Although I had already expected that Dong Jie might be in this situation. After all, I am studying medicine and I still know the basics of psychiatry. But when I heard Ning Xiangru tell me this, I still felt...
I feel very sad because I really can’t accept that such a beautiful girl suffers from such a disease. (.om pure text)
There are many causes of mental illness, and some of the causes are currently unclear, but at least two factors are clear, one is heredity, and the other is strong mental stimulation. I will not talk about genetic factors, but strong mental stimulation
The stimulus factor should include the gradual worsening of mental illness.
I think Dong Jie's situation probably started with a mental illness: she didn't go to college after graduating from high school, then her business failed, and she was later arranged to be a model by Wu Yaru... These factors may have aggravated her condition.
The reason. To be precise, her problem should start with low self-esteem.
Maybe my refusal to fall in love with her later was one of the reasons. I suddenly felt depressed about this: I didn't want to hurt her originally, but things turned out like this.[
But I don't feel I have any responsibility in this matter, because I think I can only do that.
Now, when Ning Xiangru told me the news, I was shocked and immediately became worried, because I felt that since Dong Jie's problem has been diagnosed clearly, then treatment is necessary, but...
..If that happens, Dong Jie may be destroyed. I know that drugs used in psychiatric departments often have extremely strong side effects. So I immediately became embarrassed, "Xiangru, what should I do?
"
Her voice was also full of worry, "Feng Xiao, I think it's best to tell her aunt about this matter. After all, she is a relative of Dong Jie. Neither you nor I have the right or qualification to handle this matter. You
What do you say?"
I think so, "Xiangru, you're right. Let's go and tell her aunt. Today is my first day at work in my new unit. I'm very busy and I really can't spare the time."
She immediately said dissatisfiedly: "It's good for you, just run away now."
I hurriedly said: "Xiangru, how can you say that? When did I relieve myself of responsibility? No, I don't have any responsibility for this matter, right? I just think you are right, and Dong Jie's relatives should be informed of the situation.
.But I really don’t have time, so please understand. Well, please tell Wu Yaru the matter first. It’s best to ask the doctor to tell her with you, and then we can take time to discuss it together.
What should we do? Do you think this is okay?"
Then she sighed: "That's fine."
I suddenly remembered something because I felt a little surprised, "Xiangru, why did you call me so early? Did you just get Dong Jie's accurate diagnosis result?"
She smiled and said: "Feng Xiao, you are so strange, why do you always like to get entangled in such trivial matters? Well, let me tell you, I knew it last night, but I was in a bad mood and got drunk. Today
When I woke up early in the morning, I felt that I should tell you this right away. Are you satisfied with my answer?"
I was suddenly startled: Am I really someone who likes to get entangled in minor issues? "Xiangru, am I really like this in your impression?"
She smiled and said: "Are you serious? Can't I just joke with you?"
But I asked her very seriously: "Xiangru, I am very serious, tell me, do I often do this?"
She stopped laughing immediately, and her voice became softer, "Feng Xiao, are you really angry?"
Only then did I realize that she had misunderstood me, "Xiangru, how could I get angry so easily? What I mean is that I have never paid attention to some of my shortcomings before. I just suddenly heard you say that sentence
words, so I really want to know if I really have the problems you mentioned. Now that I have entered a government department, I must always pay attention to the shortcomings I had."
Only then did she laugh again, "Feng Xiao, in fact, this is not a shortcoming of yours. I find that good-hearted people are like this. We women often nag like this."
I immediately couldn't laugh or cry, "You said I am nagging like a woman?"
She kept laughing over there, "Look, now we are talking about Dong Jie, but you are struggling with such a matter. Do you think you seem a bit nagging?"
I burst into tears and laughed, and then said to her: "Then, please tell Wu Yaru about Dong Jie's matter. I'm on my way to work. If anything happens, please contact me at any time."
