She is really beautiful in front of me, if you don’t look at her eyes. (.om pure text)
A young woman with a golden ratio figure and pure beauty must be very beautiful, even perfect, but it is a pity that she suffers from such a disease. At this moment, I was only shocked by the beauty of her body for a moment.
Because I immediately noticed the look in her eyes.
Her eyes were giving off a completely different and strange look from her usual, making people immediately feel a kind of shuddering fear.
No man would react to such beauty when he is afraid. The same is true for me at this moment. Therefore, the sensory stimulation she gave me only lasted for a moment, and then I woke up immediately. Now I am with
Last night was different, because reason can suppress the animal instinct deep inside oneself.[
I went to her side and immediately wrapped her body with the bath towel in her hand. I said to her softly: "Dong Jie, go put on some clothes. I don't feel very well today."
But she suddenly pulled off the bath towel again, "Didn't you ask me to accompany you? Am I beautiful?"
At this moment, I found that the look in her eyes was even more fiery. The fiery look in her eyes was like the lava coming out of a volcano, making people feel intimidated and scared.
I once again wrapped the bath towel around her body. In the process, my hands touched her soft skin, and I felt cold wherever my hands touched. I said to her: "Dong Jie, I
I’ll give you the money. It’s not that you don’t want to accompany me today, it’s about my health. Okay?”
This time she stopped talking and didn't take off the towel again.
She is indeed not herself at this moment, but another person in her subconscious - now I understand that she in reality, the one we think is normal, is an obedient, shy and good girl.
The other person in her subconscious is rebellious, a broken person, and someone who abuses herself.
For a normal person, we also have that kind of self in our subconscious, but we don’t show it under normal circumstances because we all live in a real world that is consistent with the people around us. Once
If two or more of our personalities appear in the real world at the same time, it means there is something wrong with our spirit.
This is the case for Dong Jie.
I gave her a thousand yuan and she took it.
I then said to her: "Go and put on your clothes."
She glanced at me, and there was still something strange in her eyes, "Then, I can only charge you 800 yuan."
Of course I knew that she couldn't treat her like a normal person at this moment, so I said, still in a very soft voice, "You can take it first, I'll give you two hundred less next time."
She immediately smiled at me and said, "Okay."
Then she went to get dressed, took off her bath towel and started to put on her clothes one by one. I am not a hypocrite, and I also admire the beauty of her body. I watched her put on her clothes one by one.
.I have to say that this is a very enjoyable process, because the beauty of her body has been stirring every nerve in me while she was getting dressed.
Even though she was wearing clothes, her figure was still so perfect. She smiled charmingly at me and said, "Then I'll go first."
I suddenly woke up from the wonderful feeling she gave me just now, "No, wait. Let's go outside and talk. Okay?"
She looked at me in surprise, "What else could you say?"
I said: "Let's go and sit in the living room for a while. You can talk to me. Okay?"
She hesitated for a moment before nodding and said: "Okay." Then she smiled charmingly at me and said, "Don't you have the heart to let me leave?" [
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Let's go, let's go to the living room."
Immediately, she followed me to the living room. After she sat down, I asked her if she wanted to drink tea. She nodded, "I'm thirsty."
In fact, I have been observing her secretly. At this moment, I found that there was still no shyness in her eyes, but her eyes looked a bit psychedelic, because I found that there was not much sparkle in her eyes, and she looked hollow.
a feeling of.
I am estimating the time when Wu Yaru and Ning Xiangru will arrive here. It will be at least half an hour later. After all, Ning Xiangru has to pick up Wu Yaru, and the Academy of Fine Arts is such a long distance from me.
I have to keep Dong Jie at my place for such a long time. She is a patient. If something goes wrong after she goes out, it will be troublesome. And if something goes wrong with her, I am responsible.
After making her a cup of tea, I sat in front of her. I looked at her and asked, "Do you know what your name is?"
It's not that I don't believe the doctor's diagnosis, but I completely believe it because I already feel that something is wrong with her. But I'm still very curious because I want to know how serious her condition is now.
.
She actually thought about it!
She tilted her head and looked at the stairs leading upstairs from the living room, and then answered me: "My name is Yaya, and my given name is Dong Jie. You know that? Why are you asking me this?"
I asked her again: "So, what is my name? You know it, right?"
