It gets dark earlier in Beijing this season. After she left, I looked at the time and found that it was not yet six o'clock. I had no appetite at all, so I started to fall asleep with my head covered.
Later, the ringing of the phone woke me up. When I woke up, I found that it was Xia Lan's call, so I hurriedly answered it.
"Director Feng, are you free now?" Her sweet voice came from the phone, but I felt that her voice was a little unclear, and it sounded like she had just finished drinking.
, and it seems to be slightly excessive.
I replied: "I'm a little tired today. I'm still sleeping."[
She then asked me: "So, you haven't had dinner yet?"
I answered her truthfully: "Yes. I'm going to go out to eat later."
She said: "That's great. I went out to drink tonight, and now I feel a little hungry. Let's go eat together, okay?"
I suddenly felt excited, "Okay. But if you go out with me, aren't you worried about being discovered by others? You are a big star, you must pay attention to such things, right?"
She said: "We went to a small mutton-shabu restaurant. I have been there several times. Haha! Let me tell you, when I went to eat there, someone did come and ask me if I was Xia Lan. At that time, I
She smiled and said to the man: Xia Lan? Many people said that I look like her, but would Xia Lan come to a place like this to eat? The man immediately said: That's true, but you look too much like her.
Director Feng, do you know how I answered that person at that time?"
I smiled and asked her, "How did you answer?"
She laughed and answered me: "I said at that time that Gu Yue still looked like Chairman Mao #, could he really be him?"
I also burst out laughing.
She immediately told me the place, and I said I would come out of the hotel right away. To be honest, I was really hungry now.
After leaving the hotel, I immediately felt a gust of cold wind coming towards me. The cold wind in Beijing does not contain a trace of moisture, but its penetrating power is particularly strong. It can reach people's bones directly, making people feel a deep chill.
cold.
I immediately regretted it because I didn’t wear a down jacket to go out today. At this moment, I was wearing a suit with a black cashmere coat. Because deep in my heart, I had an idea: I hope to show my best performance in front of her.
Perfect self.
I don’t know why I was like this, but this thought stubbornly occupied my heart. At this moment, I hesitated a little, and wanted to turn around and go back to change into that bloated down jacket, but in the end I walked forward resolutely.
It went away. I felt like I was possessed by a demon.
Fortunately, when I just walked to the road outside the hotel, there happened to be an empty taxi passing by.
The mutton-shabu restaurant that Xia Lan told me is really small, with only five or six rectangular tables inside, and the shop is located in an alley.
It is now close to eleven o'clock in the evening, and there is almost no business in the store. Xia Lan just arrived when I arrived, or she was waiting for me somewhere outside the store.
She was dressed very casually tonight. She was wearing an extra-long down jacket that reached down to her calf. I immediately smiled when I saw her, "What a coincidence, we arrived at the same time."
She smiled and said, "Yes. Let's go in."
I glanced at her and then smiled and said, "Your clothes are very special."
She also laughed, "Haha! Do you feel like I'm wearing a duvet?" [
I laughed, "Yes, it feels like that."
There was still a ambiguity in her voice. It was obvious that she had drunk a lot of wine before. We have had drinks together twice, and I know her drinking capacity. The least amount of alcohol that can make her reach such a state is drinking.
More than half a catty of liquor. But she was not very drunk, I could tell from her gait.
When we entered the small shop, there was still a table of people drinking, but they left shortly after we sat down. So now there were only two of us left. I asked Xia Lan: "What time is it here?"
Is the clock closing?"
She smiled and answered me: "Don't worry, this store closes very late. Don't think there are many people here now, but after midnight there will be a lot of people coming to eat, especially the taxi drivers."
.The weather is too cold, and the business here is so good that they are reluctant to close."
I felt relieved immediately, and then I asked her with a smile: "It's incredible that you, a big star, often come to a place like this to eat."
She hurriedly put her finger on her lips, "Shh... keep your voice down. If the boss here hears it, how can I dare to come here in the future?"
I hurriedly whispered: "I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention and let something slip."
The waiter brought a charcoal-fired copper pot to our table. This copper pot was exactly the same as the one Mujiao and I saw in Donglaishun last night. However, I found that the copper pot was filled with water, while the one in Donglaishun seemed to be mutton soup.
There was a small plate on the table. There were a few slices of ginger and a few bright red wolfberries in the small plate. In addition, there was a small piece of black stuff. I looked at it and found that it was seaweed.