Then I hung up the phone. I was thinking in my heart that what Ning Xiangru just said unintentionally seemed to really talk about my problem.[
She said I was nagging like a woman? I couldn't help but smile bitterly. However, I seemed to be aware of this problem myself, and I immediately felt the root cause of this problem: I had been in contact with female patients for a long time, and every time I consulted,
I always took the trouble to inquire about the details of their illness, not trying my best, but slowly and naturally caring about the patient's pain from the heart, and thus the current situation was gradually formed. At this moment, I seemed to finally
I now understand why men acquire female characteristics after working as obstetricians and gynecologists for a long time. At the same time, I also began to feel grateful that I could finally be freed from my own profession.
However, I still have a feeling of regret in my heart. After all, I have been engaged in this kind of work from professional studies to work, not to mention that I also have a scientific research project that has been completed more than half. Of course, the regret in my heart
There is another thing, that is, I may really say goodbye to my major and academic field from now on. This means that from now on, what I have to face will no longer be the relatively simple working environment I once had. Therefore, my
While I was feeling happy, I suddenly felt a sense of uneasiness in my heart.
At this moment, my expectations and fears for my future are even greater than my regrets about Dong Jie suffering from such a disease. Regarding Dong Jie's matter, I really feel that I have no responsibility. On the contrary, I also feel
I have done everything I should do.
When I was on the phone with Ning Xiangru, I paid great attention to the state of the driver Xiao Sui. I found that he had been driving seriously.
In fact, I am much less wary of him today, and I feel that I don’t need to take special precautions against him. You know, he is my full-time driver, and I am riding in my own car. If I am connected here,
If I can't talk on the phone casually, then why do I need this "specialist"?
Of course, I know that if I want to truly and completely trust him, I will need time to slowly observe and examine him.
Now that I have finished making the call, I feel comfortable having a dedicated driver and car.
I think this feeling is really wonderful, because after all, this is the first time I have enjoyed such power.
Winter mornings in the provincial capital are still busy. I see the constant flow of traffic outside the car, just like in other seasons. There are also many cyclists. From time to time, I can hear the rapid and cheerful ringing of bicycle bells in my ears. The sidewalks beside the road are full of people.
People were walking in a hurry, and some were holding steamed buns in their hands and putting them in their mouths as they hurried forward. There was a bit of mist in this winter morning, and there was a chill in the air, but the people in front of me didn't seem to feel it.
To the existence of all this, perhaps we Jiangnan people don’t have the feeling of winter in our hearts.
I stretched out in my seat. I felt that I was free and comfortable at the moment, but also under a certain amount of psychological pressure, so I tried to use this stretch to release and express everything I felt at the moment.
I immediately felt much more comfortable after lazing around. Every muscle in my body was no longer as stiff and tight as before, and they all returned to their natural state. {Free novel}
I started to talk to my driver, "Xiao Sui, how is your treatment at our recruitment office?"
Of course, I asked him this question for a purpose. On the one hand, I can understand the basic income situation of the entire unit's employees from his treatment. On the other hand, he is my driver, and I can use this to understand his needs.
In my heart, there should not be excessive distinctions between people, and I believe that everyone will feel unbalanced because of their low status, but most people accept it in Nai.
As the person around me, I should pay special attention to his emotions, because the people around me are the easiest people to discover my problems. I must be careful to make him serve me completely and willingly in the end. To do
At this point, in addition to emotional factors, there must also be material basis.
The emotional factor is actually very simple, that is, to make him feel that he is fully respected. The material basis is even simpler, that is, he must obtain the minimum living conditions. Of course, the higher the living conditions, the better
.
Everything I said is based on what I can solve within the scope of principles. Otherwise, there is only one way, and that is to change the driver. I am the head of the Provincial Recruitment Office, and now he is my
The driver was completely arranged by someone else, and I was not asked for any advice. But I don’t want to change my driver without any reason. This will not only affect the driver, but also arrange for him to be my driver.
The driver was disrespected by a certain leader.