To be honest, it is risky for me to ask her such a question at this moment, because she may realize that I suspect something is wrong with her.
Fortunately, she answered me immediately, "You mean Dr. Feng. Of course I know. Your name is Feng Xiao, you are very handsome. I like you very much."
Normally she would never say such things in front of me, I know this completely. In the final analysis, it is still the problem. She is another herself at this moment, and she seems a little confused about who she is.
, but you know who I am.
Now she has a philosophical meaning: it is difficult to know yourself, but it is very clear to know others.
I nodded to him, "Yes, you are Dong Jie. Dong Jie, do you know what problems you are encountering now?"
She tilted her head and looked at me, looking very cute, "What's my problem?"
I said to her sincerely: "The problem you have now is that you have too low self-esteem and are not confident in yourself. Do you understand?"
She stretched out her hand. Her hand was very beautiful, with slender fingers and whiter skin than snow. She seemed to admire her own hand very much, "Why am I not confident? I am very beautiful, and many men like me, but I
I don’t like them. Why am I not confident?”
Only then did I realize that I had made a mistake: It was inappropriate to tell her such a thing at this time, because she would not be able to accept it. But then I thought of something: she still knows who she is, but she
It’s just that I don’t want to admit my inferiority complex and lack of confidence.
I said, of course to delay time, "Dong Jie, can I tell you a story?"
She immediately looked very happy and said, "Okay. I like listening to stories the most."
So I started to tell him a story, "There was a man who was very poor. He had been in this city for half a month and had not found a job, and he only had ten dollars. He had no hope.
His future was even more confused. On this day, he had just applied for a job in a company, but failed again. After coming out of the company, he went to a bridge. He wanted to jump off the bridge and end himself.
But at this time, he saw a blind man on the bridge. There was a wooden sign in front of the blind man, and the word "Fortune Telling" was written on the wooden sign. When he saw the blind man, he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
Resigned to his fate, he thought to himself: Is it true that a seven-foot man like me is so ill-fated? So he walked towards the blind man. When he reached the blind man, he squatted down and asked
He said: How much does fortune telling cost? The blind man said: Five yuan. If the fortune telling is not accurate, there is no need for money. He thought to himself, I still have ten yuan with me, and the fortune telling money is enough. So he asked the blind man to tell him a fortune.
The blind man asked him his birth date and then started counting with his fingers. After a while, the blind man said to him: You will meet a noble person. If I am not accurate in calculating, you can come to me next year and I will refund the money to you.
.If my calculation is accurate, you can give me ten yuan next year. He sneered in his heart, thinking that you really know how to lie. However, the blind man's words still gave him a little confidence, and he no longer had the idea of suicide.
Then he gave the blind man the ten yuan, and the blind man got back his five yuan. Taking the five yuan, he spent one yuan to eat a bowl of noodles. Haha, I am talking about something that happened many years ago.
At that time, one yuan could buy a big bowl of noodles. After eating the noodles, he took the bus to the next company to apply for a job. It was a grain processing factory. When he got there, he asked the old man on duty at the door: Do you need it here?
Recruiting people? God pointed inside and said: Go in. As soon as he entered, he was stopped by a man: New here? Before he could answer, the man said to him: Go move things! This
Only then did he realize that there were several trucks inside. The trucks were full of grain, but there were only two or three people unloading the goods. They were short of manpower. So he went to unload the goods with those people without saying anything. After unloading the goods
Later, he was also retained, and it turned out that the person who called him was the manager there. From then on, he became the unloader of the grain processing plant. In the following days, he did the same job every day.
At night, he has nothing to do and feels very lonely. At this time, he still feels that his future is very slim. You must know that his heart is very strong and he really wants to do something big.
Later, he discovered that there was a library near the grain processing factory, and this library was open until ten o'clock in the evening every day. So every day after work, he went to the library after dinner.
There was an old man in the library who immediately noticed him. This old man turned out to be a retired professor from a university. One day the old man asked him what he did for a living. He answered him honestly. The old man sighed and said:
There are not many young people nowadays who like reading. You will definitely have a bright future in the future. He smiled bitterly and said: I will just read it casually. The old man told him seriously: Reading casually is better than not liking reading. Then he said
, the old man gave him a list of books and told him: After reading these books, you can take the ** undergraduate diploma next year. The next year, the young man left the grain processing factory and returned to
A few years later, when the young man drove his limousine to the bridge, he saw that the blind man was still there, but there was a woman and a little girl beside him. The woman was also blind.