The charcoal fire in the copper pot was very strong, and the water quickly boiled. Xia Lan poured everything in the small dish into it, and she said to me: "This is the real way to eat in old Beijing. This pot
There are only these few things in it, but it can taste the deliciousness of mutton. Therefore, it is better to be simple in everything. But how many people can understand this truth? We live in this world, always
I wanted to taste all the flavors, but ended up complicating things."
I smiled and said, "What you said seems to be spoken by a philosopher. But I think it makes sense."
She looked at me and smiled, "That's how it is. By the way, Director Feng, let's drink some white wine? Okay?"
I looked at her and said worriedly: "You drank tonight, right? Can you still drink?"
She smiled at me and said, "No problem! Director Feng, I noticed that you have never called me, right? Do you not know how to call me?"
To be honest, what she said was true. I really never called her in front of her. I ignored the subject of every sentence because I felt that it was not good to call her by her first name. Calling her Miss Xia felt a bit disgusting.
So I simply ignored it. I smiled and said: "Haha! Then what do you think I should call you?"
She said: "Just call me by my name. But don't call me when the waiter is there. Well, I won't call you Director Feng anymore, and I will just call you by your name. Is that okay?"
I smiled and said, "Of course."
The waiter brought two large plates of mutton rolls, as well as several cold dishes and raw vegetables.
Each of us has a small bowl filled with sesame sauce in front of us. This is a condiment dish, similar to the one in Dong Laishun.
"You haven't had dinner yet, you should eat some first." Xia Lan said to me, and then she said to the waiter: "Have a bottle of Beijing Erguotou, and then you can leave us alone."
The lamb rolls were very thin. I picked up a few slices and put them in the pot. They were cooked in a few seconds. Then I put them in a bowl and covered them with sesame sauce. Then I said, "Well, it tastes really good."
She looked very happy, "I said so?"[
Maybe it's because I'm hungry, but I really think the mutton-shabu-shabu in this store tastes great. It's delicious and the meat is delicate, especially the sesame sauce, which I think is particularly fragrant.
I ate a lot in one go, and then I realized that she hadn't moved her chopsticks. She was looking at me and smiling.
I felt a little embarrassed and said, "I'm so hungry. Come, let's have a drink."
She smiled at me and said, "I'm very happy to see you eating so well."
I said, "Thank you. Do you want to eat too?"
She raised her glass to me and said, "Come, let's have a drink. Director Feng, oh, Feng Xiao, you promised me last time. You said you would tell me about your affairs when you have the chance. Is that okay today?"
I hesitated for a moment, and then nodded towards her. I don't know why, but I always felt that there was a great affinity for me in her soft eyes, which made me unable to bear to refuse any of her requests.
After we drank several drinks with each other, I started to talk about my marriage, starting with Zhao Menglei, and starting from the Zhao Menglei in my high school years. At this moment, I seemed to have gone back to the past, and my emotions had completely entered my past.
I recounted those lives slowly and unhurriedly, so that I forgot everything. When I talked about Zhao Menglei's suicide, I found myself crying.
She is sighing.
I suddenly woke up and said, "Sorry, I'm a little sad today. Please update me as soon as possible."
She asked me: "Have you not found another girlfriend since then?"
I shook my head, "No, later I got married again. It was Zhuang Qing who promoted my second wife to us."
Of course I would not tell her the real situation, but I told her about Chen Yuan's situation, our children, and everything that happened after Chen Yuan fell into a coma, and finally the moment she left this world.
.When I told this point, I immediately felt like time had stopped, as if Chen Yuan’s departure was just yesterday.
She is sobbing.
I looked at her in astonishment, and immediately noticed that her eyes were red. I said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, my things have made you sad too."
She wiped away her tears, looked at me with a soft look and said, "Feng Xiao, I didn't expect you to be so miserable."
I shook my head and sighed, "This is fate. I have always felt that I am a slave to my wife. So now I just don't think about getting married anymore."
She looked at me in astonishment, "Aren't you a medical student? Do you believe this?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Then how do you think you can explain all this?"
She was startled for a moment before sighing: "Yes. I also feel that there is God's will controlling our lives. It's really hard to explain in this life."
I went to look at her and said, "Xia Lan, I seem to have heard that your marriage is also very unhappy, is that true? Oh, I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't ask you this. Don't take it offended, I'm just asking casually.
.”