He replied: "It only costs about 2,000 yuan a month. With all the subsidies and year-end bonuses, it only costs more than 30,000 yuan a year."
I smiled and said, "It's not bad. The average salary of our civil servants in Jiangnan Province has not reached this level."
He said: "Yes. I am very satisfied. However, the current prices are so high and house prices are rising even more. It is basically impossible to get married and buy a house in the future."
I asked him: "So where do you live now? At your parents' house?"
He replied: "Yes. My parents' house was allocated by their work unit before, and they later bought it for tens of thousands of dollars. Now that my brother is in the army, the three of us can still live there for the time being. But in the future
It's hard to say, because if my brother also changes his job and our two brothers get another wife, the family will be too crowded."
I said: "That's true. Xiao Sui, if you can buy a house now, buy it as soon as possible. House prices will only get higher and higher."
He shook his head and said: "House prices have risen from more than one thousand per square meter to four or five thousand per square meter. Many people are saying that prices will be reduced." [
I couldn't help but laughed, "The prices will not drop. At least in the last few years, prices will only continue to rise. Let me analyze it, for the location in the city center, especially those high-end properties, prices will rise in the next five years.
It can range from 20,000 to 20,000 square meters."
He was immediately surprised and said: "How is it possible? Twenty thousand! Who can afford it?!"
I said: "The main reasons why housing prices will get higher and higher are: First, there is no fair competition. In our country, land is sold by the government to real estate developers. We have never heard of individuals buying a piece of land to build a house.
, therefore there is a lack of fair competition mechanism, and the land belongs to the state and is monopolized by the government. In addition, the government focuses its work on GP, and land purchase is the main source of GP income. The lack of fair competition mechanism leads to
Land prices are getting higher and higher. Therefore, the higher and higher housing prices are the needs of the government. Especially in recent years, with the acceleration of urbanization, the government’s investment in basic supporting facilities has been increasing, and government debt has become more and more serious. All these need to be passed
Land is sold at a high price to solve the debt problem. Second, the existence of rigid needs. For example, in your situation, they are the potential buyers of rigid needs in the future. And most of us Chinese people have a complex in our hearts, that is, we must
To own your own house, this is also an inevitable factor in the generation of rigid demand. Third, as housing prices continue to rise, more and more people are speculating on real estate, that is, people who invest in real estate, because people will find that speculating on real estate
It makes money faster than any other business, which accelerates the rapid rise in housing prices. Of course, there are many reasons, so I won’t go into details. In short, I think if you want to buy a house, you should buy it as soon as possible, otherwise it will get worse.
The price will become more expensive in the future.”
He said: "I don't believe that houses will continue to rise like they are now. If that happens, we people will never be able to afford them."
I smiled and said, "That's not what you said. Now the country has a policy that allows buying a house through installment payment, that is, buying a house through a bank mortgage, so many people can still afford a house at the current housing prices. Of course, this
House prices cannot continue to rise forever. Any commodity must obey its economic laws. Once the price reaches a certain level, it will fall. But when will it fall? How high will the house price rise before it starts to fall? How low will it fall again in the future?
At this point, these issues are unclear now. However, our country has too many people, and the urbanization process is accelerating, so I think housing prices will only rise rather than fall in the next five years at least. And from now on
Judging from the housing prices, the housing prices in the center of Jiangnan Province have just exceeded 11,000 square meters, so there is still a lot of room for housing prices to rise in the future. Just look at the extent of housing prices in Beijing and Shanghai this year.
.”
He asked me: "So, you mean it's more cost-effective to buy a house now?"
I nodded and said: "Of course. When it comes to buying a house, you can't always look at the prices in previous years. Don't always think that house prices will fall back to the previous prices. Think about it, are prices the same now as they were back then?
?How much has your salary increased now compared to before? It is simply impossible to return to the previous price. So, if you want to buy a house, buy it quickly. Especially for people like you who are in urgent need.
