary widely. With differences, disputes are inevitable.
So we always treat others as opponents and strive to gain the most wealth, status and power for ourselves. You have been practicing for a while, but I estimate that few of you will consider such issues when facing your own patients.
You won’t think about such issues during your college years. "Pure Text First Edition" But I think you should start thinking about it from now on.
You are about to complete your internship and leave school to enter the society. What you may feel most deeply is this kind of competitive pressure that is always present. We may not like to compete, but we have to compete, because everyone tells you that the world is a competition.
In the market, only competition can survive, and only competition can affirm the value of one's existence. All kinds of oppression, domination and alienation in the world arise from this.
The question is, can these oppressions, domination and alienation really be avoided? Can't a society composed of different individuals live together in a more equal and just way? I think there is a difference between recognizing individual differences and accepting equal treatment.
There is tension, but it is not irreconcilable. The key lies in whether we can integrate two seemingly opposing views.
On the one hand, from a subjective point of view, we realize that we are unique and irreplaceable, and that our life is absolutely important to ourselves. On the other hand, from an objective point of view, we will realize that if my life is important to me,
If I am more important, then his or her life will be equally important to him or her. We are all human beings, we all have our own lives to live, and we all desire to live well.
In this regard, our lives have the same importance. We do not classify people based on their origin, ability, wealth, and measure their value. When we look at ourselves and others, we see the differences between people.
We also see the valuable humanity that people share, and therefore strive to practice the politics of equal dignity in group life. In other words, we must not only affirm individuality, encourage everyone to freely live out their own life sentiments, but also care for each other
, protect people’s equal rights and enable people to live together fairly.
It is very important to realize this, because only after we truly realize this will we care more about the lives and health of others. You are the future doctors, and it is necessary to realize this.
In addition, I think people with a university education should have such an equal concern for people. But it is not easy. Just think about it, you have to go through many exams and leave many of your peers behind before you can enter a medical university. And
Once you leave school, you will face fiercer competition.
In this case, how can we see through the various differences between people and see the shared value in human nature, and use this as the basis for social cooperation to achieve equality and dignity?
As you are new to our hospital for internship, why do I have to discuss these issues with you so endlessly? Because I think this issue is very important. In the above topic, I pointed out that there are two fundamental tensions in life, and tried to propose ways to resolve them.
Tao. The first level is the tension caused by the two ways of observing life. The second level is the tension caused by the difference and equality of life. The first level of tension affects how we live well. The second level of tension affects us.
How to live well together.
Maybe you will think that such a topic is too profound, but I believe that as long as you think about it seriously and understand it, you will suddenly realize it one day in your life.
The students who can understand these first will be more likely to succeed. I firmly believe this.
Maybe you are wondering: Why does our senior brother talk to us about such a topic? Haha! Let me tell you that medical internship is important, but what is more important is understanding. Medical knowledge must be memorized by rote.
It is not difficult, but it requires understanding to learn and apply it. This is especially true for our understanding of life.
Okay, I'll stop here. Thank you all for listening carefully. It makes me feel very proud.
Finally, I wish you all a happy internship in our hospital and gain what each of you needs.
After I finished speaking, the students gave me thunderous applause. I could tell that they sincerely praised my speech.
In universities, few teachers will tell students such things. Especially nowadays, university teachers think more about how to make more money. In fact, you can’t blame them, because university teachers
In fact, the income is not high, and it is difficult for them.
But students need such knowledge. College is a very important stage for a person. Of course, I am only talking about people who have had college education experience. College is not a stage that a person must have to succeed, but college education is
It is really very important in a person's life experience, and this stage also has its own particularities.
Most of us have similar life experiences before the age of twenty: elementary school, middle school and then entering university. In other words, during the entire process of our lives, we stay in school, especially in our elementary school.
In middle school and middle school, we know almost nothing about society. College has become a very important node for us to enter society from school.
Therefore, university education can no longer just be limited to the majors students study, but should pay more attention to the cultivation of students' abilities, and at the same time, let them fully understand the society. Otherwise, once they graduate and enter the society in the future, they will feel at a loss.
Even adaptable.
Someone once conducted a survey to investigate the achievements of students of the same class ten years after graduating from college. The survey results found that most of the students who were successful in their careers ten years after graduation were students who served as student cadres in college. This is very important.
That explains the problem.[
Of course, there are exceptions. For example, I have never served as a student cadre when I was in college. Of course, I also know that the so-called success I have achieved now is completely accidental and exceptional. But I still believe in the university
It’s time to fully understand the importance of society.
After I finished speaking, I went to say goodbye to the teacher at the Medical University, "I'm sorry, I have too many things on my hands. You continue."
One of the teachers praised me and said: "Dean Feng, you taught it very well."
I smiled slightly and said, "It's not that I speak well, but that I speak the truth. And today's students really need to post more things like this. I have always had a view that you must first learn to be a human being, and then learn how to be a good person."
work."