She said quietly: "It's nothing. In fact, many people think that we are very glorious as actors, but they don't know that we suffer from emotional matters just like ordinary people. Alas! It's hard to explain in words."
I nodded, "Maybe. Aren't you actors human beings? Of course, you may also suffer because of emotional matters."
She came to clink glasses with me, "Feng Xiao, I don't know why, but the first time I saw you, I felt that you were a trustworthy person. Maybe it was because you looked very clean. The first time I saw you, I thought
I noticed that every detail of your skin, hair, and clothes is so clean. This is the first time I have seen a man like you."
I smiled and said to her: "Thank you. Maybe it's a professional habit."
She shook her head, "I have seen many doctors, but you are the most special one."
I clinked glasses with her and drank. In fact, I was very happy at the moment because I could get such praise from her. I smiled and said to her: "Xia Lan, maybe you don't know, the only movie I watched in high school was
A movie is the one in which you star. What I never expected was that I would see you when I came to Beijing this time, and that I would drink and talk with you."
She smiled at me, "Really? Thank you, your words make me feel very happy. Hey! I haven't been as truly happy as I am now for a long time. Although I am very happy every time I drink with Zhuang Qing and the others,
But that's not real happiness. In fact, it's a kind of venting. Feng Xiao, since you told me your things, I will also tell you mine. But I have a condition.
You must not talk about these things. I only tell you these things as a friend."
I said: "Don't worry. This is a conversation between our friends, and of course we will not tell it. To be honest, my matter has been buried in my heart for a long time. I have always hoped to have the opportunity to talk to others, but I couldn't.
I didn’t have such an opportunity. I didn’t expect that I would say it all in front of you today. I feel so weird. But I am very grateful to you, because after I said these things just now, I immediately felt much more comfortable in my heart."
In fact, I know that she must be in the same situation as me and she also needs to talk.
She said: "Yes. The world is so big, but it is so difficult to find someone who can talk to you. I should also thank you. Don't mention how happy I am that you can come out tonight.
Already."
Immediately, she began to tell me about her failed marriage...
That day, my husband came to the set to pick me up as usual. I happened to meet a chestnut seller not far from where we were filming. I really wanted to eat them, so I pestered my husband to buy them for me. My husband was a little unusual that day. He turned away from me.
There was an expression of embarrassment on the back of his hands. I thought he was afraid that he would be embarrassed to see acquaintances here, and teased him about when he would learn to be shy. He smiled but said nothing.
But he still bought me chestnuts. Of course I was happy.
After returning home that night, he went online, and I watched TV with my parents-in-law in the living room. Later, when I went to the bathroom, I glanced at him surfing the Internet in the room, and immediately I saw a sentence pop into my eyes: I want to eat too
Chestnut, I want to eat you! It’s hard to describe how I felt at that time. I was really frightened. My heartbeat was pounding at that moment. After I got to the bathroom, I tried hard to calm myself down. After a long time, my mother-in-law called me, and I
Try to pack yourself up and go out.
He was still surfing the Internet. His mother-in-law seemed to have asked him something, but he just responded vaguely.
After about ten minutes, he also came out to watch TV, and even sat next to me and pinched me with a smile on his face. After watching TV for a while, my father-in-law talked to my husband about some work matters.
They were talking about speculation, and I suddenly thought of my husband's chat with that person, so I made an excuse to go in and change clothes. I went inside the room and immediately locked the door. My husband heard the sound of my door lock outside and shouted something.
:Why did you lock the door? They are an old couple. I ignored him.
The computer was not turned off. My heart was beating very fast, and I found that my husband’s QQ was also turned off, so I pulled out the recent contacts in it, and then looked at them one by one. Suddenly, I found that there was a person named "Azi"
Yes, but her profile picture was already dark. After reading a few words, I confirmed my suspicion. I saw the chat records above.
Husband: You have water in your brain, the identification is over! Ah Zi: I am, there is water in my body! Husband: Let me touch it. Ah Zi: Get out. Husband: Don’t act like this in the future, you know? Ah Zi: What’s wrong? You’re afraid of me
Hurt Xia Lan? Do you feel sorry for her? Husband: Don’t say that, you know it’s difficult for me. Ah Zi: I know. Husband: You almost scared me to death today, you know? Ah Zi: I don’t care, you buy chestnuts for her today.