.”
He shook his head and said: "If I want to buy a 100-square-meter house, it will cost more than 400,000 yuan. How can I get so much money? Even for a bank loan, the down payment must be more than 100,000 yuan, plus decoration, furniture and electrical appliances.
If so, it would be at least 200,000 yuan."
I looked at him and said, "Why do you have to buy such a big house? Can't you buy a house of sixty or seventy square meters first? Your parents live in this city anyway. They are older and don't need to buy another house.
Yes. You bought a house just for your future marriage. It will be enough for a family of three. Don’t you think so?"
He grinned and said: "Director Feng, it seems you are right. Then I will go check out the house recently."
In fact, I have been analyzing the trend of our country's economy and the future trend of housing prices in recent times. What I told him just now is indeed the result I came up with. In fact, there is another factor that I did not mention, that
There are huge interests hidden in the real estate industry. Nowadays, the real estate industry is almost hugely profitable, and a large part of such huge profits has been divided up by developers and government officials colluding together. Therefore, it is strange that housing prices do not rise.
Some time ago, I also quietly bought a few apartments and put them there, because I felt that it was not worthwhile to keep my money in the bank.
After that incident with Tang Zi, I got to know her situation, and someone told me that she made a lot of money by speculating in real estate. Although I have never contacted her again, the matter of her making money by speculating in real estate, and me
The rapid rise in the price of the villa I live in also made me start investing in this area.
But I didn’t buy the real estate developed by Lin Yi, nor did I go to Ning Xiangru. Because I felt that my real estate speculation was not that glorious: many people really needed houses, but I was raising prices to make profits.
I felt that this was a sin. But I was unwilling to let go of such an opportunity to make money, not to mention that it was a legal act.
After talking to Xiao Sui for a while, I suddenly realized that the direction we were in was not on the road to the Provincial Education Commission, so I asked the driver: "Xiao Sui, isn't our provincial recruitment office in the Education Commission?
"
He came to me in surprise and asked: "Director Feng, don't you know the location of our unit?"
I suddenly felt that I was really confused, so I smiled and shook my head and said: "This time my transfer happened too suddenly. The leader of the Education Committee asked me to report immediately after I got the transfer order. Isn't this right? I am right
I don’t know anything about this new unit.”
Xiao Sui also laughed, "So that's it. Director Feng, it's like this. I heard that a few years ago, our admissions office was moved out of the Education Committee. Because the number of admissions personnel has increased in recent years, the Education Committee can accommodate
We couldn’t accommodate that many people anymore, so we built a new office building in another place, where the current office is. It’s on the riverside across the river.”
I nodded and said, "That's it. By the way, Xiao Sui, the opposite side of the river has just begun to be developed, and the housing prices are not that high. You can buy a house in a community near your work, and it will be convenient to work in the future. A river-view house has the potential to increase in value in the future.
It’s very big. You can buy a house of more than 70 square meters first, and maybe if you sell it in a year or two, you can exchange it for a house of more than 100 square meters somewhere else.”
He looked at me suspiciously, "Really?"
I smiled faintly, "Haha! I just suggested this. After all, buying a house is not a trivial matter. In the end, you have to make your own decision."
And right now I'm thinking: Why don't I buy a house there myself? It's on the top floor or something, and it has a river view. There should be a lot of room for appreciation, and I can still live there for the time being.
To be honest, I now realize that living in the villa is not comfortable. It’s too big inside. Even though Udon Mei is with me now, I still feel it’s too big. Every night when Udon Mei and I talk at home, I can feel it.
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Regarding my driver, I just talked to him by the way. After all, on the way to work, and today is my first day at work, we have to have something to talk about, right? Of course, I think my suggestion is
For his own good, because I think the future development on the other side of the river should be very good.