Immediately, I waved to the students and left. I noticed that Udon Mei was looking at me, with a kind of reverence in her eyes.
I felt extremely happy.
After returning to the office, I sent a text message to Udon Mei: Let’s go out to eat tonight, okay?
After a while she replied: I will cook for you.
I said: You must finish very late today, so let’s go out to eat. Tell me, what do you want to eat?
She replied: I don't care.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly and thought to myself: The hardest thing to arrange is that it's so casual. But then I thought of a place and sent her another text message: You can call or text me after get off work. When the time comes, I will drive to the alley not far from the hospital to pick you up.
Her: Yeah.
In fact, it was already time to get off work. At this moment, I actually had the same impulse I had when I was young: I wanted to drive there immediately and wait for her.
But I won't do that because I'm no longer young.
I felt a little excited alone in the office, but this excitement was manifested by irritability. After sitting in the office for a while, I felt really uncomfortable, so I went to Deng Feng.
When I entered his office, he was discussing something with Dai Qian. I smiled and said, "I didn't disturb your work discussion, did I?"
Deng Feng smiled and said: "Dean Feng, you are here just in time. We were just saying we were coming to find you."
I went over and sat down, "Oh? Tell me, what is it?"
Deng Feng said: "Dean Feng, it's like this. The hospital's inpatient building is about to be tendered, and we are about to issue a tender announcement to the public. However, we have recently discovered that there may be a big problem with this project. If this problem
If it really exists, the design must be changed, and the design change must be approved by the relevant departments, which will definitely take at least several months, and it will also involve an increase in design fees."
I was very surprised, "Let's not talk about anything else. First, tell me what the problem is?"
Deng Feng said: "Not far from our hospital, a real estate company is preparing to develop that area. I also heard about this by accident. When the real estate company was conducting geological survey, they discovered that there was something underground there.
There is a karst cave. In other words, that place is a karst landform. Dean Feng, the karst landform should not be limited to that land, right? I think if the cave extends to the bottom of our hospital, our current design will be
Changes must be made, including recalculating the load-bearing capacity."
I was even more surprised, "Didn't we ask a geological survey company to do a geological survey before this? Why didn't they mention this issue? You should know that geological survey is a prerequisite for design?"
Deng Feng said: "Dean Feng, you haven't understood what I mean. I'm worried that the geological exploration company we hired did not drill in accordance with industry regulations. What if they did not follow the drilling density requirements in order to save costs?
Do it?"
I immediately understood what he meant, "Of course your concerns are reasonable, but when they finished drilling, no one from our hospital went to check the acceptance? As far as I know, the geological exploration company based on the number of drilled holes and each
There is a charge for the depth of the hole.”
Deng Feng's face suddenly turned red, "I didn't understand it very well at the time, so I didn't notice it. But when I heard that the geological conditions next door were like that, I immediately became worried. Dean Feng,
If the landform below our hospital is like that, if we follow the existing design, there will most likely be big problems in the future."
I thought about it and asked, "Have you checked the geological survey data from the previous construction of our hospital?"
Deng Feng said: "I can't find that information a long time ago. Our hospital was last built nearly 20 years ago."
I immediately asked Dai Qian, "Xiao Dai, what's your opinion?"
I feel a little strange myself, but now I don't even feel a trace of embarrassment in front of her anymore.
Dai Qian's expression was very natural, "I think it's best to hire a geological survey company to survey it again. After all, this matter is too big. What if there is such a landform below us?"
I said: "If the landform is really like that, the geological survey company in front should have discovered it? It can't be that every hole they drilled is outside the cave? How can it be such a coincidence?"
To be honest, I am still a little worried about the money, because it will cost more than a million to do geological survey again.
Deng Feng said: "What if?"
I think so, it’s hard to talk about such things. And since he has already raised this issue with me, if I don’t adopt their opinions, if that happens in the future, then I will be held responsible.
Full responsibility.
I said: "Well, let the geological exploration company in front do this, but the price will be halved. I know that it doesn't cost them anything to do such a thing. The drilling machines are ready-made.
It only costs a little bit of diesel and labor costs.”
Dai Qian said: "They will definitely not agree to only charge half the fee. The geological exploration companies in our province have all joined an association. Their fees are unified and no company is allowed to do projects at a low price. At the beginning, we paid
When that company makes payments, it all goes to that association, and their charging standards need to be reviewed."
I immediately understood: The purpose of establishing that association was actually to put an end to vicious competition in the industry.
I felt a little sad, "It's more than one million again..."
Dai Qian immediately laughed, "Dean Feng, I think this more than one million is worth spending. At least it can make us all feel at ease."
I still couldn't fully agree with their suggestion. I said, "Dean Deng, I think so. You talk to the person in charge of that exploration company, tell them what you know about the situation, and tell them more.