I want it too! Husband: I’ll give it to you as much as you want. A’Zi: Hey, what about you? Husband: ome on. Who cares about the chestnuts. A’Zi: I want to eat chestnuts too, and I want to eat more
You! There is a lot more to come, and before I could finish reading it, I already felt dizzy. Halfway through, my husband called me outside several times. It was obvious that he wanted me to get out quickly. I guess he was afraid that I would watch.
Go to his chat history, so I deliberately turned the wardrobe switch on and off.
But my tears couldn't stop falling. I hadn't taken off my makeup yet, and I was worried that it would be smeared, so I just straightened my face and let the tears fall to the ground. My husband and I have been married for two years, and our relationship has always been
Very good, very good. I have never doubted him. My parents-in-law also like me very much. I used to think that such a thing would never happen to me, but suddenly, it happened, and from their chat records
Look, they must have had a relationship. I still couldn't believe it at the time.
My husband kept calling me, and later came to knock on the door. I quickly calmed myself down, changed my clothes and went out.
He didn't notice any changes in me.
Everyone was watching TV, and it was a replay of Zhao Benshan's skit. My parents-in-law and he were laughing very happily, and I was laughing too, but my heart was shaking. That night I went there as if nothing had happened.
I went to bed, and then he came over to bed after washing up. He hugged me and said "good night, wifey" and then went to sleep.
I held back my heartache and told myself over and over again that I must hold it back, I must hold it back! After all, my parents-in-law couldn't explode at home, but my body kept shaking.
My husband probably discovered something. He hugged me from behind and asked me what was wrong. Then he touched the pillow and found that it was wet. He immediately turned on the light and asked me with concern what happened.
. I tried my best to endure it and said it was okay, but I encountered some unhappy things on the set today. I bit my lips desperately, but my body kept shaking.
He suddenly panicked, hugged me and kept asking me what was wrong. At this time, the phone at home rang. My mother-in-law was still in the kitchen getting hot water to wash my father-in-law's feet. So I went to answer the phone.
But before I picked up the phone, the other party hung up the phone. After my father-in-law came out, he asked me to go to bed quickly. I was wearing single clothes and kept talking about why someone was calling me so late.
At this time, my husband also came out and said: Maybe I dialed the wrong number.
Then I heard my husband's cell phone ringing in the bedroom. At this time, my mother-in-law came out of the kitchen. She said: You are busy every day, and you still have a phone at this time. My husband just smiled and went in.
I answered the phone. His voice was very low and I didn't hear it clearly. At this time, my father-in-law said to me: Go to bed quickly, otherwise you won't be able to get up tomorrow morning. Didn't you say you would still be filming tomorrow? At that time, I was very special
I don't want to go into the bedroom.
Normally at this time I would never care about who called him, but that day I suddenly felt that the person who made the call was that Azi. I pretended not to hear anything and walked into the room directly.
Immediately I heard my husband saying to the phone: Stop making trouble, I'm turning off the phone. After saying that, he actually turned off the phone.
Then he said to me: It was a subordinate of the company who had a little conflict, and then asked me to sleep. I looked at him intently. At that moment, I suddenly felt that he was so strange, and a picture suddenly appeared in my mind.
Some unsightly scenes came... At that moment, I couldn't help but shed tears.
He looked very concerned about me, "What's wrong with you?" I immediately asked him: "Who is Azi?" However, I regretted it as soon as I said this sentence. At least I felt that I should figure it out.
It would be better to ask him after everything has been done. In that case, I can at least take some initiative. But there is no other way, the words have already been spoken. My husband was stunned for a moment, and then fell silent.
It was also the season at that time, and it was very cold at night. I was standing there in unlined clothes, as if I was the one cheating on me, not him. But what I never expected was what he said next.
, His words almost made me collapse. At that time, he sighed and said: Do you know everything? Even though I already knew it, when I saw him admitting it personally, at that moment, my heart
The whole world suddenly collapsed. I can't remember what happened next. Anyway, I didn't sleep all night. He kept explaining to me that he and the woman just had a one-night stand, but she kept pestering him.
That's it. I put on a down coat and sat on the sofa, and I kept watching him explain and explain. Later, he explained that he was tired, so he went outside to get some water. I watched him drink water at that time.
I suddenly felt very sick about that cup. It was a thermos cup I gave him during the Chinese New Year. At that time, I thought the cup was very beautiful, so I bought it for him. But when I saw his
When the lips of a woman who had kissed another woman touched the cup I bought for him, I immediately felt that the cup had been tainted. It was only after midnight that I calmed down and said: I don’t want your parents to be at home now.