, but the little girl was very healthy and beautiful. He stopped the car far away, then walked to the blind man, then squatted down and said to the blind man: I want to tell fortunes. The blind man said: Count ten yuan a time.
No money required. So he told the blind man his birth date and horoscope. It was still the finger-pinching action he was familiar with. The blind man told him after a while: You will meet a noble person. If I am not accurate, you can come to me next year.
, I will return the money to you at that time. If my calculation is accurate, you can give me twenty yuan next year. He laughed after hearing this, so he took out a hundred yuan from his body and handed it to the blind man, and then immediately
He left. At this time, the little girl ran to hold him. The little girl said to him: Uncle, uncle! I'm looking for your money! He squatted down, touched the little girl's head and said: No need to give it to me.
Yes. Your father is my noble man."[
This story was once told to me by Lin Yi. He told me at the time that it was a true story when he first came to this city. Later, he met Shi Yanni, and his career went smoothly.
At this time, after I finished telling this story, I suddenly found that the illusory hollow feeling in Dong Jie's eyes seemed to have become much lighter.
She asked me in a soft voice, "Why are you telling me such a story?"
I said to her softly: "Dong Jie, do you know? What a person needs most is confidence. Sometimes it is difficult for each of us to recognize our own strengths, and we may be disappointed because of this. I just said
This story is true. This man later became a big boss of a place, and his career later became very big and successful. It was just that he was confused at the time. In fact, in the final analysis, it was the blind man who gave
He had a trace of confidence, and it was that trace of confidence that allowed him to gradually find himself, and then step by step towards success. In fact, your current situation is also the same, because you can't find yourself, and you don't realize it.
Your own true value. Do you think this is the case?"
However, what I didn't expect was that she suddenly became angry, "Why don't I have confidence? I'm so beautiful, don't you also like me? Why don't I have confidence? Doctor Feng, I put my clothes on
Take it off and you will fall in love with me right away. Take it off and show it to you right away!"
At this time, I suddenly thought of something: she is a patient, and she cannot find herself like a normal person. Stories like mine can only stimulate her.
But at this moment, she suddenly became excited and burst out. I was shocked and regretted it deeply.
She had already stood up and was unbuttoning her coat one by one. I hurriedly stopped her, "Dong Jie! Don't do this! I have already paid you, didn't we agree to do it next time?
?”
She didn't listen to me at all, she quickly took off her coat and started to untie the belt of her trousers.
I looked at her, dumbfounded, and at the same time, I was so confused that I didn't know what to do.
At this time, I suddenly heard someone knocking on the door, and I was very happy.
Dong Jie also heard the knock on the door, and immediately stopped holding the belt. She asked me: "Who?"
I was no longer panicked, but immediately relieved, "Mr. Ning and your aunt are here."
She looked confused, "Mr. Ning? My aunt?"
I knew that she was in a schizophrenic state at this moment, so she didn't fully react for a while. But I was completely relieved, so I stopped caring about her and quickly opened the door.
As expected, it was Ning Xiangru and Wu Yaru who appeared at the door. Wu Yaru's face was full of anxiety, "What's the matter? What happened?"
Ning Xiangru's face was also filled with anxiety.
I said, "Come in and see for yourself."
They came in, and I turned around to see Dong Jie. But at this moment, I was surprised to find that Dong Jie had put on her coat without knowing when, and was sitting on the sofa obediently. At this moment, she was also facing our direction.
It seems that the eyes are no longer as hollow and unreal as before, let alone the strange look.
Her face was flushed and she looked very shy.
Wu Yaru went to Dong Jie's side, "Xiaojie, are you okay?"
Dong Jie's face turned redder, and she sat there with her head lowered, looking pitiful. Dong Jie nodded slightly, and she was exactly the same as her normal state at this moment.
Wu Yaru and Ning Xiangru were both looking at me in surprise. I felt that they were doubting what I told them before.
What else can I say? Under such circumstances, especially in the presence of Dong Jie, it is impossible for me to tell what happened before.
"Take her back." That's all I said.
There was anger in Wu Yaru's eyes when she looked at me, but she restrained herself. She said to Ning Xiangru: "Mr. Ning, please take Xiaojie to the car. Okay? I want to talk to Feng Xiangru."