Our Jiangnan Provincial City has always been developed within the scope of the original old city, and then slowly expanded towards the north. The other side of the river is the west side of the city. Because of the mountains, it has always been considered that the space for expansion is limited, and it has always been used as a
The city's forest park is being planned. The development across the river has happened in recent years. The provincial recruitment office is placed in such a place. I guess it is mainly because the land is relatively cheaper. Of course, there may be another situation.
, for example, the government does not pay enough attention to this area. After all, the Provincial Admissions Office is just a department under the Provincial Education Commission.
I was thinking to myself, if the office building was built there because the authorities did not pay enough attention to the recruitment work, then my future work may not be so smooth.
In fact, I already feel this way in my heart, because I have always discovered a pattern: the places Lin Yu arranges for me to go are not so conspicuous. After all, the organization promoted me too quickly, so she can only do this
arrange.
My promotion did not violate organizational procedures. Because I was an associate professor, it was normal for me to be promoted from associate professor to deputy director of the department. It was also normal for me to be promoted to director. Then it was natural for me to serve as director in a medical university, and then on this basis, I went to the province.
I was promoted half a rank in the Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital at the same time and no one gossiped. Now whether I am assigned to the Provincial Admissions Office or a horizontal transfer, no one will say anything. What’s more, the Provincial Admissions Office is still under the jurisdiction of the Education Committee.
That is to say, my job has actually always been within the larger system where I once worked, because the Medical University is not only under the jurisdiction of the Department of Health, but is also a subordinate unit of the Provincial Education Commission.
Jiangnan Medical University is different from other comprehensive universities in that it is not included in the direct management scope of the State Education Commission. In the final analysis, it is a local university. Although the official position of the Medical University is the same as the top leader of the Provincial Education Commission, from the management level
In terms of authority, the Provincial Education Commission is still the superior unit.
Thinking of that possibility, I couldn't help but think of the current office conditions of the Provincial Education Commission that I saw yesterday, so I asked the driver: "Xiao Sui, why is the Provincial Education Commission still working in a place like that?"
That place is really too narrow. It would be okay if that site could be built into a high-rise building."
He said: "I don't know. That's a matter for the leaders. Haha! I've only been working for a year."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly: Yes, why should I ask him such a question? So I asked him again: "Did you drive for my ex before?"
He replied: "Yeah. He just retired this year."
I immediately became interested, "How is my ex?"
He replied: "A very nice old man with a very kind temperament. He likes fishing very much and often lets me drive to the reservoir in the suburbs to fish on weekends. Director Feng, you don't know, now I see the fish on the dining table
The fish made me want to vomit. This old man’s fishing skills are so good. Every time I go out with him, he will catch a lot of fish. Once he caught a grass carp weighing more than 20 kilograms in the reservoir. In fact, he
My skills in cooking fish are also good, but I get bored after eating too much. Every time I go home with the fish we caught, my parents also get tired of eating it."
I couldn't help but laugh, "Eating too much of anything will make people feel bored."
Suddenly, I suddenly remembered a place: that time, the reservoir where Shangguanqin and I went camping together. Have they ever been there to fish? Shangguanqin... Unfortunately, she
He is no longer in this world forever.
At this moment, my mood suddenly became low, and a bloody scene suddenly appeared in my mind: her body was twisted and lying on the ground after being shot, with her bright red blood flowing around her. Her face was because of
She became horribly pale due to blood loss, and her once beautiful figure and face became so terrifying.
I haven't seen what she looked like when she was shot to death, but I can imagine it. I have always felt deeply guilty about her. But sometimes I also wonder: What would it have been like if I hadn't done that?
The result? In addition, I will also think about another question: Did I do this right or wrong?
However, I have never had answers to such questions. This is completely different from what I have said about Zhao Menglei and Chen Yuan. For the two of them, I have a very clear concept in my heart: I am sorry for them, very sorry.
Sorry for them.
I stopped talking, and my driver didn't come to me to say anything again. I felt that he must be a very well-behaved driver.