, if something goes wrong with our project, then they must bear full responsibility. Anyway, I insist on one point: since we have paid them to do the geological survey, and there is no problem with the geological survey report they provided, then
If anything goes wrong in the future, all the responsibility will be theirs. I think they know best what they are doing. Dean Deng, what do you think? I think so.
:It would be such a waste if we spent more than a million dollars just based on suspicion."
Deng Feng said: "Dean Feng, what you said makes sense. But..."
I immediately said: "There is nothing wrong with it. I have only one principle, whoever does it is responsible for it."
Dai Qian looked at Deng Feng and then looked at me, "I think Dean Feng's method is the best. If we talk to that geological prospecting company, they will definitely be nervous. What kind of method will it be?
This is completely understandable."
Deng Feng smiled bitterly and said: "That's okay. Dean Feng, it's better for you to talk to the geological prospecting company about this matter. I can't bear such a responsibility."
I looked at him in surprise, "It doesn't matter whoever talks about it? As long as we talk and understand the situation, we can clearly distinguish what responsibilities we have in the future?"
What I didn't expect was that Deng Feng actually said to me angrily: "I won't talk about it anyway."
I didn't expect that he was so afraid of taking responsibility, and I suddenly felt a little unhappy. But I resisted such emotions, and then went to Dai Qian and said, "Okay. Xiao Dai, please inform the person in charge of this company.
Come to my office tomorrow morning."
Dai Qian agreed repeatedly.
At this time, I suddenly remembered that it was already past the time to get off work, and at the same time, I also thought that Udon Mei might have been waiting for me there. So I hurriedly took out my phone and looked at it, and sure enough I found a text message from her on it.
However, I did not open it to read, but immediately left Deng Feng's office.
When I left his office, I noticed that his face was gloomy. I secretly wondered: How big of a deal is this? As for you, are you like this?
But I didn't have time to think about it and left in a hurry.
Later I realized what this incident was, and from then on I changed my view on Deng Feng.
That day, after I left Deng Feng's office, I hurriedly opened the text message: I will wait for you at the place you said.
I looked at the time the text message arrived and found that it was ten minutes ago. I hurriedly closed my office, then quickly went downstairs to drive.
I felt deeply sorry for Udonmei in my heart, because I knew that waiting like that was the best thing to do. But she didn’t call me because she was very sensible and knew that calling me would affect me.
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Therefore, my apology stems entirely from my gratitude to her for being sensible.
We got there quickly. I parked the car in front of the alley and got out of the car. I saw her, she was in the alley, and at this moment she was actually looking at the small advertisements on the wall.
"Dongmei!" I called her.
She saw me and immediately ran towards me with a smile on her face. I quickly looked around and found no acquaintance of mine.
"I'm sorry, I had an impromptu meeting." I apologized to her.
She said: "I know. You must be very busy."
I liked her even more in my heart, and then said to her softly: "Get in the car."
"Yeah." She said, and immediately went to the passenger seat of the off-road vehicle.
At this time, I suddenly remembered something, "Dongmei, wait for me in the car for a while. I'll be back as soon as I go."
"Yeah." She still responded.
I immediately got out of the car and ran towards a place not far ahead. Just now, I suddenly remembered something, the thing Deng Feng told me earlier. He said that something was found under the ground next to our hospital.
Cave. And where I am now is not far from there.
I quickly ran to the place Deng Feng was talking about. What I saw in front of me was a mess: because the demolition had just been completed, this small piece of land seemed a bit messy.
Soon, I discovered a lot of drilled holes in the ground.
Sure enough, the geological survey has been completed. I thought to myself.
Immediately, I went to a canteen next to the land and bought two bottles of mineral water. Of course, my purpose was not to buy these two bottles of mineral water. I did this to make it easier to get the information I needed.
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So, after paying the money, I immediately asked the owner of the canteen: "I heard that there are caves under this land?"
The owner of the canteen shook his head and said, "I've never heard of it."
I was secretly wondering. You must know that if there is really a cave or something under this land, such a thing will spread quickly, and the owner of this canteen should be the first to hear such news. After all, there is a cave underneath the city.
The news about caves is still very strange.
Then I asked the owner of the small restaurant next to the canteen, and it turned out that he didn't know about it either. So I felt even more strange.
But I thought that Udon Mei was waiting for me in the car at the moment, and that the place where I parked my car would be easily fined by the police, so I didn't continue to ask other people.
But I didn't doubt Deng Feng at all, because he always gave me the impression of being cautious and timid.
"Where are we going? Why don't we go buy some vegetables and cook them ourselves?" Udon-mei said to me after getting in the car.
I smiled and said, "I'll take you to eat seafood. Is that okay?"
She immediately said: "How expensive is that?"
I asked her: "Do you like seafood?"
Her face turned red immediately, "I have never eaten it before."
I looked at her and said to her softly: "So, we have to go even more."
At this moment, the tenderness in my heart began to slowly overflow.
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