Let’s laugh and talk.”
Ning Xiangru looked at me, "Feng Xiao, what's going on?"
I was very unhappy, even angry, "How do I know? You have to do this. If it weren't for the sake of my friends, I wouldn't agree."
Wu Yaru was immediately furious, "Feng Xiao, don't you want to get an advantage and still act like a good boy!"
I also suddenly became angry, "What do you mean by that? Do you think I am willing? If you hadn't drugged me, would I have done something like that?"
Ning Xiangru said hurriedly: "Don't say such things in front of Dong Jie. Professor Wu, let me take Dong Jie out first."
Immediately, she went to Dong Jie and said, "Xiaojie, let's go out first."
At this moment, Dong Jie's face had turned pale. I suddenly regretted it and felt that I should not have said such words in front of Dong Jie just now.
Dong Jie listened to Ning Xiangru's words. She stood up and followed Ning Xiangru out. But it was with Ning Xiangru's support.
"What's wrong with her?" Wu Yaru roared at me again.
The anger in my heart was suddenly aroused by her again, "Then, I am abnormal. Okay?!"
She became even more angry, "You obviously don't want to help her, but you can't bear to watch her be destroyed like this?!"
At this time, I suddenly realized that it was pointless to argue like this, so I tried my best to control my emotions. I went and sat in front of her, "Yaru, can you calm down? You don't know what she looked like just now.
, it’s really scary. She just took off her clothes in front of me. This is not a big deal, but the key thing is that I found that her eyes were very abnormal. She was not her normal self at all at that time. Her eyes
It's terrible. If you didn't see it, of course you won't understand how I feel. Later I gave her a thousand yuan and said to her: I am not feeling well today. Let's be together next time. In this way, she can
The clothes are on. Yaru, neither you nor I are experts in mental illness, but we should all believe what other experts say, right?"
However, she suddenly said to me next: "You called that doctor, how can I believe it? It was obviously because you didn't want to fall in love with Xiaojie, so you made up such a story! Feng Xiao
,Are you going too far?"
I was stunned because I didn't expect that she would think like this. The anger in my heart was almost aroused by her words again, "Yaru, what do you mean by this? Am I that kind of person? Well, since you don't believe it
If I say so, then you should ask a doctor to diagnose her again. Even if I am too busy, this matter is just something I have to take care of because I have eaten too much and have nothing to do. I didn’t expect you to think so of me.
!”
Maybe she also felt that what she just said was too much, so she stopped talking immediately.
I sighed in my heart, and at the same time I felt that it was pointless for us to argue like this, so I said to her softly: "Yaru, we are friends, I don't want to quarrel with you, and our quarrel like this can't solve any problems at all.
Yaru, in fact, you should know me very well, and you should also know very well what kind of person I am, right? Think about it, would I do that? If Dong Jie didn't have such a problem, wouldn't it be completely wrong for me to do this?
Did you harm her? Yaru, maybe you don’t want to admit that Dong Jie not only suffers from that disease, but also has a tendency to get worse and worse. I can feel it tonight. Now take
All other methods are useless. The only way is to get her hospitalized immediately, otherwise it will really destroy her."
She didn't speak at first and kept listening to me quietly. Later, she actually started to cry.
I felt very uncomfortable. I looked at her and said, "Yaru, don't be like this. Now you must make up your mind to get her to the hospital immediately. I can also help her contact the best doctor."
She cried even harder, "How, how can I tell her parents about this? They handed Xiaojie over to me, but she became like this. Wow! How can I explain it to them?"
I completely understand her feelings: not only does she feel guilty about Dong Jie's current situation, but she also cannot face Dong Jie's parents. If it were me, I would feel the same way.
I said to her softly: "Ya Ru, the problem now is that we must face reality. In fact, Ning Xiangru feels very uncomfortable in her heart, and of course mine. Now we must all face this reality.
It is useless to avoid Dong Jie's reality, and it will really destroy her. Her condition is not particularly serious now. I think she will get better after regular treatment. Before you came, Dong Jie and I
We chatted for a long time, you know? When I asked her name, she hesitated for a while before answering me, which already explained the problem. Fortunately, she only hesitated for a short time.
Time then said her own name correctly. By the way, she told me that her name was Yaya. Is that so?"