I asked you more questions and you told me to calm down. I went to the set early the next morning, made breakfast for my family and then went out. In fact, I didn’t have many scenes that day, but I wanted to
I didn't want to escape, so I went. However, I didn't receive a call from him all day. I didn't have any appetite at noon. I looked through the window and saw that the chestnut seller downstairs was still there. At that time, I felt particularly scared because
I thought that that woman had been here that day, peeking into my life from a corner I couldn't see.
I subconsciously looked back because I felt like there was a woman behind me, and it felt like she was about to come and strangle me to death when I wasn't paying attention. Really, I felt so scared that day. That day
I stayed at Xu Ruhui's place that night and didn't want to go home. Around nine o'clock in the evening, my mother-in-law called. She asked me when I would be coming home and asked me to bring some cigarette holders back to my father-in-law. I said I would have to go back later.
My mother-in-law told me to ask my husband to pick me up, and not to make it too late. Sure enough, ten minutes later, my husband called me and told me to go home, and asked me where to pick me up. After I told me my address, I left.
Keep waiting for him to come over.
Soon he drove over, and when I saw the familiar white BMW, I suddenly didn’t want to get in the car, because I suddenly thought that the woman must have been in this car, and they might even be in this car.
I couldn’t extricate myself from that annoying fantasy. I stood in front of the car door and was in a trance. He came over and hugged me and said, don’t be like this, let’s talk about it when we get home. My tears stopped at that time.
I got down confidently, I drove him coldly, and then got into the car. We were all silent until we got to the downstairs of our home and he parked the car, but did not get out. He suddenly said: I
I had a showdown with her, and I broke up with her. I will never be with her again. Please forgive me, I was really wrong. I didn’t feel much after hearing that at the time, I just thought why things were like this.
?I was still kept in the dark like a fool. When did they start? How many relationships have they had? Questions like this popped up one after another. I ignored him and went straight upstairs. That night I
I had a slight fever and was in a daze, so I slept like this until dawn.
But what I didn't expect was that a dramatic scene occurred next. I was still sleeping in the morning, and my husband found out that I had a fever. After taking my temperature, he was shocked and found that the fever reached 339 degrees. So he
I got up quickly and rummaged through the cabinets to find medicine for me.
His parents were both up at that time, and my mother-in-law complained that my husband had not taken good care of me these days, which made me sick, and she also looked for anti-fever medicine. But they couldn't find such medicine, so my husband went downstairs to buy it.
My mother-in-law was sitting on my bedside. She looked at me distressedly and said that I worked too hard.
I was also very sad at that time. Looking at the distressed face of the old woman, I comforted her and said that there was nothing big wrong with me. During this period, my husband’s cell phone rang several times. I looked at it and saw that it was all text messages, so I didn’t.
I ignored it. But then the call came directly. My mother-in-law said it might be someone, so she asked me to answer it. I took it over and looked at it, and it showed a man's name. I know this person, my husband often mentions,
He was a very close customer of his company. So I took it, but before I could speak, I heard a woman’s voice inside saying: Come down here and let me see you, okay? Come down here and let me see you for the last time.
One side, just one side, okay? Okay? I was stunned immediately, and I didn’t even react. The volume of my husband’s cell phone was very loud, and my mother-in-law also heard it. Our mother-in-law and daughter-in-law just looked at each other in a daze for a while.
At that moment, my tears began to flow. I gently said to the woman on the phone: Hello, I am his wife. But the other party did not speak, and she hung up the phone. At this time, my husband
When he came back, he looked at the two of us and seemed a little panicked. He stood there at a loss. I handed him his mobile phone and said: Someone just called, I picked it up for you. My husband flipped through it.
I quickly glanced at my cell phone... Everyone suddenly fell into a very embarrassing situation. At this time, my father-in-law came in and poured boiling water. He asked in surprise: What's going on? At this time, my husband said he was going to have sex.
Went downstairs. My mother-in-law seemed to understand something. She angrily said to her son: If you dare to go downstairs, don’t come back to this house! The atmosphere in the house was very tense at that time. My husband stood nearby with his neck twitching. My father-in-law didn’t know what happened.
What happened? My mother-in-law went back to the room alone and seemed to be crying. I sat on the bed and cried silently. My husband asked me: Did you tell your mother what happened? I didn’t say anything. In fact, I didn’t say anything.