We finally arrived at the office building recruited by the province. It is indeed on the riverside, and the office building occupies a large area, covering an area of at least ten acres. Next to the podium is a building about fifteen stories high.
, but the design of the building is quite ordinary and doesn’t seem to have many features.
In addition to greenery, there is a parking lot outside the building. However, I found that there were only a few sparse cars in the parking lot. It seemed that the place was too empty. At this moment, a word suddenly appeared in my mind:
Qingshui Yamen.
After getting off the car, I stood under the building. In the open space of the parking lot, I looked up and saw that there was a misty sky above the top of the building. However, I only felt it after a few birds jumped and flew by.
There is a vivid feeling.
Then I turned around to look at the surroundings, and felt that it was relatively clean. However, the trees that had just been planted looked bare, and the surrounding area looked a bit withered. The feeling of "Qingshui Yamen" became even stronger.
I looked at the time and found that it was already half past eight, but there was no life in the building. I asked Xiao Sui, "Why hasn't anyone come to work yet?"
He said: "You don't go to work until nine o'clock. Yesterday you asked me to pick you up at 7:30, and I was going to remind you, but I thought you knew the time to go to work, and I also thought you wanted to come earlier to familiarize yourself with the situation, so
I don’t have anything more to say.”
I nodded, "Forget it, let's go to the back and have a look."
Then he and I went to the back of the office building. From here, I could see the stacked urban buildings on the other side of the river. Compared with the other side of the river, the place we were in looked a bit like a countryside. But it was nice to see the river from here.
Because there is no obstruction in front of our eyes.
The river was quiet in the morning, with no ships passing by. The river flowed quietly under the light mist, and looked like a beautiful ink painting from a distance.
Then I looked at both sides of the place where I was, and found that there were many high-rise buildings on the right. I could tell that this was a newly developed community, because I found that those buildings were very new, and those buildings were close to the river.
There was no sign of anyone living on the balcony. You know, as long as there are people living on the balcony of the building, there will always be clothes hanging to dry.
To my left is a construction site, and there are also high-rise buildings rising from the ground. Obviously, this is a community that is being developed. If I want to buy a house, I must buy one that has already been built, because I don’t know when the off-plan house will be handed over. Well. I am planning to move here for the convenience of commuting to and from get off work.
I looked at the buildings on the other side, and then looked at the high-rise buildings in the community on the right. Suddenly I realized that those high-rise buildings seemed to be made of matchboxes, but they were stacked very neatly. At this moment, I
I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: Many people strive for this small space in their lives, and many people have spent several generations of property to have such a small space. But when we die, we will not be able to own such a small space.
It will be put into another small compartment and buried in the soil. Alas! Human life is so simple.
Xiao Sui stood beside me. I sighed and said to him, "Xiao Sui, are you in love?"
He replied: "Not yet."
I glanced at him and then smiled and said: "Don't be anxious, take your time. You must be careful when choosing your wife."
He smiled and said: "I don't have high requirements, as long as it is pleasing to the eye."
I burst out laughing immediately, "This requirement is not too high, but it is not low either. If it is pleasing to the eye... it means that you are very satisfied in your heart and are willing to live with her for the rest of your life."
.”
He smiled sheepishly.
I immediately pointed to the construction site under construction on the left, "Xiao Sui, if you want to buy a house, buy it here. After all, off-plan housing is much cheaper, and you are not in a hurry to live in it now."
He looked at me and asked: "Director Feng, do you think it's really worth buying?"
At this moment, when I faced the river, my heart suddenly opened up. And now that I was standing on my own three-quarter acre of land, a surge of pride suddenly surged in my heart, and I suddenly felt like I had just been there.
I forgot about that emotion, "Haha! Xiao Sui, just go ahead and buy it. If you find that the house price has dropped after buying it, I will buy it for you at the original price. No, I will also add the interest you have paid. I will
Do you believe what people say?"