She looked at me with horror on her face, "Yaya? Did she tell you personally?"
I was very confused: Why did she have such an expression? "Yes. She answered me at that time that her name is Yaya and her real name is Dong Jie. Is there anything wrong with this?"
She suddenly became excited, "She had a sister named Yaya, but her sister died of acute meningitis when she was seven years old. Xiaojie didn't have a nickname, and her family usually called her Xiaojie. Feng Xiao, Xiaojie
Have you been possessed?"
I was stunned because I could not imagine such a situation. After being stunned for a while, I said: "Yaru, you and I are both knowledgeable and educated people. How come you are here with your relatives?"
After encountering such a thing, she became so superstitious? Have you ever thought about it? This explains the problem even more. It shows that Dong Jie has deep feelings for her dead sister in her heart, and it also shows that she
In her heart, she is very sad about her current situation. She may be thinking: Rather than living like this, it would be better to die like her sister. Dong Jie’s current condition is schizophrenia, that is to say, in a state of illness
She is not in her normal mental state at all, it is her true self in her subconscious. Do you understand? So, what she needs most now is formal treatment. Yaru, you must not try to use unscientific methods again.
We tried to restore her to a normal state, which would definitely harm her. Now it is a reality that she suffers from mental illness, and we cannot avoid this reality. What do you think?"
She was still crying and murmured: "She, how could she get such a disease? Although her academic performance is not good, there is no way she could get such a disease? I can't accept it.
Such a thing... I, how can I accept such a thing? Is it really that I was too strict with her before? I really shouldn't let her become a model? She is not the only model in our art academy
One, how come other people don’t have this situation? I, I really... woo woo!"
In fact, I know that she is beginning to regret it at this moment, but she is unwilling to admit the wrong decisions she has made in her heart. I understand her very well, because I believe everything she has done to Dong Jie
It's all for her own good from the bottom of my heart. This kind of thing would be unacceptable to anyone else.
At this time, my heart suddenly moved, and I immediately asked her: "Ya Ru, are there any other people among Dong Jie's elders who have suffered from such a disease? For example, your parents, or Dong Jie's grandfather, grandma, or even...
The elders above?"
She suddenly raised her head and looked at me, her face full of tears, "Feng Xiao, what do you mean?"
I replied: "Although the causes of mental illness are not yet clearly studied in medicine, one thing has been confirmed, and that is genetic factors, and genetic factors account for a large proportion of the incidence of mental illness.
A huge proportion.”
She was stunned immediately, and after a while she said to me: "Dong Jie's grandfather, my father, committed suicide. But that was during the Cultural Revolution, because he was labeled as a rightist, so he wanted to
It’s impossible to commit suicide by jumping off a building.”
The purpose of asking her this question just now was not entirely to find out the cause of Dong Jie's illness, because figuring out the cause of her illness is within the scope that psychiatrists need to understand. But my purpose is only one, that is, I don't want Wu Yaru to
I blame myself too much. As for me, I also hope to find the cause of this disease, because I also need to further shirk responsibility for Dong Jie's problem.
We often live under the condition of anesthetizing ourselves, because we all do wrong things. I am the same at the moment, and I also hope to find a reasonable excuse to anesthetize Wu Yaru.
I said: "That's it. As far as I know, so many people were labeled as rightists back then, but not many committed suicide, right? Of course, I don't mean that all those who were labeled as rightists committed suicide at that time.
Everyone has mental problems, but I think it can at least explain one thing, that is, the mental endurance of this type of people is relatively weak. As for your father, he may have hidden mental illness problems. If
If you search further, your father's grandfather and grandmother may also have such a condition. Because medical research has found that mental illness is more likely to be inherited from the maternal side."
She was silent again.
I knew that my anesthesia on her had a certain effect, and maybe she no longer blamed herself so much. So I took the opportunity to say: "Ya Ru, I hope you can make a decision as soon as possible.
Let Dong Jie go to the hospital as soon as possible."
But the hope that emerges after experiencing suffering and despair can open the door to a person's success.
Lin Yi's story is like this, and what happened to Wu Yaru later is also like this.
That night, I personally escorted Wu Yaru out of my villa, but I didn't go to Ning Xiangru's car because I didn't dare to face Dong Jie again, let alone look into her eyes.
After returning home, I started calling Dong Jie to contact the doctor.
The author's digression:
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