My mother-in-law is a very smart person and knew what was going on. At this moment, the doorbell rang, and it was my father-in-law who opened the door. Then he came in and told his son that someone was looking for him. I knew it was the woman who came to the door. My husband came out.
After leaving the room, my mother-in-law also came out. After a moment of silence outside, I suddenly heard the woman crying. The woman said a lot of words, probably meaning I'm sorry, I didn't know your parents were at home.
But let me make it clear when I come here. I am pregnant. I am really sorry, really sorry. I was sitting on the bed, and my chest was pounding. That’s what happened. Later, my husband and I divorced. Feng Xiao, we
The entertainment industry is indeed very complicated and chaotic, but I have always stuck to my bottom line and even refused scenes that involve kissing. Because I love my husband so deeply.
But I never thought that he would betray me. Hey! Do you think I will still believe in so-called love from now on? I am an only child, but I am definitely not the kind of spoiled girl. My parents have been very strict with me since I was a child. My
My grades have always been good, I graduated from a good art university in Shanghai, and my looks aren’t bad, right? I’m pretty famous, right? But until now, I still can’t figure out what made him cheat?
Am I not caring enough about him or something? Feng Xiao, you are a man, can you give me the answer to this question?
After she finished telling her story, she really burst into tears, and people couldn't help but be moved after listening to it. Women are different, their perspectives are completely different from those of us men. For example, I knew from what she just said, Xia
Lan is actually a person who pays great attention to details, and she also told me before about her meticulous observation of me.
I seemed to understand, and then I sighed and said, "Xia Lan, I think you might be just the opposite. You care too much about him."
She suddenly woke up from the previous memories. Her eyes just now were confused and even intoxicated. But at this time, a look of surprise suddenly appeared on her face, "How do you know?"
I said: "You know that I am a medical student, so of course I will be involved in psychology. Because we must understand the patient's psychological condition, and this is also part of the therapeutic effect of the disease. I feel it from what you just said,
In fact, you are a person who pays great attention to details, and people who pay great attention to details often have a problem, that is, they tend to be mysophobic. Xia Lan, is this true?"
She raised her glass to me, "You are right. But what does this have to do with him betraying me? That woman named Azi is younger than me, but not as beautiful as me, and I have always treated me
My husband is considerate and considers everything for him. When his career was just starting out, I spent all my savings over the years to help him. Why would he betray me?!"
At this moment, she suddenly became a little excited. Although there were only two of us in the small restaurant, I still stopped her and said, "Xia Lan, don't get excited. Just listen to me slowly."
She immediately restrained herself, picked up the wine glass, drank it, and then looked at the boiling soup in the charcoal-fired copper pot.
I sighed and said, "Xia Lan, after all, you still don't understand us men. Men are always animals that love the new and dislike the old. Men always like to constantly pursue novelty, and do you know what is most important to men?"
Her eyes immediately moved from the copper pot to my face, "What is it?"
I said: "Dignity, man's dignity!"
I'm telling the truth. The so-called self-esteem of men is actually a sense of superiority.
What men like to hear most are women's words of praise, but they must come from the heart and never be false. Once a man's self-esteem is hurt, he may hate the person who hurt him for the rest of his life.
She looked at me in astonishment, "I know. But I haven't hurt his self-esteem."
I shook my head, "No, maybe you have hurt him. You said that you used your savings to give him start-up funds for his business, and you have always been considerate to him. So you think he shouldn't betray you?
No? No, you are wrong. This is precisely the reason why he betrayed you. Because later he succeeded, but he still can't get rid of the fact that his career success was the result of you helping him later. If a man's inner world is not
If he is so powerful, it would be fine if his self-esteem is not so strong. In that case, he will thank you. But I guess your husband is not that kind of person. He should be the kind of man who is very confident and has some machismo tendencies.
.Is that so?”
She looked at me in surprise, then nodded slightly to me.
I continued: "So, he is different from other men because he cares too much about his own abilities. But you are so outstanding. You are a star and so beautiful, and in your eyes, you are everywhere
Your meticulous care for him turns into your control over him in his eyes. I believe that the woman named Azi must be a young girl, not necessarily very beautiful, but lively and cute.
She often acts coquettishly in front of him and is even a little willful. After all, that girl is just the opposite of you. But your husband likes that, because he feels that he can only show his dignity as a man in front of her. The truth is actually that simple.
.”
She then shook her head and sighed, with tears still falling, "Yes. You are absolutely right. But why didn't anyone tell me this before?"