He immediately laughed and said, "Director Feng, of course I believe you. Buying a house is also an investment. It may make money or lose money. Once I make my own decision, I will bear the risk myself. How can I pass the risk on to someone else?"
What about you? Director Feng, I heard that you are the son-in-law of Boss Lin, the richest man in Jiangnan. Boss Lin is the largest real estate developer in Jiangnan. Of course I believe what you say."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: Why did you tell me about my relationship with Lin Yi again? But I think this young man is still very good. At least he knows that investment has risks, and you can only bear the risks yourself. In addition, I also
I understand, now that he knows about my relationship with Lin Yi, everyone else here should also know.
But that doesn’t matter, because I know that it will be a matter of time before my new subordinates find out about my relationship with Lin Yi, because I can’t avoid it, and it’s impossible to avoid it.
Maybe people will think that I am where I am now entirely because of Lin Yi. But in my heart, I hope everyone thinks so.
But one thing I know is that in the future I must achieve success at work, and I must increase the income of my employees under reasonable and legal circumstances. This is the most fundamental thing that will ultimately win everyone's respect.
I have fully realized this during my time working in the Provincial Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital.
Winning the respect of others is my greatest and most basic pursuit. I don’t want others to regard me as a loser who got my current position through connections.
Sometimes I think that life is actually very simple, because I occasionally look back at my past time, only to find that except for my childhood, I seem to be living for face.
When I was in high school, I studied hard in order to get into a good university so that I could look good in front of my classmates, especially Zhao Menglei. Of course, my parents would also be proud of me.
I still didn't relax when I was in college, because I felt that I would have a better future only after I was admitted to the postgraduate program. Unfortunately, I was very unsatisfactory and failed to get admitted to the postgraduate program in obstetrics and gynecology, which made me feel a little ashamed and helpless.
. Also because of the problem of face, I almost cut off contact with my classmates. Later, step by step, I got to where I am today. Although I didn’t want to be an official in my heart, I later accepted the reality. In fact, I completely knew
Personally, the most fundamental reason why I don’t want to be an official is that I am afraid, and ultimately this fear is a kind of inferiority complex, because I feel that I do not have that ability.
But I came step by step, and all of this was given to me by Lin Yu. So I am very grateful to her in my heart, because she gave me everything I have now, and more importantly, she
It gave me the most fundamental thing, which is confidence as a man.
Confidence is very important for a man, because only a confident man will value his own face more and pursue what a man needs most: dignity.
From this, I also analyzed another side of myself, which was my former uninhibited nature. Now I understand that my former uninhibited nature was actually for the release of my inner self. At that time, I really felt inferior. At the same time,
It's also very painful, because I don't know how much I can do, so I try to prove myself like that, or it's to release my desires from another aspect.
These are all things in my subconscious mind. Unfortunately, I didn’t know it at the time. But now, when I have reached this point, I suddenly understand that in my subconscious mind, I have the same ideals and desire for power as other men.
of.
Simply speaking from this point of view, there is no difference between me and Kang Demao.
In the obstetrics and gynecology hospital where I once worked, even Deng Feng, Shen Zhongyuan and others were no exception on this point.
"Let's go, take me to my office." After taking a few deep breaths, I looked at the time and then said to my driver.
The author's digression:
Today's "Hospital Things: Male Doctors in Women's Hospital"
Introduction: What kind of ambiguous relationship will he have when he becomes the only male plastic surgeon in the city's most famous women's hospital? Helping his best friend to go on a blind date only to end up with a blind date. What's even more surprising is that the blind date turned out to be a new member of the beauty department.
The elder brother from the other side brings back an innocent little nurse and a naughty fat girl. What fun things will happen if the four of them live together? There is also a unique breast enlargement secret taught by the old dean and he unexpectedly becomes the eighth generation successor of the Volatility Sect.
A disciple who enters the house and unexpectedly becomes the chief surgeon of a celebrity in the officialdom; see how the male protagonist navigates the vibrant and glamorous medical and political circles...
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