I reached into my trouser pocket, then took out a handkerchief and handed it to her, "Here, wipe. Xia Lan, actually I can see that you still have feelings for your husband until now. So.
Have you ever thought about it? Should you forgive him and let him come back to you?"
She shook her head and said, "It's impossible... Huh? How do you know I'm still thinking about him?"
I looked at her, with soft eyes, and said to her softly: "Because I found that you used the word 'husband' when you were talking about your emotional experience today, and
You just cried."
She wiped her tears with my handkerchief, and then smiled sadly at me, "Feng Xiao, you can really become a detective."
Immediately, she took out something from the pocket of her down jacket and handed it to me, "This is the handkerchief you gave me last time. I washed it clean. I am not going to return this one to you. Is that okay?"
"
I smiled and said, "Take it, isn't it just a handkerchief?"
She looked at me with a gaze, but this gaze only lasted for a moment. Her eyes moved away, and then she sighed and said: "Feng Xiao, it is impossible for me and her, because I once also
I tried to forgive him, but I finally gave up."
I was a little surprised, "Why?"
She sighed and said, "Because I feel like a failure."
I couldn't help but be silent: She is actually a very strong woman.
We sat in this small mutton-shabu-shabu restaurant for a long time. We were chatting about our respective living conditions as if we were good friends for many years. The soup in the charcoal-fired copper pot was tumbling, and the strong aroma of mutton and the copper pot
The warm feeling enveloped us all the time, allowing our conversation to continue warmly.
I have to admit that she is a very elegant woman, and she looks even more gorgeous after drinking. I can completely believe that she is not acting at this moment, because what is revealed in her clear eyes is her truest self.
emotion.
In fact, wine and women are just like war and women. Women should be kept away from each other. From ancient times to the present, people have always been disgusted with women who drink. However, times have changed now, and people actually still dislike women who drink.
Very tolerant, even appreciative on the contrary.
At this moment, I admire the drinking woman in front of me. Whenever she drinks a glass of white wine, I think her movements are so elegant.
In fact, I know that the purpose of women drinking is not to drink, but mostly to vent the sadness deep in their hearts. When the tears dry up and the wine is gone, their sadness will also pass away, and then they can face Nai with a smile again.
The confusing reality.
Of course, the same is true for men, but women’s drinking posture is much more elegant and moving than us men. When watching TV or reading articles, we often see a kind of cat-like women. They are either sad or happy.
Every now and then, I would hide in the bar, holding a delicate wine glass in my hand, swaying the amber-like liquid, swaying my soft and lazy thoughts, and pouring out the joys and sorrows in my heart in the ambiguous atmosphere of temptation.
Women are made of water, and wine is the best in water. Wine and women are always tender and lingering. I remember reading an article, and there was this passage in the article: Women who drink wine are free and easy, and women who drink tea
Refreshing, the woman drinking coffee is elegant, while the woman sitting on the chair and drinking nothing is like boiled water. The rest of the content in the text, like misty mist, has drifted away without leaving any mark, except for this sentence.
In the heart, it has the strength of life.
The woman in front of me seems to like drinking, and seems to have the same hobby as Zhuang Qing. Zhuang Qing is free and easy, but of course she also has sadness in her heart. So, what about Xia Lan? Is she the same?
Later, at midnight, a group of people suddenly rushed in from outside and made a lot of noise. I immediately knew that a new round of business for this small shop had begun.
Xia Lan looked at me and said, "Let's go. Can you take me home? I feel so lonely living at home alone."
Her words made me feel so direct, but I immediately became excited. Her words already caused ripples in my heart.
At this moment, I also found that she was looking at me with her blurred and longing eyes.
I couldn't help but nodded towards her.
The author's digression:
Today's "Promotion in a Proper Way: The Growth of the Municipal Party Committee Secretary"
Peng Changyi, a boy from a farm family, originally thought he would be a teacher for the rest of his life, but he never thought that his father's words would change his destiny, let alone that he would later become the powerful secretary of the prefecture-level municipal party committee.
In the reshuffle of power, in the intertwining of love, friendship and interests, what kind of game trajectory did he follow? How did he get promoted from a small civil servant, and what kind of promotion method does this coincide with?
It all starts with that mysterious mission...
Directly search for "The Growth of Municipal Party Committee Secretary", or write down the book number 192693, open a link to any book, and replace the number in the address with 192693.
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